...no mood

No mood to update...

Sedey je...

Nasib la labu....

Going Blue

Bila orang dah tak nak, dah fed up, dah ada yang baru, baru terhegeh hegeh nak datang balik, nak pujuk.. 

So the answer is NO... Tetap NO !!!

I've given you too many chances.

I ran around MAD becoz of you.

You never appreciate me after all this years..

ALL this years.. ( 11 years tu...)

You have the nerve to make me wait some more..

And you sent me into wrong directions.

Gosh... I wish I have better solutions, 

I hate to say goodbye

But That's it..

FInal words has been given...

I am going BLUE from now on

No longer Green... I am Blue now.. 

Wahh... kisah Service Provider dah nak sama kisah percintaan lah pulak.... 

The old service provider called and asked why I wanna migrate. It's the procedure, I know... The truth is coz !@#$%^&*()( hahahaha.. Tapi I cool kan.. I  give her my reason, yet she wanna know if the new service provider give me new free phones what so ever.. Giler mcm budak budak.. So, Since dah berdepan dgn situasi mcm ni, I pun tell her what the problem is. Terkejut jugak dia. Wahh , Pandai pujuk, suruh pi customer service center la berbagai.. I told her, "you dun have to tell me to do anything anymore, i have tried all means and ways, i have gone to your service center a few times, and i have gotten all the help that i need.....bla bla bla....... Now, don't you go blaming me on the Phone, coz the Phone works just fine with my australian sim kad even in Malaysia, But i dunno why yr sim kad is giving me problems.. I've tried fixing in but i cant wait any longer coz bla bla bla............".. after my long explanation, the lady stop convincing me and it ended there...

Oh well, When life gives you lemon, make lemonade...

Of course kalau ada flaws kat mana mana, kita nak perbaiki, especially if it involves your life. MCM mana saya nak call respondent saya kalau telefon saya bermasalah? Lepas tu awak charge saya dgn all this hidden charges segala..

Apa apa pun, hopefully it will all go well with the migrating...

Insyallah.. Amin

seragam hitam =)

SEragam hitam  - Kristal

Ku suka kau suka
Nak tunggu apa
Kepala dah layan
Mata dah kenan
Masam manis pedas
Sesedap rasa
Tinggal kau nak kunyah

Ku cinta kau cinta
Nak tunggu apa
Apa nak jadi, jadi
Live and let it be
Ku suka pakaian
Seragam hitam
Kau pun suka busana yang
Serba hitam

Itulah satu petanda
Jiwa kita sama dan serupa
Nak tanya siapa lagi
Kalau bukan hati mu sendiri
Zaman kini serba pantas
Lambat sikit kita 'kan dipintas
Takkan nak sampai mimpi
Baru nak kau pasti

Dalam seikat daun sirih
Mana boleh tak boleh
Jumpa sehelai sirih
Bertemu urat
Dalam seikat daun sirih
Mana boleh tak boleh
Jumpa sehelai sirih
Bertemu urat

- hahaha... saya gelak je dengar lagu ni.... Apa nak jadi, jadi, Live and let it be ... =)

hattan's memburu rindu

Hattan

Memburu Rindu 

Kemanakah hatimu kala aku
Menanti kata cinta Mengalir air mata
Kala sepi tiba

Terasakan langkahmu makin laju
Melangkah batas rindu
Dan aku pun memburu
Mentari yang jauh

Berikanlah masa untukku
Mendendangkan kasih dalam syahdu
Tidak terhenti pilu di dadaku
Terlepas bayangmu

Kugenggam angin semalam
Kusimpan jadi nyanyian
Kupeluk bayang hitamku
Menjadi kamus mimpiku

Ning Baizura's Dugaanku

hati pedih menangis,
jiwaku yang suram,
malam yang panjang,
ingin aku bersendirian..

merenung kehidupan,
memikir kesudahan,
pada siapakah hendak ku curah,
keresahanku..

aku berpaut pada sejengkal tali cuma,
itulah yang ada sementara aku hidup di dunia ini,
inikah dugaanku,
inikah kesempatan,
haruskah ku terus atau membiarkan ianya berlalu..

dekat didepan mata,
berat meluah kata,
terpendam segala apa dirasa,
sekian lama ini..

apakah kita nanti,
tiada dapat serasi,
ataukah hanya aku bermimpi,
untuk memiliki..

aku berpaut pada sejengkal tali cuma,
itulah yang ada sementara aku hidup di dunia ini,
inikah dugaanku,
inikah kesempatan,
haruskah ku terus atau membiarkan ianya berlalu..

kesempatan yang datang tiada ketentuan,
puasku memandang di kejauhan tak kesampaian..
sering terbayang-bayang,
tinggi lagi harapan,
adakah kusempat atau pun tidak,
untuk bersamamu...

LIpstick Jungle

Okay, I hav a problem.. and the problem is my lipstick.. Blame it on my lips or maybe my mom quotation of me being "anak yang mahal" is kinda true. The thing is, a few years ago, i used to wear AVON lipstick in Iced Mocha. Fahmy remembers it very well hahaha... But sadly, it was discontinued and Fahmy lost a faithful customer hehehe... That lipstick suits me well yeah, like i said, it was discontinued. Then i was on the search again for suitable lipstick...

And then it was ZA and Revlon.  But ZA was kinda pricey and I was just a student. ALWAYS A STUDENT..sigh... So is the Revlon lipstick....  BUt i still buy them, nak buat mcm mana... Then i put a stop to it coz its very pricey for me.

I then move on to MAYBELINE ( walaupun tak berapa favour siti masa tu...hehehe) found the right colour and tiba tiba discontinued again !!! CISSS.. but they put on a new set of watershine colour. Found the right colour and used it happily. Malangnya, setibanya saya di Adelaide, the lipstick don't do me justice.. hahaha.. So i got myself in love with the Maybeline range over there.. A stay on liquid lipstick with it stay on liquid as well in SPICE. Well, it's a good colour, good lipstick, and doesnt hurt my lips at all. The thing is, you wouldn't want to know the price after conversion....**sigh** ....

So on my last trip back home, i decided to get a slightly affordable lipstick. And there was SIMPLYSITY. yeah, the beauty range by SITI NURHALIZA. The price is afordable and the colour is WAHLAWEI !!!! I LIKE !!!! So i started wearin it and pakai lah sebab suka and suits me. Until a few weeks ago, entah mcm mana, tiba tiba dah tak sesuai, my lips becomes itchy, and very dry, and hitam..(FUHYOHHH..) I was kinda devastated. Palmer's Coco butter lips swive thingy came to the rescue and the day after, my lips are back to normal and the hitam hitam dah hilang.. alhamdulillah, and i bought my self a new lipstick from ZA.

and my worst nightmare is back again..It doesn't suits me !!!!! Huarghhhhh !!!!  after a few hours wearin it, my lips becomes itchy, thumping and rasa mcm besar semacam..after washing it off, woahhh... the lips is kinda very red and plump and dah pecah pecah balik.. ( yes the lipstick ada plumping efect and maybe that's causing the itch and i cant stand it). Owh Dear !!! letihnya nak go lipstick hunting again ....( as i am writing, the lips is still itching)

So now, i am lipstickless... hehehe... Kalau lah saya ni secantik lisa surihani or Fasha sendat... Tapi i am beautifully challenged. If i go out with my bare face, children get scared of me and they will start staring. Not only kids, but adults too.. and i can't stand them staring at me.. usually, i will give my " WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT ?" face.. which makes me unfriendly.. hehehe... Some people are lucky that they dun hav to put colour on their face. ye la, dah cukup semuanya ALLAH bagi kan.. me, i have a huge red thingy on my face which makes people stares at me.So,i have to put colour on my face to make it normal, i have no choice..hehehe.. Dah nasib kan... ALLAH KNOWS BEST...

But its okay, will try and look for the right lipstick..hey.. it's a lipstick jungle out there... ;p

the fouth from top color is nice... and that's my kinda color

CrAp !

hahahaha...

Magnets

Akhirnya... naik juga ke dinding after a few months project terbengkalai.. I bought the metal board from IKEA a few months back becoz I was kinda frustrated to see all the fridge magnets on the fridge mcm hidup segan mati tak mau... hehehe Fridge is situated in the wet kitchen so cepat la magnets tu nak berdanai and kakak will have to cuci everytime she wipe the fridge..

And so, Lepas beli the board, Loh pulak busy to come arround to fix it and Mak pun lupa... FInally tadi, Loh's woker Tan datang, i quickly suruh dia fix it and.. Tadaaa....

I love the way you lie

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,
But that's all right, because I like the way it hurts.
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry,
But that's all right, because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.
I love the way you lie.

Back to Kg Pisang

A MUST WATCH !!!!!

Esp for ZOmBiE Kg Pisang Fans out there..

Hillarious !! Entertaining !! 

Had fun with Izwan and Uss watching this one.. Gelak sampai penat.. hehehehehe

To me, it's a good movie and mcm ni la orang kata filem kita wajah kita..

Good Job and two thumbs up to Encik MAMAT KHALID !!!

Lama dah tunggu filem Malaysia yang mempunyai lawak yang bagus bukan mcm filem orang dari situ tu ( tak leh sebut , nanti kang kena saman, jenuh...)....

Sakit Mata...

i dunno why, to me sakit mata has become a yearly event  since 5 years back.. Setiap tahun, mesti akan sakit mata , at least setahun sekali. According to my doctor Aunt, it's a conjuctivitis, but i dunno what type.. Sebab this time the lower lids was badly swollen and sangat sakit that i can feel that my hidung pun krekot skali.. maybe the joining urat pun affected kan.. This time the sakit mata attack the kepala directly.. mcm migrane pun iya jugak tapi migrane lagi sakit... the worst thing is, i dunno what causes my eyes to bengkak mcm tu.. nak kata contact lense, i dun use contact on this eye anymore, but mata lagi satu yes.. nak kata ada benda gigit, idok le pulak.. hehehehe

So this is the photo of my swollen eye...

Alhamdulillah, dah baik dah ...

renjis-renjis dipilis part 2

ok, Malam ni, I'm with the laptop. hehehehe... senang sikit nak upload gambar. Nama je Phone canggih, tapi kat blogspot tak leh upload gambar, InnaDey ? hehehe BUat malu nama buah Epal je.. ( ke, yours truly belum habis explore lagi ? hehehe tak pe, slow slow..)

And So, i was telling you guys about the Hantaran. The last time I menyumbangkan tenaga utk buat hantaran is during Kak Yana's Wedding a few years back. BUkan lah saya ni teror sangat, tapi the simple ones, i can do lah.. 

It was just a simple hantaran, with a huge rose and ribbons on each hantaran. For Kak Yana, it's a mix of english and traditional thingy. I used the KEMBAI  ( the kotak anyaman and also bakul anyaman mengkuang). My grandmother loves this Kembai ( I dunno the real name but Kembai is what my mom and grandma called it.. hehehe) and she used to have a lot of it. After she passed away, my mom took one small Kembai for keeps. The Kembai you see in the photo however, does not belong to my grandma, but it belongs to the Mak Andam.. The English part on the hantaran is the English Rose with english ribbons and also the colour which is maroon and gold. 

My first time doung hantaran was during my sister's enggagement back in 2000. Me, my mom and Sis colaborated to do her hantaran and also bunga telur. Then, me and my mom did her wedding hantaran in 2001. The theme is GOLD. various shades of Gold ribbons, with gold flower.. whoahhh... BUt i dun have the pic of those hantarans as i dun own a digi cam just yet and was too busy running around during the nikah day. The whole hantaran photos ada dgn my sister =)

And yesterday, i was asked to do a part of my cousin's hantaran tunang, again , just a simple one. Just playing around with ribbons and a bunch of rose with a rose bud. That's all... and hasilnya... ( belum lah siap 100%, sebab i buat the bunga and ribbons je..)

This one is for fruits... I love the bakul... my cousin ada good taste ... hehe

This one is the kain for baju nikah..

This one is for the Ring...

a few hours ago, my cousin came to see his hantaran and I was so Alhamdulillah, happy and glad when he was like "WOW !!!!" when he saw his hantarans hehehehe... Nasib baik dia suka and puas hati, kalau dia tak suka, jenuh nak repair hehehe..

One thing in common, sejak zaman my sister bertunang, sampai lah ke thn 2010, bunga bunga and ribbons ( except my sister's ribbons, Mak beli in Singapore coz tetiba terjumpa kedai ribbon murah kat sana masa dia outstation ke sana...) smua kita dapatkan dari.....

hehehe.. zaman tu, SSF ada kat sungai buloh je and baru nak bukak kat Jalan TAR.. I remember meredah jalan ke sungai buloh yang dulunya bukan mcm sekarang dengan My Mom and sis sebelum dia bertunang segala, masa tu nak pi beli bunga utk rumah... Sangat Azab meredah tepi hutan FRIM and nursery tempat orang beli bunga tu.hehehe.. lepas we discover the place, baru lah kit agi beli barang bertunang dia kat SSF. Lepas tu when the one in Jalan TAR was opened, kita gi sana je lah. 

Seronok buat hantaran ni sebenarnya.. I really love doing it.. the simple ones lah , Nak buat yang luxurious and sangat high class mcm orang orang hardcore like Rizalman, Pak Abu, and hantaran Elyana, hehehe... belum la kot...perhaps later when i have the time..InsyaALLAH....

Selamat bertunang to my cousin =)

oh ya, it didn't take me long to do the ribbons thingy coz I was in the mood semalam that i buat dua and today satu and that's all. It just took me a few hours and none of my paper work terjejas becoz of this hehehehe..

renjis renjis di pilis ....

haaihhh kebetulan balik kali ni kena pulak musim org kawin. cousin sendiri,kawan sekuliah, anak kawan baik mak and cousins's enggagement. boy, so many events to attend that my baju kurung collection habis di pakai sampai kena beli satu yang baru hehehe.actually after i left for adelaide, my mom took all my baju kurung and give away to anak yatim. some yang i baru pakai sekali je.there's no reason for the baju kurung to duduk dlm my closet and they would be meaningful to the ones receiving.she gav away all baju kurung sampaikan baju kurung biasa dah tak da lansung,all that's left is baju kurung glamour je hehehe. and so thn 2010 ni lah yg merasa tak cukup baju nak pakai hehehe

well as we know it, my cousin joe got married, followed by my cousin dilla's enggagement,then nadia got married (nadia is my mom's best fren's daughter) and then my fren aizad got married and finally my cousin imran iS getting engage on new year's day. CONGRATULATIONS to all of you guys !!!

td i was asked do decorate the bakul imran is using as hantaran. lama dah i didn't do this kind of work. bunga telur tu biasa lah. ok hav to stop. doing this from iphone4 and the ruang is kinda limited hehehehehe. belum explore lagi laaa. ni baru first time nak karang blog melalui phone kan. tak pe nanti tunggu part 2 ok ;)

i wont fight

I will not fight with you, 

If you want him, 

You can have him...

I will not fight you,

You can use all the means and way to get him.

You can do so...

Please be my guess.

I will not fight with you,

even if i ......

I'll make way for you..

Don't you worry...

I will not fight

Coz I believe in ALLAH..

and ALLAH knows best...

Tag

If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other "victims". You have to tag me, too, so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you as a friend.

To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your title as "Getting to know each other!", tag 25 people including me (tagging is done in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.



1. What time did you get up this morning? 6.45 a.m.

2. How do you like your steak? i rarely eat steak.. but i like it medium rare.

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Rapunzel : The Tangled tale yesterday with Amir and Farhan.. luv ya guys !

4. What is your favorite TV show? The Big Bang Theory , Grey's Anatomy, F.R.I.E.N.D.S

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be? Hujan emas di negara orang, Hujan batu di negara sendiri ... you know the rest hehehe....

6. What did you have for breakfast? A bottle of Brand's Prune Essence hehehehe

7. What is your favorite cuisine? Indian,Italian, Asian

8. What foods do you dislike? i love everything when it comes to food hehehehe

9. Favorite Place to Eat? Home Sweet Home with Mom's cooking

10. Favorite dressing? home made dressing. lemon juice,honey,olive oil or Greek yougurt and mint

11. What kind of vehicle do you drive? Savvy

12. What are your favorite clothes? Baggy Jeans and T-Shirt

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance? the whole wide world...

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?1/2 cup full

15. Where would you want to retire? Adelaide kot hehehehe... still too early to think about retiring when i havent even start work yet hehehe

16. Favorite time of day? Early in the Morning

17. Where were you born? Penang

 18. What is your favorite sport to watch? Football

19. Who do you think will not tag you back? Nobody

20. Person you expect to tag you back first? Nobody coz i'm not tagging anyone hehehe

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this? Nobody

22. People watcher? ;P

23. Are you a morning person or a night person? morning

24. Do you have any pets? Yes, 4 cats... one of them thinks she's a dog coz she's acting like one...

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share? I'm engaged... hahahaha GOTHCA !!!

26. What did you want to be when you were little? I wanna be Free hehehehe

27. What is your best childhood memory? Growing up with loads of Friends, then going back to penang to spend time with cousin during school holidays hehehee

28. Are you a cat or dog person? CAT

29. Are you married? NOPE

30. Always wear your seat belt? Someimes

31. Been in a car accident? Yeah ! hehehe

32. Any pet peeves? No

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings? pepperoni by DOminos

34. Favorite Flower? Hydrangea

 35. Favorite ice-cream? Cookies and Cream

36. How many times did you fail your driving test? Not even once.. got it right the first time =)

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? hahahaha... good question !!!

40. Do anything spontaneous lately? yeah... but cant tell here.

41. Like your job? job ? what job?

42. Broccoli, raw or cooked? cooked

43. What was your favorite vacation? Langkawi... with my cousins

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?  family

45. What are you listening to right now? some korean song

46. What is your favorite color? BLACK

47. How many tattoos do you have? dun hav any =)

DONAT

Saya nak makan donat !!!!

Tapi saya tak nak yang kedai punya.. Saya nak yang mak saya buat punya...Mcm masa saya kecik kecik dulu...


 Dulu-dulu masa saya kecik, mak saya rajin buat kuih muih Walaupun dia bekerja dan walaupun kami tak de pembantu rumah masa tu.. Mak saya rajin buat karipap dan tekalah sapa yang suka menyibuk nak buat sama hehehe.. Inti karipap nya pulak tak sama mcm orang lain punya..  Mak saya pun rajin buat DOnat jugak.. selain itu, dia rajin buat caramel pudding dan bread butter pudding versi nenek saya.

Pastu bila kami dah besar dan adik saya pun dah di lahirkan, Mak pun dah jarang buat kuih muih ni semua..Lagipun Mak ayah saya sangat Busy sampailah dorang Pencen hehehe...Habis satu dunia depa tawaf sampaikan rumah jadi mcm hotel je hehehehe..

Apa apa pun, saya harap saya dapat makan Donat hasil tangan Mak tak lama lagi..


Apa pasal la entry ni mcm sengal semacam je hehehehehe

Gambar saya pinjam dari SINI dgn bantuan Mr Google Bear =)