Pendam

PENDAM

Aku yang mengejar bayang
Cinta kian terbiar
Terpendam kata tak terungkap selamanya

Pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa
Mahu memilikinya
Aku hanya hamba cinta

Bisik hatiku lepaskan dirinya
Sungguh aku tak bisa
Biarlah ku sendiri
Tanpa kasih di hati

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi
Cinta yang menyakiti
Biarlah aku pergi
Tiada hampa di hati

Pedihnya hanya aku yang merasa
Mahu memilikinya
Aku hanya hamba cinta

Bisik hatiku lepaskan dirinya
Sungguh aku tak bisa
Biarlah ku sendiri
Tanpa kasih di hati

Aku tak mampu pertahankan lagi
Cinta yang menyakiti
Biarlah aku pergi
Tiada hampa di hati

Aku yang mengejar bayang cinta

P/S : Only ALLAH knows....I am just human... 

ShuMAI

Finally, i made shu mai on my own. I used beef coz mom dun take chicken.

Used carrot, corriander, pepper, and garlic powder and 2 eggs for the filling.

Then, me and kakak pun startto make the shumai and dumpling.




Beef,carrot and all to be mixed together. Then let it cool in the fridge. Then u can start making the dumplings.




My shu mai




My fried wonton (mom requested it to be fried)

Alhamdulillah.it turn out good :)


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Tolong ! Tolong

Husna : kakak, boleh minta tolong?
Kakak : TOLONG !!! TOLONG !!! ( sambil menjerit minta tolong)
Husna : -_____-' (tapi tergelak besar lepas tu hahahahaha)


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Kemah

Okay that's the bed i'm sleeping in tonite. Aduhhh mcm tent!!! Rimas pulak tgk katil tu mcm tu.seumur hidup tak pernah tido katil mcm ni tau.hehehehe I mean with the langsir mcm tu.

I am not sleeping in my bed tonite because of my sinus. Hitler lepak on my bed and God knows where she played before, all the dust and stuff, makes me sneeze.yang pelik tu hitler aja yang trigger my sinus, belle and pingu tak pulak. I took out the bed sheet and didnt put a new one yet.tadi nak bubuh pingu landing baik punya.kesian nak kejut dia turun katil. Nak pasang sendiri tilam tu maha berat !! So in the end lupa nak pasang cadar baru.




He's not himself today, asyik melepek tido and a bit clingy.tak tau why. Tapi still sempat posing





Gud nite peeps !!


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Berapa Kilometer?

Wahahahaha i am laughing at the location that the iphone detected. Skali kluar jalan sumazau bah...

On wednesday or thursday, i made apam pelangi. I really want to bake but both oven at my mom's place is broken. Arghhh payah okay kalau oven tak de!! Tak boleh buat apa lansung.no roast chicken, no cakes, no breadbutter pudding no nothing. I know i can use the microwave but its kinda different.the taste and stuff..(my microwave is so gonna merajuk) tak de la, we still do use the microwave utk ayam and ikan but oven is more practical for baking lah.

So since tak de oven, can only do stuff on the stove lah. So palingsenang apam pelangi. So masa i was beating the sugar, eggs and ovallete till its fluffy, i asked kakak to measure the santan.

Me : kakak, tolong sukat santan sat. (kakak faham ckp utara ok)
Kakak : santan mau di sukat berapa kilometer? ..eh.. (pause and look at me)
me : (looking at kakak with one kind of look before kakak burst i to laugh realising she used kilometer instead if milimeter)
Hahahahaha we both laugh !!!!


And here's the apam




I used pink,green, the baters' natural colour and also purple hhehehe
But the flower effect kinda tak jadi though hehehe


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A Prayer for him

I was told that an old friend of mine, is having Lung Cancer.
Shocking , I know...
He is the one who called me Harvey Two Face.
He would swing with his bicycle at  my aunt's place in the evening to sembang with  my cousins and me when i was staying with my Aunt.
And later he would drop by at night to deliver some chickens and side dishes from a fast food joint that he did his part time in.
He is kinda obsessed with bicycle and had a dream to be a national cyclist, but he went into hotel management instead.
As time goes by, all of us went separate ways. I last met him in early 2000 where he took me and my cousin out to Bukit Jambul. I think i met him again during my cousin's wedding, i cant remember.
My cousin was also not in touch with him for quite sometime.
As he is now in Stage 4, it is serious.
I don't really know the possibilities of me meeting him before anything...
I can only say a prayer for him..
ALLAH knows best.

The tom yam

The ingredients




Blend all together




Then tumis, perah lime, put serai, add water & let it boil.

Add in seafood & simmer again, when seafood dah masak, add veges

Dah siap

Tom yam bodoh je ni pun hehehe

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masak apa

Kakak : Husna, hari ni nak masak apa?

Husna : Udang ada ?

kakak : Udang yang bagaimana?

Husna : yang biasa utk masak..

Kakak : ada..udang kuewtiau pun ada

Husna : Sotong ada?

Kakak : ada

Husna : Tomato ada?

Kakak : Ada, tapi tak banyak, 3 biji

Husna : Ok la tu, Lengkuas?

kakak : tak ada

Husna : tak pe la. serai ?

Kakak : ada..Nak di bikin tom yam ke? itu kiubnya adaa...

Husna : ehh tak nak lah kiub kiub.. Daun limau purut ada?

Kakak : Ada !!! itu di belakang!! satu pokok !!! Haha

Husna : Hahahahahah !!! ok ok...

Kakak : ok nanti udah siap potong semua, kakak panggil ya

Husna : ha, ok...

As i am typing this, it reminds me, pokok cili padi dah kena tebang pulak.. Tom yam apa tak pakai cili padi kan??

Husna : Kakak !!! CANCEL !!!! \

Kakak : kenapa?

Husna : cili padi tak de....kita buat sambal sotong aje la....

Kakak : Ya udah...

Hahahaha...

Let's just be prepared because everyday from now on, Kakak will ask me the same question every morning. and the question is

"Husna, nak masak apa hari ini?"

or

"***** bilang suruh tanya sama Husna nak masak apa hari ni?"

Blur

I can't believe myself !!!! I wanted to take the toner but i grab my eye make up remover instead ! Nasib baik tak tuang atas cotton pad lagi...hahahaha

Whether its optical problem or 'suzie's syndrome', i've gotta becareful.

Dulu kat adelaide nyaris nak squeeze facial foam atas berus gigi.. Nasib baik tersedar.kalau tak menangis tak berlagu.facial foam tu mampu beli setahun sekali je tau !!! Hhehehehe


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12 years

To a beautiful friendship





Friends Forever :)

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Today's lunch

Sup tulang kak Nani eostam :) the best thing is, they all love it !! Farhan requested it to be cooked with chili padi.yeah i asked kakak for some chili padi but she told me that the pokok dah ter accidentaly being potong-ed by the gardener.hahahaha

So next time la ye :)

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12 years...

I first met them in the old accountancy building which is now Business School in UiTM Shah Alam. We clicked instantly during Part 1 in the diploma days. Surya, the brainy one, Azreen the one who drives, Dina the sweetheart and Liana the Princess.Me, i am the crazy,gila kuasa who always be the one who wants i repeat WANTS to compile the assignments. i did it without fail sampai ke degree hehehehe.... anyway, they know me Well hehehehe

K4's TV room is our lepak place. Back then, i was the K4 resident. I stayed there in Dorm 1 with other freshies walaupun rumah dgn UiTM tu sekangkang kera ( which eventually became an issue for other girls who questioned my pressence there..I did all the activities, and got all the points ( hostel points) to continue staying there.. but i decided to go home during part 3.

So, K4 is our all in one place lah, tempat study, tempat buat homework, assignments, tempat tution dgn surya coz she is the brainy one. tempat makan, tempat solat, tempat bercerita pasal boys and artis hehehehe... and when i decided to balik rumah pun, K4 is still the port hehehehe sampai lah kita pindah ke Section 17. then my rumah became the port other than the Cafe or empty classes.

I am glad that we are still together and that every other time we still do meet up at the same place we used to hang out. I am glad that we still keep in touch with each other and be there for each other when something goes wrong. Although the gathering is not complete sometimes but it still does help ;)

The last time we met was last year before i went back to Adelaide.it was not complete, Surya had an exam or something.and the group also had a new member, Dina's baby girl, Iman. And this year, we have a new member too, a boy, Naufal, Liana's baby boy.

It was Surya's wedding last saturday and Lucky me, i got the chance to attend her wedding reception although i am all tired and not that well. At least i attended one of the girls' reception after missing put on DIna's and Liana's.

It was during that night also, we heard the not so good news from Liana. Its okay Liana, ALLAH knows best. We are here for you...

Looking forward  for the next gathering in which dina's husband said
" haa tak pe lah, korang girls gi laa sembang sembang..i tak yah la join..."
hehehe Thank you Mr S !!! hehehe

Lunch

Today's lunch, ayam kuali but used ikan kerisi instead of ayam.



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BLURisme

Kisah 1

Yesterday, i was browsing the net for recipes. Cool recipes and traditional food.
Kakak came and join me because the photo looks interesting.
We were looking at otak otak recipe and plan to do it.
While we were discussing about the ingredients, My Mom came along,
We told her we are planning to do the otak otak..
then

Mak : Pies ada? resepi of Pies..Depa nak buat pertandingat masak Pies.. ( Depa is one of the association she joined, i dunno which one, but she just say depa as kata ganti. jgn plak tanya i Depa tu persatuan apa hehehe.. eversince i got back which is not even a week, she has gone to two Mesyuarat Agung persatuan oredi.. God knows what else..)

Me : Pies?  (sampai senget kepala ) u mean, Pies orang puteh tu?

Mak : Pies... Pies ikan..

Me : OOOOHHHH PAIS !!!! Hahahahaha....

So then i googled Pais which look similar to otak otak.


Kisah 2
My sister called that night on the day i arrived. But since i was operating according to adelaide time ( i still do till today) and the fact that i didnt get enough sleep during my final days in adelaide.. (average of 2 1/2 hrs a night only)
The phone rangs, and I pick it up and told her i am sleeping already. Apparently she also called my bro and he is also asleep.. That lawyer buruk tu penat coz ada case kat court pagi then terus ke office petang tu sampai late evening. So my sis called my dad merajuk kut coz dua dua adik dia tido pulakk plus adnin yang nak ckp dgn i. but i was asleep.
Tried to sleeep on the plane but the sikh girl who sat next to me kept kicking and stumble on to me. not once, not twice but three times. 4 years old, whaddaya expect? Mak ayah dia ada je tapi entah mcm tak de buat apa pun, just say sorry to me.then later i asked the girl what's her name and stuff. one hour later, she pat me and asked me to listern to the cartoons on her screen.then she asked me my age, where i am going. Layankan je la budak kecil although masa tu i am watching "WHat's your number?" distrupted a few time sebab this girl dok kacau.

Ehh ehhh.. nak citer pasal lain ni sebenarnya

So the next morning, i sent sms to my sister

Me : Dah Gree ke? boleh try facetime hehehehe

Sister : Dah Gree tu apa? hihi

Me: Hahaha Again... Dah free ke, gree pulak....

Sister ; tu la pening gak dok fikir, agree ke kan...

Me : Hahahahahaha ( gelak sambil baca sms dia !!!)


it's already 1.48 malaysian time. i am still not asleep... i better go sleep now.. memang pun dah dok Yawn sejak kluar dgn Joe and Sheeks Brown tadi for supper.


Oh ya. semalam ada Masam masam manis on TV 2, so i smsed amirul and rozie. Rozie replied sakit mata and MC 3 hari. si Amirul pulak, sms me balik during the part yang that dude nak curi bag cikgu normah, ala masa cikgu shaari tolong dia tu hehehehe
I replied to him,
"Inchik !! itu bag saya !! " hahahahaha...
those were the days, the three of us would lepak to watch P.Ramlee movies after dinner at townhouse 13 di mana kita kerah Amirul masak sometimes. Pastu, nanti masa dia nak basuh pinggan dia, habis semua kuali dia basuh sekali... Nadia balik malaysia masa tu.. hahahaha...and this is how pimpam pempot dapat nama, from this movie lah...
BUt i didnt watch the movie sebab mata dah tak leh bukak dah...