Penakut

Penakut – Yuna

Tak semua kau rancang akan berlaku
Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku
Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta
Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja

Chorus
Ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
Ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
Ini tidak adil
Untuk engkau bertanya jika ku mencintaimu juga
Tidak adil tidak adil baginya

Kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku
Cinta kau ucap tak pernah engkau tunjuk
Dan bila tiba saat ku kehilangan
Beban yang tak pernah cuba kau ringankan

Ulang Chorus
Kau bukan milikku
Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku
Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau bukan milikku

Not that i dun hav anything to do

Hahahaha :p





Hehehehehe :p


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Location:Main South Rd,Bedford Park,Australia

When in Rome

I can' t sleep...so..

i went to Rome !

Hahahaha Just Kidding !!!!

It's not my first time watching but i enjoy watching it.. hehehehe... I have this in my hard drive with all other movies.

this movie is kinda COmEL !!! except, i dun really understand why Josh Duhamel who played Nick in the movie walks like that... Buruk okay... hehehe

On writting ....

I stayed home the whole of today after meeting Helen, the DJ Village Dean.

Well, because I thought I'd lock myself up in the room, pull out the internet cable (this doesn't help actually hehee coz my laptop catches the uni housing Wi Fi connection,) lock the door, put iPhone on silent mode and write...

To good to be true, none of that happen. **Sigh**

Except that i met Helen at 10 at her office. Well, coz I will be leaving this beautiful heaven on earth soon, I might not get the chance to see her during summer. Turns out she not going on holiday this year and she will be here for Summer. So i'll just pop in again later. We had a good chat about Penang, which she looks forward to go on her next trip to Malaysia.

After meeting Helen, it's already 11, did my laundry, cook lunch ( my last packet of Mee ruski) which Mak brought on her trip last June, rebus cili kering to make cili boh (Last year, kakak made the a huge tub of cili boh and i brought it back to adelaide, it lasted me about 10 months until it habis last few months..) Clear some stuff here and there, Sat at the table, staring at my laptop, suddenly it's already magrib !!!

And now, dah pukul 11.34 pm... and i didn't write a single thing today !!! This is BAD !! really Bad !!

i guess lebih baik go to Sleep lah !


OK, esok, i will tie myself to the chair, no laundry, no cooking , no nothing... ( that's the downside of working from home  :(.....You really want to sit and read or write yr thesis, but no, vacuuming or doing laundry seems to be so much fun and inviting ahahahaha !!! )

on Edwards , ed, edd and eddy

‎**Sigh !!*** Richard Gere is EDWARD in Pretty Woman (at least he refuse to let vivian call him Eddy ....), Rob Pattinson is EDWARD in Twillight... Johnny Depp is EDWARD Scissorhands.. who else.....?




That's my Facebook status by the way...


one more thing that i forgot to include

Watched this and COw and Chicken, powerpuff girls, I am Baboon all the time on Cartoon Network hehehe... Kadang kadang sakit jiwa jugak tgk but it's funny !! hehehe


Oh ya, Hey Arnold, Wild thornberry, Ginger, Rugrats on Nickelodeon... 


okay, now I misss my Astro....!!!

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

I just have to repost this !!!! It's addictive !!!

Tgk si Mercedes, Santana and Britney ni .. hehehehe with the nice black dress and the dance move.. and those heels....




Speaking about heels, OMG!! OMG !!! I bought a pair of easy Steps Heels online last few days !!! Except that it is not for me, It's for Mak to match her Bag! The parcel with her nine west bag has arrived in Malaysia last week and Mak is happy ;) The parcel was being detained at Customs in Sepang Post office sebab kena cukai.. HALAMAK !!! Sekali kena cukai laaa... i laughed when my Dad told me the story !!! Pakai je rugged, tapi kena cukai . Kot ye pun, orang yang nak pi claim parcel tu lebih ariff bab bab cukai nih...hehehe..

I was just wondering, how on earth am i going to start work next year with heels. The whole 3 and a half years of my life here, i only wear a pair of hand me down reebok trainers, Nike basket ball shoes, Merrel walking shoes and my new adidas lightweight sportshoes ( it is so light and comfy !!!) Erghhhh... i cant imagine how my foot is gonna tolerate this... both my foot got their own sets of brain, just like my hand and other body  parts.. My hand for example, these few days decided not to cooperate with me when i am handling stuff in the kitchen.  when i grab something, my hand decided to drop it.. hahahaha... now now, i dun wan to scare you guys, I am still sane okay, hehehehe

Oh ya, that video i posted above, baru keluar dalam GLEE tadi kat chanel 10. Apparently, its the last one for this year ;( and Santana gave a big tight slap on Finn's Face after she finished that number. Pastu habis.. woahahaha... now i personally feel like nak tampar orang jugak hehehe !

the one with Sayang and Apek

A few days back, my nephew's wife lost her cat Apek.

Today, my cousin, Michelle told me that Sayang had left us...

I may not known APEK but i know Apek from photos and i know how Aida feels when she lost APek. I dun wanna talk about it coz its painful. I demam seminggu when Coco left. enough.....

Sayang on the other hand is a talking bird lives in Perth.
If u ask sayang, "Where's Michelle?"
Sayang will answer "Michelle go to school !"  hehehe
Well, i know Sayang wont be there on my next trip to Perth


yeah they are animals, NOT just any animals, They are a part of the family

Only those who understands, understands...

Arghhh........I miss Pingu, Belle, Hitler and Puyeh !!!

pagi pagi dah jiwang....

hehehe... jiwang karat pulak pagi pagi ni kan...
lagu lagu 98 degrees ni memang menyesakkan jiwa...
hehehe

tapi denagr je utk halwa telinga ( cewahhhh...)
enjoy the songs ;)

was it something i didnt say?

Spending another night alone
Wondering when I'm gonna ever see you again
Thinking what I would give to get you back baby
I should have told you how I felt then
Instead I kept it to myself, yeah
I let my love go unexpressed
'Till it was too late
You walked away


Was it some thing I didn't say
When I didn't say "I love you"
Was it words that you never heard
all those words I should have to you
All those times, all those nights when I had the chance to
Was it something I did't say
(I did't say,Baby..I did't say)
Always assumed that you'd be there
Could't forsee the day you'd ever be leaving me
How could I let my world slip through my hands baby
I took for granted that you knew, yeah
All of the love I had for you, yeah
I guess you never had a clue
'Till it was too late
You walked away


All the words were in my heart
They went unspoken
Baby now my silent heart is a heart that's broken
I shoulda said so many things
Shoulda let you know you're the one I needed near me
But I never let you hear me

The Hardest Thing
by 98 degrees

We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And baby it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us trying to be strong


I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep


I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that


It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry


I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be


It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you


I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind


Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know cuz
There can be no happy ending


It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry


Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay

(Ooh)

I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that


It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry


I don't want to live a lie
What can I do

the hardest thing ....

The Hardest Thing
by Tyler Ward

A still frames photograph of you,and me together.
is all i have of you and me anymore .. !
We were so in love and we thought it'll last forever.
But we were torn..by the storm.

And I won't forget you!I can't forget you!And the hardest thing i've done is have to live without you!
And i wonder why we both walked away (we walked away)
I'm lost without you,still crazy for you
Just turn around,come back because your smile is overdue
And I miss You (I miss you)

If I'd only knew the words to say that would make you turn around (turn around)
I'd say the words to you more than a million times.
It's been forever,but that hasn't changed what you mean to me.

Darling can'tyou see? (can't you see?)

That i won't forget you! I can't forget you!And the hardest thing I've done is have to live without you!
And I wonder why we both walked away ( we walked away)
I'm lost without you,still crazy for you,
Just turn around,come back because your smile is overdue.
And i miss You! (I miss you)

Im sorry for all i did,what i said and things i hid and I'm finally over me..
Is that too late you you?
I can't imagine where I'd be
If you had never rescued me
You showed me what it is,and now i so can see

And I won't forget you!I can't forget you!And the hardest thing i've done is have to live without you!
And I'm lost without you,still crazy for you
Just turn around,come back because your smile is overdue
And I won't forget you!I can't forget you!And the hardest thing i've done is have to live without you!And i wonder why we both walked away

'Cause I'm lost without you,still crazy for you.
Just turn around,come back because your smile is overdue.
And I miss You.

All about Tyler Ward  (Promosi tidak berbayar hehehehe)

Yallo !!!!

THis is HILARIOUS !!!! OMG !!! lawak giler...









Haahahahahaha !

The next step

woahh it's been a long time since i membebel hehehehe ;)

i also missed the 11.11.11 , but nevermind... ;) I went to watch Johnny English Reborn and had a gud laugh !

Yeah, as the title says, The next step..

Not my next step, but my closest fren's next step. Nadia is getting MARRIED !!!!!!  ( Squeeelll !!! Screammm !!!!! jumping up and down hehehehehe) Yippeee Yeay !!!! After going thru "STUPID" stuff with her previous BF, ( !@#$%^&* to MR I !!!!! i am cursing him hehhehe) Ahamdulillah, she met another guy, A.and they decided to take it to the next level ;) I couldn't help feeling Soooo happy !!! See Nadia, i told you, you'll meet THE ONE ;) At first i really thought that Nadia is dating Amirul and i was like ' awwwwww...so sweeeet !!!!" But Nadia laughed at me hehehehe

And Today, Amrul was asking around for dinarmas, God knows for what.. My wild guess is , May be he's taking it to the next level too heheehehe ! Thank ALLAH for that ;) I am so happy for him too !!! Yipeeee 2 weddings to look forward next year if the second one betul la kan hehehehe...

Yeah, I missed a whole bunch of friends wedding, while i am busy with studies and all, so if these people were to get married, I wouldn't miss it for the world !!!

next up, Mak tam !!! Mana Mak Tam !!!!

Hehehehe ;)

Nice

Hati yang cedera

Hati yang Cedera

by Ikin Rosli

Bila jiwa kacau risau tentang masa depan,
Bila hati sesak dengan karenah manusia yang tidak memahami,
Bila jiwa sukar berlapang dada,
Bila hati disempitkan dengan sangkaan buruk terhadap saudara lain,
Bila hati sentiasa ingin marah,
Bila hati mula berjinak dengan nafsu yang Allah tidak redha.

Bila akal lupa tujuan asal hidup,
Bila diri terasa enak berlingkar dengan maksiat,
Bila hati puas melakukan perkara yang tidak berbuah amal,
Bila jasad duduk enak tanpa berbuat ma'aruf.

Bila air mata terlalu sukar untuk dititiskan untuk-Nya,
Bila hati mula mengeras,
Bila fikiran melayang untuk perkara sia-sia,
Bila hati mula berputus asa terhadap rahmat dan nikmat-Nya.

Bila diri mula meminta yang berlebihan,
Bila hati mula meminta untuk yang bukan haq,
Bila diri rasa sudah cukup,
Bila lidah terlalu keras untuk mengalunkan zikir.

Bila cemburu terhadap nikmat dan rezeki insan lain,
Bila diri berpura baik di hadapan manusia,
Bila hati merasa perbuatan dosa sebagai tidak apa,
Bila diri sentiasa mahu dipuji.

Bila hati tidak yakin dengan janji-Nya,
Bila diri menyesal dengan setiap taqdir-Nya,
Bila hati sentiasa mencari aib dan salah orang lain,
Bila diri sentiasa ingin memuaskan selain dari Allah.

Bila hati merasa bebas dari jagaan Allah,
Bila merasa diri milik mutlaq diri sendiri,
Bila hati merasa aman melanggar amanah,
Bila merasakan tiada yang lebih penting melainkan diri sendiri.

Bila diri terlalu banyak beralasan,
Bila setiap perbuatan tidak terniat untuk Allah,
Bila diri mula berasa berat untuk sembah dan sujud kepada-Nya,
Bila telinga lebih enak dilagukan dengan selain ayat-ayat suci-Nya.

Bila mulut lebih senang berbicara tentang dunia dari manisnya syurga,
Bila redha manusia lebih dicari daripada redha Allah,
Bila merasa cinta manusia lebih asyik daripada cinta Allah,
Bila hati tidak rindu untuk bertemu-Nya,
Bila hati mula disempitkan dengan dunia,
Bila diri sombong tidak mahu meminta kepada-Nya,
Bila setiap akal, jiwa dan jasad terikat dengan dunia.

Hati itu bukan hati aku lagi..

Heal my heart ya Allah..

Bless me with a new heart..

Source : HERE

headache !!!

today i had a headache

it started at about 3 pm like that..

Makes me vomit once, then just to get some air, I walked to the library..

While walking, i know i am not walking a straight line, felt like collapsing

I came back from the library with a Thick thesis and 2 thick text book....duhhhh

Reached my office and vomit again,

I make myself a cup of Green tea and settle down...

felt quite okay,

But the pain is still there..

And the feeling of vomitting is also there.

I dunno...

it could be stress,

it could be me overusing my brain...

and now, i can't sleep...

Astagfirullah...

Sejukkk

I am kinda Peliks kejap...

Winter hari tu, tak de la rasa sejuk yang amat bawah meja ni..

Tiba tiba dah masuk spring, the wind is sooooo cold at night.

Like right now, angin sangat kuat,  and kat bawah meja ni my feet dah mcm

Sejukkkk !!!!!

I better put on my socks or else kerja tak jadi coz masuk doona and tgk Tv hehehehe..

Move like Jagger

 Please disregard the lyrics..

Can't help to move arround even though tgh buat thesis hehehehe

Astagfirullah.....Husna

Ish iSh Ish




Dunno who's Jagger?

this is Jagger

masa dia muda..

Me and my sis giler menyampah kat dia masa menyanyi lagu Angie

hehehehehe


hahahahaha


layankan je laaa....

cool ;)

1.11.11

Noice date !!!

;)