Home..

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I want to go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just want to go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it?s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I want to go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I want to come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not 
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come 
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I want to go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home


Penangan tengok The Wedding Date ...haihhhhh.....

Nana in the House !!!

Hi guys, presenting






This is Nana Azmi btw. As Malaysians dah tahu she won jangan Lupa Lirik a few years back.
It is so amazing to see her as a recording artist now.
Ye la, dulu tgk masa dia kecik kecik kan ;)
Me and her sis, Ayu are classmate and tution mate with 3 others. Tution Account the very famous Timothy and Aru hehehehe tapi account tetap dapat 6 ye.. heehehe i wonder where they are now? BTW, both Nana and Ayu memang pandai menyanyi. Ayu is the songbird in our class ;) she can sing anything and have a nice voice too.

Any way, Nana is all grown up now and i only come to know about her new single on her facebook. So proud of her. I have forgotten how sedap her suara is until i listen to the song hehehe

Double infinity

I guess, being sick also has a bright side

I couldn't sleep for a few nights and ended up watching

REVENGE...

it is suppose to be aired on channel 7 soon. The advert is so inviting that i googled it to find out more... I dunno if ASTRO dah tunjuk ke belum.

I ended up watching 11 episode. another 2 to go to complete season 1 which haven't go on air yet.

 i've tried watching other series like Gossip Girl, the OC, One tree hill and etc, but the one that gets me going are only Grey's Anatomy, Desperate's Housewives, Raising Hope , a few others and now Revenge.

To me it's fantastic !!! i dun usually like to watch stuff like backstabbing thingy and all, but this one is different. i Tell you !!!


I hope i can sleep tonite, insyallah....amin

The Bond

I've been sick... Yeah, i'm telling the world again..

My Dad's been sick too...

Same sickness

Bad cough, we both lost our voice.

Mcm sangat sedih bila masing maisng bercakap dgn tak de suara.

I dunno..

I get extra sensitive when it involve Dad and if he is sick...

Semoga ALLAH memberikan kesihatan terbaik buat my Dad , My HERO..

Amin

1981,USC,Cal,USA

 

 

The photo is so  VERY INSPIRING ...

Pic if the day

Hahahahaha !!!


Taken at SHELL,darlington.Kak Hanim looks like a pencuri tayar while adding up some air to ALAN's Tyre hehehehe


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Lost

Mentari tak bersinar
Malam hilang serinya
Burung tak ceria seperti dulu
Seakan memahami kedukaanku ini
Jiwaku kekosongan dan pilu
Ku kehilanganmu .....

Okay, i think, i need to switch my playlist to Paul Mauriat now...or my Surah List...

hehehehe...

KRU-ed

Hari ni entah kenapa playlist KRU yang di pilih pulak..

I am in the office now, weather is quite nice today, Less cruel and below 35c.
I know if i am an animal in the zoo, 33c upwards, no visitors shall see me hehehehe
i'll be hiding in my habitat hehehe

ouh well,
Lets get started shall we...
There's plenty to do, not plenty actually, LOADS !!!!!

wish me luck !!!



one of my fav from KRU

Bertabahlah....

A very good jumpstart for me..

i am feeling under the weather this days,
Been sick, work load piling up..

i wish,
i wish i could be in Malaysia in a snap..
I dun care if i finish or not,
People dun understand what my Thesis is all about.
All they wanna know is
"Dah siap ke?"
"Dah Hantar ke?"
"Bila nak balik?"

Arghhhhh....not an emo entry,
but if your thesis is related to policy in home country,
Aduhaiiii....
Tanggunglah akibatnyaa...
Bila cerita orang tak faham, Ada juga lah yang faham

Oh Well,
I hope ALLAH will provide me the strength to carry on.
I seriously dun function well in weather like this,
Kept getting ill since weather increase from 35c.
I am a polar Bear, Penguin,
(okay, now i know how th epolar bear in SIngapore zoo feels like...)
(And i also know how the orang hutan in Adelaide zoo feels during winter)

Semoga saya bertabahlah di sini...
Come to think of it, the only summer spent in Adelaide was 2008, but i left adelaide in January 2009 when the weather just starting to increase. and 2 years in a row, i spent my summer in Malaysia doing my data collection till April 2011.From april till now, tolong lah kasi saya mercy dan belas kasihan utk saya habiskan thesis ni ye ;)

Last post for 2011

This is the last post for 2011. No new year celebration for me as i am sick and in bed.

Cooked myself fish soup but ended up tercekik tulang!!! Vomited out all what i'vve eaten.the thing is dah tercekik tulang, somebody suggested makan roti since i got no rice, tercekik roti and rasa mcm sangkut, dah tak pasal tercekik dua benda hehehe not funny okay, sebab sakitnya bilanforce vomit mcm tu.

Anyway, Happy New Year everyone!!!!

Have a gud year ahead !!!

Signing off

-org sakit-

Its gonna be 41c esok :(

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Demam Lagi

Demam lagi...

It's the weather ! Funny how i  did not demam in Winter but demam in summer.And I come from Malaysia, A hot and humid country.

Well, the heat here is  different,  It's very dry and Dry.. hehehee The sun rays is soooo OMG, dunno how to explain, UV is very high,

Okay, i better go to bed now, its pass midnight now...

Gud Night

Additional question

Relating to the sticky post on what not to say to a PHD student, i gave the link to my cousin while we were chatting the other day.no amir, its not u hehehehe after reading it, Chome add another question,

"bila nak kahwin?"

She asked me to addd that in the list and she said that i should be prepared.

Although i took her words and thanked her but i genuinely believe that no one in my family, my aunties, my uncles, cousins, second cousins, long lost relatives will not ask me this question. I repeat Will NOT ask me this question. And i will keep the reason to myself. Hehehehe but if they are being realistic by not asking, not having the faith, should i be mad?

I really don't want to go to this part but I guess i hav to, i am not a beauty queen, not even close to a normal pretty girl plus i am fat heheehe who wanna marry a fat girl? Jumpa bakal mak mertua pun tak lepas agaknya hehehehe Yeah, they are being realistic,i guess hhehehe but i donno if they are going to ask me after i balik nanti lah kan? Kot la tetiba pulak nak tanya kan...like what Chome said plus being the only one second generation above 30 and not married hehehehe I believe in ALLAH and i know ALLah's plan for me is the best.






Oh ya, by the way, i wore pink today hehehehe friends comented that i only wear black or kelabu and they wanna see me in colour hehehe so a few says ago i come across this bright pink prawned 3 /4 sleeve tshirt and bought it coz its on sale ( 50%). Luckily i still have my pink tudung hehehe yang lain dah naik kapal. I fall in love with this tshirt , the prawned puffy sleeves and feels like nak beli lagi laaa hehehehe boleh?


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I trust you, if it's already been done, undo it,

 Gossip's Heavy Cross



(l)ooohh oh ooooh, oh oh oh ohhh (ve)
(l)ooohh oh ooooh, oh oh oh ohhh (ve)

It's a cruel cruel world, to face on your own,
A heavy cross, to carry alone,
The lights are on, but everyone's gone,
And it's cruel

It's a funny way, to make ends meet,
when the lights are out on every street,
It feels alright, but never complete,
without you,

I trust you, if it's already been done, undo it,
It takes two, it's up to me and you, to prove it,
On the rainy nights, even the coldest days,
you're moments ago, but seconds away,
The principal of Nature, it's true but, it's a cruel world,

(l)ooooh oooh oohh, ooh ooh oooh ooh, ooo (ve)yeah (You)

We can play it safe, or play it cool,
follow the leader, or make up all the rules,
whatever you want, the choice is yours,
So choose,

I trust you, if it's already been done, undo it,
It takes two, it's up to me and you, to prove it,

I, I, I, I, I, O, O, O, O, O, yeah oh (I-O-U=I love you),
I, I, I, I, I, O, O, O, O, O, yeah oh (I-O-U=I love you),

I trust you, it's already been done, undo it,
It takes two, it's up to me and you, to prove it,

ei ei ei, woah wo, yeah eh
ei ei ei ei ei, oh oh oh oh oh, ye eh, ye eh, ye eh,

I trust you, if it's already been done, undo it,
It takes two, it's up to me and you, to prove it,
I, I, I, I, I, O, O, O, O, O, yeah ooh (I-O-U=I love you),
I, I, I, I, I, O, O, O, O, O, yeah hey (I-O-U=I love you),

I trust you.


more info on Gossip

sebab saya tahu awak akan jatuh cinta dgn saya

Sedih tapi Best !!!! ;)

Jim Morrisson 's I won't let you go

I Won't Let You Go 





When it's black
Take a little time to hold yourself
Take a little time to feel around
Before it's gone

You won't let go
But still do you keep on falling down
Remember how you saved me now
From all of my own, yeah

And this love, just feel it
And if this life won't see it
Sees no time to be alone, alone, yeah
I won't let you go

Say those words, say those words like there's
Nothing else
Close your eyes and you might believe
That there is some way out
Open up, open up your heart to me now
Let it all come pouring out
There's nothing I can't take

And this love, just feel it
And if this life won't see it

Sees no time to be alone, alone, yeah
I won't let you go

If the sky is falling, just take my hand and hold it
You don't have to be alone, alone, yeah
I won't let you go

And if you feel the flame of love tonight
And you're too week to carry on the fire
And all your friends that you cannot hide,
Disappear
I'll be here night going, forever holding on

And this love, just feel it
And if this life won't see it
Sees no time to be alone, alone, yeah
I won't let you go, uh

If the sky is falling, just take my hand and hold it
You don't have to be alone, alone, yeah
I won't let you go, uh

I won't let you go, no
I won't let
I won't let you go, no
I won't let
I won't let you go, no
Won't let you go...




This song kept playing on CHannel 7's Home and Away's Promo...but only the Chorus, but i fell in love with the song eventually hehehehe  Dah terjangkit hehehehe...


I dunno what's the real meaning of the song because i didn't take the effort to really read and discover the meaning hehehe ( sorry dun have the time right now) I guess i might be about "i wan't you back" kinda song or it could be a friendship song, look, i really dunno, seriously,  malas nak interpret hehehehe...


This reminds me way back when I was doing my Accountancy in Sec 17, About 10 years ago, it's either i drive or my bestfriend would drive. we did our diploma there too but we didn't drive that much back then, but we did during our degree days, And we would listen to CD or the radio and start interpreting songs hehehe.. i could still remember Dina's word...
"Wow, Di, i only listen to the songs...but you, go deep. I had never ever think that way before i met you " 
Hahahaha bila lagi nak jadi sasterawan tak bertauliah kan, buat FalSAMPAH hehehehe 

and then we'll talk about stuff and i'd always tell her that i don't think i'll get married because no one would want me coz I am not pretty like her and she'd always advise me back hehehe.. Yeah, i'd always feel like a looser in love department and just when i thought i have found the one, for once, i can feel the love vibe, but it doesn't happen, Friends asked me what do i see in this guy, how come i suddenly go crazy over this guy and what's so special about him and stuff..so,i gave the reasons lah. aikkk... ni dah masuk kisah lain ni.. hehehe okay !! Okay !!!! wrap up!! wrap up!!! hehehe

Anyway, 

i simply love the part, 

If the sky is falling, just take my hand and hold it
You don't have to be alone, alone, yeah
I won't let you go, uh

enjoy the song ;)

Life

It's 281211


and the Quote for the day is





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dun worry Be happy !!!

Guy's Don't Worry , Be Happy





I was driving, driving, driving down the 101
Singing 'California Dreams' at the top of my lungs
Unaware, not a care
And then he appeared


Thought he was winding down his window just to say 'hello'
But he started cussing at me, saying I'm going to slow
Then he yelled "Go to Hell"
Then flipped me the bird


Is it really that bad?
Really that bad
I don't think it's really that bad
Come on, get with it


If you only think of things that you haven't got
You could have it all and still never have enough
So don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)


And if you're trying to make a move
But you're stuck in mud, under water
And you don't know which way's up
Yeah, don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)


Another day, another plane, another interview
Just trying hard to get thru my list of things to do
What's the use, might fake the flu
Coz I've had enough


That's it - screw the low carbs, where's my KFC?
Ain't gonna think about the bills or the GFC
Life is short - live it up
Coz we live it once


Is it really that bad?
Really that bad
I don't think it's really that bad
Come on, get with it
If you only think of things that you haven't got
You could have it all and still never have enough
So don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)


And if you're trying to make a move
But you're stuck in mud, under water
And you don't know which way's up
Yeah, don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)


Yeah life is short
We only get to live it once
So live and love
And give it all you've got
Yeah life is short
We only live it once
So live it up


Yeah life is short
We only get to live it once
So live and love
And give it all you've got
Yeah life is short
We only live it once
So live it up


Is it really that bad?
Yeah I don't think it's really that bad
If you only think of things that you haven't got
You could have it all and still never have enough
So don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)


And if you're trying to make a move
But you're stuck in mud, under water
And you don't know which way's up
Don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)


So don't worry (don't worry), be happy (be happy)
Don't worry (don't worry), be happy
Be happy, yeah
Don't worry, be happy, don't worry, be happy
Be happy, yeah


More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/g/guy_sebastian/#share




Well, This is Guy's new single. Kinda nice song ;) Oh, did you know that Guys is from Adelaide? well actually he  used to be Malaysian and lives in Klang. Yeah, everybody knows that kan ;) Over here, Guy is one of the judges on X-Factor, Well he did a great job with Johnny and Reece ( also from Adelaide).


One funny thing is that, whenever i come across Guy Sebastian, i will always have this Sebastian in my mind hehehe.

That's Sebastian , from The Little Mermaid hehehehe

Another funny thing is that, in my uni, there's this guy, Ian, from Uni's Marketing dept and who takes care of south East Asia and other Asian division. last july, Uni invited our EMAS ( used to be MSD Malaysian Student Department) to come over to flinders and promote all the courses and meet all the scholars here. So EMAS delegates came over headed by Dr J. What i didn't know then is that, Dr J is Tania's Mom. (Tania is a friend whom i met back in diploma days, she took business study while i took accountancy, but we took the same curriculum activity in UiTM which is Swimming, i only know that Dr J is mak dia after Dr J's visit when I added Tania on FB, smal world huh hehehe ) Well, That's small world story number one,

before the delegates came over, Ian emailed some of us Malaysian scholar to gather us up to meet Dr J and the delegates. Looking at his name, that red fella came across my mind again, his name is Ian Sebastian hehehehe.. So i was thinking, "ni adik beradik Guy Sebastian la gamaknya hehehe" So, some of us kept in contact with Ian like yours truly, for work purposes lah. Ian asked me for help for Dr Saras, from our Business School  to go to UiTM Shah Alam and meet my Dean in UiTM's Business School. So i personally emailed the dean and tell her about the intention of our business school to go visit hehehe Merapatkan sirraturrahim gitu kan hehehe... Then dah go through UiTM's international office to set date segala, Dr Saras pun fly to Malaysia to meet the dean and people from UiTM. After that, add la Ian on FB, sebab he still dok tanya itu ini pasal UiTM and all.... After Add, turns out, he is related to Guy !!!! Sepupu dia !!!! ( well, malas nak tanya directly actually kan hehehe ..... Ian, former Malaysian sebelum migrating to Adelaide.dgn seluruh kaum kerabat dia.. termasuk lah penyanyi itu yang still kecil lagi waktu tu.. infact Ian sempat ambik SPM sebelum dia migrate dan continue study kat the same uni.

I laugh out loud after coming across the relationship and told my other friends hahahahaha..kan "i told u so!!!" ..me and my instinct ..... this is not the first time, infact dgn Mirul pun kaedahnya mcm ni juga when i first met him tapi cerita tu kita tak yah cerita kat sini lah ye hehehehe.... tapi yang kes Mirul tu, SPOT ON !!! 

Anyway, Lagu ni best and kinda have the motivation thingy... 


So, Dun worry, be happy !

PMR

Penilaian Menengah rendah

i took mine 16 years ago... Goshhhh.... that was long ago....

The result was kinda disastrous. in fact, looking back, i never was a straight A students in my schooling days. I , however, survived, of course being low to average. I only went to normal high school not a boarding school or anything. Although my mom always thinks i am intelligent but lazy and keep playing the fool of everything, I was never serious, never finish what i started, like all those piano lesson with that guy,  Rex. I bullied him during the lesson, and how old i am again? 6 or 7 like that hehehehe... And then came the Taekwondo and silat lessons when i was 13, although i love the Taekwondo and Silat but i have to leave it behind as my dad was transferred to Singapore. I have the Passion for Piano later but the condition doesn't permit. i was living away from parents, stayed with my aunt (  dad was transfered to singapore) when i was taking my PMR and stuff. i knew i could do better if i am closer to my parents, i mean if we were living together, But well, ALLAH has a better plan for me kan..

So, i only get 1A in my PMR, got the result via Phone a day before the result was released to the school, i was already in singapore and decided not to go back to stay with my aunt in Penang, NO MORE okay !! and the only A i got is for English hehehehe... my mom of course was broken hearted again after my UPSR result which is only 1A away from the best results huhuhu.. see i told you i am not a straight A student. hehehe  Then Came SPM, i slightly improve and got grade 1 !!!! yeay but only 3 As hehehe

Then uni life started, ala masuk ITM je, bukan Uni like any other friends, but, entah kenapa, rasa mcm nak sangat masuk ITM dari pergi UM ke UKM ke, ( masa i was schooling, kalau dapat masuk UiTM tu pegi swimming for kokurikulum, fuhhhh bangga giler... ) eventually, ITM pun jadi UiTM, lepas masuk ITM yang BEST SANGAT tuh, kehidupan pun tak berubah, diploma and degree days pun masih bukan staright A student, asyik dapat B and C  and fail kena repeat beberapa kali, Habis tu, dah kalau salah amik course mcm na nak berjaya? heart and soul tak de di situ, hehehehe my passion was somewhere else. So after a life changing event occured in my life, i left my dreadful accountancy and I went to Business School and was happy as Larry !! grass is greener there and i started to plant some roses and all other flowers and they bloomed well !!!alhamdulillah, and sampai lah sekarang where dark clouds is kinda surrounding my 'garden'.

Okay okay, i dunno why i am writting my pengalaman kat sini when i have to finish up my writting !!! hehehehe

Catch ya later !!!

And to my nephew, good luck taking your result today !

....

....Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku,
Di saat ku perlukanmu.
Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu,
Di sini ku tersedu-sedu....

pic :  Inside the mind of a lunatic

nice and cute

i dunno if it is me or the raging hormones and also the stress building up, but i kinda shed a few tears watching this video,







Okay, so this is the second proposal video that made me cry..after my cousin's Qush's proposal...


but, i am still in touch to the ground and holding the reality right to the core... ;)

Eyp ! Eyp !! Thesis writting not Blogging owhkay !!!!!  ( the guru besar in me dah marah hehehe LARIIII !!!!)

the songs