Edward....

All this whole "edward" thingy is kinda killing me too ( I am not irritated by it , tapi makes me think deeply, mungkin sebab dah makin tua tapi tak rasa tua....Alamak!!! dah tua lah!!) ....Haiihhh.... Tak pe la... layan je la mood jiwang karats diri sendiri ni....lagi pun, this is a part of Mid-life crisis kan...so, it's normal.....

Reminded me of old "edward"s. NO ! ... they are not "edward"... If they are my "edward", then, I am not in this shoes, Am I right?.. Maka, "Non-edward" tu smua kita tolak jauh jauh ojay. jgn fikirkan lagi dah ... tak bagus untuk kesihatan minda, rohani dan jasmani.... Cewahh.... :)

Of course, no one pressured me to look for my "edward", tapi...... he..he..he... I am only human kan..... Not perfect..... But,who doesn't want to be happy, bahagia, loved, and to love....

Yeah, sometimes,i felt like, I am not beautiful enough to get my "edward"(memang tak lawa pun, dan saya sedar diri saya...."edward' mungkin suka orang yang lawa je kan...), Not qualified enough to get my "edward" (Ye lah, nak dapat kan "edward" bukan mcm buat Masters or Degree) Mungkin jugak not qualified coz masih lg dalam kategori " Budak Hingusan".... ( dah kalau hari hari masih kena alergy and asyik sneezing and having running nose je...) Entah la... I also dunno, Allah Knows Best. Reminds me of one thing, while all others at my age beli benda alah Madagascar tu untuk anak, I pulak, beli utk diri sendiri kih...kih....kih.... haihhhh apa nak jadi nih....

Mungkin in my life, nak 'dapat'kan "edward" lagi teruk 100% cabarannya dari nak mendapatkan PhD kot ... Entahlah....


Anyway, "Edward" and PhD boleh ke substitute?


I dun think so...



Oh Well, I'll just continue my journey in this place called Earth...Insyallah, di izinkan Allah, satu hari, jumpa lah kot dgn "edward" tu. ( <----- ni kata-kata "Think Positive" untuk menyedapkan hati...he...he...he...) InsyaAllah....


Peace..... v(^_^)


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