The CLimb

THE CLIMB



I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on,
cause

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Somebody's you're going to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Whoaaa Ohwaoooh

Yeah, may be i'll get 'there' someday...insyallah...

I met keith before leaving today, kena la jumpa ATUK tu sebelum balik. He gave a lot of advises and kirim salam kat my parents.Marian pulak, is busy dgn simon's recovery. Simon, her husband had stroke and went into a coma. It's her toughest time. Sedihh....So, i have met marian last thursday coz hari ni dia sibuk dgn simon.Dia dah tinggal anual review progress and surat menyurat kat FBS office.

I dun feel that i am progressing in term of work, tapi, after reading teh progress report, it makes me feel good jugak la nak balik ni although i think bnyk benda nak kena improve lagi...

I think what i've gone thru this two three months has thought me a lot in life. I'll keep it to my self about what had happen.it's mine to keep. it tought me a lot n terms of me as a human, a woman, daughter to my parents,mak and ba, kakak to farhan, adik to kak long, cousin to my cousins ( the went through a lot too), a friend to my friends here Nadia, Amirul, Suzie, kak Nita, Kak Zatul, Kak Za, Atie, and not to forget Rozie, and me as a phD candidate under the supervision of Keith and Marian.

I dun ask for much in life, I dun ask for 7 dulang hati nyamuk or hati kuman or jambatan gantung emas … I just wanna be happy apart from nak complete kan the PhD, a happy muslimah, and maybe one day, who knows, I’ll get a husband and I’ll be a wife and mother, have a happy family with the little khalifahs alongside….which I myself dunno when, ( sekiranya ada rezeki dan jodoh yang telah di tentu kan oleh ALLAH, insyallah…) and the way to be happy is to make the best of everything that you have and sometimes, you didn’t realise the blessing in disguise that’s actually there. So, for now, I am making the best of what I have and I am happy. Insyallah…

May Allah keep giving me the strength,courage and iman to continue my journey..

Insyallah …

Amin…