She loves her momma's lemonade
Hates the sounds that goodbyes make
She prays one day she'll find someone to need her
She swears that there's no difference between the lies and compliments
It's all the same if everybody leaves her
And every magazine tells her she's not good enough
The pictures that she sees makes her cry
She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home
She's giving boys what they want
Tries to act so nonchalant
Afraid to see that she's lost her direction
She never stays the same for long
Assuming that she'll get it wrong
Perfect only in her imperfection
She's not a drama queen
She doesn't wanna feel this way
Only 17 and tired, yeah
She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home
She's just the way she is
But no one's told her that's OK
She would change everything, everything, just ask her
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home
She just needs someone to take her home
Deeply touched...
26 September, 2011
23 September, 2011
Mental !!!
hi everyone !!!
to tell you the truth, i am half mental right now ! borderline depression,
believe me, i did the test via online...
but dun be scared now, i am not 100% crazy yet !!! hehehehehe
yesterday i went out with some friends and in between we had a munch at HungryJacks.. No, we did not eat the burgers, we only ate onion rings and fries. Me and one of the girls had a close conversation where she mengadu, being away in aussie, with out any support emotionally and mentally, and with the pressure as a student, its kinda hard. OKay !!!! SHe's doing her undergrad studies and she's married. but she and her husband are on long distances relationship at the moment. I was like, OWHKAY !!!!! if an undergrad student have that kind of feeling, what more could a postgrad like ME !!!! ( Don't say i am complaining !!!) i have that kind of thought all the time, that's why i always told my other friends who planned to do their PHD, get a husband then only come and do your PhD hahahahaha.... well, kalau dapat husband baik, tak pe gak.. dapat husband mengada ngada.. tak ke NAYA ??? but from my observation, so far, the husbands that accompanied they wife for PHD or MaSTErs, are unbelievably, sangat BAIK !!! SANGAT SUPPORTIVE, dan tak berkira probably orang orang ini semua dah matang. There's even one husbands that i know and interact with, on the social Web, he cooks ! He look after the children, Go to pasar and yet he kerja night shift some more !! The wife lives like a queen.. Balik dari kelas or discussion, lauk terhidang, anak anak dah siap ... GOD BLESS YOU for your good life dear ;)
yours truly pulak, mcm orang gile kena pergi pasar sendiri, bukan naik kereta, naik BAS, tarik trolley yang maha berat naik bukit... ( haaa tu lah, sapa suruh cari uni yang jauh dari city center and MArket, Uni pulak atas bukit hahahahaha! very challenging.. termengah mengah la kami naik bukit menarik trolley, bukan ada msa nak gi city selalu ;)....) Nak beli kereta, maintenance is kinda high although the car is fairly cheap, second hand cars ;). lain lah kalau ada husband ( men and cars kan...) or buying the car in group.
Dah balik pasar, nak kena masak pulak, yeah, cooking is teraphy, tapi bila kesuntukan masa, tak de nye teraphy dah !!! first things first !!! Apa kejadahnya kalau esok nak sbmit paper, malam ni dok menari dalam dapur memasak !??? hahahaha... Seriously, ini bukan masalah mengada atau apa...if i can bring kakak to adelaide o accompany me or ask my mom to stay with me for my last few months, I would !!! At this point of time, i have a growing pile of baju yang dah lipat, in the basket in the almari, hahaha rak dah kosong sebab smua dalam bakul hehehehe. lawak pun ya jugak bila tengok.. dah tak de masa nak susun smua dalam almari, now, lepas basuh , dry, lipat dumb in the basket, later cari dalam basket bila nak pakai. there was once, i have one pile of socks, clean socks yang tak sempat nak pair up gulung and put it into laci socks, i ended up wearing the different pair hehehehehe.. lantak la, bukan orang nampak, and bukan nya sebelah biru seblah kuning hehehe....... haaaihhh so disorganize and i hate it. Don't talk about emotional spport. with all the tense, the work load, the everything, nak cerita kat siapa? balik rumah menghadap 4 walls, well actually, i had the best counsellor ever, ALLAH.. but mengada nak human touch kan hehehehehe... So, jawabnya, mengaji lah bnyk bnyk dan berdoa bnyk bnyk agak allah kekalkan keWARASAN fikiran ye... ;) ALHAMDULILLAH, so far so good.
may i remind you, a fren of mine, who's also doing her PhD is down with "meroyan" now i lupa what it is called in english.. sorry.. haaa Postnatal depression... i always look at her and say, this is one lucky fella, she's beautiful, with handsome husband who's her uni sweetheart, whom is a good man , good family, beragama juga, got married, bless with a really cute baby girl, doing her PhD, what more could a person want..how bless she is with all that she's got.... it was heart wrenching to know that she is having Post natal depression and until now, she's not quite alright.. I am SAD !! and takut !!! i know what the pressure is like, how the worry is like, I dunno... ALLAH is always there to guide you...
BUt believe me, the ups and down going thru all these things, thought me a valuable LEsson.
THANK YOU ALLAH ! ALHAMDULILLAH for the lesson, blessing and All... THANK YOU FOR keeping me strong and sane ( for the time being) !!
Thanks for reading this, guys. I am gonna switch back to WORD instead of BLOGSPOT heeheehehe
K. THNKX. BYE !!!
to tell you the truth, i am half mental right now ! borderline depression,
believe me, i did the test via online...
but dun be scared now, i am not 100% crazy yet !!! hehehehehe
yesterday i went out with some friends and in between we had a munch at HungryJacks.. No, we did not eat the burgers, we only ate onion rings and fries. Me and one of the girls had a close conversation where she mengadu, being away in aussie, with out any support emotionally and mentally, and with the pressure as a student, its kinda hard. OKay !!!! SHe's doing her undergrad studies and she's married. but she and her husband are on long distances relationship at the moment. I was like, OWHKAY !!!!! if an undergrad student have that kind of feeling, what more could a postgrad like ME !!!! ( Don't say i am complaining !!!) i have that kind of thought all the time, that's why i always told my other friends who planned to do their PHD, get a husband then only come and do your PhD hahahahaha.... well, kalau dapat husband baik, tak pe gak.. dapat husband mengada ngada.. tak ke NAYA ??? but from my observation, so far, the husbands that accompanied they wife for PHD or MaSTErs, are unbelievably, sangat BAIK !!! SANGAT SUPPORTIVE, dan tak berkira probably orang orang ini semua dah matang. There's even one husbands that i know and interact with, on the social Web, he cooks ! He look after the children, Go to pasar and yet he kerja night shift some more !! The wife lives like a queen.. Balik dari kelas or discussion, lauk terhidang, anak anak dah siap ... GOD BLESS YOU for your good life dear ;)
yours truly pulak, mcm orang gile kena pergi pasar sendiri, bukan naik kereta, naik BAS, tarik trolley yang maha berat naik bukit... ( haaa tu lah, sapa suruh cari uni yang jauh dari city center and MArket, Uni pulak atas bukit hahahahaha! very challenging.. termengah mengah la kami naik bukit menarik trolley, bukan ada msa nak gi city selalu ;)....) Nak beli kereta, maintenance is kinda high although the car is fairly cheap, second hand cars ;). lain lah kalau ada husband ( men and cars kan...) or buying the car in group.
Dah balik pasar, nak kena masak pulak, yeah, cooking is teraphy, tapi bila kesuntukan masa, tak de nye teraphy dah !!! first things first !!! Apa kejadahnya kalau esok nak sbmit paper, malam ni dok menari dalam dapur memasak !??? hahahaha... Seriously, ini bukan masalah mengada atau apa...if i can bring kakak to adelaide o accompany me or ask my mom to stay with me for my last few months, I would !!! At this point of time, i have a growing pile of baju yang dah lipat, in the basket in the almari, hahaha rak dah kosong sebab smua dalam bakul hehehehe. lawak pun ya jugak bila tengok.. dah tak de masa nak susun smua dalam almari, now, lepas basuh , dry, lipat dumb in the basket, later cari dalam basket bila nak pakai. there was once, i have one pile of socks, clean socks yang tak sempat nak pair up gulung and put it into laci socks, i ended up wearing the different pair hehehehehe.. lantak la, bukan orang nampak, and bukan nya sebelah biru seblah kuning hehehe....... haaaihhh so disorganize and i hate it. Don't talk about emotional spport. with all the tense, the work load, the everything, nak cerita kat siapa? balik rumah menghadap 4 walls, well actually, i had the best counsellor ever, ALLAH.. but mengada nak human touch kan hehehehehe... So, jawabnya, mengaji lah bnyk bnyk dan berdoa bnyk bnyk agak allah kekalkan keWARASAN fikiran ye... ;) ALHAMDULILLAH, so far so good.
may i remind you, a fren of mine, who's also doing her PhD is down with "meroyan" now i lupa what it is called in english.. sorry.. haaa Postnatal depression... i always look at her and say, this is one lucky fella, she's beautiful, with handsome husband who's her uni sweetheart, whom is a good man , good family, beragama juga, got married, bless with a really cute baby girl, doing her PhD, what more could a person want..how bless she is with all that she's got.... it was heart wrenching to know that she is having Post natal depression and until now, she's not quite alright.. I am SAD !! and takut !!! i know what the pressure is like, how the worry is like, I dunno... ALLAH is always there to guide you...
BUt believe me, the ups and down going thru all these things, thought me a valuable LEsson.
THANK YOU ALLAH ! ALHAMDULILLAH for the lesson, blessing and All... THANK YOU FOR keeping me strong and sane ( for the time being) !!
Thanks for reading this, guys. I am gonna switch back to WORD instead of BLOGSPOT heeheehehe
K. THNKX. BYE !!!
Oh oh oh oh .. hehehehe
oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh x3
let me tell you about the way i roam,
i call the road my home
so it makes the nights alone without you.
though i've travelled a million miles
you're the only thing that makes me smile
i think about my baby all the while i'm without you
so so so what i need to know know know
is when i get home home home
will you still be there
CHORUS
i've been around the way
been around but not ok
ah whoaaaa
cos i missed you so
i'm coming home
just to let you know
that i missed you
oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh x3
the first time i met her
i started feeling better
so i thought i'd let her in
now she's my everything
the reason why i sing
she turns my winter into spring
when i'm near her
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
so so so what i need to know know know
is when i get home home home
will you still be there
CHORUS
i've been around the way
been around but not ok
ah whoaaaa
cos i missed you so
i'm coming home
just to let you know
that i missed you
every croud i see you face
i keep looking just incase
it's all perfect but there's something outta place
oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh x3
so so so what i need to know know know
is when i get home home home
will you still be there
CHORUS
i've been around the way
been around but not ok
ah whoaaaa
cos i missed you so
i'm coming home
just to let you know
that i missed you
oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh x3
So Close
So CLose
You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/jon_mclaughlin/so_close.html ]
So close to reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this one's not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far, we are, so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far
More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/j/jon_mclaughlin/#share
20 September, 2011
beribu sesalan
NOICE !!!!
BERIBU SESALAN
Ku susuri malam ini
Yang tidak berbintang sunyi sepi
Juga rembulan dah menghilang
Dalam kelam ku sendiri
Ku mencari hembus bayu
Yang selalu berbisik madah rindu
Kini membisu dalam sayu
Tidak ku temu suaramu
Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku
Di saat ku perlukanmu
Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu
Di sini ku tersedu-sedu
Setelah cinta pergi
Ku mengusung duka ini diiringi
Kisah janji dimungkiri lagi
Kekasihku di jalanan yang berliku
Di saat ku perlukanmu
Tertutup jua segalanya terhadapmu
Di sini ku tersedu-sedu
Setelah cinta pergi
Ku mengusung duka ini
Diiringi
Kisah janji
Dimungkiri
Dimungkiri
Sia-sia ku
Mencintaimu
Setia padamu
Percayakanmu
Sebak dadaku
Retak hatiku
Luka jiwaku
Dihiris pilu
Sia-siaku
Mencintaimu
Setia padamu
Percayakanmu
Sebak dadaku
Retak hatiku
Luka jiwaku
Dihiris pilu
Beribu sesalanku
ni kalau si fahmy tgk, di tanya "putus cinta ke Cik kak?"
kali ni nak jawab " ha'ah.. tapi lama dahh.. "
Boleh gitu?
hehehe
14 September, 2011
Terlebih Active
Haihhhh.... Went to Zumba this evening with hope that malam ni nak tido lena...
Pa akal? dah kul 1.18 pagi tapi mata dok segar mcm baru bangun hehehehe
ni semua salah
kesian teh tarik pulak yang kena. I drank this after zumba tadi. Okay, i blame myself hehehe. Dah tahu kalau minum benda benda manis after 8, memang sah tak boleh tido malam, yang pergi minum sapa lah yang suruh? hehehehhe. reminds me of the conversation i had with Amir. He terkejut that i can't sleep if i makan Ice cream or drink milo ais or teh tarik after dark. dia tak leh relate mcm na heheh how? why? and all, tapi memang mcm tu pun, if it is in Malaysia pun, if i go for teh tarik or milo ais or makan ice cream after 8, melekat dgn Astro beyond sampai esok pagi tak leh tido, kalau teringat nak solat hajjat bagus jugak...hehehehe...
Okay okay, i'll go force myself to sleep now...
nite nite
Pa akal? dah kul 1.18 pagi tapi mata dok segar mcm baru bangun hehehehe
ni semua salah
kesian teh tarik pulak yang kena. I drank this after zumba tadi. Okay, i blame myself hehehe. Dah tahu kalau minum benda benda manis after 8, memang sah tak boleh tido malam, yang pergi minum sapa lah yang suruh? hehehehhe. reminds me of the conversation i had with Amir. He terkejut that i can't sleep if i makan Ice cream or drink milo ais or teh tarik after dark. dia tak leh relate mcm na heheh how? why? and all, tapi memang mcm tu pun, if it is in Malaysia pun, if i go for teh tarik or milo ais or makan ice cream after 8, melekat dgn Astro beyond sampai esok pagi tak leh tido, kalau teringat nak solat hajjat bagus jugak...hehehehe...
Okay okay, i'll go force myself to sleep now...
nite nite
rambling tgh malam
it is now 12.44 am. Adelade time,
I am online Via my beloved Mac. It's been so long that i've stop using the Mac i think about a few months since the electric trip. At first I thought i was consuming a lot of electricity that it tripped. BUt it was my housemate with her extra Hebat Heater. Cehhh !! It's okay, i am kinda using my Mac again now instead of Toshi. The fact that Mac's resolution and color and monitor is so much better. ( No offence toshi, alamak , mati kalau esok Toshi merajuk tak nak start...Matiiii... sorry toshi, okay, okay, Toshi pun best jugak ehehehehehe)
i've just finished marking the students' individual assignment. I was generous with the mark I guess but i think it was in line with the students' effort. They are good student and they know what they are doing. Dah ada akal sendiri and if only i can record their case study presentation, Oh Boy.... amazing !!! the amount of effort being put in such limited time. Oh ya, in both of my classes, there's one student named benjamin in each. And both Benjamin is kinda mischivious ! hahaha.. sangat nakal okay!! tapi kerja terbaik !!!
WHile marking tadi, Dad called, we chat a little before he started to cough and cant talk anymore. he said it was the air from the aircond.. I did mention to him i havent heard from mom since they got back from India. Since dad is in the room and mom is out side, he said he'd ask mom to call me later.
less than half hour, Mom called. I asked her if she'd like to see a handbag i thought she would like from Nine West website. That's when she told me about the Nine west bag she saw in Nine West boutique in India. Kinda attracted to the Bag but she doesnt like the colour and tak match her shoes lah and she was looking for the color that matches her shoes. As she was describing, it was similar to the one that i wanted to show her. It actually turn out to be the same Bag !!! LOL !!! taking about instict huh? hehehe I know she'd like the bag the minute i saw it in Nine West Rundle Mall. So i quickly send the pic of the bag all in 3 colours to my bro's email, where my bro will show it to her and she'll call me back . out of Black, White and Sand, mom says " Alright, just get me the Sand ,ok bye" put down the phone Hahahaha.... Okay, Birthday present Mfor Mom settled !!! Nine West was having a free shipping throughout Aussie so i bought it online. save my time on going to the city. The shoes selection are all Beautiful, but too bad, it's all pig skin lining. I've check at the boutique last week... Sedeyyh !!! Sangat cantik and surely comfy !!
okay, next mission is to wait for the grand opening of NINE WEST boutique in Harbourtown ( where the sell stuff at a cheaper price because semua barang is stock lama hehehe) and i might get me a birthday present hehehehe
mlm ni tido lena tunggu bag sampai hehehehe...
I am online Via my beloved Mac. It's been so long that i've stop using the Mac i think about a few months since the electric trip. At first I thought i was consuming a lot of electricity that it tripped. BUt it was my housemate with her extra Hebat Heater. Cehhh !! It's okay, i am kinda using my Mac again now instead of Toshi. The fact that Mac's resolution and color and monitor is so much better. ( No offence toshi, alamak , mati kalau esok Toshi merajuk tak nak start...Matiiii... sorry toshi, okay, okay, Toshi pun best jugak ehehehehehe)
i've just finished marking the students' individual assignment. I was generous with the mark I guess but i think it was in line with the students' effort. They are good student and they know what they are doing. Dah ada akal sendiri and if only i can record their case study presentation, Oh Boy.... amazing !!! the amount of effort being put in such limited time. Oh ya, in both of my classes, there's one student named benjamin in each. And both Benjamin is kinda mischivious ! hahaha.. sangat nakal okay!! tapi kerja terbaik !!!
WHile marking tadi, Dad called, we chat a little before he started to cough and cant talk anymore. he said it was the air from the aircond.. I did mention to him i havent heard from mom since they got back from India. Since dad is in the room and mom is out side, he said he'd ask mom to call me later.
less than half hour, Mom called. I asked her if she'd like to see a handbag i thought she would like from Nine West website. That's when she told me about the Nine west bag she saw in Nine West boutique in India. Kinda attracted to the Bag but she doesnt like the colour and tak match her shoes lah and she was looking for the color that matches her shoes. As she was describing, it was similar to the one that i wanted to show her. It actually turn out to be the same Bag !!! LOL !!! taking about instict huh? hehehe I know she'd like the bag the minute i saw it in Nine West Rundle Mall. So i quickly send the pic of the bag all in 3 colours to my bro's email, where my bro will show it to her and she'll call me back . out of Black, White and Sand, mom says " Alright, just get me the Sand ,ok bye" put down the phone Hahahaha.... Okay, Birthday present Mfor Mom settled !!! Nine West was having a free shipping throughout Aussie so i bought it online. save my time on going to the city. The shoes selection are all Beautiful, but too bad, it's all pig skin lining. I've check at the boutique last week... Sedeyyh !!! Sangat cantik and surely comfy !!
okay, next mission is to wait for the grand opening of NINE WEST boutique in Harbourtown ( where the sell stuff at a cheaper price because semua barang is stock lama hehehe) and i might get me a birthday present hehehehe
mlm ni tido lena tunggu bag sampai hehehehe...
putus cinta kah?
I recently posted this song on my facebook profile, One of the comments i received was
"putus cinta kah?" or something like that.
Hahahaha i just laugh..
"putus cinta kah?" or something like that.
Hahahaha i just laugh..
08 September, 2011
if tomorrow never comes
bitten by JIWANG KARATZ bug !!!!
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way
To show her every day
That she's my only one
If my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes.
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance
To tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way
To show her every day
That she's my only one
If my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
AM I IN LOVE ?
Hahahahaha ( GELAK GULING - GULING bak kata mak tam) hehhehehehe
If tomorrow never comes
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way
To show her every day
That she's my only one
If my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes.
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance
To tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way
To show her every day
That she's my only one
If my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
AM I IN LOVE ?
Hahahahaha ( GELAK GULING - GULING bak kata mak tam) hehhehehehe
GOOSEbumps !!!
My parents left for India on Saturday. Yeah i know it is stil in the midst of Raya and all. But No biggie lah.. So my bro is home alone not totally alone, ada Pingu, Belle, Hitler and Puteh to teman him. Kakak went back to indon for raya and holiday with her girls. My mom let her go twice a year to visit her girls.
So, i've been checking up on both my Bro and parents. So hari hari sms malaysia and India.
here in Aussie, I left my TV on the whole night coz i dunno, tak rasa sunyi sangat kot.. plus the TV is without remote control pun kan hehehehe.. so, it's nice waking up in the morning greeted by the morning show and also the early morning news. (Well, that's how i tau Micheal Jackson meninggal)
So this morning, it was kinda shocking when the news kata ada Bombing in India.. in Delhi. Separuh sedar dgr, terus bangun capai handphone and sms my mom and dad.
not long afterthat, my dad replied saying that there are no bombing and just earthquake of 6.6. and that they are no longer in Delhi and they are in MUMBAI. Alhamdulillah. BUt then, i am still worried because of the 9/11 thingy. Alhamdulillah jugak mlm ni dah nak balik malaysia. Insyallah, hopefully everything is okay.
well, it gives u the kind of Goosebumps that you can never explain.. shivers to the spine ....
So, i've been checking up on both my Bro and parents. So hari hari sms malaysia and India.
here in Aussie, I left my TV on the whole night coz i dunno, tak rasa sunyi sangat kot.. plus the TV is without remote control pun kan hehehehe.. so, it's nice waking up in the morning greeted by the morning show and also the early morning news. (Well, that's how i tau Micheal Jackson meninggal)
So this morning, it was kinda shocking when the news kata ada Bombing in India.. in Delhi. Separuh sedar dgr, terus bangun capai handphone and sms my mom and dad.
not long afterthat, my dad replied saying that there are no bombing and just earthquake of 6.6. and that they are no longer in Delhi and they are in MUMBAI. Alhamdulillah. BUt then, i am still worried because of the 9/11 thingy. Alhamdulillah jugak mlm ni dah nak balik malaysia. Insyallah, hopefully everything is okay.
well, it gives u the kind of Goosebumps that you can never explain.. shivers to the spine ....
Ronan's Baby can i hold you...
Baby can i hold you
"Sorry"
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like "sorry" like "sorry"
"Forgive me"
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like forgive me "forgive me"
But you can say
"baby baby can I hold you tonight
Maybe if I told you the right words
At the right time you'd be mine"
"I love you"
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like" I love you" I love you
No comment on this song... Ter-JIWANGKarats kejap...
Smua gara gara gi dengar CD ronan keating 10 years of HITS that i bought a few days ago
haaaaihhhhhhh KARATS nye lah haiiii
07 September, 2011
Beezeee
i am kinda busy lately...
Nak chat dgn Amir, my cousin pun tak sempat. Kesian dia ;) Nanti kita catch up k ;)
Yeah, i am busy, really busy, sooo many things to do.. with the thesis, driving me up the wall.
I think i am getting dumber than ever , okay, i am dumb enough, and now i am even dumber... Not to forget to mention that i forget things easily. Ayat bacaan dalam solat tu tak yah citer lah... boleh terlupa baca bacaan antara dua sujud.. tahiyat lah.. and sometimes, i repeat my fatihah like 2 tiga kali... There was this one day, i forgot my housemate's name. I nearly called her Rebecca when her name is Sharon.. hahahaha lawak giler, i stood infront of her room for like a few minutes thinking, "Goshh what's her name...? what's her name..."
BUt luckily i tak forget to call my bro to check on him on daily basis. Why check on him on daily basis? Cos mom and dad are in India as i am writing this. Work purposes and also a wedding to attend. The fact that I am worried for them, in India, naik Train and stuff, knowing my mom hehehehe... it would be fun though to travel with her to india kihkihkih... but tak de rezeki nak ikut pulak kan... but then again, at that age, nak naik turun train, tarik bag and stuff, just the two of them.. Naaahhh...kesian, balik nanti sure letih and sakit.
And, i also manage to call all my aunts and uncles in Malaysia before raya. Pat on my back ey for this year hehehe...i just dun want history to repeat itself, 3 years ago, I called my aunt in penang and then called my aunt in Lumut, but the one in Lumut didnt pick up the phone or something.. so i postponed and plan to call her some other day.. But it's too late, i broke down when my dad called me and tell me she passed away just after paying her zakat and she has just finished praying zuhur. She passed away in her telekung. I cried so badly because i didn't get to meet her before i flew to adelaide. I called her on the way to the airport, and she said to me, " i don't think we will meet each other anymore, you take care okay.." and i thought she was joking.and that was within 90 days before she passed away.. she knew she's leaving us... Terkilan nya dalam hati ALLAH yang tahu. She's very close to us, she's come from lumut to celebrate raya with us with her daughter. and when we take her for breakfast or anywhere, or if my friends come over, they thought that she is my grandma.. there's a big gap between my mom and her.She being the second in the family and my mom the 7th. Ahhhh how i missed her.. her smile, and her warm hug... Alfatihah....
i better go to sleep now. it's pass my bed time..
nite nite
Nak chat dgn Amir, my cousin pun tak sempat. Kesian dia ;) Nanti kita catch up k ;)
Yeah, i am busy, really busy, sooo many things to do.. with the thesis, driving me up the wall.
I think i am getting dumber than ever , okay, i am dumb enough, and now i am even dumber... Not to forget to mention that i forget things easily. Ayat bacaan dalam solat tu tak yah citer lah... boleh terlupa baca bacaan antara dua sujud.. tahiyat lah.. and sometimes, i repeat my fatihah like 2 tiga kali... There was this one day, i forgot my housemate's name. I nearly called her Rebecca when her name is Sharon.. hahahaha lawak giler, i stood infront of her room for like a few minutes thinking, "Goshh what's her name...? what's her name..."
BUt luckily i tak forget to call my bro to check on him on daily basis. Why check on him on daily basis? Cos mom and dad are in India as i am writing this. Work purposes and also a wedding to attend. The fact that I am worried for them, in India, naik Train and stuff, knowing my mom hehehehe... it would be fun though to travel with her to india kihkihkih... but tak de rezeki nak ikut pulak kan... but then again, at that age, nak naik turun train, tarik bag and stuff, just the two of them.. Naaahhh...kesian, balik nanti sure letih and sakit.
And, i also manage to call all my aunts and uncles in Malaysia before raya. Pat on my back ey for this year hehehe...i just dun want history to repeat itself, 3 years ago, I called my aunt in penang and then called my aunt in Lumut, but the one in Lumut didnt pick up the phone or something.. so i postponed and plan to call her some other day.. But it's too late, i broke down when my dad called me and tell me she passed away just after paying her zakat and she has just finished praying zuhur. She passed away in her telekung. I cried so badly because i didn't get to meet her before i flew to adelaide. I called her on the way to the airport, and she said to me, " i don't think we will meet each other anymore, you take care okay.." and i thought she was joking.and that was within 90 days before she passed away.. she knew she's leaving us... Terkilan nya dalam hati ALLAH yang tahu. She's very close to us, she's come from lumut to celebrate raya with us with her daughter. and when we take her for breakfast or anywhere, or if my friends come over, they thought that she is my grandma.. there's a big gap between my mom and her.She being the second in the family and my mom the 7th. Ahhhh how i missed her.. her smile, and her warm hug... Alfatihah....
i better go to sleep now. it's pass my bed time..
nite nite
02 September, 2011
kucing beraya ;)
O Hai....
This is how my furry buddies celebrate raya hehehe
Belle
Mama belle ;) looking fresh !!
Hitler
tak de keje lain, Tido jeee
Pingu
Sorry can't put Pingu's photo coz he was held by my dad hehehe
Suratan atau Kebetulan
Sesuatu yang tak disangka
Seringkali mendatangi kita
Itukah suratan dalam kehidupan
Atau hanya satu kebetulan
Kita asyik membicarakan
Persoalan hidup dan pilihan
Sedang kejujuran semakin berkurang
Masih tiada bertemu jawapan
Walau kita dihadapkan
Dengan berbagai pilihan
Mengapa sering terjadi
Pilihan tak menepati
Hingga amat menakutkan
Menghadapi masa depan
Seolah telah terhapus
Sebuah kehidupan yang kudus
Pertemuan sekali ini
Bagi diriku amat bererti
Tetapi ku bimbang untuk menyatakan
Bimbangkan berulang kesilapan
Walau kita dihadapkan
Dengan berbagai pilihan
Mengapa sering terjadi
Pilihan tak menepati
Hingga amat menakutkan
Menghadapi masa depan
Seolah telah terhapus
Sebuah kehidupan yang kudus
Pertemuan sekali ini
Bagi diriku amat bererti
Tetapi ku bimbang untuk menyatakan
Bimbangkan berulang kesilapan
Seringkali mendatangi kita
Itukah suratan dalam kehidupan
Atau hanya satu kebetulan
Kita asyik membicarakan
Persoalan hidup dan pilihan
Sedang kejujuran semakin berkurang
Masih tiada bertemu jawapan
Walau kita dihadapkan
Dengan berbagai pilihan
Mengapa sering terjadi
Pilihan tak menepati
Hingga amat menakutkan
Menghadapi masa depan
Seolah telah terhapus
Sebuah kehidupan yang kudus
Pertemuan sekali ini
Bagi diriku amat bererti
Tetapi ku bimbang untuk menyatakan
Bimbangkan berulang kesilapan
Walau kita dihadapkan
Dengan berbagai pilihan
Mengapa sering terjadi
Pilihan tak menepati
Hingga amat menakutkan
Menghadapi masa depan
Seolah telah terhapus
Sebuah kehidupan yang kudus
Pertemuan sekali ini
Bagi diriku amat bererti
Tetapi ku bimbang untuk menyatakan
Bimbangkan berulang kesilapan
Well, i am not suppose to do songs review at this timing. But something happen to me since Eid that makes me think. Although its a small matter but it's a big thing for me, made me feel like i am worthless not wanted and invisible..... But then i decided not to meddle with it.
Cause I'm done !! I won't fight for it any more. Cause, then i started thinking, will it be worth it? But maybe it's a sign for ALLAH as I always pray for ALLAH to give me the answer...
Maka DIA Menyayangimu,
Bila DIA Lambat Makbulkan doamu,
Maka DIA Ingin Mengujimu,
Bila DIA Tidak Makbulkan Doamu,
Maka Dia Merancang Sesuatu Yang lebih Baik Untukmu.
Oleh itu, Sentiasalah Bersangka Baik Pada ALLAH Dalam Apa Jua Keadaan Pun...
Kerana Kasih sayang ALLAH Itu Mendahului KemurkaanNya.
I used to be a fighter,I fight to win my love, or the one I love, but now, i dont know.... may be it's the age, or may be it's the bad experience that will always haunt me through out my life. Orang kata, jangan serik, Yes i tak serik, tapi i takut ! takut pisang berbuah dua kali kah? jadi tunggu lah saya sampai kucing bertanduk hehehehe
Ah...Well, i keep reminding myself of surah al Baqarah, surah An Nissa.. in fact when the time the thing happen during eid night, immediately i was struck and all i can say is ALLAH, please give me strength and guide me through...
How come something so good, so perfect yet, not meant to be... Well, ALLAH has it's reason for that, and go back to Surah Al-Baqarah, Surah An Nissa.
And also, i keep reminding myself :
Husna, don't worry
ALLAH loves you,
Rasulullah Loves you,
Your MOM and Dad Loves you
Don't worry if you feel bad or lonely, you have these people around you..
That was a nasihat from someone close to me. (Arhhhh rasa mcm nak nanges boleh?) Well, it lift me up in a way...
Ya ALLAH, jangan Kau pesongkan hati kami sesudah Kau berikan kami petunjuk...
Ya ALLAH, berikan kami hidayahMU...sepertimana Kau beri hidayah kepada golongan para waliMu...
Ya ALLAH, permudahkan segala urusan kami...
Ya ALLAH, murahkan rezeki kami...
Ya ALLAH, Kau jauhkan kami dari azab api nerakaMU..
Kau peliharalah kami dari segala malapetaka, bencana dan segala kejahatan...
01 September, 2011
So That's how my Eid ...
This is the environment at the park we're suppose to pray that morning. Muslims accross adelaide gathered here that morning. We have one back in FLinders, but this year, we decided to go to the city instead.
After prayers, we had some photography session before we left for Glenelg.
kami kami bergambar dgn ALAN ;) ALAN is kak hanim's car.
Glenelg yang indah
Glenelg jetty...
Kami Kami lagi...
The girls laugh when i say, i finaly understand how the indons and banglas in Malaysia, who don't get to go balik kampung to celebrate Eid feels. When every moment at the Masjid they are snapping away depan masjid, kiri kanan masjid, then off to the beach or shopping Mall. Coz that's what we did on Eid..
tak gi rumah orang? hmmmm.... i hate to talk about this part. biarlah rahsia... Well, i am just a nobody, with nothing... eh, tadi kata biarlah rahsia, so bbiar lah rahsia ye ;) Kita enjoy cara kita je lah...
To be continued...
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