Gantung _ Melly

Bukan gantung melly, tapi lagu Gantung by Melly Goeslow ;p

Melly Goeslow - Gantung

Ku harus menemui cintaku
Mencari tahu hubungan kita
Apa masih atau tlah berakhir

Kau menggantungkan hubungan ini
Kau diamkan aku tanpa sebab
Maunya apa ku harus bagaimana
Kasih…
Sampai kapan kau gantung
Cerita cintaku memberi harapan
Hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
Dan meninggalkan dirimu

Detik-detik waktu pun terbuang
Teganya kau menggantung cintaku
Bicaralah biar semua pasti

Kau menggantungkan hubungan ini
Kau diamkan aku tanpa sebab
Maunya apa ku harus bagaimana
Kasih…
Sampai kapan kau gantung
Cerita cintaku memberi harapan
Hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
Dan meninggalkan dirimu

Gantungnya hubungan cinta denganmu
Membuat ku sakit
Hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
Dan meninggalkan dirimu






Haihhhhh..............

I'm the lucky one _ Anuar Zain

I'm the Lucky One _ ANuar Zain

Ku persembahkan satu citaku
Setulus hati hanyalah untukmu
Dan ku lakukan semampu aku
'Tuk menyayangimu
Hingga kau merasa jadi pujaanku


Meski bercinta kadang tak indah
Tapi 'tuk buktikan kau yang terindah
Dan ku pastikan
I'm the lucky one
Nikmati cinta
Lebih dari segalanya

Jiwaku dulu yang tak tersentuh
Kini terasa sejak bersamamu
Berikan hangat hingga ku tak mampu
'Tuk jauh darimu
Kerna kau yang bisa buatku bahagia


Caramu membuatku tak berdaya
Mata hatiku pun ikut terjaga
Kau ubah hidupku ini

Jadi sempurna





Entah kenapa hari ni,
cik SKuna sangat Mellow mcm MArshMallow
that she was suddenly
in tears when she was upgrading her powerpoint
while listening to her playlist (while this song was playing...)
walaupun cik Skuna bukan sedang bercinta sekarang....


Sob...sob...( wiping the tears runnning down my cheek...)

Baru perasan the song ada beautiful lyrics kot....

Was just wondering what will happen in the next episode of the telenovella.....sigh......

Happy...happy....as can be......

I wrote this in my old friendster blog back in 2006 while i was still doing my Bachelor Degree. I found it in the Google search hits while googling my name after someone did that last week. ( to think about it, it's kinda sweet though,me thinks hehehe......)

Am i happy?

April 27, 2006, 3:55 am
Filed under: Uncategorized

A friend dropped me a mail today,In her mail, she said, "Hope u r happy with your life…" Well, thanks for hoping for me. Thanks for the toughts, dear. Then i was hit by a big question mark, "Am I happy with my life?"

he..he.. i am happy with my family. i am blessed with a good family who supports me well. A father who really understands me inside out. I know, girls are usually closer to mum n sort, but i told most of my down side to my father. he..he.. I am happy that soon a new family member will pop out. I am happy with the fact that i am finishing my degree soon ( but still it doesnt end there…). I am happy too that i am kinda being employed even with low salary. But i get to spend more time with my dad and travel througout Malaysia.

Again i asked my self, Am i happy? Actually i am not happy with so many things. Being trapped in the middle, jadi mangsa keadaan till people hate u, being blame for something u didnt do. What the heck am i saying…but still i am happy with my life, at least i learn the facts about life, types of people..( especially yang dengki and cepat jealous.. Allah kan Maha adil, and rezeki ada di mana mana)\Call me GILA KUASA, or what ever…i take it, coz memang i gila kuasa, yah i admit that he..he…..

… Just one thing, in life, we must learn to view things in others shoes empathy things about other people. Why he or she becomes like that… Its not their fault, Dalam dunia ni ramai dan macam macam jenis manusia ciptaan tuhan. Its in the MINDSET. Terpulanglah, but for now, i really am happy with my life as a daughter and a muslimah.he..he..

I was touched when i read my own writing. Yeah, i am kinda Gila Kuasa during my degree days. The reason for them to call me Gila Kuasa is becoz i am the controller of my group assignment team. I will be the one to segregate the duty and make sure they do it, if they dun do it, nak tak nak, i jgak yang terpaksa buat coz the due date is tumorrow hehehehe....pastu siap la itu orang kena bambu....., plus, they call me Gila kuasa becoz i will end up being the one who runs the show when their so called elected ketua project take their own sweet time and dunno what to do and kerja tak jalan padahal next week dah nak pi melawat tempat tu, dgn Bas tak book, feedback tak de, Si A nak mcm ni, Si B nak ikut kepala dia tak nak macam A punya pendapat.... aiyohhhh.....cerita zaman dulu kala ni he..he..( I become GILA KUASA for a gud reason..akhirnya smua orang pun dapat A kan for the project...hehehe..cerita lama...bila teringat nak gelak pun ada....)

But the part that really touched me the most was the last part...

… Just one thing, in life, we must learn to view things in others shoes empathy things about other people. Why he or she becomes like that… Its not their fault, Dalam dunia ni ramai dan macam macam jenis manusia ciptaan tuhan. Its in the MINDSET. Terpulanglah, but for now, i really am happy with my life as a daughter and a muslimah.he..he..

Yes, i am glad to know that i am still the same person with that thought...benda yang tak best dalam hidup, kita tolak ke tepi dulu....tak pe lah, dah rezeki kita mcm ni, so, lets make the best of what we have...Allah Maha Adil....

" APA DAN SIAPA YANG KITA ‘JADI’ KETIKA INI

ADALAH PEMBERIAN TUHAN PADA KITA.

APA YANG KITA ‘JADIKAN DIRI’ KITA ADALAH

PEMBERIAN KITA PADA TUHAN "

-kata-kata sang hikmat-

- just to share the thought........ :)-

BItten by Jiwang Bug....

A few of us are bitten by the Jiwang Bug lately.
Blog pun penuh dgn lagu ha...ha....
that includes me too.
Aiyohhh.....

The level of JIwang is kinda TERUK for me
let alone taking a stroll down memory lane,
remembering what u r not suppose to remember
Old junk in the trunk
every single one.
each songs that relates to it...
songs that used to be "our song"
Mak Aih.....kenot kenot kenot.....

BUt I guess, its okay...
I am not gonna deny,
it's our feeling, and it's natural...
not to mention the beauty of it.
At least, i know i am not an icy "snow queen"

Yes, i went thru it.
the sadness, the pain, the hurt,the anger.
what was once beautiful,
The feeling, the love, the everything
No longer exist

Well, i am just a human,
i have feelings and
it is not as easy as,
"draging the files to the recycle bin and press delete all"
Teringat tak salah,
Jangan terbawak2 sudah lah, :)
Everyone pun dah moved on.


So, i am just gonna enjoy
each and every moment of
my Jiwangest moment

Gawsshhh.... I am like SO SUPER DUPER JIWANG rite now wlaupun sakit kepala...
Orr on the other hand, maybe the jiwang is causing my sakit kepala....
hmmmmm


Gelak sorang sorang bila teringat how Nadia and ROzi gelak and start teasing me when i sing Ari Lasso & Bunga's song,
"Duhai Cinta kuuuuuuuuu , sayaaaaang kuuu,....dengarkanlaaaaa..." hehehehe
Lagi satu,
singing Misha's BUnga bunga cinta, tapi fail, coz
"Dikalaku kesepian, di.........dumdidummm (lupa lirik & tetiba je dah sampai chorus)
kembalilah kepaadaaakuuu......" kihkih kih....

hehehehe

Layan jer diri tu laaa okay....
Macam sistem Layan Diri tuuuu...

Far Away-Nickelback

This used to be my caller ringtone
( with the old CSL fon yang dah hilang dalam adelaide metro tu)

i like this song SANGAT-SANGAT ..infact, smua lagu Nickelback pun suka SANGAT gak he..he...he....
suka kat Chad Kroeger gak tuh....sebenarnya...

Suara dia sangat sedap maa....





This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know


[CHORUS]
I love you
I've loved you all along
I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know


[CHORUS]
That I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'd never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
So far away
Far away for far too long
So far away
So far away
Far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me,and never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me never let me go

Keep breathing
Hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me, never let me go


Sakit sakit kepala pun sempat layan Jiwang !!!! haiyohhhhhh

headache

Today, i had the worst headache ever. Worst sampai tahap balik dari office halfday just to sleep ( to let it go off). Julius, my officemate pun suruh balik coz dah nampak lain macam sangat. So, I balik, nasib baik Keith nampak me in the office ( heh..heh... I dun usually melekat kat office, but that's other story he..he..)

I slept like tido mati tak sedar apa apa pun sampai lah dekat nak habis Zuhur. It's like plain sakit on the rightside top part of the head. haiihhh... Masa bangun, agak lega sikit. After praying, siap siap coz janji to meet Nadia at the gym for Pilates. After PIlates and the gym, we head home.

Unfortunately, the headache/pain refuse to go.

Tahan je la... Appointment doc is next wednesday..yes, NEXT WEDNESDAY

I am cool.... :)

SKuna completed the quiz "Are you cool, warm, or neutral?" with the result

You are Cool Colors.

Blue is trustworthy, dependable, and committed. Blue invokes rest and produces a calming effect, but not all blues are so serene. Electric or bright blues are dramatic, an engaging color that shows exhilaration. Sometimes the shade may come by as cold and uncaring. You are open to new friends because they are often attracted to you.


Green is seen everywhere in our daily lives. Natural greens are seen as refreshing because it has both cool and warm undertones: Blue and yellow. Green is supposedly a color of peace, but there is another side to green, associating with illness or negative emotions. Green sooths mentally and physically, relaxes, and offers a sense of self-control as well as renewal.



Purple is an uplifting color that not only relaxes the mind but the nerves too. Purple offers a sense of spirituality and encourages creativity. Purple often has a sense of mystic and royal qualities and is well liked by eccentric people, so this probably means that you are a person who will do things on a whim instead of planning them out. Abstract artists are drawn to purple the most because of its uniqueness and individuality, realistic artist are drawn to green because it's natural, and blue is a crowd favorite. .

Take the quiz!

Paan the Penguin

Paan, my bro the penguin

Cute !!!

All of a sudden i now hav a penguin for a brother....

Naaah.... you are fine the way u r bro,

and

I love u

he..he..he....

Hampir ke situ.

Hampir ke situ
- Mendua


Aku sadar bukan mudah
Untuk mengejar mimpi indah
Pernah suatu ketika dulu
Ku punya harapan besar
Kini aku tak pasti
Dapatkan ku miliki


Sudah jauh kita tempuh
Kekalkanlah impian lalu
Mungkin ada hikmat
Yang akan menunggu
Di penghujung jalan
Biar nanti kecewa
Setidak-tidaknya mencuba


Jika halangan menduga perjalanan kita
Janganlah kau putus asa
Karena ku ada di sisi setia menemani
Andai semangatmu gugur
Genggamlah tanganku
Kita hampir ke situ




Adakala ku terasa
Ketabahan tak setegar
Tetapi apakan daya
Berhenti separuh jalan
Percayalah padaku
Aku yakin kita mampu


Biar orang katakan
Rapuhnya harapan
Bukan mereka tentukan lagi
Kau ada aku dan aku punya kamu
Amanlah akhirnya tetap bersama
Oh…








I wanna dedicate this song to all my friends yang tgh berhempas pulas dgn mission masing masing kat FLinders and anywhere else....

Insyallah, Kita HAMPIR KE SITU.....

BEst of Luck you guys...

;)

Smile....

All the CD burning thingy left me in all mellow in my 'Song wonderland'. From the folders in my Laptop, i found this song.


Yeah, some might know it by heart "wink...wink...."


I dunno, this song makes me smile and laugh at myself.


Mcm kelakar gila... or I must have hit my head hard enough the other day ....


Haah....

New Soul

New Soul - Yael Naem

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take.
But since I came here
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

I'm a young soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout what is true and fake.
But why all this hate?
Try to communicate
Finding trust and love is not always easy to make.

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

This is a happy end
Cause' you don't understand
Everything you have done
Why's everything so wrong

This is a happy end
Come and give me your hand
I'll take your far away.

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take
But since I came here
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la...

La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la....

Accident....... again....

I dunno why i am accident friendly / prone lately....


Apakah yang telah terjadi? it's kinda Phone Charger tersangkut thingy la...Phone melayang, lost balance, i banged my hand at the brick wall. haiyo.....bnyak darah kluar.....The photo below taken masa dah entah berapa kali basuh tangan. Nasib baik tak patah jari .



Lucky, sebab my beloved housemate is the RC and every RC get this


Tapi, tak leh nak wat per gak... yang kena tangan kanan, tgh Kiri plak tak berapa dapat nak membantu sangat... Sudahnya, Rozi help to put the plaster later in the evening during her visit to my house. Thanks Rozi...

I totally forgot that i got Gamat in the fridge which i can apply to the 'cut'

May i should do this...




Aduih, Poning kopalo Den !!!


Haaaihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....................
( panjangnya mengeluh....tak baik tau....Allah Marah....) <--------------dialog dgn diri sendiri


Tak pe lah, segundah gulana mana pun hati kita, ALLAH knows....

ALLAH knows Best !!!

Fixing a broken Heart

This is an old song.I fall in love with this song when i was in form 2. Lamanya sungguh....

Fixing a broken heart

There was nothing say the day you left
I just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in the rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain

Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there

You really where start (you really know where to start)
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools
Can cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart?
Fixing a broken heart
I never could understand
What you're going to through
There must be a plan that led me to you
Coz' all the heart just disappears
Every moment you are near

Just like an answered prayer
You make the loneliness easy to bear
Repeat Chorus

Soon the rain will stop falling, baby
So let's forget the past
Coz here we are at last

Dinner on March 24, 2009

Today is quite 'a day'..

1. terhantuk bawah sinki awal awal pagi... ni malam ni rasa sakit plak, esp bila berfikir masa nak buat slide ppt. Masa tengah Active kehulu ke hilir tadi tak terasa, bila duduk diam diam, baru terasa. Masa sujud pun sakit jugak..... Tak pe lah, esok lusa baik lah tu...insyallah....

2. Yipee....i get to go behind the Steringwheel....SERROOOONOK !!!!!! lepas gian nak bawak kereta... Actually, hajatnya nak bawak kereta tu pi cuci....Seronok nak cuci kereta sebenarnya....Hari nak basuh kereta, HUjan la pulak...Tapi tak pe la..Cuci jugak , atleast every inch of the car now dah dapat coating and the mirror pun tak clogged up bila hujan.....cukup lah tu drive arround dgn Rozi, walaupun sekadar pi Uni, South Road ( pi cuci Kereta then isi minyak sikit, ye la, Tuannya dah kasi pinjam kan...) then Marion (masa pi marion, kita bawak tuan punya kereta skali.... kasi can dia jadi boss duduk belakang he..he..he...Bila lagi kan...)

3. Last minit plan pi rumah Yun. Yun nak balik Malaysia due to her work condition. Then Yun kata dia nak ke rumah Atie, so kami pun dia ajak serang rumah Atie. Yun kata dia bawak Pizza and mee goreng. Kita ni, nak bawak apa plak? Rozi kata dia nak bawak senyuman, boleh?...he..he...he..he... Rozi memang pandai bergurau he..he...tak kering gusi duduk dgn dia, nasib baik Mak tam tak de, kalau tak, meleleh air mata maktam sebab gelak bnyk sangat.

nak pi rumah Atie pukul 8, now is 6.45....Since tadi in Coles dah beli ingredient for bread butter pudding (BBP), buat je lah bread butter pudding. Nadia plan nak buat laksa. Tapi, bila dia teringat she's suppose to attend Tim's Area Event ( which includes Rozi's townhouse), terus hilang dari dapur...Lesap....he..he...he... tinggal lah saya seorang bersilat dalam dapur.
Nak kejar masa coz BBP takes 1 hour to cook. preparation time 10 minit , terlalu cepat sampai the bread tak sempat soak dlam milk which makes it not moist enough...dia jadi agak kering.
Lepas je dump the BBP in the oven, bermula lah sessi menyemak kan dapur. during this time lah, bawang blend habis, Cili blend habis, semua habis...haihhh nasib....he..he..kupas bawang, Blend bawang, rebus cili and blend.rebus spageti, kelentung kelentang, (oh ye, nadia, i amik spageti sos u dua tiga sudu bagi ada rasa skit he..he...), campak lah segala yang ada like mushroom and minced meat. Tomato sauce pun habis jugak so i pun fresh tomatoes sebagai ganti, aduiii....punya nak masak ni... and when Rozi balik je dari area event dia, Tergezut dinasour dia tgk the condition of the kitchen...Dengan barang beli dari Coles tak simpan lagi....Nasib baik, angin mengelabah kak husna dia tak datang, kalau tak, habis lah tumpah, yang di pegang jatuh serba tak kena.Since she kesian, so she helped me in the kitchen before Nadia balik and help too.. Thanks Rozi and Nadia..

So we went to Atie's house and makan.The pizza and mee goreng yun (yg dalam white bowl tu) is really gud.

Aduii....

what a day.....Tapi sangat seronok!!!!! gelak tak hingat kat rumah Atie !

and yeah, i met my supervisor , Marian today too but, not gonna blog about it here like always...he..he..( Mana boleh cerita pasal kerja , work is work...this blog is strictly for things other than work..masa untuk berjimba-jimba he..he...) We're getting ourself ready for the presentation next month and i asked her for FLinders punya powerpoint template. We discussed about future prospect and ...ops...Kerja punya cerita, sini tarak bolej taruk haa...

Lalalalala Kerja La.... = Meet Uncle Hussien he..he... ( teringat kat Mak Tam..ROck Steady Mak Tam!!!!)

i should go and get some rest now...

Alhamdulillah and Thank You Allah for a wonderful day today...it certainly is a memorable day...

notification

Ilmu genius yang di ajar oleh Rasulullah

regarding the above posting, i was unable to get the source of the ingatan fotografi mentioned in the post.

My intention was to share the article with the readers here whom are mostly my friends which are post grad students. Benda baik, kita kongsi la untuk kebaikan bersama :)

Since i was unable to get the source, so, i temporarily unpublished the post till i get the source.

I should have check for the source of that matter which i overlooked at that time.

Sorry for the inconvenience

Salam,

Skuna

HEadBaaaaNg !!!

today is tuesday, March 24th, 2009......

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10...... CHECKED !!

A, b, c, d, e ,f ,g ,h, i, j, k, l, m, n, o, p, q, r, s, t, u , v, w,x,z......... Checked !!!

My housemate is : Nadia Malamdalamanginkencang*

Nama bapak : ok ingat,

Nama Mak : ok ingat...

Nama Supervisors : ok, ingat... dua dua pun ingat...


Okay , the story is that,

i banged my head under the toilet sink at my townhouse this morning.

AGak kuat, tapi tak de benjol or bengkak coz kepala i FLat and bawah Sink bukan ada bucu tajam.

Ada la benda jatuh dari counter cermin kat toilet tu, and i want to pick it up, mana la nak sedar i went jauh ke dalam, angkat kepala je,


BANNNGG !!!!! dah terhantuk kat sinki....


Sakit !!!! ...tapi tak pening atau apa...asyik rasa mcm nak muntah,.. now ( after a few hours) dah rasa kepala berdenyut especially kalau gelak or talk.... Haiyohhhh


And, tgh suffer mcm memory loss sikit.... Short term.........

i will run a few more test on myself,

Tempat letak kereta : ingat ... kat carpark 2, near business school....

nama sendiri : ingat...ok

Nama boyfrend : i dun hav one...

nama Uni : ingat

which part of aussie are u in : ingat

Ingat Mak tam tak : Alamak, Mak tam tu sapa? ( he he he he gurau je, ingat, Mak tam is suzie duk rumah no 2...housemate dia kak zatul and Azey)

I guess, i am kinda okay coz i remember smuanya, cuma i macam disoriented skit and took me a long time nak buat satu action...

( this is like a record INCASE anything happen to me....Nauzubillah....)

hey... look what happen to Natasha Richardson....


but then, this is for orang yang SAJA SAJA nak buat head Bang

he..he..he...

berjimba-jimba

Handling this

straight in a few hours non-stop

makes my deltoid and trapezius painfull
ARGHHHH........
(now is this english? he..he..he...)


Yeay!!!! dah boleh berjimba-jimba* kejap tapi indoor...

*berjimba-jimba adalah kata lain utk berjoli sakan yang di create oleh NorJasmin Fawzi, my classmate during MBA kat UiTM,Shah Alam.

lunch again.........

Crab meat soup CHinese style....

(but this recipe went through a MAJOR modification whereby nadia suggested to put blended mushroom with the crab and veges)



* Oh ye, Crabnet Kak Lin and Abg Man ada di rumah 13... jadi musim depan, kalau nak pi crabbing, sila la datang amik crabnet ya...

ARrrrrrrr

AAArrrrrrrrr


he..he..he...


comelnyee gigi rabbit ni....


Teringat plak kat Pingu, Hitler, Belle and Puteh he..he..he...
Apa la depa dok buat...

Here's some photo i took while at home dulu

Tido Kangaroo Style

Tido "donno what" style

Muumy's Boy, Still.......

Peek-a-booo Pingu

lunch

ayam kuali wrapped up in Roti Canai
( senang nak makan sebenarnya)

he..he..he...

Sungguh "tak de kerja" betul....



:p


*Please excuse the mess on the table...

just for fun

1. What did you dream of yesterday?

- dun really get gud sleep last nite coz sakit muka so i tak de mimpi apa

2. What’s the first thing you see in the morning?

- My handphone then Gladstone yang jatuh tepi katil...

3. What do you feel like doing most right now?

- looking at the moon

4. What’s your hand phone ringtone?

- Four non-blondes's What's going on !!! ( giler berzaman punya lagu...he..he...)

5. What do you do when you’re alone?

- Duduk sorang sorang dalam bilik,

6. If you had a week’s holiday, what would you do?

-Go around adelaide....

7. What’s the pride of your room?

- The Bed...it's the Ultimate place.....Aaaahhhhh......syoknyee katil.....

8. What do you do to cheer yourself out when you’re sad?

- COOK !!!! COOK!!!!! COOK!!!! or Clean Up the kitchen

9. What was your scariest experience so far?

- My dad went missing at Marion shopping Center. Me and Mom went all panic looking for him coz he said he's having headache before hilang. Takut la dia jatuh ka pengsan kat mana mana..

10. The last time you cried?

- lSemalam, lepas habis laser. :(

11. When did you feel that you’re really blessed/happy?

- When i think of my family and what a beautiful life i am having

12. What’s your ideal type?

- i dunno....a person who can tolerate, understand and appreciate me.

13. Something a female/male does that makes your heart beat faster?

- i dunno....maybe his smile kot....

14. What will you give to your girlfriend/boyfriend?

- I dun have any so, tak yah fikir la he..he...he..

15. What do you want for your next birthday?

- A Holiday Trip... ( Dad, if u r reading this...he..he..)

16. If you found a million yen?

- Go buy properties in Japan....

17. If you were reborn as a girl/boy tomorrow?

- I'll be a baby boy... and later jadi abang ngah to my brother he..he..

18. What do you want to say ‘bye-bye’ to?

- entah....

19. You see a shooting star. What will you wish for?

- i wish for my happy ending....ha..ha.. ( giler jiwang karatzz mlm nih, tu la, pi dgr lagi lagu jiwang he..he..)

20. A recent lie you told?

- I told myself Laser tu tak sakit....he..he..

21. Your favourite food?

- Mom's nasi kacang and daging hitam...... ( hmmmm......maybe can try cook that...tapi tak de kacang dal pulak...)

22. Your ‘enemy’ is?

- myself

23. What hair style would you like to try next?

- dreadlog

24. A secret you’ve never told anyone

- Shhh...kenot tell la...

25. What’s a ‘rumor’ that you found interesting recently?

- The Salleh yaacob 's rumour. he..he..interesting...

26. How do you relieve stress?

- Pray & COok

27. A recent drama/movie you’ve watched.

- He's just not that into you...eh.... no, Watchmen....

28. What would you do if you could read minds?

- Oooo... macam ni dia fikir ek...

29. When do you feel lonely?

- every now and then

30. The theme song for today is?

- Matahariku

31. The first time you travelled overseas?

- I was 2 months old

32. What do you collect?

- i love to collect pen and pencil...from hotels or those they gave out free, i also keep the pencil and pen i used for my SPM...

33. Who’s the person you want to meet most now?

- PINGU, HITLER, BELLE and PUTEH he...he...he..... sorry kalau terkeluar tajuk....

My ideal job

A Photographer




When travelling or just outdoors you enjoy the views, landscapes and are amazed at all the art. You have great attention to detail & have a talent. So keep your hands on your camera and keep up the good work!


* this is just another quiz from Facebook
ha..ha..ha...

I'm Alive and COoking =)

It's kinda wonderful
having to stay home.
(the face is now totally swollen and its dark purple now,
Not advisable to be outdoor activities for a few days.)

Well,
give me some moments
to spend, to romance my cook books Step by step Thai and Chinese cooking, the whole encyclopaedia of Cooking etc
and try a whole lot of new recipes...


YIPEEEE !!!!!!




Husna now feels like a Homemaker !!!!! ( not a housewife )


* I strongly believe that cooking is like a therapy that helps to ease yr mind especially during "JIWA KACAU" moments

(^_^)

ALLAH IS GREAT........

Thanks Mak, for the sms....
Love you too....
(^_^)

Laser

I had my pot-wine stain treated today after about a year since i last get it treated ( in Malaysia). I get it done in WCH, North Adelaide coz FLinders Medical Center doesn't own the laser machine for pot wine stain. Two friends accompanied me to WCH. (Thanks for all the help guys..i really appreciate it.I know it's not easy especially the long wait and all...)

The doctor came to assist me to her room. Nice and sweet lady Doctor. She called the photographer to take my photo for the record then we discussed about the treatment and the laser machine. It was kind of easy for her because i am familiar with all the procedures and terms. So, we then proceed with the laser thingy. I nearly forgot about my "Hand" which is probably melting by the time i realized about it.

Before comming to WCH, i prepared "the HAND". (I used to have one back home.Nurse Ruby gave it to me). The Hand was pretty simple to make, i bought the rubber glove and put water in it and then put it in the freezer. There you go, i now have a fake human Iced Hand that helps me ease my pain...

The procedure in WCH is kinda different from the one in Malaysia. I used to get my face numbed by this anesthetic cream called AMLA, it helps reduce the pain, but here, No cream no nothing...GASSP!!!!!!!!! Too late for me to turn back n LARIIIIII............

Yeah, the machine in WCH is much more advance than the one they hav in Malaysia. This one comes with automatic spray cooler.Each time the laser penetrate into my skin, the cooler spray works together. The doc says it helps reduce the pain... Ala Doc ni,.... mcm i tak tau... TIPUUU !!!! he..he..he... but to me, it only helps to not burn the skin as much as Dr Ram buat dulu.

The pot wine stain i have is kinda big i guess that the doc has to stop to give me a break coz she knows its painfull.. If not, sure jari jemari Mak tam patah di kerjakan Husna. ( Mak Tam was indeed very lucky coz she got to see the whole procedure of how the things are done. My parents pun tak pernah dapat chances mcm ni...)

After 15 minutes, you now have 'roasted' husna he..he..all done, with excruciating pain....Tahan je la...the skin doesn't turn colour that much at first but now as i am typing this, ( midninght adelaide time), half of my face are all dark purple and thumping inside, still....belum hilang lagi.....better not turn into BArney tomorrow huh.....he..he...


We head home and after some calls i made to the IT support center, i went straight to bed in tears and fall asleep with my iced hand. With the anesthetic cream pun the pain was unbearable, inikan lagi without the cream. But, who am i to complaint kan....



Anyways, Alhamdulillah, syukur, everything went well and good.

Maka dgn ini , saya akhiri dengan ucapan jutaan Terima Kasih di atas segala pertolongan yang telah di berikan,

Sekian,Terima Kasih

Yang Benar,

Skuna. ( ni apa dah jadi ni ? tetiba jadi surat rasmi plak nih !!!)

(^_^)

VIRUS !@#$%^&*()

A friend of mine had some problem with computer Virus. We tried everything to help but, unfortunately, we can't do anything anymore. So, let's just see what Micheal can do for us tomorrow. I really hope that the infected virus will be defected soon. I really hope...

I know how the feeling is like and how the world can go terbalik when you lappie is infected by virus. Your assignments, your beloved data, tak kira lah journals ke, prev assignments ke, Aduiii......dun even mention the word 'Back Up'....aaarrghhhhh....... ( reminded how stressfull it is masa tgh buat final thesis BBA and my lappie kena virus BRONTOKS ! )

Coincidently, terjumpa plak the article below, which i got from Yahoo just a few minutes ago might hav some explanation of the "New Age" Virus.

Read up ya !!!

How to tell, what to do if computer is infected (AP)

• Posted on Sun Mar 15, 2009 12:46PM EDT

Computer-virus infections don't cause your machine to crash anymore.

Nowadays, the criminals behind the infections usually want your computer operating in top form so you don't know something's wrong. That way, they can log your keystrokes and steal any passwords or credit-card numbers you enter at Web sites, or they can link your infected computer with others to send out spam.

Here are some signs your computer is infected, tapped to serve as part of "botnet" armies run by criminals:

• You experience new, prolonged slowdowns. This can be a sign that a malicious program is running in the background.

• You continually get pop-up ads that you can't make go away. This is a sure sign you have "adware," and possibly more, on your machine.

• You're being directed to sites you didn't intend to visit, or your search results are coming back funky. This is another sign that hackers have gotten to your machine.

So what do you do?

• Having anti-virus software here is hugely helpful. For one, it can identify known malicious programs and disable them. If the virus that has infected your machine isn't detected, many anti-virus vendors offer a service in which they can remotely take over your computer and delete the malware for a fee.

• Some anti-virus vendors also offer free, online virus-scanning services.

• You may have to reinstall your operating system if your computer is still experiencing problems. It's a good idea even if you believe you've cleaned up the mess because malware can still be hidden on your machine. You will need to back up your files before you do this.

How do I know what information has been taken?

• It's very hard to tell what's been taken. Not every infection steals your data. Some just serve unwanted ads. Others poison your search result or steer you to Web sites you don't want to see. Others log your every keystroke. The anti-virus vendors have extensive databases about what the known infections do and don't do. Comparing the results from your virus scans to those entries will give you a good idea about what criminals may have snatched up.

Hopefully, (I really Hope), things will be okay tomorrow....Insyallah.........

w(^_^)w