Torch Giinger

I dun want roses, Gerbera, Tulips or any other.....


I want Torch Ginger hehehehehe

Nak kata pregnant, tak logik.. ( hahaha teringat conversation dgn Ismah, Feeza and Ibam dalam kreta smlm...)

Tapi the craving is OH SO out of this world...

Entah kenapa...


I am seriously looking for

to make

but I couldn't get the Bunga Kantan (Torch Ginger)  anywhere yet....Dulu ada bunga kantan dalam botol kat Foodland, Pasadena, maybe i should go there and get it. Kesian ikan pari dalam feezer tuh...


Ini lah kisahnya, datang Office nak buat kerja but haunted by Bunga Kantan and Asam pedas pulakk... Aiseymen....

Happy Birthday =)

Tomorrow, it's gonna be her birthday. The 3rd VIP in my life after my both my parents. We 've been sharing room since God knows when. Wear the same clothes but different colour ( Mak's choice of course hehehe, and later i got to wear hers too) We actually do this till, OMG now... Mak still buy materials, the same design but different colour for us ( hehehe baru realise). the last one was my baju konvoMBA /Raya. Mine was blue, hers was pink ( tapi dia blum buat jadi baju laaa pulak hehehe until now...).

I really adore her, ever since i was young. In primary school, i used to go see her nak minta duit lebih utk beli benda kat kantin.. 10 sen dah boleh beli that keropok, me and aszura used to eat. lupa da apa nama keropok tu. Then move to secondary school, i was still in primary. I remember, i used to curi pinjam her buku geography and tgk coz its so interesting. Shes so cool and creative with colours. That was the reason why i loved geography when i started secondary school. Inspired by her. The same way i was inspired to do Art while in secondary school. I was devastated when she left for boarding school after her SRP coz i hav to sleep alone at night. Every night, without fail, before sleeping and after the lights off, she would teach me how to recite ayat kursi and we would bagi salam and minta maaf before we tido. How sweet those days... I will always look forward for school holidays, she would come home and tell stories and look at all her cool stuff.

After her SPM, we were departed again, but still sharing the same room each time we're on holiday. I was in penang living with my aunt, she, in KL doing her foundation course before leaving for UK. We would write to each other. She send me cool cards, colouful envelopes. I admire her writing so much. She send me KRU original Photos okay... those days back in 1994/95. Giler cool giler. She bought me my first KRU casset, AWAS ! (hehehehehe). She owns cool stuff. She plays guitar. She listen to all hard rock songs. Cool huh? =)

Later, she left for UK. hehehe i cried at the airport, although i was 16 at that time. She still writes to me from UK, she send postcard, her first postcard was the backstreet boys postcard. Basically, she and her achievements influenced me a lot.

We still share a lot and she still buys me stuff after started working.I remember the VINCCI bag she bought from her first gaji, the Esprit bag and a whole lot more ( i have blogged about it before this).

Remembering Coco, our pet cat, kita pi amik coco kat pasar without telling Mak senyap senyap and bela dia heheheh...Up and down the clinic, on and off, sampai lah Coco died on the January 17th 2004 while she was having her PTK exam. I didn't know =(. She tak pass the exam kot...

After she got married, she's got herself a new life. A dedicated wife and mother. She moved away to follow her husband. But we do still keep in touch but not like always plus these days kita dah ada internet, handfon and smua yang canggih canggih lah... =)

To my Kak Long, happy birthday and i love you ! Miss u too...

Glad that u loved the prezzies i gave you hehehehehe

tak terkata apa.....

i am heartbroken...




more broken than a person who breaks up with her boyfriend




or lost the love of her life....



It is more than that .......



It's the feeling that's indescribable





Sedih, terkejut, Tak sangka....




and was like........ WHATTTTT ???





I am heart broken, so broken , se broken-brokenya lah....Patah hati, hancur hati, luluh, Shock !!!!






Becoz mak gave away my Favourite ONE OF A KIND, U CAN'T GET IT ANYWHERE IN MALAYSIA T-SHIRT away !!!!!




Mak, how could you....? Huaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! Sedihnyaaaa.........





Reminds me about 10 years ago, mak gave away some of my clothes to anak yatim, and it was my fav pair of jeans and some blouses.... Aduhhhhh, mcm nak tercabut nyawa balik dari Motivation Camp, and tgk, jeans dah tak de... It's for a good cause, i know...... So redha je lah...




But this is my Fav t-shirt !!!! hand me downs from Farhan !!!! irreplaceable !!!!!






Sedih...tak terkata apa....







=(

EH's Release Me

RELEASE ME

Please release me, let me go
For I don't love you anymore
To waste our lives would be a sin
Release me and let me love again

I have found a new love, dear
And I will always want her near
Her lips are warm while yours are cold
Release me, my darling, let me go

(Please release me, let me go)
For I don't love you anymore
(To waste my life would be a sin)
So release me and let me love again

Please release me, can't you see
You'd be a fool to cling to me
To live a lie would bring us pain
So release me and let me love again
(Let me love, let me love) 

Teringat kat aunty Darling kat Perth yang sangat suka Engelbert Humperdink.... Same goes to my Mom and Dad =). Dad used to sing this in the car  or when he is in the shower hehehehe.

Earth Hour

Lights off at 8.30 - 9.30 pm everyone !


We celebrated earth hour at the CC with other villagers. Pancakes and toppings and Juices are provided (hehehehe...that's the reasons huh?). Glow in the dark sticks were provided too. Me and Feeza seludup a few for our kind of celebration plak =p Met Silfi, Hanieh, and the girl form Singapore( i forgot her name) and the 2 girls from China (also forgot their names), naifin was there too.

After makan pancake ( one each), and sembang kejap, I actually wanted to head to the office and do something. Tapi mood dah hilang pulak. While heating up Pimpam Pengpot, me and feeza dah start taking photos ( sugar high kot,makan pancakes with nutella( for me) and Pancakes and syrup ( for feeza) and the fruit juice). With the Glow sticks we decided to go  to the highest point in FU and tgk the city during earth hour. So we did. It's kinda crazy moments jugak laa. (Photos ada kat Facebook, for some reasons, i will not upload them here.sorry.)

1. Panjat the tebing kat carpark Business School
2. decorate Pimpam pengpot (tak de kerja sungguh), bagi dia pakai subang hehehe...
3. DREAAAMMM ONNNN!!!!!!! hehehe tapi satu round je td =p
4. Proceed to Carpark ENgineering building plak.Had dinner there.
5. Feeza was the happiest person that she kerabat naik atas pimpam pengpot to get a clearer view of da city... hahahaha...feeza...feeza... i wonder what will happen if feeza and rozi were here together at the same time, pecah perut kot melayan telatah adik adik ku ni... =)
6. Feeza buat aksi Jah atas pimpam pengpot. Tak suruh dan Tak even mention pun! dia sendiri yang teringat hehehe...i was shock too...
7. Off to registry and lepak kat tepi Health science building and membincangkan isu 'semasa', masa depan dengan feeza.. ayat tak bleh belah feeza "so, akak what's your hope and dreams?"
8. Balik rumah !!!


That's our( me and feeza's) earth hour here....


I am considering of closing this blog. Or maybe, going private...or stop blogging terus!
Husna you dun have to do that!, you dun have to stop blogging ( that's my inner self talking to me).
Aaahhh...I dunno...  Malas nak sesakkan kepala otak!


P/s: kalau tak nak faham, sudah!... I have done my part. Talking about patience huh? Tak payah nak hold on any longer coz there's nothing to hold on to anymore.


And I was so happy and tak ingat apa apa pun tadi... Now? huhhhh!


Astagfirullahal'azim....
Hanya Engkau yang maha mengerti, Ya Allah. 
bebaskanlah aku...

Angry Birds

I am Addicted to it !!!!


First, i tried the free version called 'ANGRY BIRD lite' and completed 6 level in the free version and then i bought the real ANGRY BIRD on iTunes for Aud 1.19.

Here's a video from You Tube explaining how to play Angry Birds..






I am kinda stuck at level 2-21 right now... When do i play the game? Bila agak bosan menghadap journals or during panas kan Pimpam Pengpot hari hari.

haunted by .....

 Dream On

Every time I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone
It goes by, like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay

Yeah, I know nobody knows
where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life
is in books' written pages
Lived and learned from fools and
from sages
You know it's true
All the things come back to you

Sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away

Yeah, sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away

Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dreams come true
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dream comes through
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream On Dream On
Dream On Dream On 

Sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away
Sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away...... 

Lagu ni dah lama...memang lamaaa dulu, but for us, dari zaman Rozi masih di Adelaide. In fact, Rozi was the one who downloaded this song for Pimpam Pengpot Entertainment System by the request of Pimpam Pengpot's owner. Lagu ni memang best utk lepas tension kat bilik because dia ada stages...hehehe sampai kat high pitch tu... huhuh....Yeeeaaaahhhh!!!!!!!!!! ( haaa pecah rahsia plak hehehe)

version you tube above is version dgn Orchestra... yang dalam pimpam pengpot is original version.

Smua orang tau Steven Tyler's vocal ability that he can go as high pitch as he can...hehehe... lagi satu lagu I don't wanna miss a thing ( I dun favour lagu tu actualy for some reasons walaupun sedap...@#$%^&*()!@ urghhhh, dengar boleh, nyanyi boleh tapi bila fikiran dah melayang.... hahaha mintak aampun dan maaf la ye.. sorry... )

Kebetulan pulak, Feeza pun tau lagu ni and suddenly became Obssessed with this song..Siap ada request nak dgr lagu tu lagi in pimpam pengpot hehehe...Kecik kecik cili api ni... bila suara da naik high pitch !!!!! huhuhuhu......

Sekali dia DRREEEAAAMMM ONNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   hehehehehehe

Kak husna pun dah terjangkit skali dowh......Now dua dua pun dah tak leh nak buang lagu ni dalam kepala dah melekat hehehe...

kihkihkih...

apa apa pun Feeza, Dreeeaaammm ONNNNNN !!!! eyp MAKCIK!, pi study...STUDY ye... bukan  STIDO okay !!!! !hehehehe

Astagfirullah hal'azimmm..... apa nak jadi dgn anak dara dua org ni... hehehe...

Edcoustic's

 Aku Ingin Mencintaimu

 Tuhan betapa aku malu
atas semua yang Kau beri
padahal diriku terlalu sering membuat-MU kecewa

Entah mungkin karna ku terlena
sementara Engkau beri aku kesempatan
agar aku kembali
dalam fitrahku sebagai manusia untuk menghamba pada-MU
betapa tak ada apa-apanya
aku dihadapan-MU

 Aku ingin mencintai-MU
sebenar-benar aku cinta
dalam doa
dalam ucapan
dalam setiap langkahku
aku ingin mencintai-MU
selamanya
sehina apapun diriku
kuberharap
untuk bertemu dengan-MU
ya Rabbi......

Semoga aku tabah dalam menghadapi setiap dugaan Mu, Ya Allah...

Insyallah Amin.....

Round ups

Here's a round up of what had happen around here these few days =) , happy reading =)

Ba's birthday

My dearest Daddy turn 61 on March 11. I called him up the day before and had a chat. Agak emotional chat hehehe accompanied by tears of course when You listen to him talking about life.. The past, the current and the future. Emotional yet encouraging to face this life ahead....Thanks for the advice.... Happy Birthday Ba!

Sedey plak dgr lagu ni... I luv you and thank you for such a beautiful life you and mak had given me.. i know there's nothing in this world that could repay both of you, my prayers are always with you and i love you both so much ! Thanks for the all the love and sacrifices that made me into what i am today and thank you for the strength to carry on.....

So long, Farewell....

Amirul has gone home. Finish already all my geng hehehe, yup the day after is not going to be the same anymore...things changes....Sunyi sepi kat CC, no more laughter, teasing each others hehehe... But, Amirul might be coming back for his PhD. InsyaAllah,Aminnnn...Kalau dah rezeki dia ALLAH beri. Sent him to the airport with Feeza and Pimpam Pengpot. Later Encik Talib and Kak Azi came to send Amirul off too. Encik talib with all his jokes... I hope no one's offended by his jokes ya...me, i am just a normal Hamba ALLAH...i dun have a spell  or anything at all... Teringat kala sedih Mak Tam Balik, Rozie Balik, Departing with Nadia before i left in Spetember and knowing that Nadia won't be there when i came back in February and last but not least, Amirul leaving. Hey, the future is not ours to see. But i've had wonderful time with these wonderful people. From happy moments, sad moments, stressfull moments, Uno moments, Pimpam Pengpot moments, u name it... yeah, masing masing dah balik Malaysia and have their own lives, dan kat Malaysia pun it's bigger and lagi ramai orang, bukan mcm di Adelaide where everything is small and close knit.. You guys, everything is no nice when we're together. Now that you all have gone back, treasure each and every moments we've had together, tak pe lah kalau dah terlupa kat i pun here in adelaide.... I may be just a single soul that might not mean a thing in your lives any more or any longer after this, but, Friendship never ends ya =), insyALLAH aminnn.... Yeah, to my peeps, here's the song that we enjoyed listening to in Pimpam Pengpot ( kegemaran Mak tam hehehehe)

Farewell Makan Makan

 As Amirul is leaving on Sunday, so on saturday there was a makan makan tergempak. I was suppose to bring bread butter pudding tapi tak sempat nak buat coz that morning pi majlis bersama consulate kat Bradford Lodge in the city then to CM to get amirul's souviner that he wants to bring home. The Makan makan was successfull one wlaupun cuaca agak panas. Everyone was there cuma Ibrahim je missing in Action. I enjoyed myself with anak anak abang Mie, all of them, dari Imran sampai ke (DELAIDE) Adelaide ( anak abg mie yang bongsu tu namanya Adelina tapi dia bahasakan diri nya Delaide hehehe comel kan...), Anis( anak en talib), and Umar and Uzma ( anak Zainun). had fun feeding Uszma hehehehe.. baik je Uzma duk dgn aunty Husna hehehe. We went to feed the duck kat lake flinders. The kids were Thrilled and Excited too !!! Imran skit lagi nak masuk dalam lake hehehehe... I miss them already, nanti lah, one of this days leh gi melawat Imran and adik adik kat Pasadena =). Menghiburkan hati melayan budak budak comel yang bijak bijak tu hehehe....

Sickness and All

 So tired of being sick ! ishhh tak baik, ni semua rezeki dari Allah kan.... Ada lah sebab musababnya tu... Sejak balik, flu, the bengkak lymph nodes lah, all the diagnoses Doc gave me lah on the blood test results.. Test by test..... And latest, demam lagi, kali ni lebih teruk becoz its a viral fever which attack the throat, nose and EYES !!!!! Aaarghhhh.... terseksanyaaa... Dengan sakit matanya, mula mula sebelah, then lagi sebelah... alhamdulillah, the left eye ternyata lebih kuat hehehe sebab dia baik dulu =).... the right one was a bit slower. nak sembunyi sakit pun tak leh when my dad called me last week on thursday and Mak was worried sick when she called me about 5 times but couldn't get me..( i was at the hospital dgn Kak Zatul bawak Nazri pi Emergency Unit, kat FMC tak de coverage phone...). Terkejut dinasour mak when i said i am at the hospital. But its not me who's in the emergency unit..hehehehe... Luv ya Mak...

Pimpam pengpot's Surprise

 Went for a movie dgn ISmah and Feeza tgk "Remember Me"... SAngat best ! ada Robert Pattinson. I had never watch any Twillight movie before and hanya pernah tgk dia act as Cedric Digeree dalam Harry Potter. Nak kata a fan of his pun, tak juga, i dun go goo goo ga ga over him... Not yet! hehehe but over all, the movie sangat best dan sedih. makes you think about life... kebahagian yang you want in life and how much more time you have to spend it, and with whom? Allah is always there and as hamba Allah, kita tak tahu apa yang akan berlaku pada kita, sempat kah? akan ada kah? arghhhh... jangan lah cakap pasal ni... tak baik, apa paun, Allah dah write a beautiful story line for us... insyallah, Allah dah letakkan yang terbaik untuk kita. Terima lah seadanya... 

CHOP !!!! , this is suppose to be an entry about Pimpam pengpiot punya surprise. hehehehe

Well on the way home, nak hantar Ismah balik, lalu la marion road. as we approach the traffic light near Hungry jack, pimpam pengpot simply stops in the middle of the road !!!!!!!!!!!! Mati terus semuanyaa ! I tried not to be panic. But there's cars coming from behind KOTTT!!!!!! plus, Pimpam pengpot bukan i punya kalau jadi apa apa, Orang punya kereta nih, I di amanahkan untuk jaga Pimpam pengpot, tetiba dah rosak nih !!!! Apa nak jawab dgn tuan dia kat malaysia nuun yang sangat sayang kan Pimpam pengpot tu lebih dari segalanya ( ye la, of course la tuan dia sayangkan Allah, Rasul, dan Mak ayah dia kann...tu dah tentu tentu dah...) !!! 

I asked feeza to suruh kereta belakang move to other lanes sebab dia duduk belakang. Ismah plak tried calling encik Talib. Tetiba ada one Mat salleh guy datang tanya adakah kami perlukan bantuan untuk alihkan kereta. so i told him, yang i tak leh buat apa, hazard light pun tak nyala, nothing at all... so, dia kata dia tau apa jadi, so dia suruh i buka the front bonnet and badabing...badaboong..... tak sampai lima minit, SETTLED !!!! rupanya, the bateri holder tu longgar and tercabut dari tempat bateri tu. he ketatkan and the car can be started again. Sampai rumah en talib, lepas makan, encik talib check and ketat kan lagi. Alhamdulilllahhh.. but it was a real Shocker !!!!!!!!!!!! haihhhh Pimpang pengpot... terus husna pun demam a day after that hehehehe... demam tergezut !

Unit Penyelamat

hehehe.. saja je kasi tajuk cam tu. entry about Nazri and emergency unit tu dah ada dah before this.malas nak re-cerita kat sini. Nazri pun dah nak balik Malaysia on thursday. i hope everything goes well for him. Abng Mie will send him to the airport. nanti balik cari la tukang urut ye Nazri.. seksa juga tgk dia punya kesakitan sakit belakang tu... get well soon !

Sunday market and SALVOS

Took Ibam and Feeza for their first visit to sunday market in Marion. depa nak cari barang barang murah, plus sayur and pisang pun sangat murah! Ibam seronok giler heheheh... but apa yang di hajati tak de. so on wednesday, again the whole rombongan pi Salvos and sunflower shop. Ibam dapat bnnyk hasil tangkapan kat salvos and i got myself a cute and unique handbag which can go in 3 styles. worth the money huh ? it's only 2.50 bcoz its a blue tag. it was the 50% less for blu tag that day =)... Lepas Salvoz Goodwood, kita ke Salvos Flagstaff. Again, Ibam dapat lagi hasil tangkapan yang menarik. so he is all geared up for winter, Alhamdulillah....settle dah...

Thanks Ibam for the Ferero Roche =) and Thanks Feeza for the Nasi Goreng 3 jam

Thank Yee, see yee agayn ! Hav a noice dae ! ( see now u can speak aussie already hehehehe)

What About Me ?

I am kinda hooked-up to Shannon Noll songs rite now. Not merely just love songs but his song are kind of motivational. This song below is used up for the AAMI advert on TV about the car insurance thingy..Nice advert tho.. hehehe with everyone singing , doesn't really matter when it goes out of tune or what hehehehe

But this is the real song from Shannon Noll =)

What About Me ?

Well there's a little boy waiting at the counter of a corner shop
He's been waiting down there, waiting half the day
They never ever see him from the top
He gets pushed around, knocked to the ground
He gets to his feet and he says

What about me, it isn't fair
I've had enough now i want my share
Can't you see i wanna live
But you just take more than you give

Well there's a pretty girl serving at the counter of the corner shop
She's been waiting back there, waiting for her dreams
Her dreams walk in and out they never stop
Well she's not too proud to cry out loud
She runs to the street and she screams

What about me, it isn't fair
I've had enough now i want my share
Can't you see i wanna live
But you just take more than you give

So take a step back and see the little people
They may be young but they're the ones
That make the big people big
So listen, as they whisper
What about me

And now i'm standing on the corner all the world's gone home
Nobody's changed, nobody's been saved
And i'm feeling cold and alone
I guess i'm lucky, i smile a lot
But sometimes i wish for more than i've got

What about me, it isn't fair
I've had enough now i want my share
Can't you see i wanna live
But you just take more than you give

P/s : A song that says a lot.... =)


here's the original version by Moving Pictures

Quotes...

Always be sincere in WHATEVER you do, 

ALLAH will pay you back when you least expected.....

InsyALLAH... Aminnn....... 

;)

Got this quote from Jasmin's FB. Jasmin is my senior during MBA.Thanks for sharing =)

;

HOT CHOCOLLETE

Hot chocolate......

looks yummy, creamy, sweet, wonderful, exciting and tempting.....from the box. At least, the marketing strategy works well coz it seems to attract customers. hehehehhe

So u went home and anxiously wanting to try the hot choc u bought. Simply, you open up the box, took the sachet out, tear it open, empty the sachet in a Mug, while waiting for the water to boil. And when when the water boils, you pour in the hot water and stir in....Still anxious and excited to have the frothy, creamy, sweet, chocolaty hot chocolate in your mouth..."errmmmm....oooohhh...... yummy" you have in your mind....

Then, when you take a sip, "uuurghhh..... taste like !@#$%^&*() ! eeeiiii....tipu la brand ni, tak sedap pun..." BUt u still drink it anyway...walaupun it taste like crap...tak baik membazir tapi rugi laaa satu sachet..

The thing is, n the first place, who on earth says that u just hav to  boil the water and pour over the hot choc powder in the mug? ( ingat ni buat MILO ke? hehehehe).

There's instruction that you should follow instead of pandai ikut suka hati sendiri je handling the hot CHocolate ...Sapa suruh?

Well, try apply the same thing in life, why don't you....?

So, i can conclude now by saying,

Life is like Hot Chocolate? or there's intructions in life ?

what say u?


Well, this is husna membebel rambling at odd hours where she should actually be sleeping by now...hehehehe

FMC

There's a lot of stuff going on here at the moment which is kind of getting out of hand hehehe... but it doesnt matter. Its just that there's so many thing to be updated here hehehehe. I have some unplublished items which i think dah basi pun citer tu smua. Maybe i'll just round up everything in one entry....and it wont be in this entry coz i am too tired, Drop Dead tired. 

I had fever since monday ( it have something to do with me vomitting on sunday nite, i dunno what happen actually but generally, after vomitting, my throat started to sore and i start to feel feverish although i thought it was just a flu...) It became worst day by day and the virus affected my nose, my eyes but thankfully, not my brain coz i managed to finish my paper which is due yesterday. Yeah, i am tired coz of the fever, the heat, the workload and still recovering from yesterday's rescue mission hehehehehehe.... Was in FMC's emergency unit for hours. 

 FMC ( FLINDERS MEDICAL CENTER)

No, it's not me... i was thinking of submiting myself there if my fever and eye condition gets worst, but then i was thinking it's not worth (this is my opinion before having the experience in FMC's emergency unit). But, tengoklah, kalau minggu depan tak baik jugak,  i will consider submitting myself there. 

I was at the emergency Unit with Kak Zatul, my housemate. No, bukan kak zatul yang sakit. It was Nazri. Nazri tried calling everyone else tapi no to availe. He called me but my fon was on silent mode. I was busy running here and there from the Bank to the library ( walaupun demam demam sakit mata kan, tetap move around dalam panas ni hehehehe.. Nak buat mcm mana kan, nak hidup.. plus kerja nak kena settlekan jugak... Actually pagi tu pun dah run arround everywhere,panaskan pimpam pengpot, ke business school, then to ke Bank, pi settle rent punya hal ( not mine though, but Amirul's. Amirul dah balik Msia thus making my old gang smua dah abis balik semuanya...ye la, smua dah abis study kan...kita ni je yang belum). 

Dalam bnyk bnyk orang yang NAzri call, only Kak Zatul yang dapat Nazri hubungi utk meminta bantuan.( Nazri tak call encik Wan and Encik Talib coz they run their experiment in the lab so dia tak nak kacau, so dia cuba call every body else, but tak dapat). 

What happen to nazri? Something went wrong with his backbone or nerve or smething. He can't move so he need help to go to FMC. Considering his condition as WORRYING and CHRONIC, kak zatul and me went on a rescue mission. Maaf lah, kalau nak kata tak manis anak anak dara pergi menolong suami orang, bukan nak menggatal tapi, tengok keadaan lah...( I really dun understand bila orang nak buat the help jadi isu, to me, tolong orang bujang ke, tolong suami orang ke, it's PERTOLONGAN that u give. Yang jadi isu is because yang menolong tu orang bujang. So, perlu ke nak gossip or sindir sindir yang mana boleh menyebab kan hubungan orang lain terjejas....misunderstanding can lead to segala macam bencana, Well, i leave that part to ALLAH...). 

Agak beberapa jam Nazri terlantar tak leh bangun because he is in pain before kami pi amik dia and by the time we went to his place, he managed to get up and walk REAL slow... he is so in pain that he can't walk properly ( especially when his pain starts from the back to waist and below). It is so kesian tgk Nazri adjusting himself dalam kereta coz sakit teramat sangat. and i was thinking of getting a wheel chair for him immediately sampai FMC.

Sampai je, I went rushing to look for a wheel chair and transfer Nazri from the car to the wheelchair ( dia bangun sendiri la... Motif husna nak tolong angkat kot? hehehehe). While kak zatul went to park the car, i pushed Nazri to the emergency unit yang Ya ALLAH maha jauh deep inside FMC building... Guna lah kudrat yang ada nak tolak, diri sendiri ni hidung sumbat, mata bengkak tak hengat. kelakar jugak bila terfikir. i was thinking, i might as well submit myself while i was there in the emergency unit kan hehehehehe. BUt nope, i didn't. I was only the visitor..

So, we waited for the doc to diagnose Nazri. It was tooo long to wait that we balik rumah and solat. Tinggal la Nazri with Ibam( IBrahim, Nazri's hsemate yang kami suruh singgah FMC after his class). We came back later with Kak Za. If you can guess at what time Nazri was attended by the medical cnsultant? ahahaha.... we came in between 4.30 to 4.50 pm and he was attended at about 9 pm... He was discharge at about 11 pm. That long huh? We havent had dinner and we sent Nazri home  ( make sure dia sampai dalam rumah coz rumah Nazri pelik sikit. kena turun path way dgn dia tak leh jalan betul betul, Ibam kena papah and all...) and by the time we reached home it was already nearly midnight.  Doctor prescribed his ubat which we will go and buy the next day at Marion.

And today, kisah berlari ke FMC tak habis lagi.Awal pagi, we went to Marion to get Nazri's ubat and i dunno where it went wrong but the papers/ documentation given by FMC was not right that Kak Zatul had to run back to FMC and get new one. So all in all, by noon today baru lah semua settle.Siap hantar ubat ke rumah Nazri and all.Hopefully, it will all went well for Nazri and his back bone. insyallah... Tak pe, Ibam ada nak tengok tengok kan dia..

Wahhhh...panjang plak cerita dalam posting ni..... 

Gambar Nazri dok atas Wheel chair tu ada, gambar Nazri terbaring dalam emergency room pun ada tapi dalam Handphone. Nanti la senang senang will upload sebagai bahan bukti....

As for now, i am heading to the Bed to get some sleep. I hope i will get well soon...

Andai ku tahu

Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku

Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba masaku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku

Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku

*Instrumental*

Andai kutahu
MalaikatMu kan menjemputku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat padaMu

Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku

Ampuni aku
Dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku
Menangisku bertobat padaMu

Aku manusia
Yang takut neraka
Namun aku juga
Tak pantas di surga

Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat padaMu

Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut
Dosa yang terus membayangiku

Ampuni aku
Dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku
Menangisku bertobat padaMu

BLANK POST

Blank post to mark my Blankness.....

Smua pun Blank....

Blankie, Blankman, Blanket, Blank...blank...blank....

dah la nak demam pulak....

tak pe,  becos

Allah send us illness,
so that we can take care of ourselves...

Allah send us pain,
so we can be stronger...






Tak pa lah,

Usah la sedih,
Usah la Pilu
Ingat lah pada Tuhan yang satu....

Amin......

Oh ya, itu kata kata Usin, dari Kampung Pisang =)

what's happening ?

I can't sleep.

yeah, tak tau lah pasai apa....

nak buat kerja, dah duk melangut dari petang td , idea tak pun datang datang mcm last week, dah puas dah memerah idea ni, tak dapat dapat jugak... Astagfirullahalazim... esok nak jumpa Marian. Nak tunjuk apa? kertas kosong? heheehehehe idok ler kosong, ada yang dah buat dah

Orang kata kalau tak leh tido, bawak bawak bersolat. Dah , itu pun sudah.

Idea nak buat kerja tak mau mai pulak.

Hati ni dok teringat kat satu perkara. Tapi, Hanya Allah yang tahu....

Kita hanyalah hamba Allah yang lemah dan hanya berserah pada Allah yang Maha besar. Terlalu banyak perkara yang bermain di kepala otak, soal itu , soal ini.... Apa nak jadi, kalau mcm ni? apa nak jadi kalau jadi mcm tu? Mak selalu pesan, berdosa kalau fikir macam tu, berdosa, mak pesan lagi, Allah dah letakkan dan tentukan yang terbaik utk kita. Kita harus terus berdoa dan berusaha tanpa jemu. Thanks Mak... i leviyu mak

Tengah dok melangut sensorang depan PC, eh wait, marah pulak Mac ni, bukan PC lah, tapi Apple Mac hehehehe at about 1.42 am waktu adelaide

tiba tiba dapat sms.... hahahaha...terkejuit.....terasa mcm kat malaysia plak hehehehe

hahaha.... tergelak besar kejap sorang sorang baca sms tu. aduhaiii...

geleng kepala sambil dok gelak tak abih dan menaip sesuatu kat Google spt yang di minta buat dalam sms tu.

Wahhh...cantiknya... elegant, smart and perghhh.... dah mcm kesatria baja hitam lah...

 yang kaler orrange tu cantik, dan yang hitam tu lagi cantik....

ok sangat tu... sila sila, teruskan hajat anda, saya sokong =) .... sms sent

so, back to melangut depan Mac
Dalam kehidupan kita, banyak benda yang kadang kadang kita tak faham, kita tak mengerti dan kita tak nampak apa yang terjadi di depan mata kita. Petunjuk yang di tujukan oleh ALLAH dalam segala mcam bentuk, di tambah pula dgn syaitan yang selalu menganggu dan mengaburi mata kita. Saat saat mcm ni, hanya pada ALLAH sajalah tempat kita berserah. tak tau lah nak kata mcm mana...


As i am typing this, sprinkler kat lawn belakan rumah tiba tiba dok sprinkle water hehehehe... why at this timing eyh? hehehehe terkejuit den...


Apa la aku membebel malam malam eh, pagi pagi buta ni....?

The calling....

Seriously, since 2008, I have been dreaming of these holy places....Missing it...longing to be there again... Missing everything that's there...i've always wanted to go back after my first visit in 2004 which was a round up gift (after obtaining a series of ..... in uni) from my parents and Dad's wish to bring us the whole family there, alhamdulillah....tercapai hajat...

 

 

Rindu nak solat dalam Masjid Nabawi.....
Rindu nak sujud depan Raudhah di Masjid Nabawi.......
Rindu nak berjalan masuk dalam Masjidil Haram dan nampak kaabah....( subhanallah, i can't belive it the first time i was there, bergenang air mata kejap masa tu)
Rindu nak solat dalam Masjidil Haram....
Rindu the feeling that you get when you are there in front of Kaabah......
Rindu pada Hajarul Aswad........
Rindu.....semuanyaa.....

I have asked my parents about my wish. Dad went for his third Haj in 2008 and says that I should wait a while till the construction are fully finished. I intend to go in year end 2009, but tak jadi coz Dad have made other plans plus my data collections kat KL smua... So, maybe 2010 would bring me there.... I am saving up.... tak pe lah kalau tak de iPhone pun, tak pergi tempat lain pun ... I just wanna go for my Umrah again sebab Que Haji lambar lagi ... I am really hoping....

Ya Allah, semoga engkau makbulkan hajat ku...... Insyallah... Amin...

ALLAH IS GREAT !!!

I remembered, Mak sent me this in a form of SMS while I was very very VERY down last two years ( about laaa)  in Adelaide. Thanks Mak!  Whenever i am 'patah semangat' or rasa tak best, i will always remember this words...( the one above is the one i dah buat digital scrapbooking hehehehehe... kasi cantik )

Tak apa lah, dalam apa keadaan sekali pun, kesedihan, kesusahan atau sedang gembira, Allah Knows Best. Ada sebab musabah kenapa kita face this kind of hardship dan kita tengok orang lain senang hati je tak de masalah. Allah is fair and yeah, Allah Knows best.


"Ya allah, semoga engkau kuatkan semangatku, imanku dalam menempuhi segala dugaan dan cabaran yang mendatang. Ya, aku lemah namun aku redha dgn segala ujian dan dugaan mu. Amin........"

Quote of the day

Quote of the day: 

In life, ALLAH doesn't give you the person you want but instead he gives you the person you need....to love you, to hurt you and teach you the real meaning of LIFE...

 

 

Got this from Rehal's FB. Nice one.... I really like this quote =)