i am....

 The recovery part is so exhausting....i'll try this one week before the 3rd blood test next week...


i am

• tired
•  
• weak
•  
• dizzy
•  
• easily irritable
•  
• depressed
•  
• always having anxiety attacks
•  
• always short of breath
•  
• always feeling like vomiting/nausea when i take a walk to and back from the toilet , surau or anywhere
•  
• still adapting
•  
• easily panicking

• having no appetite to eat
•  
• drop dead tired walking to and back the Uni housing and office
•  
• confuse
•  
• having difficulties concentrating/pay attention
•  
• wishing i am all heathly like i used to be and not create problems with my absent minded thingy,
•  
• feeling extra cold
•  
• emotionally upset with my health conditions
•  
• soo tak larat,sakit everywhere

I am wishing that June and December will come in the blink of an eye....( aiyak... tapi paper blum siap lagi....need some time to complete the paper hehehehehe)

I am kinda feeling like throwing up while typing right now ....

Ya ALLAH, I am so in pain right now.....Only you have the power to give me strength to carry on and hav a speedy recovery.... Amin....The recovery part is so exhausting.......

( wiping tears away....)

Dun Worry, I am pulling myself together now... =)