Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

17 September, 2009

Home sweet home

Alhamdulillah, i arrived home safely a few days ago.

Over and excess
Let me tell you a tale of an overweight luggage. It was overweight alright. I am prepared to pay the excess bagagge. BUt the thing that make me furious was when SIA declared that my hand luggage was too big.... Daaaaaangg.... Well, this is not the first time i traveled with the Black COACH luggage... Air Asia lepas, Virgin pun lepas.... Tetiba SIA tak lepas..Duuuhhhh..... That lady at the counter made a big fuss about it, that I have to transfer some of the stuff from the big bag to the COACH bag and then pay the excess if not i have to leave it behind..... OWWHHHKAYYY... Malu sangat... and geram sangat coz the COACH hand luggage di katakan besar utk hand luggage... AIsehh... anyway, Thanks Mirul for the patience and the help... everything pun dah selamat sampai dah.

The Journey
It's my first time with SIA. Everything is perfectly fine and Nice. I Loike.... hehehehe... Love the entertainment COnsole thingy... I watched 3 movies. 17 Again, Night at the museum ( which i fall a sleep about setengah jam) and Hannah Montana The Movie. Entah kenapa, my heart went all mushy that, tears can't stop falling of my eyes. Tgk Hannah Montana pun leh nangis...Ngeeee..... Syahdu beb.. di awan biru , melayan perasaan "AWAN YG TERPILU" hehehehe. Well, Hanya Allah yang tahu lah kenapa AIr mata tak berhenti henti menitik sejak dari awal naik plane. dah tgk 2 movies lawak pun, air mata leh jatuh lagi... Sudahnya, Mata pun dah naik bengkak...

The Arrivals
i reached Singapore at about 5.30 pm and took the train from T1 to T2 to catch my plane to KL. While walking to gate E20, i saw mak's kegemaran. Hah.... ni kena masuk ni.... So i had a quick tour in the shop, choose a thing, swipe here and there, Walllaahh.... Birthday present untuk Mak dah settle hehehehehe.....At this point of time i realy hope Mak will like it coz i pretended to be Mak with her taste in that shop coz i am not buying it for me..... Then, the journey continued to KL. Sampai kat KLIA, boleh rasa bahang panas semacam wlpn dalam KLIA lagi ....while walking to the baggage claim, my tekak dah start dah...

kelaur dari arival gate, my brother didn;t recognize me. WHATTTT ????? he said he tought it was orang Afrika mana ntah coz i look kinda darker than usual. Heh budak ni buat lawak pulak.... but i guess, betul la ckp dia, that day i used this Lancome extra moisturizing foundation because duduk dalam plane the skin will tend to dry up. the foundation did a good job on not making the skin dry but the colour is a bit too dark for me. Yeah, it was a sample pun, i got for free masa beli Lancome Primodiale the other day.

Dad was there too and he is so happy hehehehe... me happy tooo... Mak tak ikut coz mak gi terawikh lapan, Dad on the other hand sangat excited to pick me and he had his own terawikh kat rumah malam tu hehehehehe....

Kitty Toys
Sampai je rumah, kita terus gi belakang cari pingu, puteh, belle and hitler. Hehehehe.. Kata kakak, awal awal lagi kucing smua dah kena kurung. hehehehe....Then later, Mak pun sampai, after terawikh 8.

I bought some Pet stuff for the cats. and they love it, infact one of the tikus i bought dah nak hancur dah di kerjakan si Puteh hehehehe.. the other three still fine. The shaking tikus pun elok lagi.

I was sooooooooo tired.Sakit pinggang, belakang, kaki segala...(Ye la, sejak kat adelaide lagi dok angkat all the boxes and bags of clothes turun bawah, simpan dalam storage room smua, )Kakak helped to put minyak kayu putih and urut me untill i tak sedar bila i fall a sleep dalam aircond 16 c in my room hehehehe....

Mother -Daughter Outing
The next morning, awal awal lagi mak dah ajak pi kampung Medan for charity. Mak Took me to go visit the anak yatim, ibu tunggal yang sangat miskin and the person that took care of sick old people ( single old ladies and men yang tak de anak nak take care of them... kesian pulak, ada yang tak leh bangun and all..) so bergantung dgn jabatan kebajikan masyarakat and derma orang ramai. I followed her although i am so tired. Feet rasa mcm Balloon, Pinggang mcm nak tercabut, Belakang rasa mcm ada burden....Outside, Jerebu sangat teruk plus the heat. sebab tu badan pun terkejut kot. After Kampung Medan, Mak seronok nak ajak pi Ampang Park (which she tak pergi at all since i left) hehehehehe.....Mak got me another baju raya kihkihkih...While walking around, passed by our favourite kedai kasut ( the shoes are sangat cantik and kinda murah, its okay wlpn tak de brand janji sedap pakai...
" U wan kasut raya, Luv?"
"No.. Already got one from nine west" ( consolation prize utk diri sendiri, maka di benarkan beli kasut nine west utk mengubat jiwa lara dan memotivate kan diri semasa di adelaide...)
So i told mak, no kasut buying but maybe some other stuff kot...Heheheh.. Mak agak terkejut sebab tolak offer dia nak buy kasut hehehehe...

So, the mother daughter shopping time started kat Ampang Park, continued to SACC mall ( where i went to get my Maxis bill yang tertunggak selama 9 bulan paid and to get my number activated.) and PKNS, kita singgah balik rumah amik Kakak join shopping skali. I wanted to buy kakak a baju raya but then, dia tak nak baju kurung,so i Bought her a blouse instead. in PKNS, dropped by to say hi kat Fahmy. Tokojuit dia tgk me... hahahaha.... but no time to chat coz he's so busy dgn customer berderet and will call me later. Fahmy's mom pun was not there.

Tak habis kat situ, after outing dgn Mak and Kakak, Ba pulak ajak pi beli printer. Our old printer dah rosak. So i drove Ba to Alam Sentral and go get the printer. Lalu depan Spa Sri Wajah, took the phamplets.. Boyyy... The price has gone up !!!!! waaayyyy up dari bulan january dulu....... tak jadi den nak melawat ke sana... After getting the printer, kita pi beli lauk pulak kat SANTAI. i just took asam pedas daging and japanese tofu , tu je.. plus ba beli kuih lapis dia hehehe... Then I went to say hi to abby, Kak Wati, Kak Sal and kak Yan kat Spalova. Dorang pun torkojuit...Unfortunately, Abby and Kak Watie dah di fully Booked till raya... sedey.... tak pe la, lepas raya je la appointmentnya hehehe....

Lepas buka puasa, i was totally flat. Dgn sakit tekak nya, hidung sumbat nya... sakit badannya.... Makan uphamol , check email and FB, and tido... it was only 8 something hehehehe... Izwan gelak at me when i said i am going to bed dah when he just got home from office and baru nak mandi hahahaha...

The Giant
Today, awal pagi Mak kata we must go to Giant beli groceries, so, Me, Mak , Farhan and Kakak pun pegi la giant besar.. ish ish ish... dah Giant, besar pulak hehehehe... Ni la moment paling best, beli groceries kat giant, amik dari shelves letak dalam troley..Sapa bayar? Mak Bayar !!!! yeayyy !!! hishh tak senonoh betul.. idok le, i already gave to mak some RM dah for groceries hehehe... After Giant, lalu MPH.. wahhh novel novel nya sungguh memikat hati... i bought a few, Kakak pun suka coz dia pun suka baca novel.
Then after giant, dropped mak and kakak off kat rumah with all the barangs, me and farhan pi Shah Alam Mall to potong kaki seluar, repair specticals yang patah kat adelaide hari tu and potong tali jam.
Balik rumah, buat murtabak tipu for berbuka puasa. Bagi kat Aunty Siti and Aunty Che Nu skit. Esok nak buat Kuewtiau goreng and popia pulak requested by Mak. Mak pun dah lama tak makan popia and kuewtiau goreng. kihkihkih....

Yeah.. that's how busy i am running around everywhere. Dgn panas dan jerebunya... Tak play around with the cats pun lagi.. TV pun tak sempat tgk.
okay then, my eyes dah half open dah...berapa kali dah dok tonyoh mata dah ni. Yawning tak yah tanya laaa....aduiiii.....

Assalamualaikum and gud nite...

ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzz........

14 September, 2009

The CLimb

THE CLIMB



I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
cause

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Somebody's you're going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Whoaaa Ohwaoooh


Yeah, may be i'll get 'there' someday...insyallah...

I met keith before leaving today, kena la jumpa ATUK tu sebelum balik. He gave a lot of advises and kirim salam kat my parents.Marian pulak, is busy dgn simon's recovery. Simon, her husband had stroke and went into a coma. It's her toughest time. Sedihh....So, i have met marian last thursday coz hari ni dia sibuk dgn simon.Dia dah tinggal anual review progress and surat menyurat kat FBS office.

I dun feel that i am progressing in term of work, tapi, after reading teh progress report, it makes me feel good jugak la nak balik ni although i think bnyk benda nak kena improve lagi...


I think what i've gone thru this two three months has thought me a lot in life. I'll keep it to my self about what had happen.it's mine to keep. it tought me a lot n terms of me as a human, a woman, daughter to my parents,mak and ba, kakak to farhan, adik to kak long, cousin to my cousins ( the went through a lot too), a friend to my friends here Nadia, Amirul, Suzie, kak Nita, Kak Zatul, Kak Za, Atie, and not to forget Rozie, and me as a phD candidate under the supervision of Keith and Marian.

I dun ask for much in life, I dun ask for 7 dulang hati nyamuk or hati kuman or jambatan gantung emas … I just wanna be happy apart from nak complete kan the PhD, a happy muslimah, and maybe one day, who knows, I’ll get a husband and I’ll be a wife and mother, have a happy family with the little khalifahs alongside….which I myself dunno when, ( sekiranya ada rezeki dan jodoh yang telah di tentu kan oleh ALLAH, insyallah…) and the way to be happy is to make the best of everything that you have and sometimes, you didn’t realise the blessing in disguise that’s actually there. So, for now, I am making the best of what I have and I am happy. Insyallah…

May Allah keep giving me the strength,courage and iman to continue my journey..

Insyallah …

Amin…

13 September, 2009

Allergic la pulak

I was cleaning up the room, finalising everything while Ustaz Badrul Amin dok Berzikir melalui iTunes. Kita pun ikut berzikir sekali la... Layaaaan.... Tiba tiba, Ustaz Badrul amin senyap... and, kluar ni pulak ...

let me be your hero...
Would you dance
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run
and never look back?
Would you cry
if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?

AARGHHHHHHHH !!!!!!! NOOOOOO
Symptoms Allergy pun muncul tiba-tiba.
Rasa Tension semacam and terus rasa mcm nak vomit !!
I quickly changed to Ustaz Badrul Amin's zikir again and remove the song from the list.
REMOVE / DELETE... How on earth did this song boleh masuk dlm playlist pun tak tau..

Okay, i have move on with my life, I got over it again and again, keep on being strong, and after last month's incident ( dah sebulan dah...) ... Yeah, it's heart whrenching and heart breaking...okay, cukup. cukup..hehehe... TMI ( Too Much Info ) plak....
So, I guess, it's okay if i decided to not to have to listen to this song ever again..or may be for the time being hehehe... ( I stopped listening to this song since like 2004...) I take it as a consolation for myself la.. sekali sekala, nak jaga hati sendiri jugak... Tak salah kalau tak nak dgr lagu tu pun...


Tiba-tiba rasa sedih pulak... tak pe Husna, jgn sedih sedih kay... Cheer up dan jangan sia siakan ramadhan yang masih berbaki tak berapa lama je lagi.. =) <----- NOTE TO SELF


The above lyrics is from HERO by Enrique Igliasis. Another song that i am allergic to is I DoN"T WANNA MISS A THING by Aerosmith...

29 August, 2009

MeRdEkA

I wrote this a few nights ago...

"Nadiaaa !!!" As i called nadia, knocked and opened her door, " Tau tak merdeka thn ni yang ke berapa? Boleh tak.. i tak ingat..."
" 52 " Nadia replied with gelak
" Ok...Tq." Then i gelak kot...OMG ! i can't remember what my response was...( Ya rabbi... awat teruk sangat ni ? Lately ni syndrome Mak Tam makin menjadi jadi...Bahaya sungguh.. Tadi, I went totally blank when my cousin smsed me and asked me "Ooo... u tak online pun today,bz?" I isuddenly lupa what i did the whole of today...Aiseh... tak pe lah, now i wan to story about MERDEKA first...hehehe)

Yeah, i dunno tahun ke berapa Malaysia dah Merdeka thn ni.. Its not that i dun care but it slip off my mind.. Two years spending Merdeka abroad. Actually memang tak de difference pun dgn years before masa spend Merdeka in shah alam.Kalau ada difference pun, sini tak de bunga api segala kan.. kalau kat shah alam, duduk kat porch leh nampak bunga Api di bandaraya shah alam tu... But that's not all about Merdeka..Penghayatan kena ada...

The last time i really celebrated Merdeka with full Spirit was when i was 17, in School. I wrote a poem about merdeka and read it out in front of the whole school kat dewan. That was my one and only time 'public appearance' in school ( as i am a very budak penakut masa sekolah). But the semangat Merdeka was there that year.

The next year which was 1998,I started Uni already. And since the last 10 years, 80 percent of Merdeka days were spent in CLASSROOM. The only time i didn't have class during Merdeka was during my BBA days. But when i was doing DIA and BAcc, Asal Merdeka je, mesti ada kelas ganti. Kelas Account pulak tu..Eeeiii... How i dun like that subject hehehe...ANd my dad will bising " apa ni, merdeka day pun ada CLass jugak ka?" Yes Dad... ada. And my Dad pun will always tak agree with Uitm having exam on Sundays especially when His SUnday is to be spent with us, anak anak dia hehehehe....


Walau apapun, sebusy mana pun, ( i am super duper busy right now.. Kepala otak dah sakit macam nak Pecah dah ni, bukan otak je sakit, Badan, belakang smua pun sakit hehehe... ) because i love Malaysia, Kata lah apa pun yang buruk pasal Malaysia, Bodohland, Bolehland, ye memang saya sedar, kat Malaysia, memang ada segala gala benda, Yang pelik, yang jelik, yang best, yang tak best... apa apa je la... Kita tetap orang malaysia.. dalam Passport dah tertulis kita ni orang Malaysia. Busuk-busuk pun, Malaysialah tempat kita...Atleast Malaysia ada 1 season je..dan tak de pollen segala hehehe...( walaupun tak leh pakai Crocs Nadia kat Malaysia kan... hehehe). Pedulikan all the political thingy... ( aiyoo i lupa what i want to write olredi laa...teruknyaaa tahap memory kepala otak ni, nak kena upgrade and tambah Ram ni...)

Hah!!!

tak pe lah... yang penting,

I LOVE MALAYSIA.

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI KEMERDEKAAN YANG KE 52



photo from here

Oh ye, time time ni lah nak tgk, ingat ke tak rukun negara kita...hehehe....

RUKUN NEGARA

Maka kami rakyat Malaysia
berikrar akan menumpukan seluruh tenaga dan usaha kami untuk mencapai cita-cita tersebut berdasarkan atas prinsip-prinsip yang berikut:
  • Kepercayaan kepada Tuhan
  • Kesetiaan kepada Raja dan Negara
  • Keluhuran Perlembagaan
  • Kedaulatan Undang-undang
  • Kesopanan dan Kesusilaan

15 August, 2009

Kata-kata

Battlefield

Battlefield - Jordin Sparks




Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute, it's love
And, suddenly, it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
I'm out here without a shield - can't go back, now

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing, oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
Why we gotta fall for it, now...

Chorus:
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like



Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mmm
If we can't surrender
Then, we're both gonna lose we have, oh, no

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing (nothing), oh, no
These times when we climb so fast to fall, again
I don't wanna fall for it, now...

Chorus:
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends, tonight (oh)
And, in the morning, we wake up, and we'd be alright
'Cause, baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor...

Chorus:
I never meant to start a war
You know, I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
I guess you better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
I guess you better go and get your armor (get your armor), get your armor (get your armor)
Why does love always feel like (oh, oh)
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for...


this one is kinda cute


12 August, 2009

11 August, 2009

Rambling tgh malam....

Not able to sleep tonite although i am gonna start really really early tomorrow ...Backache,Tummy 'Rumbling', Too much inside Mr Otak.... <--- contributing factors of not being able to sleep..

1. I started taking loop bus to uni instead of pakai mask and use the usual route to Uni. Depart at Sturt Campus which is 2 min walk from the townhouse. Keeps all the pollen away from me resulting in Sneeze free husna. hehehehe....

2. I haven't been cooking a lot or have a decent dinner like usual with my housemate,Nadia. Kebanyakkan kali pun Nadia yang masak. I kinda stay back in my office lately and went home like a little bit late than usual. So dinner is kinda pre-packed salami sandwhich or instant from the WHOLEFOOD STORE or sometimes balik rumah baru makan. I kinda tak berapa takut walking alone at night kat bridge tu dah. Insyallah di lindungi Allah. Harus la kena berani kan...,

3. I managed to track back old friends from primary and secondary schools i went last time. A whole bunch of them from different states. Primary school friends ( which we went for form 1 together too) in Terengganu, (
i still haven't got Fadli Che Mat who always tease me and everyone else in class. He used to call me "Red Indian" becoz he said i look like indian and half of my face is red kihkihkih...). My Melaka girls, My Johorians and my Shah Alam peeps. And it's all Facebook punya hal.

4. I am kinda still not over the fact that 3 of my cousins had miscarriage in a row. One of my blogger friend had a miscarriage too at 6 months of pregnancy carrying twin boys. I cried reading hers and her husband's blog. Yeah I know it's Kuasa ALLAH. Hari ni Allah bagi, esok, Allah tarik balik. Yeah...sometimes, Allah kurniakan kita nikmat tu sekejap je....Only Allah knows best.But i was so happy to get the news that somebody's pregnant...Congratulations to that somebody

5.Made a decision about life and ..... it is not something to be proud off , neither do i am ... haaihhh.... The hangover of the decision making lasted for a few days. I can't remember crying (i didn't cry pun actually) but I guess, kalau ini jalan yang Allah tentukan, I redha.... The path has been chosen and i wish 'those people' knows the real deal before accusing people for being "tak sedar di untung" or tiba tiba nak terus jatuhkan hukuman without knowing anything.


6. Having my nose bleed is becoming somewhat like a routine each day, nowadays. Starts with thumping like feeling in the forehead before the blood comes dripping down.

7. I found Jaqueline Pascarl's 'Once i was a Princess" at the library. Jaqueline Pascarl is the ex-wife of Raja Bahrin, a prince from Terengganu who smuggled their children ( Iddin and Shahirah) from Australia to Malaysia through Irian Jaya in 1992. I am reading her book besides reading 1927 J.H. Richardson's book on Minimum Wages. ( keith, my supervisor told me that he also uses that book to do his thesis in 1959......1959 . ...... and here i am in 2009, as his supervisee, found that book in the library and will also be using it in the thesis..... i think it's cool)

8. I think i better go force myself to sleep now...

04 August, 2009

Assalamualaikum...

Hye....



=)
Good morning,
what a beautiful morning...
a cold one....


I am actually....

All the stuff to be completed.........


With the nose ...........


that leaves me....



But, it's okay coz i got...

And I quit listening to



Coz it makes me



And i switched back to

and

and not to forget Sheikh Al Ghamdi's......



Coz they make me

(for the time being....)

Insyallah..........

And this cutie....

Cute Sparta...







Mean Kitty by Corry "MrSafety" Williams


Bring back a





=)

lastly,

To the question in your life,
You are the ANSWER,
To the problem in your life,
You are the SOLUTION....

Boleh mcm tu?

Hiks.....

29 July, 2009

The evolution of Dance

okay, jgn sedih sedih lepas dgr lagu Abang Kua ( anuar zain) ye .....

kita tgk this dance evolution video pulak..

Thanks Kak Za . Kak Za yang send this link to me yesterday kat YM hehehe... sangat entertaining





kihkihkih....

=p

and check this out too...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-94JhLEiN0

tinggalkan aku




Tinggalkan Aku - Anuar Zain

katamu cinta telah tiada
sendiri aku menahan pedih ini
hilang semua rasa
habis begitu saja
untuk bersama buat selamanya

katamu dia yang lebih sempurna
dia lagi jiwa
dia lafaz asmara
bisikan kata2 akhirmu itu menusuk jiwaku
kini kau dtg utk kembali padaku

pergi sudah tinggalkn aku
ku tak ingin engkau ada
kembali lg kedlm cerita hidupku ini
ku bahagia tanpa drimu
biar begini adanya aku
tanpamu ku temukan sinarnya

bisikan kata akhirmu itu
menusuk jiwaku
kini kau dtg kembali padaku lagi
pergi sudah tggalkan aku
tak ingin engkau ada kembali lg kedalam crita hidupku ini
ku bahagia tanpa dirimu
biar begini adanya
tanpamu ku temukan sinarnya

usah lagi kau guris hatiku
ku tak mahu lagi merasa kan hadirmu dlm duniaku
pergilah dr hidupku

oooooo...
tak ingin kau ada

hilang semua rasa
habis begitu saja
untuk bersama buat selamanya

katamu dia yang lebih sempurna
dia lagi jiwa
dia lafaz asmara
bisikan kata2 akhirmu itu menusuk jiwaku
kini kau dtg utk kembali padaku

pergi sudah tinggalkn aku
ku tak ingin engkau ada
kembali lg kedlm cerita hidupku ini
ku bahagia tanpa drimu
biar begini adanya aku
tanpamu ku temukan sinarnya

kerana tanpamu ku temukan sinarnya



Sedihnya lagu ni.... =(

18 July, 2009

How to make Husna Mohd

Got this from Facebook, hehehe.... just for fun.... ( ...think happy thoughts , remember? hehehe )

This is how to make Husna Mohd

PREP TIME 10 Min
COOK TIME 20 Min
READY IN 35 Min

INGREDIENTS
1/2 teaspoon humour
2 3/4 cups ambition
1 cup leadership

DIRECTIONS
Mix until smooth. Bake for 50 to 60 minutes in the preheated oven.

Ooooo .... mcm tu kaa......

READY......STEADY............ COOOK !!!!!!!

hehehehe

Which remind me, i have not been cooking sejak seminggu lepas and makan apa je......been eating free food ( kari ayam yang tak habis habis tu...), bread and jam, pre-marinated chicken wings (Yiros).....hmmm.....

think happy thoughts...



kita jangan sedey sedey........tak pe, kalau dah bukan rezeki .....

so, think happy thoughts.....

=)


Happy Thoughts And Their Power

The power of happy thoughts shouldn’t be underestimated. In an average day it is estimated that we have around 60,000 thoughts.

It is known that happy people think more happy thoughts than unhappy people.

Happy thoughts connect us with the clarity, confidence and courage to act… to know what to do. To travel down our own path rather than the same trail everyone else follows.

Jealous, angry and fearful thoughts take us away from our own path… our own purpose. They strip us of our power and ability to act effectively.

If we think happy thoughts… we create happy perceptions… which lead us to happy events. And so we create a exciting circle (where we become ever happier) as opposed to a vicious circle.

If we think fearful thoughts we become afraid and act defensively. This pushes away other people and other possibilities away from us. And so we become lonelier and more afraid.

The route to a happier life is through happy thoughts. Not just because they make you feel better immediately… but because happier thoughts give you a stronger and more stable foundation to your life. You are in control rather than being bounced around by life.

source: Coaching to Happiness






17 July, 2009

di tengah malam sunyi.......

Malam ke? hehehe... dah awal pagi dah ekceli hehehe.....

it's nearly 3 am .... Nadia and Mak Tam dah lama dah tido... Husna je yang terkebil kebil sorang sorang....

Sebenarnya, I was drop dead tired today that i went home early with Mak Tam lepas dia balik dari city (Mak Tam berjimba-jimba dgn insan tersayang hari ni...) hehehe.... Early tak early sangat, dekat nak magrib jugak la and earlier than 5 o'clock waktu pejabat... Kononnya malam ni ada project Croquembouch tapi tak jadi coz smua orang pun tired plus Nadia got some work to finish.

I had a meeting with my ATuk today. He will be going for a 2 weeks holiday next week. So, i will be left unsupervised for a while. The Meeting with Atuk today sangat lah Lama... Yep, i am happy coz it helped to generate banyak ideas and opinions. lepas discussion, i went to the library to discuss with Beth Prior about getting some reports from MEF. Nak duduk library, i didn't bring my headphones. So, lepas solat, naik lah balik ke office.

Yes, i am drop dead tired sampai tahap mengantuk tak boleh nak buka mata, but that was tadi, Now, i am wide awake, entah kenapa dah tak sleepy lagi dah. As i am typing this, Ada kucing kat luar tu tgh mengiau... Seriously, i am not kidding. DOk mengiau dari td tak berhenti. I went to open the door, panggil dia, tapi, mungkin Kucing Aussie tak paham kot cara kucing Malaysia di panggil kan...so dia tak mai when i panggil, Bayang pun tak nampak... dgr suara dia je...

Arghhh... talking about cats, i am not gonna membebel about how i miss my 'friends' back home. Yep, i really really REALLY miss them SOOOOO mUCHHHHH. Kat pet shop pulak tgh tak da kittens. Kalau tak, at least boleh jugak pi usha tgk kan...dpt dukung kejap or pegang kejap pun jadi lah... There's a cat show in a few days, but.....

( heeeee.. the kucing kat luar tu is stil meowing...geram plak dgr... kitty owh kitty, why lar when i call u to come to me, u dowan to come to me...why u scared i am gonna hug u ar? ...hehehe...)

Tak pelah, kita layan tgk funny pics form LOLcats je la okay.... =)

comelnyeee........

Wah... dia pun ada iPod lah... hehhe....


Cute kan ? =)


ada bnyk lagi kat sini

16 July, 2009

The power is not mine........


No more waiting, No more aching

No more fighting, No more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just gonna let it fly...........

So, slowly, i'm gonna let the beauty fade away,
because the power is not mine
Well, i understand....it's okay....
=)



these words in red are actually a part of a song which i am not gonna mention here ...they're not mine...i didn't wrote it.
I'm actually smiling while singing the song...
nyanyni dalam hati je la..hehehehe

19 June, 2009

Princess Fiona

This is Princess Fiona from the movie, Shrek...





A person once told me,

"Husna, Pricess Fiona tu nampak mcm u lah..."


".............."





-end of story-


hehehehe

18 June, 2009

That's the way it is




I can read your mind and I know your story
I see what youre going through
Its an uphill climb, and Im feeling sorry
But I know it will come to you

Dont surrender cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most theres no easy way out
When you're ready to go and your hearts left in doubt
Dont give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And thats the way it is


When you question me for a simple answer
I dont know what to say, no
But its plain to see, if you stick together
Youre gonna find a way, yeah

So dont surrender cause you can win
In this thing called love

When you want it the most theres no easy way out
When youre ready to go and your hearts left in doubt
Dont give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And thats the way it is

When life is empty with no tomorrow
And loneliness starts to call
Baby, dont worry, forget your sorrow
cause loves gonna conquer it all, all


When you want it the most theres no easy way out
When youre ready to go and your hearts left in doubt
Dont give up on your faith
Love comes to those who believe it
And thats the way it is


17 June, 2009