26 January, 2012

Australia Day

Today is Australia Day.

I was forced to go to the city.by who? The girls ofcourse.. We r gonna meet C in the city. C is gonna belanja me at Mamak Corner today. :)

Will put pic later when i get to the city


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The last one


One last night...

One last entry....

ALLAH KNOWS BEST !!!

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24 January, 2012

Summer heat

It is now peak summer and the weather is not doing me any justice, can i say that? heheehe

the heat is unbelievable !! ( South Australia is well known for its extreme weather . gets too cold in winter ( i like !!!!!) and hets tooo HOT in summer ( I dun like)...)

the sun rays here stings the skin ! imagine in a 40c temperature,SAKIT... even yesterday, its 36c, and i was working from home, the rays the comes thru the window pun stings jugak. rasa pedihnya kulit, ALLAH yang tahu. i ended up pulling down the blind and work in the dark hehehehe

today, at only 9 am, it is already 30c !!!! kat malaysia mana ada mcm ni ??

Ha, time time mcm ni baru la nak ingat Malaysia kan? masa winter, tgh seronok seronok dalam sejuk tu, ada ingat Malaysia? Tak de kan? hehehehe

23 January, 2012

TyPo tipuuu

Okay, before i start, i am gonna take a loooooooooong sigh first.

why? because TyPo dah bukak outlet kat Malaysia !!!! Eiiiiiii geram,

Why geram? Geram sebab i bought a whole bunch of office accessories from TyPO a few weeks ago and now i feel like @#$%^&*( sangat sangat...

why feel like @#$%^&*() ? Sebab kalau tahu ada kat Malaysia, tak payah la beli kat sini !!!!  Because, i know me very well, kalau tahu ada outlet kat Malaysia, i will not buy kat Aussie, The thing is, gigih betul hari tu... GIGIH OKAY !!!! pergi Marion di tengah kehangatan SUMMER !!! Naik Bas !!! utk pergi ke Typo !!!! semata mata nak beli benda alah tu !!!! lepas tu angkut usung bawak balik rumah pulak! SAnggup dan sangat GIGIH !!!! haihhhhhh i cant belive it !!! Hahahahahaha Bila fikir balik, sangat Lawak !!!

Tak pe lah, benda pun dah beli kan....

hehehe


Mari tanamkan rasa cinta



" Bacalah al-Quran setiap hari 1 juzuk. Kalau tidak mampu, bacalah separuh juzuk. Kalau tak mampu, bacalah 


sekadar sehelai atau satu muka surat. Kalau tak mampu, memadailah dengan satu ayat.

Kalau tak mampu juga, cukuplah hanya dengan memandang al-Quran dan tanyalah kepada diri sendiri "Ya 



Allah, apakah dosaku sehingga aku tidak dapat membaca ayat Mu?"

"Jika kamu ingin Allah 'bercakap' denganmu, bacalah Al-Quran kerana Al-Quran adalah ayat-ayat Allah yang 



ditujukan kepadamu. Tetapi jika kamu pula ingin 'bercakap' dengan Allah maka dirikanlah solat, kerna solat 


hakikatnya ialah doa, pengaduan, pujian dan rintihan seorang hamba kepada Tuhannya."

Jom tanamkan rasa cinta kita pada Al-Quran :-) "









Bisakah







Daku terasa ingin membawa
Cinta yang terlara ke titik mula
Kembali mencuba untuk kali kedua
Menggilapkan gerhana jiwa

Pernah ku terasa ingin merayu
Pada kasih dulu pulang padaku
Lupakan dosaku putihkan kelabu
Tenangkan amarahmu
Namun?

Bisakah yang terpadam dinyala
Bisakah yang terhina dicinta
Walau ku himpunkan sesalku
Bisakah terbuka kalbu


Naluri meminta kuungkapkan kata
Seindah bahasa janjikan setia
Akan bersemilah cinta dihatinya
Percaya ku semula
Namun?

Bisakah yang benci disayangi
Bisakah yang dusta dimaafi
Walauku himpunkan sesalku
Bisakah terbuka kalbu

Bila senduku berlinang sayu
Dalam rinduku ku tertanya

Bisakah yang benci disayangi
Bisakah hatiku difahami
Walauku himpunkan sesalku
Bisakah terbuka kalbu

20 January, 2012

Fruits and Veges
























All from adelaide's central market. We went for early dinner afterwards at Mamak's Corner with ismah, zetty and Hazreel. The usual nasi lemak hehehe.the thing is we usually do the groceries on friday evening.ni kira time off la kejap.




First time with sharon




The second time, but forgot to take the photo of the nasi lemak hehhe.got this ais kacang for free because the waiter forgot to send
My teh tarik then third time lupa.




Forth time kot, fifth time tadi lupa jugak




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Comel !!!


Riezal & Intan Diyana - Solemnization from CandidSyndrome Film on Vimeo.


This video is so comel !!! 
I was smiling ear to ear while watching hehe

Naah, I dun know them, but their video is so COMEL !!! and Cantik..
Candid Syndrome kan... memang lah ;)

Oh ya, Nadia is getting engaged tomorrow and I am going to miss it !!!
I hate to not have the chance to attend my closest friend's wedding or engagement.
I miss out on my best friend's wedding, thankfully i didn't miss  their engagement though..
another close friend of mine, Surya is getting married or dah kawin kot ! hehehe her reception is end of January...  Haihhhh... I missed on Dina's, Liana's, and now Surya's ???
It's okay, no rezeki hehehe

17 January, 2012

RUN

I know Leona Lewis also sing this song but i like Snow Patrol's version better. I really love this song that my brother would kill me because i kept repeating this song in the car before hahahaha



I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak, I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbyes
I nearly do

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear

Louder, louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak, I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

Slower, slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart, my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you, dear


One more og my fav from snow patrol

Tapi, bukan aku...






jangan lagi kau sesali keputusanku
ku tak ingin kau semakin kan terluka
tak ingin ku paksakan cinta ini
meski tiada sanggup untuk kau terima
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
aku memang manusia paling berdosa
khianati rasa demi keinginan semu
lebih baik jangan mencintaiku aku dan semua hatiku
karena takkan pernah kau temui, cinta sejati
reff:
berakhirlah sudah semua kisah ini
dan jangan kau tangisi lagi
sekalipun aku takkan pernah mencoba kembali padamu
sejuta kata maaf terasa kan percuma
sebab rasa ku tlah mati untuk menyadarinya
semoga saja kan kau dapati
hati yg tulus mencintaimu
tapi bukan aku

16 January, 2012

Wedding video 2

Okay, here's my nephew, Azri's video pulak ;)


Azri + Anis // 11.11.11 // Love Story + Same Day Edit from Sweet Motion Production on Vimeo.

Azri and Anis,
Semoga berbahagia sehingga ke akhir hayat

;)

Wedding video

Shahril's and Iliana's Wedding video ;)
Kak Lurve wish u all the best and semoga berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat.



Wedding Highlight | Shahril & Iliana from Style Weddings on Vimeo.

Iliana sangat sangat sangat Cantik :) , the make up and dresses... Cantiknyaaa !!!
I realised that my mom who's also in the video looking radiant and more beautiful than ever on all three events,
At 6.48 in the video, I was thinking " geee, the grill really looks familiar" until I saw the bed, Wahahahaha !! that's my Mom's place !!! and My sister's room ! teeheee...


14 January, 2012

Troubled

i am deeply troubled by something yesterday..
Kinda sad though, but I know and I believe ALLAH knows best...

Tried to clam myself down with every words of motivations, Surah Al QUran,
Zikir and etc...

Alhamdulillah, but it is not easy to forget and let go
BUt how bad it is, how i don't want to accept it or how i CAN'T accept it,
ALLAH KNOWS BEST...
Who am i to defy it

As I've mentioned before, i am tired to fight for it,
I do not want history to repeat itself,
It's painful, very painful..
I dunno why and how i ended up this way again.
Allah put it that way, be it that way then,
I'll accept it as it is... I have no choice

Yes, there's a reason of why it happen.
To make me strong,
To make me tough,
BUt.. BUt...
Haihhhhh....
Still, the reason that i can give myself is
Maybe it's not the right time and stuff...

After all the surah and Zikir,
I started cleaning up.
Cleaning up every inches of the room,
Sorted things to be shipped,
Clothes to leave behind,
Books and what's not
I guess , that's how i mend a broken heart

ALLAH, please do provide me with all the strength to carry on,
having to numb the heart or act like nothing happen is indeed impossible,
but i will try with you help Ya ALLAH...
Amin...

hah !! the oven's timer just rang, my tandoori chicken niblets are ready, my chicken soup with chinese noodle is simmering on the stove, and some rencah mee goreng from yesterday also is on the stove..

Now tell me who's gonna eat all these? Not me for sure.. ( tahap kronik ni, After the surah QUran, Zikir, songs, Cleaning up and then cooking some more... still, what happens in the heart remains in the heart.....)

;(

13 January, 2012

Khata ho gayi mujhse,Kaha kuch nahin tumse




Rabba mere ishq kisi ko 
Aise na tadpaye... hoy
Dil ki baat rahe is dil mein,
Hothon tak na aaye, 
Na aaye...

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee 
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee 
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna... 2

Tujhe har khushi de di
Labon ki hansi de di
Zulfon ki ghata lehraayee
Paigaam wafa ke laayee
Tune acchhi preet nibhayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna

Wo chand mere ghar-aangan
Ab to aayeega
Tere soone is aanchal ko
Wo bhar jaayega
Teri kar di god bharaayee,
Teri kar di god bharaayee,
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna

O mahinyaa, O mahinyaa

Khata ho gayi mujhse
Kaha kuch nahin tumse
Ikrar jo tum kar paate
To door kabhi na jaate
Koi samjhe na peer parayee
Koi samjhe na peer parayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna


Aise na tadpaye... hoy
Dil ki baat rahe is dil mein,
Hothon tak na aaye, 
Na aaye...

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee 
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee 
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna... 2

Tujhe har khushi de di
Labon ki hansi de di
Zulfon ki ghata lehraayee
Paigaam wafa ke laayee
Tune acchhi preet nibhayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna

Wo chand mere ghar-aangan
Ab to aayeega
Tere soone is aanchal ko
Wo bhar jaayega
Teri kar di god bharaayee,
Teri kar di god bharaayee,
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna

O mahinyaa, O mahinyaa

Khata ho gayi mujhse
Kaha kuch nahin tumse
Ikrar jo tum kar paate
To door kabhi na jaate
Koi samjhe na peer parayee
Koi samjhe na peer parayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Dil roya ki ankh bhar aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna

Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna
Tujhe yaad na meri aayee
Kisi se ab kya kehna

11 January, 2012

darjah satu

last week was the new schooling term in malaysia. Can't help to read the wall on FB, A few of friends, my age, anak dah masuk sekolah. either Primary or Kindy. Not forgetting Cousin and family friends.

Pheewww.... I feel really old now. especially when i saw this video of Wardina and her Kids. her eldest, Amna is now in standard 4. Whoooo, how time flies.. it seems like yesterday we board the same flight to perform Umrah and Amna was about 1 or 2. She is 10 now..  ye la, it was 2004 then...

Teringat jugak masa I started standard one. I was not bad at all. Some of my Kindy friends and other kindy kids who took the same school bus were there so not a problem. Ada geng laa.. plus anak anak orang lain in the academy were there too.. there were 4 of us, Me, Faeza, Azura and Faiz. I couldn't remember if it was my mom or Dad or the maid (or all three were there) who sent me on my first day. back then, the school shares the fence with the academy where me and my family's place is. the academy is my dad's workplace. So during recess, the maid will be waiting at the canteen with other people's maid or mom ( from the academy lah). If my mom cuti, dia lah datang. Saja seronok je, then when i move on to standard 2, Kita makan bayar bulan kat kantin je and i am being monitored by my sister. 

Through out my life, i went to 8 school, so everytime its like your first day all over again, making new friends all over again.. letih mak jemah uolsss... ( hehehe sorry, i kinda am in to JoHaRa di pagi ERA nowadays) . i got tired of FBI and Fafau oredi for some reasons..hehehehe all u need in the morning is a light comedy, jokes and stuff. Congratulations ERA !! a good combo of Johan, Ray and Haniff ( i have no idea who these talented people are except for johan, and Haniff who kinda looked like Che Kay hehehe)
Somehow rather, the segment called "can I help you?"  makes me realise.. ya allah, mcm ni ke english orang malaysia, not bad but lawak kot.. hehehehe disini lah pentingnya english edukesyen kan hehehehe







deteriorating

Okay, so last monday, a funny thing happened.

here's a snippet from my FB

"Faridah Ohan wrote that she loves Monday on her wall. Then, I was thinking "eh.. today is wednesday, what's wrong with faridah, all of a sudden she loves monday on a wednesday? Today is wednesday.." until i realised TODAY is MONDAY !!! Oh Dear God !!! what's happening here???"


Hahahaha... mcm na boleh ingat that monday is Wednesday???
And then, on monday night, I sent a message  to H congratulating him on his intention of getting married and i wanna ask him abt something he posted on FB. I thought of buying it for my Bro. He will surely like it, i know, because he and H has the same interest. So, H replied that the wedding cards are not for him but for her sister instead and give me the details of the buyer where he got his stuff from.

So, i went to buy the stuff online. Settle... then as i was about to sleep, i realised that the delivery address is in adelaide. Nad when the thing arrives, i am no longer in Adelaide. Slap forehead !!! but i was too tired to go to my Laptop. So the next morning, i sent an email to the buyer. location on the otehr side of the world !! informing  him about the new delivery address. So settle again..

A few hours later, he sent me an email again,

"You FORGOT to give me the recipient's name.."

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!! I was laughing my *** off... Haaihhhh my otak is deteriorating.. i know...


Anyway, Thank you H for the info on the stuff that i bought my bro and thank you to  the seller B, for keeping up with me hahahaha... i still cant believe i did such a thing..kihkihkih

09 January, 2012

Words...

a little rough around the edges,
But when you look closely,
......Absolutely Beautiful....

the Promo

By the way, here's Revenge's promo on CHannel 7.





when every hour dok kluar promo ni je, it becomes very intriguing hehehe
 

Broke

I am Broke... Officially broke..

tapi nasib baik sempat beli Ice Cream maker sebelum chrismast hari tu sebelum Broke ni..

But don't worry, I am broke for a good cause. I bought Books

Bought 4 books in UniBooks today and another 4 from Amazon to be shipped directly to Malaysia.

Total Damage, after conversion to RM dot dot dot dot.... Not gonna tell, not complaining, but, i was just laughing at myself, nasib baik tak beli handbag mahal but instead 8 beli buku hehehehee... 8 buku which will cost more even in Malaysia.

There's this one research method book written by one of the research GURUs, here in Aussie, it's already $96.00 AUD $96.00 which if u convert to RM would be RM 308.15. Gilerr kan.. but the book is drop dead bagus lah walaupun tak setebalnyaa.. i told Mak tam to get the book becoz she is kinda doing her PhD as well.its a good help. She contacted MPH, and the price is (according to Mak Tam, if mak tam lie to me, then i am also lying...) RM 500 over kata mak tam laa.. I was like What ???!!! lebih baik beli online kat Amazon ke, Powells ke, Booktopia ke,readings.com ke,   So mak tam is not prepared to buy the book... *sigh**

Anyway, I am broke, tapi Tak pe lah, beli buku, bukan beli benda merepek kan...Of 8 books, 4 books on research method, 2 books on hospitality management, one on lit review and one of data analysis.

Ok, mari ikat perut lepas ni ye....


hehehe

08 January, 2012

Home..




Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I want to go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just want to go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it?s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I want to go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home

Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I want to come home

And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
It's like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not 
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come 
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I want to go home
Let me go home

And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home



Penangan tengok The Wedding Date ...haihhhhh.....

06 January, 2012

Nana in the House !!!


Hi guys, presenting






This is Nana Azmi btw. As Malaysians dah tahu she won jangan Lupa Lirik a few years back.
It is so amazing to see her as a recording artist now.
Ye la, dulu tgk masa dia kecik kecik kan ;)
Me and her sis, Ayu are classmate and tution mate with 3 others. Tution Account the very famous Timothy and Aru hehehehe tapi account tetap dapat 6 ye.. heehehe i wonder where they are now? BTW, both Nana and Ayu memang pandai menyanyi. Ayu is the songbird in our class ;) she can sing anything and have a nice voice too.

Any way, Nana is all grown up now and i only come to know about her new single on her facebook. So proud of her. I have forgotten how sedap her suara is until i listen to the song hehehe


05 January, 2012

Double infinity

I guess, being sick also has a bright side

I couldn't sleep for a few nights and ended up watching

REVENGE...

it is suppose to be aired on channel 7 soon. The advert is so inviting that i googled it to find out more... I dunno if ASTRO dah tunjuk ke belum.

I ended up watching 11 episode. another 2 to go to complete season 1 which haven't go on air yet.





 i've tried watching other series like Gossip Girl, the OC, One tree hill and etc, but the one that gets me going are only Grey's Anatomy, Desperate's Housewives, Raising Hope , a few others and now Revenge.

To me it's fantastic !!! i dun usually like to watch stuff like backstabbing thingy and all, but this one is different. i Tell you !!!


I hope i can sleep tonite, insyallah....amin

04 January, 2012

The Bond

I've been sick... Yeah, i'm telling the world again..

My Dad's been sick too...

Same sickness

Bad cough, we both lost our voice.

Mcm sangat sedih bila masing maisng bercakap dgn tak de suara.

I dunno..

I get extra sensitive when it involve Dad and if he is sick...

Semoga ALLAH memberikan kesihatan terbaik buat my Dad , My HERO..

Amin


1981,USC,Cal,USA
 
 
The photo is so  VERY INSPIRING ...

Pic if the day






Hahahahaha !!!


Taken at SHELL,darlington.Kak Hanim looks like a pencuri tayar while adding up some air to ALAN's Tyre hehehehe


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Location:Ring Rd,Bedford Park,Australia

Lost




Mentari tak bersinar
Malam hilang serinya
Burung tak ceria seperti dulu
Seakan memahami kedukaanku ini
Jiwaku kekosongan dan pilu
Ku kehilanganmu .....


Okay, i think, i need to switch my playlist to Paul Mauriat now...or my Surah List...

hehehehe...

KRU-ed







Hari ni entah kenapa playlist KRU yang di pilih pulak..

I am in the office now, weather is quite nice today, Less cruel and below 35c.
I know if i am an animal in the zoo, 33c upwards, no visitors shall see me hehehehe
i'll be hiding in my habitat hehehe

ouh well,
Lets get started shall we...
There's plenty to do, not plenty actually, LOADS !!!!!

wish me luck !!!



one of my fav from KRU

03 January, 2012

Bertabahlah....




A very good jumpstart for me..

i am feeling under the weather this days,
Been sick, work load piling up..

i wish,
i wish i could be in Malaysia in a snap..
I dun care if i finish or not,
People dun understand what my Thesis is all about.
All they wanna know is
"Dah siap ke?"
"Dah Hantar ke?"
"Bila nak balik?"

Arghhhhh....not an emo entry,
but if your thesis is related to policy in home country,
Aduhaiiii....
Tanggunglah akibatnyaa...
Bila cerita orang tak faham, Ada juga lah yang faham

Oh Well,
I hope ALLAH will provide me the strength to carry on.
I seriously dun function well in weather like this,
Kept getting ill since weather increase from 35c.
I am a polar Bear, Penguin,
(okay, now i know how th epolar bear in SIngapore zoo feels like...)
(And i also know how the orang hutan in Adelaide zoo feels during winter)

Semoga saya bertabahlah di sini...
Come to think of it, the only summer spent in Adelaide was 2008, but i left adelaide in January 2009 when the weather just starting to increase. and 2 years in a row, i spent my summer in Malaysia doing my data collection till April 2011.From april till now, tolong lah kasi saya mercy dan belas kasihan utk saya habiskan thesis ni ye ;)