Always being there

I was in an excruciating pain all morning and evening. My plan to finish my paper went down the drain jut like that. I felt so helpless and pain all over. Feels like dismantling each and every part of my body and soak it in a warm water.. better still i might have jump in a hot tub or something, but where can i find all those stuff here plus it would cost me extra $$$$.  Yeah, I undergo the pain and still it havent 100% subside yet.

While i was in pain, in bed, My dearest no 1 fan called me. But i can't reach for my phone. Then the room phone rang. Yup, its my no 1 fan again asking me what was I doing and stuff, tengah main main ke, baca buku ke hehehehehhe. My no 1 fan likes to keep track with what's up my sleeves plus lately I am sickly. But dun worry dad, I am doing fine... Not only Dad, but Mak also call me sometimes.

After talking on the phone, the matter simply hit me. All those What if questions....I can't imagine my life without him. He is my everything. Of course laaa, He is my life ! Yeah, my life coz i dun hav anyone else in my life except my Dad, Mom and Siblings. He, who still treat me like his five year old. No matter how old you grow, you will still be his baby! Yup, I am anak manja bapak! what else there is to say.... Same goes to Mak too....

I just cant think of what my life would be later without him... Qadak dan Qadar Allah, kita terima, Allah knows best.

My dad,

the Professor serba Tau,

the cook (spaghetti goreng kicap and telur),

the driver,

the joker

the best friend

the tukang gaduh

the one who "eleh... pakai je rugged...tapi ...hehehhehe"

and the best part is ..... the ATM machine bergerak =)

Thanks for always being there Dad !

Taylor Swift's You Belong To Me

 This girl is amazing ! Beautiful, Young and Talented =).. enjoy the song, ( there's also other songs she wrote that i also crazy about hehehehehehe....yeah, the songs are somewhat the "high school girls" type, but it;s okay, i like them... they are nice songs..)

Tak larat la nak buh color hehehehe so it's just plain this time =)



You Belong To Me

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

Selamat Bertunang !

Tomorrow is the happy day for both my friend, Aizad and Diana. They're gonna get enggage !!!! heeeee seronok nya...  There's one funny story about this couple to tell you guys. How I met them and how we became friends. Sebelum Cerita, tgk gambar dulu ya..

Aizad

Aizad is actually my junior in high school. But we've never knew each other's existance until we both pursue our MBA in UiTM. Although Aizad enrolled in my batch, but since he is from non-business background ( He did Hotel Management for his Bachelor Degree), he has to do his MBA foundation while yours truly got exempted from foundation.So jadilah Si Aizad tu mcm junior jugak =).

Diana

feom the photo, she's the one in white pants. 

I was working out at Celebrity Fitness. I saw one young Malay girl in the gym too. Selalu tak de pun orang lain, other than mak mak orang melayu, Chinese, Indians. So happens i was using the treadmill next to her and we began chatting. Chat and chat and she says she knows Aizad from Shah Alam and was doing MBA in UiTM. Its the same Aizad i know hehehehehehe... What a small world.

Connections

How they met? they met in Mekah while performing Haj.... Sweet kan.... =)  We exchange fon numbers. Diana was doing her Masters in Food Technology in USM, Penang and was on holiday while having 7 day free trial at the gym. so we exchange numbers and became friends. A few months later, Diana got a job interview in Nestle, Shah Alam, she came by comuter to Shah Alam and i picked her up and broght her home, gave her lunch and tought her out of her nervousness and later send her to Nestle. After her interview, Aizad pick her up. I didn't know that this two are love birds until we met during Tea kat Old town white coffee Kopitiam that one fine Friday evening ( masa i was in Malaysia hari tu) Both of them are now lecturing in UiTM, Diana in food tech, Aizad in Business School. hehehehe... Oh ya, by the way, that fella in stripey yellow tshirt is not Aizad. (Aizad la yang jadi cameraman masa ni) Itu Izwan si sengal ! hehehehehe the one who would like sms me ikut dan je,tak mengira masa.... in the middle of the night, awal pagi, sebelum subuh, selepas subuh, anytime, u name it for any important reason at all hahahahaha, it's important for him lah kan..... nak decide itu lah, ini lah..... Wan... wan.... sengal sungguh u ni kan... Tak pe lah, consolation utk dia actually, he's been thru a lot in 2009.. and when i mean a lot, A LOT - A LOT !!! so  tak pe la, kasi can laa.... Hope you'll go thru an amazing recovery this year okay, Wan =). Allah knows best ...

Concluding remark,

So,for both Aizad and Diana, Selamat Bertunang !!!!!! CAn't wait to see all your photos kat FB nanti, who knows, i got the chance to attend you guys punya wedding kalau lah i ter-balik ke Malaysia during that time kan =)

JUNJUNGAN MULIA

Junjungan Mulia

Tercipta satu lembaran sejarah
Di tanah suci kota Mekah
Hari yang mulia penuh s?adah
Bermulalah sebuah kisah

Malam Isnin subuh yang indah
12 Rabiul Awwal yang cerah
20 April tahun gajah
Lahirlah zuriat yang s?adah

 Abdullah nama bapanya
Siti Aminah ibunya
Riang gembira menyambut tiba
Lahirnya putera yang berbakti

Keadaan yatim anak mulia
Lahirnya bawa cahaya
Alam derita jadi gembira
Terima junjungan mulia

Peristiwa bulan RabiulAwal     (di petik dari www.iluvislam.com)

Pengertian    

Bulan Rabiulawal bermaksud bulan dimana bermulanya musim bunga bagi tanaman. Mengikut kebiasaannya di Tanah Arab, sewaktu bulan Rabiulawal pokok buah-buahan mula berbunga dan seterusnya berbuah.Maka nama bulan ini diambil sempena musim berbunga tanaman mereka. Dan setelah kedatangan Islam, Rasulullah saw telah mengekalkan nama Rabiulawal ini sehinggalah sekarang.


Peristiwa-Peristiwa Penting Bulan Rabiul Awal

Ada banyak peristiwa penting yang telah dicatatkan oleh sejarah jatuh bangunnya tamadun Islam di dalam bulan Rabiulawal ini dan diantaranya ialah;

1. Kelahiran junjungan besar kita, Nabi Muhammad Rasulullah saw.

Mengikut sumber-sumber mengatakan bahawa Nabi lahir pada 12 Rabiul Awwal tahun gajah bersamaan 23 April 571M. Ini adalah sumber yang masyhur dan menjadi amalan umat Islam di Malaysia mengadakan sambutan Maulidurrasul pada 12 Rabiul Awwal di setiap tahun sehinggalah sekarang. Walau bagaimanapun ada sumber yang lain mengatakan bahawa nabi lahir pada 9 Rabiul Awwal tahun Gajah. Perbezaan pendapat ini akan disentuh lebih lanjut di bahagian Maulidur Rasul.
  
2. Perlantikan Nabi menjadi Rasul.

Dibulan Rabiulawal inilah Nabi Muhammad saw diangkat menjadi Rasul. Ketika ini Nabi Muhammad saw berumur 40 tahun. Maka dengan ini bermulalah dakwah baginda secara rasmi di Makkah al-Mukarramah.
  
3. Hijrah

Tarikh hijrah adalah tarikh tibanya Rasulullah di Madinah al-Munawwarah pada ketika itu di sebut Yatsrib. Rasulullah sampai di Quba' pada hari Isnin 8 Rabiulawal dan Baginda sampai di Kota Madinah pada hari Jumaat 12 Rabiulawal dan Baginda menunaikan solat Jumaat yang pertama.

4. Peperangan.

Banyak peperangan yang telah terjadi pada zaman Rasulullah saw diantara tentera Islam dan tentera kuffar. Diantara peperangan yang berlaku di bulan Rabiulawal ialah peperangan Safwan (Badar pertama), Bawat, Zi Amar (Ghatfan), Bani An-Nadhir, Daumatul Jandal dan peperangan Bani Lahyan.
  
5. Wafatnya junjungan besar kita, Muhammad Rasulullah saw.

Rasulullah telah wafat pada hari Isnin 12 Rabiulawal 11H bersamaan 7 Jun 632M. Baginda wafat di rumah isterinya Aisyah ra dan dikebumikan di Madinah al-Munawwarah.
  
6. Abu Bakar ra. menjadi khalifah

Pada hari Rasulullah wafat, para sahabat tidak mahu menangguh urusan pentadbiran kerajaan dan segera membai'ah saidina Abu Bakar r.a di Dewan Bani Sa'idah. Ini adalah kerana urusan pentadbiran negara tidak boleh terhenti walau seketika dan ia adalah nadi sesebuah kerajaan. Sebahagian sahabat pula menguruskan pengkebumian jenazah Rasulullah saw yang diketuai oleh Saidina Ali ra Ahli Bait Rasulullah saw.
  
7. Pembukaan Iraq
     
Tentera Islam yang dipimpin oleh Khalid Ibni Walid ra telah memasuki Iraq dan bermulalah pemerintahan Islam di bumi Iraq di zaman saidina Abu Bakar ra.
  
8. Pembukaan Baitul Muqaddis
     
Salahuddin al-Ayubi telah memimpin tentera Islam menewaskan tentera Salib dan seterusnya membuka pintu bagi pembukaan Baitul Muqaddis pada tahun 583 H.
  
9. Kejatuhan Empayar kerajaan Islam Sepanyol

Kubu terakhir tentera Islam di Andalusia telah ditumbangkan oleh tentera Sepanyol yang dipimpin    oleh Ferdinando dan Isabella pada tahun 897H. Bermulalah kemusnahan tempat-tempat bersejarah warisan umat Islam, masjid-masjid ditukar menjadi gereja dan muzium dan tiada lagi suara azan di negara tersebut.

i am....

 The recovery part is so exhausting....i'll try this one week before the 3rd blood test next week...


i am

• tired
•  
• weak
•  
• dizzy
•  
• easily irritable
•  
• depressed
•  
• always having anxiety attacks
•  
• always short of breath
•  
• always feeling like vomiting/nausea when i take a walk to and back from the toilet , surau or anywhere
•  
• still adapting
•  
• easily panicking

• having no appetite to eat
•  
• drop dead tired walking to and back the Uni housing and office
•  
• confuse
•  
• having difficulties concentrating/pay attention
•  
• wishing i am all heathly like i used to be and not create problems with my absent minded thingy,
•  
• feeling extra cold
•  
• emotionally upset with my health conditions
•  
• soo tak larat,sakit everywhere

I am wishing that June and December will come in the blink of an eye....( aiyak... tapi paper blum siap lagi....need some time to complete the paper hehehehehe)

I am kinda feeling like throwing up while typing right now ....

Ya ALLAH, I am so in pain right now.....Only you have the power to give me strength to carry on and hav a speedy recovery.... Amin....The recovery part is so exhausting.......

( wiping tears away....)

Dun Worry, I am pulling myself together now... =)

my four legged frens

Yeah, tipu lah kalau kata tak miss them....

Masing masing dgn personality masing masing...

hehehehehe.... telatah yang menghiburkan.

hitler is a morning person, suka ikut dan menyondol tangan in the morning, tak kira la kta tgh menaip kat lap top ke hehehehehe.... Htler suka ikut and see what you do tapi, By noon, dia akan hilang ( sebab dia tak suka nanti kita akan put her in the cage by evening...). Dia akan tido dulu like kat any rooms or kat dpan, tapi at one time kita jenguk dia mesti dah hilang sebab nak lari tak nak masuk cage hehehe...

Hitler tido

Pingu pulak, will go arround everywhere dulu like pi rumah orang belakang, buat aksi comel dia kat rumah orang belakang, masuk masters bedroom Aunty rosmah and says hi kat uncle Raja, lepak atas bumbung, Lepak rumah aunty Pah by noon baru balik rumah. If ba balik from office by noon panggil dia, lima minit dia sampai, hehehehehe...lepas tu dia akan lepak dgn kita or tido ( dgn ba ke, kat bilik sesiapa ke..). Pingu also likes to lepak with us during lunch, dia tak minta makan tapi dia akan hang arround kat dining room sekali...kalau kita nak basuh tangan or amik apa apa kat dapur dia mesti ikut. Hitelr ikut waktu pagi, Pingu petang hehehehe .. Later kalau masuk toilet or nak pi amik air semayang pun dia akan iut gak... ikuuuut je kerja dia. Kalau tak bagi dia masuk toilet, dia tunggu depan pintu...hehehehe

 Pingu tido.. colour pun lebih kurang my bedsheet kan.. hehehehe

Belle, suka tido je... siang tido, malam dalam cage pun tido.. tapi badan maintain kurus sampai nampak tulang hehehehe. She's the smallest among all,walaupun dia Mak. Belle ada satu tabiat, dia kalau nak makan dia tak nak share. especially dgn anak anak dia. her bowl is her bowl. kalau either pingu or hitler dah makan dari bowl dia, she will not eat it untill u change it.. she will sit depan bowl dia and look at you and the bowl.... Sangat DIVA kann....Belle suka tido depan TV actually, atas the big square cushion which is mak's fav spot nak baca paper ( hehehehe mothers share the same thingy kan hehehehe). akan selalu akan halau dia. ( my mom tak favour kucing sangat). Then dia akan lari pi bilik Farhan and tido kat bean bag farhan sampai petang, we put her in the cage and malam dia tido lagiii.....hehehehe

Belle tidur kat bean bag...

Oh ye, i dun have gambar Puteh tengah tido. But Puteh pun dah berubah perangai, maklumlah, makin tua dan 9 thn dah..a bit cranky and kdang kdang manja jugak. Dia still will come and sit next to me or if i go to bed, dia akan ikut tido kat kaki mcm anjing heheheh...cuma dia tak larat nak panjat meja duduk sebelah laptop like always laa hehehehe... i still talk to her malam malam...dia tak faham pun tak pe. Dulu masa BBA and MBA i will alway read out my notes to her.  terkebil kebil di atgk kita balik....Agak agak kalau dia sit for exaams, mesti dapat A kan... hehehehehe...

Haiiihhhhh....Miss my buddies....

tak de kerja.... (Bukan tak de kerja, berlambak sebenarnya..tapi...)

I got excited whenever i see you online, 

each and everytime, 

you mom, your dad, you, your brother, your sister, Your cousin

they also got me all excited

you increases day by day

so does your relations.

Printing you is so much fun

Reading you however, 

makes me ZZZzzzzzzz

I would pretend that you are

some love novels that are indeed interesting,

or some adventure novels

like the famous five i used to read when i was young

but i realised, your're neither Enid Blyton's nor Sarah Myer, Jodi Picoult

Norhayati Berahim, Cecilia Ahern, Habiburahman

I really wish you are, coz

i got jealous of freinds and cousin reading all "Edward" stuff and other gurly love stuff.

But dun worry, although you are neither one of  them,

you have your own charm

that interest me to keep on reading 

although you make me ZZZZZzzzz all the time.

At least you are by my side through thick and thin

Oh my Journals and Article..........

 

  

=)

Ku Pendam Sebuah Duka

by Khadijah Ibrahim

Bercinta sudah lama
Berkasih dan bermesra
Sedang enak membuai rasa
Perpisahan tercipta

Mengapa sementara
Cerahnya cinta kita
Mendung tiba tiada ku pinta
Gelapnya suasana

Walaupun hatiku
Amat berat melepasmu
Dan rintangan mendatang sayang
Terpaksa kuleraikan

Seandainya...
Kita harungi jua
Kelak punah semua sayang
Mimi yang kau harapkan

Ku pasti kau kembali
Menyatu dua hati
Lebih elok cari pengganti
Tiada kau menyendiri

Tak guna disesalkan
Hakikat percintaan
Mungkin terpendam kenikmatan
Sebalik perpisahan...

I really luv this song by Kadija Dibawem (as pronounced by my kak long when she was a little girl hehehehehe, masa Kadijah Ibrahim baru muncul, dia kecik lagi in the late 1970's). 

I was a little girl masa lagu ni Hit in the 1980's . Yeah, I was young and was too little to understand what it is all about. But now, ... Who would have guess kan?

Speechless

 Speechless - Lady Gaga

 I can't believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

And I'll never love again,
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless

I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise boy to you
That I'll never talk again
And I'll never love again
I'll never write a song
Won't even sing along

I'll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless so speechless

P/s : this was her performance in UK kot, which later, she met the Queen.

This is the studio version

straight from the heart

my hands are trembling
my feet are cold
tears running down my cheek
like a waterfall
i cry and i cry.....

i dun understand why
but i just keep on crying.

my cheeks are warm
i can feel the blood rushing thru my cheek
i can feel the pain coming,
my eyes are swelling up
but still i cry..

i dun understand why,
but i just keep on crying.

because crying is the best thing that can hurt nobody
only me..


NOTE TO SELF : sometimes things happen and you dun understand why, coz you just simply don't understand, but Allah understand and it happens for a reason. So be strong my dear self... be strong... dun cry no more coz it will only hurt you and your cheek, dun cry no more coz it will only make you more rabun then later power contact lense naik , macam mana? =p

lift

 

This is the famous Aussie's Lift. Nice but sweet carbonated lemonade drink

 

 Lif... kalau dalam bahasa opmutehnya Elevator =p

 

hehehe just kidding...

Not all those mentioned above, i am talking about this song below.... lift by Shannon Noll  

well, listen to the song and get the meaning.

 LiFt

you can watch the official video clip here

 I know you're hurting
Feels like you're learning
'Bout life the hard way
And it ain't working
Sems like forever
That you've been falling
It's time to move on
Your life is calling, yeah

This was never meant to be the end
Close the book and start again

CHORUS:
Cos i know how hard it can get
But you've gotta lift
you've gotta lift
And sometimes that's how it is
But i know you're stronger
Stronger than this
You've gotta lift
You've gotta lift

When you can feel your
Whole body's aching
What's left of your heart
It won't stop breaking
You've got to let go
you took a hit
Time to pick up now
move on from this

This was never meant to be the end
Close the book and start again

You've got to lift yourself up above all the hurt
Don't give in
Wipe your eyes and remember you're better than this
let them know that they took their best shot and they missed
Come on and lift


Pick up now...
Pick up now...

 

weight LIFTing  =p

hehehehe just kidding, 

sometimes when you are really really down or trapped in your worst nightmare and there's no one to turn to, 

it's up to you yourself to make you feel better again. 

Yeah, lawak bodoh, pun lawak bodoh laa...

hati sendiri, sendiri la kena jaga....orang lain bukan peduli pun kan 

=)

no offence.....

Tapi jangan lupa, hanya pada 

tempat kita mengadu.

ALLAH KNOWS BEST and THERE's A REASON WHY WE FACE HARDSHIP

ALLAH LOVES US =)

DISCLAIMER : INI BUKAN LAGU CINTA ! DAN TIDAK ADA KENA MENGENA DGN SESIAPA SELAIN TUAN EMPUNYA BLOG !

universal little black purse

My little black purse ni murah je, tak sampai Rm 10 pun, Beli kat Alam Sentral Shah Alam eh... bukan kot, kat KL sentral actually, kat gerai gerai kecik kat ruang legar tu. Tak silap, masa tu RM 10 dapat dua purse tu. Satu bagi kat Marya, I bubuh tudung donatella dua helai dalam purse tu bagi kat Marya for her birthday in 2007. 

It's just a simple purse, lebih kurang mcm pencil box gak ar. Convinient sebab passport, small notebook, pen, even handphone pun boleh muat masuk dalam purse tu. So, it's easy to travel with it.

Lately ni, purse tu dah makin buncit. Buncit, bukan dgn $,Aud, RM ke apa... (kalau buncit dgn $,AUD, RM bagus jugak hehehehe boleh jugak buat fund balik Malaysia summer 2010 hehehehehe). 

Buncit sangat dgn :

- resit resit utk claim RSM

- resit resit mak nenek last minute outing sebelum balik ke adelaide hari tu.

- boarding Passes : -  Bandung, Vietnam, Johor Bahru, Adelaide, KL ( entah kenapa boarding passes ni smua masih ada lagi dalam purse )

- Duit : - ada Vietnam Dong, U.S Dollar, Singapore Dollar, Malaysian Ringgit, and Aussie Dollar. ( kalau ratus, ribu ke bagus jugak, like i said, boleh wat fund balik malaysia fro Summer 2010 ... tak nak take the risk of being sakit, demam, and bengkak muka boleh? hehehehe utama kan kesihatan. Tapi, currencies ni smua bukan la banyak pun jumlahnya, ikan bilis je, hehehe, saki baki yang tinggal lepas dah berbelanja. boleh masuk Album la mcm ni, buat kenangan hehehehe ) yang Aussie dollar tu memang utk kegunaan seharian kat sini,so wajib kena ada la dalam purse, kalau tak nak bayar dgn apa? pasir ke? hehehehehehe

- Coins from malaysia, Aussie, vietnam, singapore. ( culprit yang membuatkan berat =p )

hahahahaha, layankan lah si husna ni membebel pagi pagi ni, orang demam and  high on drugs while waiting to see the GP kat health centre in one hours time. oh ya, my lymphnodes ni makin membesar pulak... tak pe, kita tunggu apa kata doctor nanti =)

Sakit, Sick and ....

Assalamualaikum and Gud Morning everyone...

Oh before that, Dayah, boleh je nak kirim that thing u want, as long as if benda tu boleh muat masuk bag ler ye hehehe... nanti bagitau la ok =). Hugss and Kisses for Dania and Alisha =)

The weather in Adelaide is Very hot. Actually, it even reached up to 47 c kot. But i was not here then, ( i wonder what happens to me if i am here at that time...) Ni yang 35 keatas pun tak bleh tahan. Dah muka bengkak and demam berbagai....Call me puteri lilin or Manja or what ever la...  Different people ada masalah masing masing kan... =) Me and the heat, kenot go together. But me and the cold winter goes well. Yeah, tapi Malaysia pun panas kan?

Yeah right, In Malaysia pun Panas, but in Malaysia, i dun go around on foot in the sun like what i am doing now in adelaide.Doctor dah advise dah tak boleh buat benda ni smua, i still remember last time in uitm, i will park my car to  the nearest point hehehehe to avoid the panas. Doctor said, its not good for my blood vessels. That's why my muka bengkak. even massive excersie pun not good for my blood vessels.When the blood pumps up, fuuhhhh....imagine what will happen to thousands..no not thousands, but Billion vessels that i have on my cheek which explains why my weight shoot up like nobody's business after i start the hospital treatment 10 years ago. =)

So the weather in Adelaide is extremely hot, so unbearable that my muka bengkak. but i have my own remedy la.. but then Later that night, i started feeling pain near my left side collarbone. Tanya Kak Za,( she's a nurse by profession =) ) Kak za kata lymphnodes bengkak. mula mula kecik je, but by today, dah makin teruk. Oh ya, Thanks to Kak Zatul coz bagi bubur hehehehe.. betul betul sakit ni sampai kena makan bubur =) yeah, coz i dun have chicken in my fridge, i only have meat and lamb which is also Panas...

 

Here's a bit info on swollen lymph nodes. And here's what causes it. 

However, If a person has symptoms of a cold or other minor infection for which they may or may not take antibiotics, give the nodes about two weeks to return to normal. No specific treatment is needed.

• If the nodes are small (less than 2 cm or 3/4 of an inch), are in the groin or under the chin, and you are a young adult, this is considered normal.

• Children tend to have a more active lymphatic system, so their nodes may feel enlarged.

( from the www.emedicinehealth.com )

Semalam, i am in bed half of the day. lepas subuh, makan panadol and tido je. well, i cant afford to that again today can i? hehehe . Gotta do a lot of work nowadays. 

Oh ya, i wanted to blog about the day i arrive, and hw i managed my all 4 luggage from KLIA to Adelaide. yes all FOUR luggage that are heavy and fragile. Coz its too heavy ( i brought home reports and reports and reports to be read and statistics too), i took a cab even tho Abg Mie offered to take kat Airport. lengkali kita citer/blog pasal tu ek... sebenarnya bukan tak sudi, tapi, barang punya banyak naik segan pulak... =)

V day the movie

Despite of my busy schedule, sempat lagi menyelit pi tgk movie dgn Isma. What movie? we watched Valentines's Day. I can say that we were a few of the first people to watch this movie on its opening day, first session of the day pulak.... KERJA GILER tak? alah. bukan selalu kan.... Future prospect of me going to the movies or going out with isma is total Zero after this kot. Gosshhh....I really miss the time while Mak Tam, Nadia, Mirul and Rozi is still arround, going arround with them in Mirul's pimpam pengpot heheheheehe. Fooling and joking arround teasing each other. Goshhh... lawak giler tak HENGAT punya ! Our last outing was to lunch in the city ( at Mia's Dad'd restaurant)... if you guys are reading this, i really miss the old good time,  Guitar Heroes, UNO awwwww.....you guys.... Now i am all alone here without you guys...( Now, only me and Mirul je yang tinggal..... )

Okay, enuff enuff...Back to the movie...... It's a movie by Gary Marshall. Like who's Gary Marshall? He's the one who direct PRETTY WOMAN ( My FAV !!!! wink...wink....), Raising Hellen, Runaway Bride, The princess diaries to name a few.

Well, this movie is a soothing one, relax and laid back kinda thingy. Taught the viewers about many aspect of love, the expected, the unexpected, like the person that's your other half / actually love is just right there beside you but you keep on trailing on other people...like when you love someone, you accept him/her as she regardless his/her flaws... Like when you have proposed to the one you love ( you think you love her and she loves you), but she later rejects it coz she has her own reasons...well,u can call her coldhearted b*t*h or what so ever, if it is ain't for you, it is ain't for you (awww kesian ashton hehehehe)..and like to fall in love with a person you least expected last but not least, love makes you go KE...RAi...ZEEEEE ( crazy) hehehehe....

Anyhow, although it's called valentine's day, i know my religous views about this, its just the movie i watch. Haaiihhhh  Valentine's Day..hehehe.... are you kidding me? I dun event have a boyfriend. Yeah i dun...

TQVM, I rest my case..

Hehehehe (still smiling teringat all the good times i had with my Adelaide buddies (Mak Tam, Nadia, Mirul and Rozi) but couldn't help feelling sad missing them all...)

 

Red Hot Winter 09 ( malam gila gila sungguh hehehehe)

 

Kangaroo and Mirul terkejut in Cleland Wildlife Park, Adelaide Hills 09 

( muka mcm nak serupa plak hehehe...)

 

Majlis penyerahan Cek bantuan oleh wakil rakyat flinders Housing, Dato' Rozi kepada ketua kangaroo di Cleland Wildlife Park, Adelaide Hils 09  hehehehehe

 

Mak Tam's Graduation !!!!! , Flinders Uni , April 09

 

All the five of Us, Victor Harbour 09

panas Vs Sejuk

It s so panas today.. although its only 37 degree. Esok 38 degree which is why i cancelled Harbourtown with Ismah. Ismah is still going with Mira but i back out. Kenot laaa.. too panas, not good for me.

i can't wait for summer to go.. i love autumn and i love winter the most hehehe. Yeah,  mungkin ada betul nya kata Helmi malam tu, " ni mai dari kutub utara ka?" hahahaha or maybe, i really am a Polar Bear in my Past life kihkihkih.... ( sebab tak leh tdur, saya di benarkan utk cakap merapu sekejap ehehehe)

 

Blueekkkk!!!! ;p

Hmmmm....nice snooozing ;)

Ermmm.. the deal is......

  

Peekabooo !!!

i dun feel like doing anything today......

4...5....6...7....8....8 lagi......

hehehehehe..... 

hmmmm......teringat kat sapa tuu.... ?

 Aaaawwwwww........cute

Opocot ! 

 Wheeeee.....

( ni sebenarnya panda, cousin polar bear, panda is Polar bear yang pakai vest) 

Heee Merapu sungguh husna ni.....

reminds me of the Mama Polar Bear i saw in Singapore Zoo. She looks absolutely misarable in her cage. I pity her coz she's not that white anymore and the look on her face simply telling me that she's not happy unlike the other animals there. Tetiba, husna pandai read binatang's face huh? heheehe . i didnt stay long in the Polar bear section coz kenot tahan laa sedih tgk the polar bear... But the penguins on the other hand enjoys themselves hahahaha... sangat comel. i have the photos but belum upload. to think of it, banyak gambar from perth, Penang, bandung, Singapore, Vietnam tak upload lagi.

Anyway, i am imagining myself enjoying the cool breeze like a polar bear in the north pole ( bukan polar bear yang slide dalam iklan TV tu ye hehehehehehehe) although sini sangat panas.... hehehehehe

lady gaga-ed

 Nice song........






Go Gaga !!! hehehehehe

What's the deal?

YOU CALL YOURSELF PIOUS, 

BUT DON"T YOU FORGET, 

ISLAM DOESN'T TEACH US EITHER TO HUMILIATE OTHERS OR TO MAKE OTHERS FEEL BAD.

ISLAM DOESN'T TEACH US TO SAY SOMETHING THAT WOULD MAKE A FREINDSHIP SPLIT... ( hey, you should know better kan... You are pious !)

YEAH , I KNOW YOU THINK YOU ARE GOOD

BUT YOU SEEMS TO FORGET THAT

ALLAH KNOWS BEST !!!


SO STOP IT !!!!!

--

Astagfirullah....

Ya Allah, kuat kanlah semangatku untuk menempuhi segalanya... 

hanya Engkaulah yang maha mengetahui dan mengerti...

I really dun understand why...


Insyallah, YOu will provide me guidance till the end...


Amin.

It's a small world after all

My darling sister tought me to sing this song when i was little, little did i know about it's meaning then.

hehehehhe

It's a small world .....

Nobody could ever imagine that Mak would meet suzie at Mak's Ustaz's wedding. Ustaz's wife is Suzie's bestfriend. Too Bad, Suzie did get to meet my dad... Tu la suzie, Pakai je Rugged, uncle Mo pun tak kenai... ( bukan i ckp ek, my dad yang ckp hehehehe)

Mak Looks like Adnin in this Photo...

Oh ya, The Gambar was taken form Suzie's Facebook. Cayalah Mak Tam !!! pecah record, laju upload gambar hehehehehehe

Kejam ke?

entah lah, i dun understand....

when i do a small thing to make myself happy, katanya berlagak, kejam...

heartless... ( eh macam lagu pakcik Kanye West plak..bukan NINE WEST ya...)

Wahhh..cantik pulak rambut pakcik Kanye ni...

 

Ohhh.... better go check out Nine West Au new collections.....heh heh heh...

Pengalaman merubah pemikiran, 

Pengalaman mengajar erti kehidupan,

Pengalaman membetuk hati, 

Pengalaman mendewasakan,

Jangan lupa, 

Pengalaman boleh membuatkan jauh hati,

Pengalaman juga boleh membuat kan SERIK.

Entah lah... 

Lain padang, lain belalang, 

Lain orang, lain ragamnya...

jadi tolong emphaty sikit perasaan orang sebelum tuduh melulu ye =)

Menghapus JejakMU

 Menghapus JejakMu

Teruskan langkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiran mu buat ku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bartahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba untuk terus menjauh
perlahan hati ku terbelenggu
ku coba untuk lanjutkan kan hidup

engkau bukan lah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk menghentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

teruskan langkah melupakanmu
lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu
jalan pikiran mu buat ku ragu
tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan

perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu
kucoba tuk terus menjauh
perlahan hati ku terbelenggu
ku coba untuk lanjutkan hidup

engkau bukan lah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu
lepaskan segala nya….

engkau bukan lah segalaku
bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku
usai sudah semua berlalu
biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

na…na …na

 Biar hujan menghapus jejakmu.....

MERAHNYAAAA MAK NGAH !!!!

Back in Action

I am back in action

I am back in adelaide.Back to warm and sunny adelaide... Cepat la winter..hehehehehe. Work as usuall, dah sebeban atas kepala ni ha hehehehe... Yeah, saya kan 'rajin'. semalam sampai, hari ni pi jumpa supervisor hahahaha... kan dah... no actually i plan to see her on friday, but she cant make it. So met her today and discussed apa dah buat smua and what's our nesxt project is... Whoaaa...tak tau laaa...

I Need to stock up the firdge coz i aint got anything to eat hehehehe...dalam almari ada rempah ratus and benda benda baking. bnyk gak benda dah expired like instant noodles and stuff. kena buang smua tu. I am so / too damn tired to take a bus to Marion. Haihhh.... been unpacking all the stuff dari Store and attend to the kitchen matter tu la sebab tired sangat. i wish i can fly to Marion or guna pintu doraemon tu.. safe on bus fare hehehehehe....

Oh ya, I thinnk I need a new pillow. my old pillow tetiba dah kempis. Not fluffy mcm before i balik. I wonder why? Sini mana la ada Naturetex mcm kat rumah hehehehe... but i guess they should have better ones here. and oh ya, Payung too... i left my payung on my dressing table kat rumah.. ye lah kan, Dressing table tu yang nak guna kot ! kuang kuang kuang.... my absent minded has not only alarmed me myself but also my parents. they said, i am even worst then them...hehehehe... Naah, i just have to makan more kismis and concerntrate and  be alert.. hehehehe...

oh ya, Allah beri AKAL untuk berfikir! tapi ada yang tetap suka berselindung di balik kain NET. Well it's none of my business anyway..

For now, I'll be alone till kak zatul comes back from Malaysia. 

Oh ya thanks to my neighbours ( you know who you are ) for breakfast and dinner yesterday.