About Marriage and Stuff

my former housemate in Adelaide, Nadia got married last two weeks, it was a beautiful wedding. A simple Akad Nikah attended by family and a few close friends, very relaxed and laid back...( Geee i wonder if that could ever happen in my family hehehe, there's tons of us, mom's got 9 siblings, not to mention her niece and nephews from her other mothers ( my grandfather have 4 wives whom he remaries when his wife passed away, my grand ma was the forth and last one) whom we are closely tied ( we have very close relationship) but there are also some whom i've never met. You see, when my sister got married, my mom was saying strictly for family and close friends only.. what happen was, the house is too small to occupy the so called family and close friends, some of us have to sit in the porch and kitchen like my beloved Tok engku who came in her caftan, walked in thru the back door that the maid then thought she was an orang gila Hahahahaha okay, maybe because i have a small house la kannn...tak cukup)  


okay back to Nadia's wedding. As i said it was a very nice and simple akad nikah. Nadia's dress was OMG, so cantik !!!! I went to the wedding with my brother and we met Suraja ( who came all the way from adelaide for nadia's wedding). Suraja then came to stay with me for one night.


The day after was the reception, which was held in SACC. Amirul came from Kedah, Rozi came from sungai buloh to my place because we are suppose to have a small get together. Just us the Gang in village, Mak tam was suppose to join but she fall sick and do not want to be disturbed. Beriya iya dia request nak makan ayam kuali bagai, tapi sudahnya dia yang tak muncul. I made the ayam kuali and also prepared some roti arab. Mirul came to pick me and rozi to buy cake for rozi's birthday, hehehe surpriseeee !!!!!  After Maghrib, we went to SACC with Mirul whom stayed at my place senang nak solat magrib and mandi bagai...


Nadia's reception was also beautiful and simple. Her pelamin is so gorgeous !!! Reka timur did it for her. Basically it was such a beautiful wedding. I am so happy that Nadia has finally found her MR right after all that she went through with that previous stupid idiot selfish bastard !!! hahahaha ( yeah, i am cursing alright...please forgive me). 


To Nadia and Azmir, I hope you hold each other close in best or bad times and have trust and faith all the way; 


Happy married life !!! ;)


okay, the happy parts has ended... Sorrry to tell you that.. hehehe well, the next part is not a SAD or tragicall actually. It's just some random speculation people made on me, that i'm NEXT Hahahahaha.... Goshhh these people sangat bagus dan Hebat, they know when i'll be married while i am still clueless abt it... hahahhaha ( hehehe i'm not being uptight about it, i played along actually...saja seronok hehehehe ) So they are saying that, Soonn its my turn, .. very soon its gonna be me... HAHAHAHA i am laughing my ass off, but i did say amin though hehehehe..


Naah, reality wise, Not gonna happen anytime soon. To have a wedding like Nadia's, lagi lah tak termimpi...nak duduk atas pelamin? Me? and ? and who? i'm not being unrealistic, but simply beeing too realistic, first the look, then the size, and then the education background. I don't have problem with all these 3 things because i understand very welll that no matter how high go you in life, when u are a wife, NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, your husband is your number one! i believe in that....but people out there seems to miss that part. " Tak cantik lah,eeeii gemuk, ehh i ni hanya ada bachelor degree je.. " Don't blame me hehee i speak of my experience ;) so far i havent found any sincere person who  claim that i am a beautiful person or simply accept me as who i am, there will always be something tak kena... and late ly, it my studies...haaihh la, ingat best sangat ke buat PhD ni? hebat sangat ke? cuba buat dulu tgk dan rasa, baru tau, jangan lah mudah terpedaya dgn pandangan masyarakat.. kita bukan nya dewa kalau dah buat PhD pun.. tetap manusia biasa, kerja jadi cikgu gak mengajar anak bangsa kan... ;)


 hehehe... if i follow my shallow and skeptical mind, i dun think there's anyone out there who would do that, i mean marry me. hehehehe kan kan kan?  There was this one time, i went jogging with my mom and bro at the park, there's a wedding photography going on. the bride was bigger than me and the groom was good looking and not as big as the bride and my bro goes "seee , look at her.. she's even bigger than you but she still got married..i've seen a lot of this you know.. " and then i told him " its her jodoh.. mine is not here yet.." with a smile.. and my brother kept quiet after that. 


well, i am not upset being bombarded with marriage question. Being alone all this while has put me in a comfort zone i guess. Long gone the days when i was actually ready to share my life. Now i share my life with my Studies and soon my carrier. i'm happy that i can take care of my parents, be with them every day and night, cook for them and attend to whatever their needs... imagine if i have a husband, would i be able to do this? in a way, I feel blessed because i have all the time in the world to spend with my parents and make them happy... ( and i can't even think of how mylife is gonna be once my parents is no longer in this world...itu ketentuan ALLAH, so kita biarkan ia di tangan ALLAH....) Truthfully said, I havent found the one who can accept me as who i am, what i am and how i function...hahaha can ar say like that? ... i may have think i have found the one ( EX boyfriends not included !!!), may have think that the compatibility is high, but its all in the hand of ALLAH...  I guess I am not that shallow or skeptical after all... maybe some day...MAY BE .... I said May be....maybe there's a little bit of hope somewhere.... MAYBE.... insyallah... amin....

COmplication

i hate being in a complicated situation.

As much as i could, i try not to make things complicated.

But i do ALWAYS end up in one. The one, not caused by me.

Arghhhh... complications like this makes me always feel better off doing things alone. No offence.. but, that's it for me. It's my destiny i guess. Selamanya kita je yang kena memahami orang lain, dan mengalah... EVERY SINGLE TIME !!!! like what? i dun have a right to say anything ke? ( may sound sellfish, but if everytime pun asyik kena pijak, sapa yang tahan...). Jangan Salah kan Takdir ALLAH kalau sendiri tak plan betul betul, tak chek habis habis... ( GOSHHHH !!! perfectionism really comes with age !!! which creeps the hell out of me !!! HELP !!! )

So, that's why, I go everywhere alone... Senang cerita walaupun nampak mcm !@#$%^&*(). Tapi tak pe lah, tak sakit hati berada di dalam complication yang orang suka sangat nak buat.  ( well i'm just being EMO here sebab dah cannot tahan.. i Understand the concept of Kita hanya merancang, Allah menentukan, tapi kalau kita merancang dgn betul, kena pada caranya, of course la keputusannya baik.. what say you? )

what to do...

memang selalu asyik kena pijak je...

MInta maaf kerana meroyan malam malam buta hehehe

Peace !

Name

One of the mualaf from mak's hospital association had asked Mak to name his newborn son. Mak took out the book abt islamic name. She & Dad decided on Daniyal & now wants a second name. She sat with me to decide.
Me : Danish Daniyal
mak : Daniyal Mirza
Me : Daniyal iskandar ( amboi dah mcm novel Alaf 21 pulak)
Mak : Iqram,what abt iqram?
Me : Daniyal Iqram or Iqram Daniyal ?
Mak : iqram dinzly hehehehehe
Me : -_____-" ( a hehehehe that comes from mak is unbelievable)
We're STILL deciding on the second name.

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Adnin's question

As i was getting myself ready for the b'day dinner in the bathroom.adnin tagged along.But she's more attracted to the orange Listerin.
Adnin : This one for boys only rite?
Me : No lah, girls also can
Adnin: Tok ba also have rite? What color?
Me: yes, tok ba has one.the blue one
Adnin:Nanny?
Me : tok ba and nanny's laa.
Adnin : This one ?
Me : Me and uncle Paan's
Adnin : is aunty lurve and uncle paan Married?
Me : NOOOO ! I'm not married to uncle Paan. Uncle paan is my brother like you and aqeel. I'm not married yet la..
Adnin : Ya Allah ( gasping dramatically) Aunty lurve, why are you not married?
Me : because i don't have a boyfriend.
Adnin : Ya Allah ( gasped eveb more dramatically again)
Kids nowadays .. LOL !!!


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Pendam

PENDAM

Aku yang mengejar bayang
Cinta kian terbiar
Terpendam kata tak terungkap selamanya

Pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa
Mahu memilikinya
Aku hanya hamba cinta

Bisik hatiku lepaskan dirinya
Sungguh aku tak bisa
Biarlah ku sendiri
Tanpa kasih di hati

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi
Cinta yang menyakiti
Biarlah aku pergi
Tiada hampa di hati

Pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa
Mahu memilikinya
Aku hanya hamba cinta

Bisik hatiku lepaskan dirinya
Sungguh aku tak bisa
Biarlah ku sendiri
Tanpa kasih di hati

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi
Cinta yang menyakiti
Biarlah aku pergi
Tiada hampa di hati

Aku yang mengejar bayang cinta

P/S : Only ALLAH knows....I am just human... 

ShuMAI

Finally, i made shu mai on my own. I used beef coz mom dun take chicken.

Used carrot, corriander, pepper, and garlic powder and 2 eggs for the filling.

Then, me and kakak pun startto make the shumai and dumpling.




Beef,carrot and all to be mixed together. Then let it cool in the fridge. Then u can start making the dumplings.




My shu mai




My fried wonton (mom requested it to be fried)

Alhamdulillah.it turn out good :)


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Tolong ! Tolong

Husna : kakak, boleh minta tolong?
Kakak : TOLONG !!! TOLONG !!! ( sambil menjerit minta tolong)
Husna : -_____-' (tapi tergelak besar lepas tu hahahahaha)


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Kemah

Okay that's the bed i'm sleeping in tonite. Aduhhh mcm tent!!! Rimas pulak tgk katil tu mcm tu.seumur hidup tak pernah tido katil mcm ni tau.hehehehe I mean with the langsir mcm tu.

I am not sleeping in my bed tonite because of my sinus. Hitler lepak on my bed and God knows where she played before, all the dust and stuff, makes me sneeze.yang pelik tu hitler aja yang trigger my sinus, belle and pingu tak pulak. I took out the bed sheet and didnt put a new one yet.tadi nak bubuh pingu landing baik punya.kesian nak kejut dia turun katil. Nak pasang sendiri tilam tu maha berat !! So in the end lupa nak pasang cadar baru.




He's not himself today, asyik melepek tido and a bit clingy.tak tau why. Tapi still sempat posing





Gud nite peeps !!


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Berapa Kilometer?

Wahahahaha i am laughing at the location that the iphone detected. Skali kluar jalan sumazau bah...

On wednesday or thursday, i made apam pelangi. I really want to bake but both oven at my mom's place is broken. Arghhh payah okay kalau oven tak de!! Tak boleh buat apa lansung.no roast chicken, no cakes, no breadbutter pudding no nothing. I know i can use the microwave but its kinda different.the taste and stuff..(my microwave is so gonna merajuk) tak de la, we still do use the microwave utk ayam and ikan but oven is more practical for baking lah.

So since tak de oven, can only do stuff on the stove lah. So palingsenang apam pelangi. So masa i was beating the sugar, eggs and ovallete till its fluffy, i asked kakak to measure the santan.

Me : kakak, tolong sukat santan sat. (kakak faham ckp utara ok)
Kakak : santan mau di sukat berapa kilometer? ..eh.. (pause and look at me)
me : (looking at kakak with one kind of look before kakak burst i to laugh realising she used kilometer instead if milimeter)
Hahahahaha we both laugh !!!!


And here's the apam




I used pink,green, the baters' natural colour and also purple hhehehe
But the flower effect kinda tak jadi though hehehe


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A Prayer for him

I was told that an old friend of mine, is having Lung Cancer.
Shocking , I know...
He is the one who called me Harvey Two Face.
He would swing with his bicycle at  my aunt's place in the evening to sembang with  my cousins and me when i was staying with my Aunt.
And later he would drop by at night to deliver some chickens and side dishes from a fast food joint that he did his part time in.
He is kinda obsessed with bicycle and had a dream to be a national cyclist, but he went into hotel management instead.
As time goes by, all of us went separate ways. I last met him in early 2000 where he took me and my cousin out to Bukit Jambul. I think i met him again during my cousin's wedding, i cant remember.
My cousin was also not in touch with him for quite sometime.
As he is now in Stage 4, it is serious.
I don't really know the possibilities of me meeting him before anything...
I can only say a prayer for him..
ALLAH knows best.

The tom yam

The ingredients




Blend all together




Then tumis, perah lime, put serai, add water & let it boil.

Add in seafood & simmer again, when seafood dah masak, add veges

Dah siap

Tom yam bodoh je ni pun hehehe

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masak apa

Kakak : Husna, hari ni nak masak apa?

Husna : Udang ada ?

kakak : Udang yang bagaimana?

Husna : yang biasa utk masak..

Kakak : ada..udang kuewtiau pun ada

Husna : Sotong ada?

Kakak : ada

Husna : Tomato ada?

Kakak : Ada, tapi tak banyak, 3 biji

Husna : Ok la tu, Lengkuas?

kakak : tak ada

Husna : tak pe la. serai ?

Kakak : ada..Nak di bikin tom yam ke? itu kiubnya adaa...

Husna : ehh tak nak lah kiub kiub.. Daun limau purut ada?

Kakak : Ada !!! itu di belakang!! satu pokok !!! Haha

Husna : Hahahahahah !!! ok ok...

Kakak : ok nanti udah siap potong semua, kakak panggil ya

Husna : ha, ok...

As i am typing this, it reminds me, pokok cili padi dah kena tebang pulak.. Tom yam apa tak pakai cili padi kan??

Husna : Kakak !!! CANCEL !!!! \

Kakak : kenapa?

Husna : cili padi tak de....kita buat sambal sotong aje la....

Kakak : Ya udah...

Hahahaha...

Let's just be prepared because everyday from now on, Kakak will ask me the same question every morning. and the question is

"Husna, nak masak apa hari ini?"

or

"***** bilang suruh tanya sama Husna nak masak apa hari ni?"

Blur

I can't believe myself !!!! I wanted to take the toner but i grab my eye make up remover instead ! Nasib baik tak tuang atas cotton pad lagi...hahahaha

Whether its optical problem or 'suzie's syndrome', i've gotta becareful.

Dulu kat adelaide nyaris nak squeeze facial foam atas berus gigi.. Nasib baik tersedar.kalau tak menangis tak berlagu.facial foam tu mampu beli setahun sekali je tau !!! Hhehehehe


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12 years

To a beautiful friendship





Friends Forever :)

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Today's lunch

Sup tulang kak Nani eostam :) the best thing is, they all love it !! Farhan requested it to be cooked with chili padi.yeah i asked kakak for some chili padi but she told me that the pokok dah ter accidentaly being potong-ed by the gardener.hahahaha

So next time la ye :)

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12 years...

I first met them in the old accountancy building which is now Business School in UiTM Shah Alam. We clicked instantly during Part 1 in the diploma days. Surya, the brainy one, Azreen the one who drives, Dina the sweetheart and Liana the Princess.Me, i am the crazy,gila kuasa who always be the one who wants i repeat WANTS to compile the assignments. i did it without fail sampai ke degree hehehehe.... anyway, they know me Well hehehehe

K4's TV room is our lepak place. Back then, i was the K4 resident. I stayed there in Dorm 1 with other freshies walaupun rumah dgn UiTM tu sekangkang kera ( which eventually became an issue for other girls who questioned my pressence there..I did all the activities, and got all the points ( hostel points) to continue staying there.. but i decided to go home during part 3.

So, K4 is our all in one place lah, tempat study, tempat buat homework, assignments, tempat tution dgn surya coz she is the brainy one. tempat makan, tempat solat, tempat bercerita pasal boys and artis hehehehe... and when i decided to balik rumah pun, K4 is still the port hehehehe sampai lah kita pindah ke Section 17. then my rumah became the port other than the Cafe or empty classes.

I am glad that we are still together and that every other time we still do meet up at the same place we used to hang out. I am glad that we still keep in touch with each other and be there for each other when something goes wrong. Although the gathering is not complete sometimes but it still does help ;)

The last time we met was last year before i went back to Adelaide.it was not complete, Surya had an exam or something.and the group also had a new member, Dina's baby girl, Iman. And this year, we have a new member too, a boy, Naufal, Liana's baby boy.

It was Surya's wedding last saturday and Lucky me, i got the chance to attend her wedding reception although i am all tired and not that well. At least i attended one of the girls' reception after missing put on DIna's and Liana's.

It was during that night also, we heard the not so good news from Liana. Its okay Liana, ALLAH knows best. We are here for you...

Looking forward  for the next gathering in which dina's husband said
" haa tak pe lah, korang girls gi laa sembang sembang..i tak yah la join..."
hehehe Thank you Mr S !!! hehehe

Lunch

Today's lunch, ayam kuali but used ikan kerisi instead of ayam.



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BLURisme

Kisah 1

Yesterday, i was browsing the net for recipes. Cool recipes and traditional food.
Kakak came and join me because the photo looks interesting.
We were looking at otak otak recipe and plan to do it.
While we were discussing about the ingredients, My Mom came along,
We told her we are planning to do the otak otak..
then

Mak : Pies ada? resepi of Pies..Depa nak buat pertandingat masak Pies.. ( Depa is one of the association she joined, i dunno which one, but she just say depa as kata ganti. jgn plak tanya i Depa tu persatuan apa hehehe.. eversince i got back which is not even a week, she has gone to two Mesyuarat Agung persatuan oredi.. God knows what else..)

Me : Pies?  (sampai senget kepala ) u mean, Pies orang puteh tu?

Mak : Pies... Pies ikan..

Me : OOOOHHHH PAIS !!!! Hahahahaha....

So then i googled Pais which look similar to otak otak.


Kisah 2
My sister called that night on the day i arrived. But since i was operating according to adelaide time ( i still do till today) and the fact that i didnt get enough sleep during my final days in adelaide.. (average of 2 1/2 hrs a night only)
The phone rangs, and I pick it up and told her i am sleeping already. Apparently she also called my bro and he is also asleep.. That lawyer buruk tu penat coz ada case kat court pagi then terus ke office petang tu sampai late evening. So my sis called my dad merajuk kut coz dua dua adik dia tido pulakk plus adnin yang nak ckp dgn i. but i was asleep.
Tried to sleeep on the plane but the sikh girl who sat next to me kept kicking and stumble on to me. not once, not twice but three times. 4 years old, whaddaya expect? Mak ayah dia ada je tapi entah mcm tak de buat apa pun, just say sorry to me.then later i asked the girl what's her name and stuff. one hour later, she pat me and asked me to listern to the cartoons on her screen.then she asked me my age, where i am going. Layankan je la budak kecil although masa tu i am watching "WHat's your number?" distrupted a few time sebab this girl dok kacau.

Ehh ehhh.. nak citer pasal lain ni sebenarnya

So the next morning, i sent sms to my sister

Me : Dah Gree ke? boleh try facetime hehehehe

Sister : Dah Gree tu apa? hihi

Me: Hahaha Again... Dah free ke, gree pulak....

Sister ; tu la pening gak dok fikir, agree ke kan...

Me : Hahahahahaha ( gelak sambil baca sms dia !!!)


it's already 1.48 malaysian time. i am still not asleep... i better go sleep now.. memang pun dah dok Yawn sejak kluar dgn Joe and Sheeks Brown tadi for supper.


Oh ya. semalam ada Masam masam manis on TV 2, so i smsed amirul and rozie. Rozie replied sakit mata and MC 3 hari. si Amirul pulak, sms me balik during the part yang that dude nak curi bag cikgu normah, ala masa cikgu shaari tolong dia tu hehehehe
I replied to him,
"Inchik !! itu bag saya !! " hahahahaha...
those were the days, the three of us would lepak to watch P.Ramlee movies after dinner at townhouse 13 di mana kita kerah Amirul masak sometimes. Pastu, nanti masa dia nak basuh pinggan dia, habis semua kuali dia basuh sekali... Nadia balik malaysia masa tu.. hahahaha...and this is how pimpam pempot dapat nama, from this movie lah...
BUt i didnt watch the movie sebab mata dah tak leh bukak dah...

Australia Day

Today is Australia Day.

I was forced to go to the city.by who? The girls ofcourse.. We r gonna meet C in the city. C is gonna belanja me at Mamak Corner today. :)

Will put pic later when i get to the city


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The last one

One last night...

One last entry....

ALLAH KNOWS BEST !!!

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