4th ramadhan

Alin , my niece came over to shop in PKNS. She also had buka puasa with us.

Made Basil and rocket pesto with chili padi chicken for buka puasa.




Also made these hehehehe











Colorful Onde onde buah melaka !!!

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3rd Ramadhan

Made Lasagna for buka puasa.




Look at the oven mit. Turyati bagi terbakar hehehehe



It's chicken lasagna today because we ran out of mince beef. There's only about one cup of it left so made it for Mak.




This fella pulak, she behaved well except , she kinda distracted me when she was playing with her toy while i was doing my terawikh. Then in my tahiyat akhir, she come and waited like that.haahahaha hitler..hitler..

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Day 2 - ramadhan

Day two approaches and had a smooth sailing.... I decided that we had something different for buka puasa. Since my dad loves stuffed tomato with mushroom, i decided i'd make em.





















Tadaaaa ...




Esok nak masak apa pulak ni? Nothing adventurous. Thinking of mother and father friendly... Hmmmmm....



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1st Ramadhan

Started terawikh at home while parents went to Surau. I am not alone though....

Miss Hitler pun nak solat terawikh sekali 😜✌

1 st Ramadhan went 'smoothly' yesterday with a few hickups here and there. But it is okay. DUGAaN ....

Well, it seems my cats are more tired than most of us... Hehehehe

Hitler and Aboo on the bed ( aboo's first bed experience..we never allow him on the bed, he did this secretly untill i found him in Farhan's room) hehehehe

Buka puasa was simple. Just some free bubur lambuk from masjid. Dad being the AJK was given 2 containers which is enough to feed us all in this house. Brought fwd to sahur some more. Farhan brought home bubur lambuk kampung baru .. Oh my it was so delicious !!

We did not go to bazar ramadhan anymore. We're happy with homemade jelly and dates. Made this jelly the day before. It's agar agar telur. I find it quite strange that some of my friends haven't come accross it before, they kept asking is there such thing, how does it taste like and stuff hehehehehe kalau dekat boleh la bagi rasa skit. Ni smua jauh belaka hehehe

Agar agar telur in pink ... Aduiii i usually do not use food colouring but my mom wants it to be reddish.. Well, who could say no to her.. ✌😊

Happy ramadhan to all of you out there.

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something random

it's been ages since my last update. Not worried because, I don't think there's any readers left since we are all now micro blogging. Ah well, I still love this space and I wont abandon it.

A lot of stuff had happened.. I lost Belle in Section 7. Gosh I really feel bad.. I felt like I was a bad Mother who left a 6 yrs old kid unattended, and died in a car crash while crossing the road. I cried almost every day. She appeared in my dreams for almost 3 weeks. But, Allah knows best.. and my time with Belle is only that much.... It is hard to accept but i still have to...I have to stop talking abt this or I'll cry again...

I've finished my thesis, and it is with the editor now. and after that, off to the supervisor they go. And i prayed hard that everything will be accepted and I can graduate !! Insyallah Amin !!

Ever since i came back from Adelaide, I've been watching some reality TV, cooking shows and dramas on TV. I kinda like watching the adaptations like Adam Hawa, sehangat Asmara and the latest, saya sebernarnya isteri dia (SSID).

I have to admit this, i first saw the SSID novel in Publika and I thought that the title is riddiculous ! let alone reading the synopsis makes me feel like there's too many component although it is kinda a good CE RE KA ( Cerita Rekaan) that would take you on a " somewhere only we know " moment after all the thesis writing and stuff. But i didn't buy the novel though. Instead I bought motivating books. and when i saw it on TV , the more ridiculous i thought it was. Izzue Islam looks ridiculous with a  whole lot of foundation on his face, his lips doesn't look natural plus i kinda like him better in CIk PAris masuk kampung and tudung tweet. ( hahahaha still not a fan ey?? )  But i ended up watching episode 1 to 9 in one night and thinking of buying the book in the near future hahahahhaa Aduhaiiii.....
See what i mean, Izzue looks different. Of course I later found out that he was suppose to be a 21 yrs old college student... duhh... make sense lah actually !
Tizz pun okay, with her kelam kabut kinda cute way of acting hehehe makes the whole story enjoyable.

Adam and Ain Hawani. To tell you the truth, I watched this drama because it was my first time watching an drama - novel adaptation. Memang letih la tgh Ain yan degil tu, subhanallah !!!! I 'listen' to most episodes, rather than watch. Listen is where i sit at the table and do thesis stuff while my mom watch the drama and i listen hehehehe. 

And this one, Sehangat Asmara... Gosh.... Does the a guy with the criterias and traits of Zainal Arief really exist out there ? Goshhhh...... Panting...panting... ( ish giler gedik lah Husna ni !!! hahahahaha) well, he is handsome, charismatic, and..... *Pengsan of luvestruck hahahahaha..... Oh well, 

And then i started watching Dahlia, because it's in the decoder ( recorded it for Mak) and ada Faizal HUssien !!! squeeel!!!!  hahahaha OMG, what on earth happened to me !!! Of course i didnt watch the first few episode because i got emotionally upset with that lady, dahlia's best fren. eeiii jahat giler seyh !

Apa kes tetiba jadi drama reviewer pulak ni ? hahaha tak pa lah, release stress sikit. Alah setakat layan jiwang tgk drama je. In real life, i dont think so.. especially with my standards... with the birthmark that makes me look weird, more to the plus size side, muka pun dah besar pinggan, udah rupa telletubbies kalau pakai telekung warna warni yang in trend sekarang ni hehehehehe.. well, i am not a princess hehehe. Cousins every where getting married, and they're playing the "who's next?' game. I am very lucky that they dont ask me when's my turn, but it makes me feel kinda bad sometimes.maknanya betul la saya tak layak sebab saya tak lawa. hehehehe because some are even thinking of match making my younger cousins...aihh it's okay, i tak simpan di hati pun.. people can get kinda excited when they meet cousins and tend to talk about anything without thinking about sensitivity. Anyway.. maybe marriage institution is not for me Kot for now, untill Allah says when...

Speaking of birthmarks, the Malaysian doctor detected i have another birthmark above the surface of my PWS ( Portwine Stain), it is Nevus of Ota, a non permanent birthmark that can be treated with laser. Ohh how blessed i am, not only one, but two birthmarks.. one of the reasons, i think that mariage institutions is not for me becaudse i dont think there's any guy out there who are game enough, sincere enough to go to the hospital with me or to accompany me for my laser treatment. I mean, it's a pretty burden-some kinda thing. and orang selalu nya tak suka benda yang menyusahkan.. dah la buruk rupa, nak kena gi hospital every two months pulak.. siapa lah yang sanggup wlpn bayaran hospital tu, celah gigi je..entah la, may be because i belum jumpa the right person, but wujud kah dia? mom always tells me to jangan bersangka buruk dgn ALLAH, i don't really, but i am kinda curious and wondering at the same time... especially bila pengalaman pahit tu muncul, a guy pernah kata to me right into my face " you tak cantik, walaupun you are a good girlfriend material" haihhh... terasa akak beb ! wlpn dah sepuluh tahun berlalu, tapi masih terngiang lah!! ala ala trauma gitu hehehehe... some people kata don dwell in the past..look for the present...well, screw you lah that person hahahaha

okay, i have to go to bed now, Hitler wanna masuk tido on the bed. ( yeah, cats nowadays... hehehehe)

Happy Birthday Sis !!!

March is an important month in my life, 2 of my family members (My sister and Dad) celebrate their birthday in March. This year, my dearest , one and only sister will be around to celebrate her birthday with us. One thing that i wouldn't miss for. I've got loads of plans for the both of us actually because its been years since we spent time together in a shopping mall, going shopping and stuff.But, Allah knows best, I've got some hiccups on my Thesis, plus  my sister also have a plan on her own too ( Yeah, difficult situations are my best friend). 

She's a teacher you see and she's only got school holidays to berjimba jimba and meet friends. We also have a family wedding to attend so, time was cut short. Tak sempat masak pun for her coz friends everywhere wants to meet her. (And adnin and Aqeel didnt even like the chicken balls/nuggets i made them. Aqeel said he only eats Mc Donald's nugget).... 'Sigh"...... One of my sis's friend even came to the house for breakkie, with Nasi dagang and nasi kerabu and all. And then later, my plan to go out and have brekkie with my sister and bro inlaw also went down the drain. ( Bro in law went overseas the whole week and only came home a deay before they're leaving back to their home town, but they have got to leave early and turn out they have to meet some more friends before leaving).  Tak pa lah, who am I to complaint... So, although my plan to spent more time with my sister and Bro in law didnt work out well( well, sometimes, its nice to go out and have coffee and chat but i am not as lucky as their friends but i take it as may be now is not a good time). However, I hope she'll love the presents I gave her. Insyallah, next year will be better,coz this year i am still 'penganggur/student".

Here's a piece of story I wrote 2 yrs ago for her birthday.... I posted this on FB 2 yrs ago and now i'm posting it here...

"Tomorrow, it's gonna be her birthday. The 3rd VIP in my life after my both my parents. We 've been sharing room since God knows when. Wear the same clothes but different colour ( Mak's choice of course hehehe, and later i got to wear hers too) We actually do this till, OMG now... Mak still buy materials, the same design but different colour for us ( hehehe baru realise). the last one was my baju konvoMBA /Raya. Mine was blue, hers was pink ( tapi dia blum buat jadi baju laaa pulak hehehe until now...).


I really adore her, ever since i was young. In primary school, i used to go see her nak minta duit lebih utk beli benda kat kantin.. 10 sen dah boleh beli that keropok, me and aszura used to eat. lupa da apa nama keropok tu. Then move to secondary school, i was still in primary. I remember, i used to curi pinjam her buku geography and tgk coz its so interesting. Shes so cool and creative with colours. That was the reason why i loved geography when i started secondary school. Inspired by her. The same way i was inspired to do Art while in secondary school. I was devastated when she left for boarding school after her SRP coz i hav to sleep alone at night. Every night, without fail, before sleeping and after the lights off, she would teach me how to recite ayat kursi and we would bagi salam and minta maaf before we tido. How sweet those days... I will always look forward for school holidays, she would come home and tell stories and look at all her cool stuff.


After her SPM, we were departed again, but still sharing the same room each time we're on holiday. I was in penang living with my aunt, she, in KL doing her foundation course before leaving for UK. We would write to each other. She send me cool cards, colouful envelopes. I admire her writing so much. She send me KRU original Photos okay... those days back in 1994/95. Giler cool giler. She bought me my first KRU casset, AWAS ! (hehehehehe). She owns cool stuff. She plays guitar. She listen to all hard rock songs. Cool huh? =)


Later, she left for UK. hehehe i cried at the airport, although i was 16 at that time. She still writes to me from UK, she send postcard, her first postcard was the backstreet boys postcard. Basically, she and her achievements influenced me a lot.


We still share a lot and she still buys me stuff after started working.I remember the VINCCI bag she bought from her first gaji, the Esprit bag and a whole lot more ( i have blogged about it before this).



Remembering Coco, our pet cat, kita pi amik coco kat pasar without telling Mak senyap senyap and bela dia heheheh...Up and down the clinic, on and off, sampai lah Coco died on the January 17th 2004 while she was having her PTK exam. I didn't know =(. She tak pass the exam kot...



After she got married, she's got herself a new life. A dedicated wife and mother. She moved away to follow her husband. But we do still keep in touch but not like always plus these days kita dah ada internet, handfon and smua yang canggih canggih lah... =)


To my Kak Long, happy birthday and i love you ! Miss u too...



Glad that u loved the prezzies i gave you hehehehehe....."

Well, Happy Birthday again to my dearest, one and only sister whom I now share with others out there. I love you so much, I love you dearly, and ALLAH knows how much I miss you....
I pray for your happiness and good things to come into your way for you and your family.
Happy Birthday !!!


(wipe tears)

To This Day Project - Shane Koyczan

When i was in primary school, I always get bullied by the boys. calling me names and stuff because of my birthmark. Geeess....Teruk betul !!!

And I got bullied again in UNI by someone, I don't know how to say... Cruel enough to mess with me, took my heart and ripped it off and pretended nothing happen years later. Yeah, i considered it as Bullying because it all started with a prank sms. Ahhh... better not dig skeleton out of the closet now shall we... he's been forgiven  and that's it....

Yeah, eventhough i have moved on, cleared the air with that person, but still I am haunted....It is not easy to forget... eventhough you try, but smetimes, it just haunt you down...

so, PLEASE, STOP BULLYING !!!! - parents, do teach some manners to your children... Children are children, they say the darnest things and can be nasty at times ! ;p

Of Micro blogging

Yeah, I've been away from this blog for quite sometime now. The mood for blogging is gone i guess.. hehehe no lah, not 100%.

The truth is, I'm more active doing micro blogging stuff.. say Instagram..

Here are some of my photos from Instagram

Baklava from @gambarsaya

Upside down Hitler

Meet Aboo, our new addition. So there's 5 of them now. This dude has LOST issue. when he arrived, he didnt even know how to groom himself. but now after 6 months, his personality is a mixture of Belle, Pingu and Hitler.. Hahaha Funny !!!

i also do Hikayat Aboo Stuff... hehehehe

Miss Belle in action..

the food I cooked - Angel Hair Aglio Olio with Prawns, Cili padi, Brocolli and Dried CHillies... 

PEDAS GILER i tell you !

My roasted CHicken salad -with Iceberg letuce, Steamed Corn, carrots and capsicum 

(  i discarded the capsicumm i hate them...)

Random stuff i do... those apps are cool hehehehe

hehehehe make over for Hitler ? no ? hehehe

of true friends..

In times like this, you know who your real friends are...

it is true when they say,

Oh well, looking on the brighter side, I don't have to deal with dramas and nonsense...

Happy New Year

Happy New Year peeps !
I know, I know, it's been ages since  i last blogged. I got myself into Micro-Blogging in between my thesis writing.

I wasn't in the mood for blogging at all, i don't know why... But its okay, it's already 2013, and i'm back now.... ( I hope so...)

Photo from : here

why?

i had laser last week and i've blogged about it in my last post. the recovery is kinda taking its own time and it's already been a week and a half and the marks are not gone yet. Unlike the usual ones where it only take about 5 days to clear. The reason of why the recovery is slow, the doc increased the joules from 10 to 12. Okay, i'll remind the doc to stick to 10 on my next treatment.

Speaking of next treatment, on my last treatment, the doctor spotted a few bluish marks on my face and decided that i have another birthmark on my face. WHATTTT ????  i not only have one but TWO birthmark on my face. the current one is PWS PortWIneStain. and the new one is Nevus of OTA. **SIGH**  ALLAH KNOWS BEST. the doctor is going to treat the nevus of OTA on my next trip.

So, since my recovery is slow, but i need to run errands, i decided to go out with my bare face since sunday. Mom drag me to Pasar Tani. I hate being there actually with the crowd and all but i still follow Mak. People gave me a weird look because i still have spots on my face. BUt i didnt really amik pusing.

today, i took kakak to Giant shah alam mall, kakak wanted to buy nuggets and some stuff for her kids. she's going home for raya. While kakak pay for her stuff, i paid mine in the express counter.i only have DIMES juice in my hand. So i paid for the juice and the Lady at the counter put the juice in the plastic bag and handed it to me. my face is a big surprise to her.

Lady : Kak !!! kenapa muka akak merah merah ? Apa akak buat?
Me : ( ARGHHHHH FED UP NYAAA NAK JAWAB !!!!) ooo tak de apa, ni tanda lahir saya, TANDA LAHIR SAYA ( stressing out on tanda lahir )

I really dun mean to be rude but i avoided eye contact, and i didnt want to talk much. As much as it hit me, it got me thinking....

the reality is that, i have a birthmark on my face, a huge red birthmark, i suddenly feel that i am being in denial by wearing all the foundations, 3 layers of stuff on my face ( 1st layer, Moisturizer and BB cream, 2nd layer, stick foundation and green stuff that control redness on skin, 3rd layer the two way powder). Am i being in denial?  or i can't accept the fact that i have a birthmark on my face?

I can accept the fact that i have a birthmark on my face. the only thing i cant tolerate is when strangers stare and ask questions. i think it's rude. Yeas, they don't know and they wanna ask, but i don't like it. Yes, i looked wierd but Masa kat adelaide, No one ever asked me what happened to my face, Not a single person. I tak tipu.

i suddenly ask myself a question, untuk apa pakai foundation tu semua? nak cover the birthmark? to make the skin tone even? mengurang kan CELA di wajah? ( Benci betul bila iklan cream muka kat TV dok kata, "mengurangkan Cela bla..bla..bla..." Haaaihhhhh.... utk siapa semua tu? sebab nak sedapkan mata masyarakat memandang? tak nak banyak soal?

ENtah la... i am asking myself the question. since last week, i felt easy not having to wear any make up. the left side of the face seems to be much healthier with out foundations and stuff. I am comfortable in my own skin. And i don't know why, a simple question from a Lady who works as a cashier at the counter is affecting me THIS much... Apa apa pun, Alhamdulillah, I realise how i looked like, i know how i looked like, and i berpijak di bumi yang nyata.

Other questions that pist me off :

Eh, kenapa mata u kecik sebelah?

Kenapa muka u?

Apsal mulut you senget?

You jatuh ke?

Auntie, Auntie ni cacat ke?


Haaaihhhhhhhh......

-_____-''''''


Sabarlah wahai hati dan perasaan, kerana ALLAH itu maha mengetahui dan memahami, ALLAH yang tahu segalanya. ALLAH yang menentukan segalanya, ALLAH sahaja yang tahu apa yang terbaik buat kita.

Semoga ALLAH memberi petunjuk dan kekuatan pada diri...

That's all, sorry for the EMO entry.

Laserama

This is my 3 rd laser treatment since i came home. And it is the most painful one.





Whatever it is, hidup perlu di teruskan !!!


Happy ramadhan to all wlpn hanya tinggal 10 hari je lagi. And selamat menyambut syawal.

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Location:Jalan Najat 11/2n,Shah Alam,Malaysia

About Marriage and Stuff

my former housemate in Adelaide, Nadia got married last two weeks, it was a beautiful wedding. A simple Akad Nikah attended by family and a few close friends, very relaxed and laid back...( Geee i wonder if that could ever happen in my family hehehe, there's tons of us, mom's got 9 siblings, not to mention her niece and nephews from her other mothers ( my grandfather have 4 wives whom he remaries when his wife passed away, my grand ma was the forth and last one) whom we are closely tied ( we have very close relationship) but there are also some whom i've never met. You see, when my sister got married, my mom was saying strictly for family and close friends only.. what happen was, the house is too small to occupy the so called family and close friends, some of us have to sit in the porch and kitchen like my beloved Tok engku who came in her caftan, walked in thru the back door that the maid then thought she was an orang gila Hahahahaha okay, maybe because i have a small house la kannn...tak cukup)  


okay back to Nadia's wedding. As i said it was a very nice and simple akad nikah. Nadia's dress was OMG, so cantik !!!! I went to the wedding with my brother and we met Suraja ( who came all the way from adelaide for nadia's wedding). Suraja then came to stay with me for one night.


The day after was the reception, which was held in SACC. Amirul came from Kedah, Rozi came from sungai buloh to my place because we are suppose to have a small get together. Just us the Gang in village, Mak tam was suppose to join but she fall sick and do not want to be disturbed. Beriya iya dia request nak makan ayam kuali bagai, tapi sudahnya dia yang tak muncul. I made the ayam kuali and also prepared some roti arab. Mirul came to pick me and rozi to buy cake for rozi's birthday, hehehe surpriseeee !!!!!  After Maghrib, we went to SACC with Mirul whom stayed at my place senang nak solat magrib and mandi bagai...


Nadia's reception was also beautiful and simple. Her pelamin is so gorgeous !!! Reka timur did it for her. Basically it was such a beautiful wedding. I am so happy that Nadia has finally found her MR right after all that she went through with that previous stupid idiot selfish bastard !!! hahahaha ( yeah, i am cursing alright...please forgive me). 


To Nadia and Azmir, I hope you hold each other close in best or bad times and have trust and faith all the way; 


Happy married life !!! ;)


okay, the happy parts has ended... Sorrry to tell you that.. hehehe well, the next part is not a SAD or tragicall actually. It's just some random speculation people made on me, that i'm NEXT Hahahahaha.... Goshhh these people sangat bagus dan Hebat, they know when i'll be married while i am still clueless abt it... hahahhaha ( hehehe i'm not being uptight about it, i played along actually...saja seronok hehehehe ) So they are saying that, Soonn its my turn, .. very soon its gonna be me... HAHAHAHA i am laughing my ass off, but i did say amin though hehehehe..


Naah, reality wise, Not gonna happen anytime soon. To have a wedding like Nadia's, lagi lah tak termimpi...nak duduk atas pelamin? Me? and ? and who? i'm not being unrealistic, but simply beeing too realistic, first the look, then the size, and then the education background. I don't have problem with all these 3 things because i understand very welll that no matter how high go you in life, when u are a wife, NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, your husband is your number one! i believe in that....but people out there seems to miss that part. " Tak cantik lah,eeeii gemuk, ehh i ni hanya ada bachelor degree je.. " Don't blame me hehee i speak of my experience ;) so far i havent found any sincere person who  claim that i am a beautiful person or simply accept me as who i am, there will always be something tak kena... and late ly, it my studies...haaihh la, ingat best sangat ke buat PhD ni? hebat sangat ke? cuba buat dulu tgk dan rasa, baru tau, jangan lah mudah terpedaya dgn pandangan masyarakat.. kita bukan nya dewa kalau dah buat PhD pun.. tetap manusia biasa, kerja jadi cikgu gak mengajar anak bangsa kan... ;)


 hehehe... if i follow my shallow and skeptical mind, i dun think there's anyone out there who would do that, i mean marry me. hehehehe kan kan kan?  There was this one time, i went jogging with my mom and bro at the park, there's a wedding photography going on. the bride was bigger than me and the groom was good looking and not as big as the bride and my bro goes "seee , look at her.. she's even bigger than you but she still got married..i've seen a lot of this you know.. " and then i told him " its her jodoh.. mine is not here yet.." with a smile.. and my brother kept quiet after that. 


well, i am not upset being bombarded with marriage question. Being alone all this while has put me in a comfort zone i guess. Long gone the days when i was actually ready to share my life. Now i share my life with my Studies and soon my carrier. i'm happy that i can take care of my parents, be with them every day and night, cook for them and attend to whatever their needs... imagine if i have a husband, would i be able to do this? in a way, I feel blessed because i have all the time in the world to spend with my parents and make them happy... ( and i can't even think of how mylife is gonna be once my parents is no longer in this world...itu ketentuan ALLAH, so kita biarkan ia di tangan ALLAH....) Truthfully said, I havent found the one who can accept me as who i am, what i am and how i function...hahaha can ar say like that? ... i may have think i have found the one ( EX boyfriends not included !!!), may have think that the compatibility is high, but its all in the hand of ALLAH...  I guess I am not that shallow or skeptical after all... maybe some day...MAY BE .... I said May be....maybe there's a little bit of hope somewhere.... MAYBE.... insyallah... amin....

COmplication

i hate being in a complicated situation.

As much as i could, i try not to make things complicated.

But i do ALWAYS end up in one. The one, not caused by me.

Arghhhh... complications like this makes me always feel better off doing things alone. No offence.. but, that's it for me. It's my destiny i guess. Selamanya kita je yang kena memahami orang lain, dan mengalah... EVERY SINGLE TIME !!!! like what? i dun have a right to say anything ke? ( may sound sellfish, but if everytime pun asyik kena pijak, sapa yang tahan...). Jangan Salah kan Takdir ALLAH kalau sendiri tak plan betul betul, tak chek habis habis... ( GOSHHHH !!! perfectionism really comes with age !!! which creeps the hell out of me !!! HELP !!! )

So, that's why, I go everywhere alone... Senang cerita walaupun nampak mcm !@#$%^&*(). Tapi tak pe lah, tak sakit hati berada di dalam complication yang orang suka sangat nak buat.  ( well i'm just being EMO here sebab dah cannot tahan.. i Understand the concept of Kita hanya merancang, Allah menentukan, tapi kalau kita merancang dgn betul, kena pada caranya, of course la keputusannya baik.. what say you? )

what to do...

memang selalu asyik kena pijak je...

MInta maaf kerana meroyan malam malam buta hehehe

Peace !

Name

One of the mualaf from mak's hospital association had asked Mak to name his newborn son. Mak took out the book abt islamic name. She & Dad decided on Daniyal & now wants a second name. She sat with me to decide.
Me : Danish Daniyal
mak : Daniyal Mirza
Me : Daniyal iskandar ( amboi dah mcm novel Alaf 21 pulak)
Mak : Iqram,what abt iqram?
Me : Daniyal Iqram or Iqram Daniyal ?
Mak : iqram dinzly hehehehehe
Me : -_____-" ( a hehehehe that comes from mak is unbelievable)
We're STILL deciding on the second name.

Location:Jalan Tarian 11/2,Shah Alam,Malaysia

Adnin's question

As i was getting myself ready for the b'day dinner in the bathroom.adnin tagged along.But she's more attracted to the orange Listerin.
Adnin : This one for boys only rite?
Me : No lah, girls also can
Adnin: Tok ba also have rite? What color?
Me: yes, tok ba has one.the blue one
Adnin:Nanny?
Me : tok ba and nanny's laa.
Adnin : This one ?
Me : Me and uncle Paan's
Adnin : is aunty lurve and uncle paan Married?
Me : NOOOO ! I'm not married to uncle Paan. Uncle paan is my brother like you and aqeel. I'm not married yet la..
Adnin : Ya Allah ( gasping dramatically) Aunty lurve, why are you not married?
Me : because i don't have a boyfriend.
Adnin : Ya Allah ( gasped eveb more dramatically again)
Kids nowadays .. LOL !!!


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Pendam

PENDAM

Aku yang mengejar bayang
Cinta kian terbiar
Terpendam kata tak terungkap selamanya

Pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa
Mahu memilikinya
Aku hanya hamba cinta

Bisik hatiku lepaskan dirinya
Sungguh aku tak bisa
Biarlah ku sendiri
Tanpa kasih di hati

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi
Cinta yang menyakiti
Biarlah aku pergi
Tiada hampa di hati

Pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa
Mahu memilikinya
Aku hanya hamba cinta

Bisik hatiku lepaskan dirinya
Sungguh aku tak bisa
Biarlah ku sendiri
Tanpa kasih di hati

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi
Cinta yang menyakiti
Biarlah aku pergi
Tiada hampa di hati

Aku yang mengejar bayang cinta

P/S : Only ALLAH knows....I am just human... 

ShuMAI

Finally, i made shu mai on my own. I used beef coz mom dun take chicken.

Used carrot, corriander, pepper, and garlic powder and 2 eggs for the filling.

Then, me and kakak pun startto make the shumai and dumpling.




Beef,carrot and all to be mixed together. Then let it cool in the fridge. Then u can start making the dumplings.




My shu mai




My fried wonton (mom requested it to be fried)

Alhamdulillah.it turn out good :)


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Tolong ! Tolong

Husna : kakak, boleh minta tolong?
Kakak : TOLONG !!! TOLONG !!! ( sambil menjerit minta tolong)
Husna : -_____-' (tapi tergelak besar lepas tu hahahahaha)


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Kemah

Okay that's the bed i'm sleeping in tonite. Aduhhh mcm tent!!! Rimas pulak tgk katil tu mcm tu.seumur hidup tak pernah tido katil mcm ni tau.hehehehe I mean with the langsir mcm tu.

I am not sleeping in my bed tonite because of my sinus. Hitler lepak on my bed and God knows where she played before, all the dust and stuff, makes me sneeze.yang pelik tu hitler aja yang trigger my sinus, belle and pingu tak pulak. I took out the bed sheet and didnt put a new one yet.tadi nak bubuh pingu landing baik punya.kesian nak kejut dia turun katil. Nak pasang sendiri tilam tu maha berat !! So in the end lupa nak pasang cadar baru.




He's not himself today, asyik melepek tido and a bit clingy.tak tau why. Tapi still sempat posing





Gud nite peeps !!


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