...no mood

No mood to update...

Sedey je...

Nasib la labu....

Going Blue

Bila orang dah tak nak, dah fed up, dah ada yang baru, baru terhegeh hegeh nak datang balik, nak pujuk.. 

So the answer is NO... Tetap NO !!!

I've given you too many chances.

I ran around MAD becoz of you.

You never appreciate me after all this years..

ALL this years.. ( 11 years tu...)

You have the nerve to make me wait some more..

And you sent me into wrong directions.

Gosh... I wish I have better solutions, 

I hate to say goodbye

But That's it..

FInal words has been given...

I am going BLUE from now on

No longer Green... I am Blue now.. 

Wahh... kisah Service Provider dah nak sama kisah percintaan lah pulak.... 

The old service provider called and asked why I wanna migrate. It's the procedure, I know... The truth is coz !@#$%^&*()( hahahaha.. Tapi I cool kan.. I  give her my reason, yet she wanna know if the new service provider give me new free phones what so ever.. Giler mcm budak budak.. So, Since dah berdepan dgn situasi mcm ni, I pun tell her what the problem is. Terkejut jugak dia. Wahh , Pandai pujuk, suruh pi customer service center la berbagai.. I told her, "you dun have to tell me to do anything anymore, i have tried all means and ways, i have gone to your service center a few times, and i have gotten all the help that i need.....bla bla bla....... Now, don't you go blaming me on the Phone, coz the Phone works just fine with my australian sim kad even in Malaysia, But i dunno why yr sim kad is giving me problems.. I've tried fixing in but i cant wait any longer coz bla bla bla............".. after my long explanation, the lady stop convincing me and it ended there...

Oh well, When life gives you lemon, make lemonade...

Of course kalau ada flaws kat mana mana, kita nak perbaiki, especially if it involves your life. MCM mana saya nak call respondent saya kalau telefon saya bermasalah? Lepas tu awak charge saya dgn all this hidden charges segala..

Apa apa pun, hopefully it will all go well with the migrating...

Insyallah.. Amin

seragam hitam =)

SEragam hitam  - Kristal

Ku suka kau suka
Nak tunggu apa
Kepala dah layan
Mata dah kenan
Masam manis pedas
Sesedap rasa
Tinggal kau nak kunyah

Ku cinta kau cinta
Nak tunggu apa
Apa nak jadi, jadi
Live and let it be
Ku suka pakaian
Seragam hitam
Kau pun suka busana yang
Serba hitam

Itulah satu petanda
Jiwa kita sama dan serupa
Nak tanya siapa lagi
Kalau bukan hati mu sendiri
Zaman kini serba pantas
Lambat sikit kita 'kan dipintas
Takkan nak sampai mimpi
Baru nak kau pasti

Dalam seikat daun sirih
Mana boleh tak boleh
Jumpa sehelai sirih
Bertemu urat
Dalam seikat daun sirih
Mana boleh tak boleh
Jumpa sehelai sirih
Bertemu urat

- hahaha... saya gelak je dengar lagu ni.... Apa nak jadi, jadi, Live and let it be ... =)

hattan's memburu rindu

Hattan

Memburu Rindu 

Kemanakah hatimu kala aku
Menanti kata cinta Mengalir air mata
Kala sepi tiba

Terasakan langkahmu makin laju
Melangkah batas rindu
Dan aku pun memburu
Mentari yang jauh

Berikanlah masa untukku
Mendendangkan kasih dalam syahdu
Tidak terhenti pilu di dadaku
Terlepas bayangmu

Kugenggam angin semalam
Kusimpan jadi nyanyian
Kupeluk bayang hitamku
Menjadi kamus mimpiku

Ning Baizura's Dugaanku

hati pedih menangis,
jiwaku yang suram,
malam yang panjang,
ingin aku bersendirian..

merenung kehidupan,
memikir kesudahan,
pada siapakah hendak ku curah,
keresahanku..

aku berpaut pada sejengkal tali cuma,
itulah yang ada sementara aku hidup di dunia ini,
inikah dugaanku,
inikah kesempatan,
haruskah ku terus atau membiarkan ianya berlalu..

dekat didepan mata,
berat meluah kata,
terpendam segala apa dirasa,
sekian lama ini..

apakah kita nanti,
tiada dapat serasi,
ataukah hanya aku bermimpi,
untuk memiliki..

aku berpaut pada sejengkal tali cuma,
itulah yang ada sementara aku hidup di dunia ini,
inikah dugaanku,
inikah kesempatan,
haruskah ku terus atau membiarkan ianya berlalu..

kesempatan yang datang tiada ketentuan,
puasku memandang di kejauhan tak kesampaian..
sering terbayang-bayang,
tinggi lagi harapan,
adakah kusempat atau pun tidak,
untuk bersamamu...

LIpstick Jungle

Okay, I hav a problem.. and the problem is my lipstick.. Blame it on my lips or maybe my mom quotation of me being "anak yang mahal" is kinda true. The thing is, a few years ago, i used to wear AVON lipstick in Iced Mocha. Fahmy remembers it very well hahaha... But sadly, it was discontinued and Fahmy lost a faithful customer hehehe... That lipstick suits me well yeah, like i said, it was discontinued. Then i was on the search again for suitable lipstick...

And then it was ZA and Revlon.  But ZA was kinda pricey and I was just a student. ALWAYS A STUDENT..sigh... So is the Revlon lipstick....  BUt i still buy them, nak buat mcm mana... Then i put a stop to it coz its very pricey for me.

I then move on to MAYBELINE ( walaupun tak berapa favour siti masa tu...hehehe) found the right colour and tiba tiba discontinued again !!! CISSS.. but they put on a new set of watershine colour. Found the right colour and used it happily. Malangnya, setibanya saya di Adelaide, the lipstick don't do me justice.. hahaha.. So i got myself in love with the Maybeline range over there.. A stay on liquid lipstick with it stay on liquid as well in SPICE. Well, it's a good colour, good lipstick, and doesnt hurt my lips at all. The thing is, you wouldn't want to know the price after conversion....**sigh** ....

So on my last trip back home, i decided to get a slightly affordable lipstick. And there was SIMPLYSITY. yeah, the beauty range by SITI NURHALIZA. The price is afordable and the colour is WAHLAWEI !!!! I LIKE !!!! So i started wearin it and pakai lah sebab suka and suits me. Until a few weeks ago, entah mcm mana, tiba tiba dah tak sesuai, my lips becomes itchy, and very dry, and hitam..(FUHYOHHH..) I was kinda devastated. Palmer's Coco butter lips swive thingy came to the rescue and the day after, my lips are back to normal and the hitam hitam dah hilang.. alhamdulillah, and i bought my self a new lipstick from ZA.

and my worst nightmare is back again..It doesn't suits me !!!!! Huarghhhhh !!!!  after a few hours wearin it, my lips becomes itchy, thumping and rasa mcm besar semacam..after washing it off, woahhh... the lips is kinda very red and plump and dah pecah pecah balik.. ( yes the lipstick ada plumping efect and maybe that's causing the itch and i cant stand it). Owh Dear !!! letihnya nak go lipstick hunting again ....( as i am writing, the lips is still itching)

So now, i am lipstickless... hehehe... Kalau lah saya ni secantik lisa surihani or Fasha sendat... Tapi i am beautifully challenged. If i go out with my bare face, children get scared of me and they will start staring. Not only kids, but adults too.. and i can't stand them staring at me.. usually, i will give my " WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT ?" face.. which makes me unfriendly.. hehehe... Some people are lucky that they dun hav to put colour on their face. ye la, dah cukup semuanya ALLAH bagi kan.. me, i have a huge red thingy on my face which makes people stares at me.So,i have to put colour on my face to make it normal, i have no choice..hehehe.. Dah nasib kan... ALLAH KNOWS BEST...

But its okay, will try and look for the right lipstick..hey.. it's a lipstick jungle out there... ;p

the fouth from top color is nice... and that's my kinda color

CrAp !

hahahaha...

Magnets

Akhirnya... naik juga ke dinding after a few months project terbengkalai.. I bought the metal board from IKEA a few months back becoz I was kinda frustrated to see all the fridge magnets on the fridge mcm hidup segan mati tak mau... hehehe Fridge is situated in the wet kitchen so cepat la magnets tu nak berdanai and kakak will have to cuci everytime she wipe the fridge..

And so, Lepas beli the board, Loh pulak busy to come arround to fix it and Mak pun lupa... FInally tadi, Loh's woker Tan datang, i quickly suruh dia fix it and.. Tadaaa....

I love the way you lie

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's all right, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's all right, because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.

Back to Kg Pisang

A MUST WATCH !!!!!

Esp for ZOmBiE Kg Pisang Fans out there..

Hillarious !! Entertaining !! 

Had fun with Izwan and Uss watching this one.. Gelak sampai penat.. hehehehehe

To me, it's a good movie and mcm ni la orang kata filem kita wajah kita..

Good Job and two thumbs up to Encik MAMAT KHALID !!!

Lama dah tunggu filem Malaysia yang mempunyai lawak yang bagus bukan mcm filem orang dari situ tu ( tak leh sebut , nanti kang kena saman, jenuh...)....

Sakit Mata...

i dunno why, to me sakit mata has become a yearly event  since 5 years back.. Setiap tahun, mesti akan sakit mata , at least setahun sekali. According to my doctor Aunt, it's a conjuctivitis, but i dunno what type.. Sebab this time the lower lids was badly swollen and sangat sakit that i can feel that my hidung pun krekot skali.. maybe the joining urat pun affected kan.. This time the sakit mata attack the kepala directly.. mcm migrane pun iya jugak tapi migrane lagi sakit... the worst thing is, i dunno what causes my eyes to bengkak mcm tu.. nak kata contact lense, i dun use contact on this eye anymore, but mata lagi satu yes.. nak kata ada benda gigit, idok le pulak.. hehehehe

So this is the photo of my swollen eye...

Alhamdulillah, dah baik dah ...

renjis-renjis dipilis part 2

ok, Malam ni, I'm with the laptop. hehehehe... senang sikit nak upload gambar. Nama je Phone canggih, tapi kat blogspot tak leh upload gambar, InnaDey ? hehehe BUat malu nama buah Epal je.. ( ke, yours truly belum habis explore lagi ? hehehe tak pe, slow slow..)

And So, i was telling you guys about the Hantaran. The last time I menyumbangkan tenaga utk buat hantaran is during Kak Yana's Wedding a few years back. BUkan lah saya ni teror sangat, tapi the simple ones, i can do lah.. 

It was just a simple hantaran, with a huge rose and ribbons on each hantaran. For Kak Yana, it's a mix of english and traditional thingy. I used the KEMBAI  ( the kotak anyaman and also bakul anyaman mengkuang). My grandmother loves this Kembai ( I dunno the real name but Kembai is what my mom and grandma called it.. hehehe) and she used to have a lot of it. After she passed away, my mom took one small Kembai for keeps. The Kembai you see in the photo however, does not belong to my grandma, but it belongs to the Mak Andam.. The English part on the hantaran is the English Rose with english ribbons and also the colour which is maroon and gold. 

My first time doung hantaran was during my sister's enggagement back in 2000. Me, my mom and Sis colaborated to do her hantaran and also bunga telur. Then, me and my mom did her wedding hantaran in 2001. The theme is GOLD. various shades of Gold ribbons, with gold flower.. whoahhh... BUt i dun have the pic of those hantarans as i dun own a digi cam just yet and was too busy running around during the nikah day. The whole hantaran photos ada dgn my sister =)

And yesterday, i was asked to do a part of my cousin's hantaran tunang, again , just a simple one. Just playing around with ribbons and a bunch of rose with a rose bud. That's all... and hasilnya... ( belum lah siap 100%, sebab i buat the bunga and ribbons je..)

This one is for fruits... I love the bakul... my cousin ada good taste ... hehe

This one is the kain for baju nikah..

This one is for the Ring...

a few hours ago, my cousin came to see his hantaran and I was so Alhamdulillah, happy and glad when he was like "WOW !!!!" when he saw his hantarans hehehehe... Nasib baik dia suka and puas hati, kalau dia tak suka, jenuh nak repair hehehe..

One thing in common, sejak zaman my sister bertunang, sampai lah ke thn 2010, bunga bunga and ribbons ( except my sister's ribbons, Mak beli in Singapore coz tetiba terjumpa kedai ribbon murah kat sana masa dia outstation ke sana...) smua kita dapatkan dari.....

hehehe.. zaman tu, SSF ada kat sungai buloh je and baru nak bukak kat Jalan TAR.. I remember meredah jalan ke sungai buloh yang dulunya bukan mcm sekarang dengan My Mom and sis sebelum dia bertunang segala, masa tu nak pi beli bunga utk rumah... Sangat Azab meredah tepi hutan FRIM and nursery tempat orang beli bunga tu.hehehe.. lepas we discover the place, baru lah kit agi beli barang bertunang dia kat SSF. Lepas tu when the one in Jalan TAR was opened, kita gi sana je lah. 

Seronok buat hantaran ni sebenarnya.. I really love doing it.. the simple ones lah , Nak buat yang luxurious and sangat high class mcm orang orang hardcore like Rizalman, Pak Abu, and hantaran Elyana, hehehe... belum la kot...perhaps later when i have the time..InsyaALLAH....

Selamat bertunang to my cousin =)

oh ya, it didn't take me long to do the ribbons thingy coz I was in the mood semalam that i buat dua and today satu and that's all. It just took me a few hours and none of my paper work terjejas becoz of this hehehehe..

renjis renjis di pilis ....

haaihhh kebetulan balik kali ni kena pulak musim org kawin. cousin sendiri,kawan sekuliah, anak kawan baik mak and cousins's enggagement. boy, so many events to attend that my baju kurung collection habis di pakai sampai kena beli satu yang baru hehehe.actually after i left for adelaide, my mom took all my baju kurung and give away to anak yatim. some yang i baru pakai sekali je.there's no reason for the baju kurung to duduk dlm my closet and they would be meaningful to the ones receiving.she gav away all baju kurung sampaikan baju kurung biasa dah tak da lansung,all that's left is baju kurung glamour je hehehe. and so thn 2010 ni lah yg merasa tak cukup baju nak pakai hehehe

well as we know it, my cousin joe got married, followed by my cousin dilla's enggagement,then nadia got married (nadia is my mom's best fren's daughter) and then my fren aizad got married and finally my cousin imran iS getting engage on new year's day. CONGRATULATIONS to all of you guys !!!

td i was asked do decorate the bakul imran is using as hantaran. lama dah i didn't do this kind of work. bunga telur tu biasa lah. ok hav to stop. doing this from iphone4 and the ruang is kinda limited hehehehehe. belum explore lagi laaa. ni baru first time nak karang blog melalui phone kan. tak pe nanti tunggu part 2 ok ;)

i wont fight

I will not fight with you, 

If you want him, 

You can have him...

I will not fight you,

You can use all the means and way to get him.

You can do so...

Please be my guess.

I will not fight with you,

even if i ......

I'll make way for you..

Don't you worry...

I will not fight

Coz I believe in ALLAH..

and ALLAH knows best...

Tag

If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other "victims". You have to tag me, too, so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you as a friend.

To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your title as "Getting to know each other!", tag 25 people including me (tagging is done in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.



1. What time did you get up this morning? 6.45 a.m.

2. How do you like your steak? i rarely eat steak.. but i like it medium rare.

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Rapunzel : The Tangled tale yesterday with Amir and Farhan.. luv ya guys !

4. What is your favorite TV show? The Big Bang Theory , Grey's Anatomy, F.R.I.E.N.D.S

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Hujan emas di negara orang, Hujan batu di negara sendiri ... you know the rest hehehe....

6. What did you have for breakfast? A bottle of Brand's Prune Essence hehehehe

7. What is your favorite cuisine? Indian,Italian, Asian

8. What foods do you dislike? i love everything when it comes to food hehehehe

9. Favorite Place to Eat? Home Sweet Home with Mom's cooking

10. Favorite dressing? home made dressing. lemon juice,honey,olive oil or Greek yougurt and mint

11. What kind of vehicle do you drive? Savvy

12. What are your favorite clothes? Baggy Jeans and T-Shirt

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance? the whole wide world...

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?1/2 cup full

15. Where would you want to retire? Adelaide kot hehehehe... still too early to think about retiring when i havent even start work yet hehehe

16. Favorite time of day? Early in the Morning

17. Where were you born? Penang

 18. What is your favorite sport to watch? Football

19. Who do you think will not tag you back? Nobody

20. Person you expect to tag you back first? Nobody coz i'm not tagging anyone hehehe

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this? Nobody

22. People watcher? ;P

23. Are you a morning person or a night person? morning

24. Do you have any pets? Yes, 4 cats... one of them thinks she's a dog coz she's acting like one...

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share? I'm engaged... hahahaha GOTHCA !!!

26. What did you want to be when you were little? I wanna be Free hehehehe

27. What is your best childhood memory? Growing up with loads of Friends, then going back to penang to spend time with cousin during school holidays hehehee

28. Are you a cat or dog person? CAT

29. Are you married? NOPE

30. Always wear your seat belt? Someimes

31. Been in a car accident? Yeah ! hehehe

32. Any pet peeves? No

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings? pepperoni by DOminos

34. Favorite Flower? Hydrangea

 35. Favorite ice-cream? Cookies and Cream

36. How many times did you fail your driving test? Not even once.. got it right the first time =)

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? hahahaha... good question !!!

40. Do anything spontaneous lately? yeah... but cant tell here.

41. Like your job? job ? what job?

42. Broccoli, raw or cooked? cooked

43. What was your favorite vacation? Langkawi... with my cousins

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?  family

45. What are you listening to right now? some korean song

46. What is your favorite color? BLACK

47. How many tattoos do you have? dun hav any =)

DONAT

Saya nak makan donat !!!!

Tapi saya tak nak yang kedai punya.. Saya nak yang mak saya buat punya...Mcm masa saya kecik kecik dulu...


 Dulu-dulu masa saya kecik, mak saya rajin buat kuih muih Walaupun dia bekerja dan walaupun kami tak de pembantu rumah masa tu.. Mak saya rajin buat karipap dan tekalah sapa yang suka menyibuk nak buat sama hehehe.. Inti karipap nya pulak tak sama mcm orang lain punya..  Mak saya pun rajin buat DOnat jugak.. selain itu, dia rajin buat caramel pudding dan bread butter pudding versi nenek saya.

Pastu bila kami dah besar dan adik saya pun dah di lahirkan, Mak pun dah jarang buat kuih muih ni semua..Lagipun Mak ayah saya sangat Busy sampailah dorang Pencen hehehe...Habis satu dunia depa tawaf sampaikan rumah jadi mcm hotel je hehehehe..

Apa apa pun, saya harap saya dapat makan Donat hasil tangan Mak tak lama lagi..


Apa pasal la entry ni mcm sengal semacam je hehehehehe

Gambar saya pinjam dari SINI dgn bantuan Mr Google Bear =)

Anda ada masalah ke kalau ...... ?

Ini bukan entry EMO... <---cewahh... bgtau siap siap nih... hehehehe 

Tapi ini adalah entry sekadar menceritakan apa yang terjadi...

Situasi 1

seorang kawan menulis di dinding FaceBook pada hari jadi saya yang ke-30.

"selamat hari jadi dan semoga cepat cepat kawin.."

Saya baca tanpa perasaan. Marah pun tidak, suka pun tidak... Haihhh.... Terima kasih lah kerana doa anda hendak suruh saya cepat kawin ye.. Kawan yang satu ini memang tak sudah sudah bertanya bila nak kawin setiap kali berjumpa. Paling tidak dia kenen, hujung tahun ni makan nasik minyak saya. Saya tak marah.. Terasa pun tidak.. Hanya mampu ketawa sahaja.. Jodoh bukan di tangan saya.. Berteman lelaki pun tidak, Nak di kahwinkan saya dengan siapa? Tiang lampu kah? hehehehe... teman teman karib saya marah bila saya cerita kan situasi ini.. Yang mengenali teman tersebut mencadangkan saya memulangkan paku buah keras.. " Semoga cepat ada baby..." . Tapi saya tidak pernah berkata begitu padanya. Bertanyakan bila nak menambahkan bilangan ahli keluarga pun tak pernah ketika kami keluar Makan. Begitu saya menjaga perasaan orang akan tetapi, saya yang seringkali diasak dgn soalan soalan, bila nak kawin, jgn jual mahal, dan sebagainya... Dah nasib...nak buat mcm na.. lain kali, kalau teman yang sama bertanya lagi

Teman : Bila nak kawin ni?

Saya : Haa.. kejap lagi pengantin lelaki sampai lah... ! tak lama dah ni, lagi seminit sampai laa...hehehehe

Situasi 2

Isteri org : umur you berapa?

Saya : 29

Isteri org : ooo.. so u datang sini buat Masters ye..?

Saya : Ooo bukan, saya buat Masters di UiTM, saya buat PhD kat sini..

Isteri org : ehh.. muda muda dah buat PhD, tak takut tak laku ke? nanti tak kawin nanti.. lelaki takut...

Saya : --terkesima-- <---wahhh terkesima nih...hehehehe ye lah, terkejutla dia ckp mcm tu..

Jodoh bukan di tangan Anda.. Jodoh di tangan ALLAH. anda kah yang menentukan jodoh saya..? Anda ke yang decide segalanya? 

Ye memang lelaki ada sedikit ego kalau perempuan tu lebih darinya.. It happens to me where by a guy can't even terima when my test results is greater than his... itu baru result test je.. dah tak leh terima...

 I know the consequences when i decided to do my PhD. Buat PhD bukan buat Dosa Besar. SAya mencari ilmu. Kalau lah ada orang yang rasional yang boleh berfikir lebih sedikit. Ibu bapa saya menggalakkan saya membua PhD tanpa mempersoalkan bilakan saya akan berkahwin dan sebagainya.. Malah ibu bapa saya juga tahu consequensesnya.. kerana mereka lebih kenal siapa anak mereka.. Berwajah bagaimanakan anak mereka ( yang lansung tak di gilai oleh mana mana lelaki...boleh ckp gitu? hehehe bukan apa, saya sedar diri dan rupa saya mcm mana, dan saya berpjak di bumi yang nyata.. hehe ). Entah laa... saya pun tak faham dengan hukuman yang di kenakan pada wanita belum berkahwin yang membuat PhD atau Masters. Hukuman dan Pandangan Masyarakat sangat tidak adil.. Masyarakat patut bersyukur at least ada jugak wanita giler ( merujuk pada diri sendiri) yang nak buat PhD nak bantu Universiti dan para pelajar masa hadapan yang boleh jadi anak anak ornag yang 'bijak' berkata kata tu... 

Situasi 3

Ada seorang teman saya yang berlainan jantina yang concern bila tgk saya tak kawin. Hatinya jadi tak senang agaknya. Teman saya yang seorang ni mengklasifikasikan dirinya orang alim. segala lunas agama di ikutinya ( memang itu tanggungjawab kita kan...) paling best, dengan saya saya sekali di tegurnya kerana berpakaian tidak mengikut lunas islam. Berlengan pendek, tudung kecik sebagainya, meletakkan gambar tidak menutup aurat di facebook, tingkah laku bila berada dengan lelaki bukan muhrim, adap bercakap dgn lelaki bukan muhrim dan sebagainya... Habis segala hadis dan surah di curahkan pada saya mengatakan saya salah.. Saya terima dan berterima kasih kerana ada juga orang yang concern walaupun dia bukan teman istimewa saya. hehehehe... 

Selepas dia mendirikan rumah tangganya, dia sibuk mensarankan saya agar mendirikan rumah tangga juga..Masalahnya, nak kawin dgn tiang lampu kah? Nak berkahwin masa saya tengah study ni.. Teman saya yang seorang ini mencadangkan saya mengorat seorang kawan lelaki kami.... Haihhh... mahu sahaja saya pulangkan segala surah surah yang di tarbiahkan pada saya dulu tentang salam islam tak boleh bercouple, adap adap bercakap dengan lelaki bukan muhrim dan sebagainya.....Sudahnya, saya dan kawan lelaki itu menjadi buah mulutnya pada teman teman yang lain.. bukan kan ini sudah di kira FItnah wahai "ustaz"...?  Akibat perbuatanya membawa mulut, saya yang terkena tempiasnya.. saya di tuduh tergila gilakan kawan lelaki kami itu.. sedangkan kami hanya rapat sebagai kawan rapat sahaja. Tidak lebih dari itu.. 

Begitu lah sikap orang yang tak senang bila saya tidak berkahwin...

Situasi 4

Saya ke kedai runcit untuk membeli roti yang di pesan emak selepas ke Spa yang terletak bersebelahan kedai runcit itu. Tuan punya kedai ternampak saya dan menegur 

Tuan punya kedai : Haa.. lama tak nampak.. bila balik?

Saya : minggu lepas. nask sambung research

Tuan Punya kedai : Ni bila nak habis belajar ni? orang lain dah kawin dan ada anak..You jugak yang tak habis habis belajar lagi...Ni bila nak kawin ni?

Saya : DOing research is not easy okay...lagi pun, i bukan buat Degree.. i buat PhD kot... ( selamba je saya jawab.. Allah maha mengetahui betapa bukan niat saya nak riak atau bongkak)

Entah lah, saya tak marah , suka pun tak.. mungkin saya terlalu mengambil hati , siapa yang tak nak kawin? Ada family, ada suami dan anak anak, bak kata orang "ada Life sendiri". Saya selalu baca blog kawan kawan yang sudah berkahwin , yang dah ada baby, Saya baca Blog kawan saya Dayah yang sejak anak nya baru seorang sampai dah masuk tiga.. hehehehe Saya kagum dengan Dia. Bagi saya dia supermom di usia yang muda.Dia boleh memasak utk ayahnya,menguruskan suami dan tiga anaknya.. dia bukan sahaja pandai memasak, dia boleh menjahit dan melakukan mcm mcm lagi. Saya kagum dengan kawan yang seorang ini dan saya pun memasag hajat, mungkin satu hari nanti, saya boleh jadi mcm dayah juga, sekiranya di izinkan ALLAH..

Mungkin orang orang di luar sana yang panas mata tgk orang tak kahwin lagi kot hehehe...Tak apa lah.. ada jodoh nanti, kahwin lah saya ye, Insyallah di izinkan ALLAH....

hehehe INSYALLAH... Amin...

A Wedding and A Convocation

Last saturday marks 2 important events for our Family. Both immediate Family and our extended Family.

My beloved cousin Joe is finally getting married and everyone is so excited. It's like the highlight of the year for us although we had other family member's wedding as well this year. Joe's wedding is different.. =). There's gonna be a family reunion of anak cucu cicit Pak aji Ariff and Mami Salmah. A huge Massive one.. Long lost cousins, First cousins, second cousins, nephews and nieces and also not to forget my Cucus from everywhere will reunite. Relatives from Singapore will come with their troop. Boy it's gonna be huge..

So Joe and Sheeks got hitched last Saturday. Sheeks was surprised to see me there.. hehehehe... Gotcha !!!! Both Joe and Sheeks are wondering whether will i be back for their wedding, not only them but both their parents as well. Luckily I got a few appointments and made even more for my research thingy and decided to come home.. ( apart form my research blunders...which is not appropriate to be discussed here)

Alhamdulillah, it all went well on the akad day where pihak lelaki datang dgn rombongan seramai 42 orang including me hehehehe di selitkan di saat akhir.

And after the akad, we rushed back to shah alam to attend Farhan's COnvocation. Again, i menyelit ikut masuk my parents' VIP invitations hehehehe.. malu jugak coz invitation is for 2 but i ikut skali plak..and that lady says its okay, so no biggie lah...

COngrats Farhan.

The ceremony was kinda one of a kind i guess coz it the budak budak law was very hyper and like cheering all the time. Unlike during my time, smua masuk dalam and duduk diam diam hehehe...

ALHAMDULILLAH...I was given the chance to not miss the two important event in my Family History... A new family member which is Sheeks Brown !!! Woot WOOOT ! and also another Lawyer in the making in the Family...Although  I was upset about my research blunders and people and relatives kutuk kutuk saying that, "Amboi... Adelaide - KL mcm KL- penang je... " Yeah I get that a lot... If they could only understand that Adelaide - KL is not even near or match KL- Penang okay !!! hehehe...

Nak Pi Penang tak yah nak berkampung kat Airport sampai 8 Jam over night where you cant sleep to guard yr luggage and all..Nak gi toilet kena masuk Nursing room coz it's safer..Haaiihhh... that's why lar...Tak pe la, orang tak faham, boleh kata je laa... kita yang menanggung sengsara...and they made it look so bad..seolah olah kesalahan besar plak hehehehe...paling tak tahan, ada juga yang bersuara "Aik, kalau research you kat Malaysia, buat apa pi sampai oversea pastu asyik balik!" haaa.. sapa nak jawab tu? kuang ...kuang....kuang.... hehehehe

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wire extention

One fine morning...
Me : Farhan, where's the wire extention yang Kak Ngah slalu pakai utk laptop tu?
Farhan : CUba tanya kakak
Me : Ok

Cari kakak and tanya

Me : Kakak, mana extention wire yang kaler putih yang saya slalu pakai untuk komputer saya?
Kakak : Entah saya... tanya sama Farhan.
Me : ( laughing...) tanya farhan, dia kata tanya kakak, tanya kakak, kakak suruh tanya Farhan...

Oh yeah, i am back home.Not for Holiday ( I wish i could have one right now.. but nak gi spa pun tak sempat...) but for my research. Appointments lined up mcm semut dah ni...

The journey home was really tiring...Didn't sleep for nearly 24 hours.. Sampai Malaysia, kepala pun naik sasau.. hehehe... Sampai LCCT je, bag pulak tak kluar..the container with our bags got jammed and we waited for one hour and a half for our bags..( orang lain dah kluar habis dah..bags passengers yang check in awal smua tersangkut...dugaan betul...Tapi alhamdulillah, dah selesai...)

Love Is Bitter, Pain Is Calling - Seo In Young

lyric translation

You can not love
Do not even say,
That's who you are around other people

I shut my ears away
Shut your eyes away
Pinned all my heart

Manggajyeodo my mind right fool
You can be happy only if
But if you break up with her
Was growing increasingly looking bad

I can not take it anymore, I think my heart's about to burst
Oh baby I miss you
Chao breath wandered rapidly get in
Suddenly coming from the front of your house

I'll stand by and watch helplessly from the sidelines I'll just sneak
Oh baby keeps crying, but I
Broken tears will not stop
Not be able to see your appearance

Manggajyeodo my mind right fool
You can be happy only if
But if you break up with her
Was growing increasingly looking bad

I can not take it anymore, I think my heart's about to burst
Oh baby I miss you
Chao breath wandered rapidly get in
Suddenly coming from the front of your house

I'll stand by and watch helplessly from the sidelines I'll just sneak
But I keep crying Oh Baby
Broken tears will not stop
Not be able to see your appearance

If you are returning to the first moment I met
I'm not overly Chuck
I also can not go back to try to pray daily Crap

We can not say I can not breathe
Oh baby, you're looking for one
Hiding hiding awaited
I took all my heart broken

I love good told me told me it was good
Who lied to you Oh baby
I mean I like the pain and love
I'm talking tears 


P/s : idok le teman tahu translation nya tepat ke idok... tapi lagunya best ehehehe

tumoro...

Tomorrow, i will be fine,
tumorrow, i akan kutip balik semangat i yang dah jatuh bersepah ni,
tumorrow, i will be happy again, put my head up high and keep moving on ,
and tolak benda lain tepi..
i just have too...
ALLAH knows best..
i believe in that...
insyallah ALLAH ada install something for me in the future...
insyallah...

( husna, sudah la... jgn semak kepala fikir lagi, okay...) <---- nak sedapkan hari sendiri hehehehe

raindrops keep falling on my head =), atap bocor kot?

 by BJ Thomas





Raindrops keep falling on my head
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed
Nothin' seems to fit
Those raindrops are falling on my head, they keep falling

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun
And I said I didn't like the way he' got things done
Sleepin' on the job
Those raindrops are falling on my, head they keep falling

But there's one thing I know
The blues he sends to meet me won't defeat me
It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep falling on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red
Crying's not for me
Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothing's worrying me.

Eidul Adha 2010

It's a nice one, Simple yet productive =)

We celebrate it at Uni... Uni je? Yeah, uni.. at the Plaza to be exact hehehe... It is nice to pray outdoor once in a while, with a nice waether ofcourse... hehehe... you wouldn't want to do it during summer when it is scorching Hot... hehehe.. Tapi kat Mekah boleh je, Subhanallah..Ya ALLAH, i really miss that place... =(. The coldness of the concrete flooring underneath the prayer mat. The tali rafia they use to mark the saf. Kids in their cute telekungs. Indonesian and middle eastern ladies chit chatting.. hehehe... Alaa.. kalau smayang raya kat Masjid shah alam pun, environmentnya mcm ni jugak... so, the best is to smayang raya kat Masjid Alhidayah sec 11, Shah Alam... 100% local and 100% your neighbours hehehehe... ( ehhh.. promote plak sekejap..hehehe).

I dun really mind about the Makan part. Yeah, once in a while you get cravings, you wanna eat your local foods kan. hehehe... and raya is the time that you can put the time and really cook.. =). This year, my housemate made rendang and Avocado Muffins. Nice Muffins I tell you... especially when it is fresh out of the oven.. ( which i did eat yesterday night when she bake her first batch. hehehe... i'm the food taster whatt hehehe). We were quite dissappointed since our usual source of rendang is unavailable at the local Asian Groceries. So, my housemate tried a new source. Which later, was modified. hehehe Seriously, sangat sedap...

There was suppose to be a gathering as usuall but this time it was at one of our fellow coursemate who is a PR here. Would love to go and join but yours truly ada Meeting dgn supervisor.. Meeting yang saaangat.... ngeeeeee heheehehe.... =). and by the time meeting habis, hari dah separuh and to get to the gathering place is kind like, perjalanan dari FLinders  registry ke FMC naik loop bus, then merentas bukit bukau, nampak sheeps along the highway, naik Bus 721F, then change busses kat old reynella, hop on to 725 and stop at stop 60 and make way to the rumah. kira tolak, kali , tambah, darab, bahagi, .... sampai rumah orang pun dah nak dekat pukul 4 nanti.. entah entah, gathering pun dah habis hehehehe.... So, all the single ladies tak pergi as me having my meeting, the others pun ada hal masing masing, yang nak submit assignment, yang nak exam lagi..How i wish it would be nearer... bukannya apa, kami bukan ada pimpam pempot dah nak bawak kami sana sini..hehehe.. and how i Miss those peeps and the happiness that we once felt... The joy and so many the lah... bukan orang orang baru tak best, tapi, i miss orang orang lama hehehehe....esp my buddies kat flinders housing..

But we are happy with our Eid at the Plaza though.. Sangat Happy... like i said, i dun mind the food, but its about being somewhere that make you feel happy..

A promise Can't be kept

casablanca

Ya ALLAH

 YA-ALLAH by WALI BAND






(Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah) 2X

Ya Allah jangan Kau coba aku
Melebihi batas mampu dan sanggupku
Ya Allah bila memang Kau coba
Aku percaya Kau sayang padaku

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah

Ya Allah lindungilah diriku
Dari yang menjahati menzhalimiku
Ya Allah Kaulah Maha Segala
Engkaulah pelindung hidup dan matiku

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah

Ya Allah jangan Kau coba aku
Melebihi batas mampu dan sanggupku

PiNgU

saying hi on his first few days... hehehehe masa ni mata pun tak bukak lagi..

3 yrs old Pingu

.... tgk tu dia dok dakap telor masin.. A big fan of Telur this one...

Teringat dulu Liana, one of my best friend slalu ckp
" Idie kalau bercakap pasal kucing dia, mcm ckp pasal anak...."
hehehehehe....

segenggam tabah - In Team

Lyrics to Segenggam Tabah by In-Team:

Bertali arus dugaan tiba
Menakung sebak airmata
Namun tak pernah pun setitis
Gugur berderai di pipi

Tidak ditempah hidup sengsara
Suratan nasib yang melanda
Menongkah badai bergelora
Diredah bersendirian

Bagaikan camar pulang senja
Patah sayapnya tetap terbang jua
Sekadar secicip rezeki
Buat yang sedang rindu menanti
http://www.free-lyrics.org/12564-In-Team.html

Segenggam tabah dipertahankan
Buat bekalan di perjalanan
Kau bebat luka yang berdarah
Kau balut hati yang calar

Telah tertulis suratan nasibmu
Derita buatmu ada hikmahnya
Terlukis senyum di bibir lesu
Tak siapa tahu hatimu

Biarpun keruh air di hulu
Mungkinkah jernih di muara
Biarpun jenuh hidup dipalu
Pasti bertemu tenangnya





Dah,... dah... mood jiwang kna  tolak tepi...

skarang mood nasyid....

Happy Birthday MAK TAM !!!

MAK TAM !!!!!!!!!!!

TEEEheeeeee

heee....

It's been nearly a month now since this baby got into my arms... It arrived on the day I turn 30. Right on the dot ! and life is never the same ,,, Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

 

ALHAMDULILLAH ...

THANK YOU !!!!!

happy

Alhamdulillah

hehehehehe......

30 day Challenge - 11

Day 11, Question 11

11. Your top three fav band

Answer

This one is gonna be pictorial...

 Green day

 Search

Foo Fighters

;p

30 day Challenge - 10

 

Day 10, Question 10

10. Talk about your pets or the pets you would like to have

Answer :

Hahahaha.... i love this question !!! Sure do luv to talk about my pets hehe...

COCO CIPRONI

 This is Arwah Coco. Look at how big he is... he is our first official pet. Coco kami amik kat pasar when he was nearly died of poverty hehehe boleh buat ayat mcm tu? Ada orang buang dia and adik beradik kat gerai buah. So me and my sister took him, adik beradik dia ada yang dah mati dah pun masa tu.. kesian... Coco is our buah hati and etc.. smua orang sayang kat coco. But, unfortunately, sebab coco did not get his momma's milk while growing up, he fall sick easily. ( see how important mommy's milk are.. not only to us human, but also to animals...). COco was diaagnosed with batu karang and went for operation. he didn't survive... and i demam dua minggu after he died.. i felt lost coz coco teman me study malam malam, teman tgk TV, sleep with me at night. whenever he tak sleep wth me, every morning, he will meow outside my room. My mom describe it better hehehe coz dia yang slalu nampak coco buat mcm tu.. oh ya, that's his fav bakul there. he luv to sleep in that bakul. and kalau kita bawak bakul tu masuk bilik malam malam, dia tido dalam bakul tu la.. hehehe..

PUTEH

 We got putih while we had COCO. dorang ni boleh kira best friends. Puteh dah tua sekarang. she's 9 years old now.. After Coco died, Puteh took over teman me study malam malam dari diploma sampai lah ke Masters and also teman i buat proposal for PhD... She also knows a lot of stuff coz i talk to her most of the time. ehehehe

 Belle, Pingu and Hitler...

belle yang Domok

Pingu

Hitler

Later when i was doing my masters, Belle came over to the house with injured leg. so i put gamat and keep her for a night only. esoknya, kami lepas dia and dia pun hilang.. two week later, she came again, kaki dia tak da lansung kesan injury tu which was kinda strange for the most quickest recovery. but anway, after that dia asyik lepas rumah kami and tak balik balik pun rumah dia. sampai she got pregnant and deliver 3 kittens, Pingu, Hitler and Jamb. Jamb was given away to farhan's fren. and we were suppose to give away the rest but we kept them instead... hehehe...

Boyzone's i luv the way u luv me

Layaaaan.... ada orang tu memang makin mengarut-ngarut sngguh malam nih...


ini lah padahnnya dgr playlist lagu jiwang karat kat iTunes


hehehehe....

Reo Speedwagon's Can't fight this feeling

 



I cant fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

I tell myself that I cant hold out forever
I said there is no reason for my fear
Cause I feel so secure when were together
You give my life direction
You make everything so clear

And even as I wander
Im keeping you in sight
Youre a Candle in the window
On a cold, dark winters night
And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crashing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
Ive been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that Im following you, girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone Id never find

And even as I wander
Im keeping you in sight
Youre a Candle in the window on a cold, dark winters night
And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
Ive forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore.







Aiyohh...tetiba plak khen......

and this song brings back a

hehehe.....

Awatlah husna mengarut malam nih...

P/s : mari kita tunggu Che Kay komen hehehehe.. komen Che Kay.. Komen...