Missing Home...
The home for normal people
The home with Parents, a crazy brother and 4 cats hehehe....
I'm kinda waiting for the day i finished my thesis and be normal again.. kihkihkih
REMINDER : doing PhD makes you not Normal...
24 May, 2010
MAY 2010 part 2
I woke up at 5 am with me coughing non stop... OMG sakit sangat esp when u batuk with not that much flam hehehe... It's been so long that I batuk without flam coz I am the type kalau demam mesti akan ada flam. Then i tried taking 1 tbs of honey to ease my throat. when back to sleep and bangun again for subuh.
Today I felt really sad. Entah kenapa... sangat sangat Sad mcm EMo pun ya gak hehehe... bukan Emo sebab apa, cuma bila fikiran melayang layang tu, mula la hehehe... It's about Life anyway... And my life is not a fairy Tale... coz I am not a fairy... hehehe.. more like i am an Orge kot hehehe.. yeah, a friend told me that I look like princess fiona when she's like this.....
Today I felt really sad. Entah kenapa... sangat sangat Sad mcm EMo pun ya gak hehehe... bukan Emo sebab apa, cuma bila fikiran melayang layang tu, mula la hehehe... It's about Life anyway... And my life is not a fairy Tale... coz I am not a fairy... hehehe.. more like i am an Orge kot hehehe.. yeah, a friend told me that I look like princess fiona when she's like this.....
Hahaha... mungkin jugak la kot kan.. seburuk buruk Fiona, tetap Princess okay.. hehehe boleh cam tu? Husna princess apa plak? Husna lalu Princess Highway je hehehehe.... Anyway, bukan lah sebab ni buat I upset. Many things in life yang tetiba buat diri terasa upset.. orang ambik kesempatan, orang tikam dari belakang, orang yang mcm orang lah.. bila senang lupa, bila susah baru teringat... orang dgn sifat sifat orang nya.. tapi nak buat mcm mana, saya pun orang jugak...bukan Orge.. tak pa lah, ni smua lesson in life....kita tgk dan kita alami, tapi jangan lah ikut... Yang baik tu kita ikut lah, yang tak baik tu kita jangan ikut....kita pun ada kelemahan sendiri hehehehe.. Akhir kata, Mungkin Allah tunjuk sebab nak suruh kita perbaiki diri.... InsyALLAH...
Oh Boy, it's like a terror in my chest ! I am coughing mcm nak bunuh orang... sampai meleleh air mata skali batuk...merah muka mata hidung smua... Running down to the Uni Chemist to get cough mixture or anything that can sooth my throat.
Boleh land is waiting for me and i want to be healthy when i reach Bolehland and also my next stop the Panda Land.. hehehehe...
Ok babai.. muka dah mcm orang menangis kena pukul ni, sebelum terkeluar biji mata, lebih baik Husna make way to the uni CHemist dulu...
MAY 2010
Sekejap je dah bulan May...
Banyak entry yang nak di publish tapi tak sempat...hehehe...sebelum demam hari tu, Kemas, settle bilik Mirul smua dgn Tony. Tony siap dgn dia punya facial mask hehehe.. dia siap warning sebab dia kata Mirul tak tutup tingkap before leaving. Habuk sure banyak hehehehe.. Betul lah tu.. and masa tanya Mirul after he left dulu, dia kata dia rasa tingkap bilik dia tutup ... Both me and Tony had flu lepas tu. but then dah okay dah. tak teruk sangat.. sekadar selsema and sakit tekak skit je, Makan Advil, hilang la dia.. Anyway, Barang Mirul dari bilik ke laundry ke dapur settle. Tony was a bit sad and missing his fav hsemate. " I do miss him.. I really do.." he claims and start telling me about Mirul as a housemate....tak pe lah Tony, ada rezeki, dapat lah ber housemate dgn Mirul lagi ek....
Then, Pimpam Pempot pulak nak di jual. Mirul dah mati akal la ni sampai terpaksa berpisah dgn kekasih hatinya. Tak pa lah... Dah takdir mcm ni kan...Genap setahun Pimpam pempot bersama dia dan kita semua di housing. ( sebenarnya dah buat entry special untuk pimpam pempot tapi tak publish hehehehe...maluuu sebab sangat sedih berpisah dgn pimpam pempot..apa apa pun carpark 2 menjadi saksi hehehe oh ye, dan juga Feeza...). Pimpam pempot nak di jual dgn harga Aud 1000 tapi sapa nak tawar boleh la dapat sampai Aud 900. Tapi akhirnya Pimpam pempot di jual dgn harga Aud 1100... mcm na tuh? hehehehe....tu kena tanya ISMAH LAA hehehehe..
And then later Gary called me saying that our curtain will be changed to new one becoz the old one dah koyak, and our arm chair yang dah bolos tu pun will be changed. Nanti i will update with photos. Thank You Gary !!! hehehe.. and a few days lepas tu, Gary hantar notice saying that lepas ni our hse will only be inspected once in two weeks... Wahhh... best nih... But this week ada Major inspection hehehe...
It's almost like winter here nowadays.. padahal it's still autumn. or maybe, season ni terus skip kot hehe... ye lah, Adelaide punya weather dah smakin haywire.. jadi mcm ntah apa apa.... Kuasa ALLAh, ada lah tu ALLAH dah install something tu.. Paling best, they said this year we might get snow in Adelaide.. hah???? really ka? i wil not be in adelaide la pulak .... tak pe lah...tak de rezeki..
Banyak lagi yang nak di bebelkan sebenarnya...tapi sebab dah terlalu lewat malam ni.. bukan lagi lewat malam dah, dah awal pagi pun ni hehehehe... i can't sleep, batuk yang sakit sampai kepala.. bukan batuk kering tapi batuk laa... hehehe... suara pun dah bertukar sejak semalam hehehe...
Anyway thanks to Abg Mie, Kak Lin, Zainun and Saiful kerana melawat orang sakit ini hehehe... demam skit ja..hehehe.
Okay, orang sakit perlu make way to the bed..esok nak pi uni pagi pagi oi.....tak terbangun nanti...
Banyak entry yang nak di publish tapi tak sempat...hehehe...sebelum demam hari tu, Kemas, settle bilik Mirul smua dgn Tony. Tony siap dgn dia punya facial mask hehehe.. dia siap warning sebab dia kata Mirul tak tutup tingkap before leaving. Habuk sure banyak hehehehe.. Betul lah tu.. and masa tanya Mirul after he left dulu, dia kata dia rasa tingkap bilik dia tutup ... Both me and Tony had flu lepas tu. but then dah okay dah. tak teruk sangat.. sekadar selsema and sakit tekak skit je, Makan Advil, hilang la dia.. Anyway, Barang Mirul dari bilik ke laundry ke dapur settle. Tony was a bit sad and missing his fav hsemate. " I do miss him.. I really do.." he claims and start telling me about Mirul as a housemate....tak pe lah Tony, ada rezeki, dapat lah ber housemate dgn Mirul lagi ek....
Then, Pimpam Pempot pulak nak di jual. Mirul dah mati akal la ni sampai terpaksa berpisah dgn kekasih hatinya. Tak pa lah... Dah takdir mcm ni kan...Genap setahun Pimpam pempot bersama dia dan kita semua di housing. ( sebenarnya dah buat entry special untuk pimpam pempot tapi tak publish hehehehe...maluuu sebab sangat sedih berpisah dgn pimpam pempot..apa apa pun carpark 2 menjadi saksi hehehe oh ye, dan juga Feeza...). Pimpam pempot nak di jual dgn harga Aud 1000 tapi sapa nak tawar boleh la dapat sampai Aud 900. Tapi akhirnya Pimpam pempot di jual dgn harga Aud 1100... mcm na tuh? hehehehe....tu kena tanya ISMAH LAA hehehehe..
And then later Gary called me saying that our curtain will be changed to new one becoz the old one dah koyak, and our arm chair yang dah bolos tu pun will be changed. Nanti i will update with photos. Thank You Gary !!! hehehe.. and a few days lepas tu, Gary hantar notice saying that lepas ni our hse will only be inspected once in two weeks... Wahhh... best nih... But this week ada Major inspection hehehe...
It's almost like winter here nowadays.. padahal it's still autumn. or maybe, season ni terus skip kot hehe... ye lah, Adelaide punya weather dah smakin haywire.. jadi mcm ntah apa apa.... Kuasa ALLAh, ada lah tu ALLAH dah install something tu.. Paling best, they said this year we might get snow in Adelaide.. hah???? really ka? i wil not be in adelaide la pulak .... tak pe lah...tak de rezeki..
Banyak lagi yang nak di bebelkan sebenarnya...tapi sebab dah terlalu lewat malam ni.. bukan lagi lewat malam dah, dah awal pagi pun ni hehehehe... i can't sleep, batuk yang sakit sampai kepala.. bukan batuk kering tapi batuk laa... hehehe... suara pun dah bertukar sejak semalam hehehe...
Anyway thanks to Abg Mie, Kak Lin, Zainun and Saiful kerana melawat orang sakit ini hehehe... demam skit ja..hehehe.
Okay, orang sakit perlu make way to the bed..esok nak pi uni pagi pagi oi.....tak terbangun nanti...
21 May, 2010
Insya-ALLAH
InsyaALLAH - Maher Zain
Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah3x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way
19 May, 2010
18th May 2010
(this is what wrote while waiting for Ismah yesterday morning)
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18th May 2010
FMC,
8.55 am
I am on my way to the city taking 721F bus. What am I doing at the city on a tuesday? Shopping? Yeah right... shopping la sangat when the fund is like really really low hahahaha... I have to go to ATO to get my TFN. What's ATO? What's TFN? heh heh heh... pepandai la cari sendiri ok...Teeeheeee....
I listening to Maher Zain's songs on my iPod touch. OMG, I am so hooked up to all his songs especially Insyallah and Barakallah and Always be there and... Aish! semua lah...huhu...semua pun best. i wish.. if only Maher Zain ni ada buat recording for Quran. Fuhhh... Layan..... Actually, Lyric and lagu dia so makan dalam especially lagu insyallah. I cried listening and still do rasa sebak when dengar lagu tu... Suach a softie I am hehehehe....
Anyways, InsyaALLAH, to all my dreams and your dreams too..Let us pray together so that we will achieve whatever we wish for in life. Amin....
It's Ismah's birthday today, and also my dear niece, Adnin's birthday too. I am waiting for Ismah to arrive fashionably late on her ride ( G21) huhuhuhu.... Tgk la, lepas settle kat ATO ( ismah teman me go to ATO coz it's kinda jalan dalam lorong like that at the city ), can go eat nasi Arab kat pars kebab dgn Ismah Laa...
Alright, Ismah has arrived and 721F will be here any time soon. pen off now ( giler klasik tulis atas kertas dulu balik baru type kat blog hehehehehe). back to basics huh?
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18th May 2010
FMC,
8.55 am
I am on my way to the city taking 721F bus. What am I doing at the city on a tuesday? Shopping? Yeah right... shopping la sangat when the fund is like really really low hahahaha... I have to go to ATO to get my TFN. What's ATO? What's TFN? heh heh heh... pepandai la cari sendiri ok...Teeeheeee....
I listening to Maher Zain's songs on my iPod touch. OMG, I am so hooked up to all his songs especially Insyallah and Barakallah and Always be there and... Aish! semua lah...huhu...semua pun best. i wish.. if only Maher Zain ni ada buat recording for Quran. Fuhhh... Layan..... Actually, Lyric and lagu dia so makan dalam especially lagu insyallah. I cried listening and still do rasa sebak when dengar lagu tu... Suach a softie I am hehehehe....
Anyways, InsyaALLAH, to all my dreams and your dreams too..Let us pray together so that we will achieve whatever we wish for in life. Amin....
It's Ismah's birthday today, and also my dear niece, Adnin's birthday too. I am waiting for Ismah to arrive fashionably late on her ride ( G21) huhuhuhu.... Tgk la, lepas settle kat ATO ( ismah teman me go to ATO coz it's kinda jalan dalam lorong like that at the city ), can go eat nasi Arab kat pars kebab dgn Ismah Laa...
Alright, Ismah has arrived and 721F will be here any time soon. pen off now ( giler klasik tulis atas kertas dulu balik baru type kat blog hehehehehe). back to basics huh?
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Empat tahun laa
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday dear Adnin
Happy birthday to you
My one and only niece turns 4 yesterday.
16 May, 2010
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Tuhan ku inginkan secebis harapan
Hanya padamu ku serahkan
Apakah kan ada ketulusan jiwa
Yang menilai ku seadanya
Hanya padamu ku serahkan
Apakah kan ada ketulusan jiwa
Yang menilai ku seadanya
Pero Me Acuerdo De Ti
Ada orang tiba tiba meroyan cakap spanish hehehehe...ala layankan je.... ;p
Yo no escriba esto porque estoy enamorado de usted. No estoy no. Tengo avanzar y llevar una vida pacÃfica. Pero me recuerde usted .... i suelto mi paz, mi corazón destruye,mis sonrisas borra y mi mundo destruye.
kalau nak tau maksudnya, translate la sendiri k...
here's the lyric to the song by christina aguilera i posted earlier...
Yo no escriba esto porque estoy enamorado de usted. No estoy no. Tengo avanzar y llevar una vida pacÃfica. Pero me recuerde usted .... i suelto mi paz, mi corazón destruye,mis sonrisas borra y mi mundo destruye.
kalau nak tau maksudnya, translate la sendiri k...
here's the lyric to the song by christina aguilera i posted earlier...
Pero Me Acuerdo De Ti
Ahora que ya mi vida se encuentra normal, ooh, ooh
Que tengo encasa quien suena con verme llegar, ooh, oh
Ahora puedo decir que me encuentro de pie
Ahora que me va muy bien
Ahora que con el tiempo logre superar, hmm
Aquel amor que por poco me llega a matar, no
Ahora ya no hay mas dolor
Ahora el fin vuelvo a ser yo
Que tengo encasa quien suena con verme llegar, ooh, oh
Ahora puedo decir que me encuentro de pie
Ahora que me va muy bien
Ahora que con el tiempo logre superar, hmm
Aquel amor que por poco me llega a matar, no
Ahora ya no hay mas dolor
Ahora el fin vuelvo a ser yo
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Y otra vez pierdo la calma
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Y se me desgarra el alma
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Y se borra mi sonrisa
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Y mi mundo se hace trizas
Ooh, oh, hey
Ahora que me futuro comienza a brillar, hmm-mm
Ahora que me han devuelto la seguridad, oh, whoa
Ahora ya no hay mas dolor
Ahora al fin vuelvo a ser yo
Repeat 1
Oh, oh, whoa
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Oh no, no
Y se me desgarra el almo
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Mi sonrisa
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Mi mundo trizas
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Ooh
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Oh pero me, pero me, pero me, pero me
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Oh, whoa
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Y otra vez pierdo la calma
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Y se me desgarra el alma
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Y se borra mi sonrisa
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Y mi mundo se hace trizas
Ooh, oh, hey
Ahora que me futuro comienza a brillar, hmm-mm
Ahora que me han devuelto la seguridad, oh, whoa
Ahora ya no hay mas dolor
Ahora al fin vuelvo a ser yo
Repeat 1
Oh, oh, whoa
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Oh no, no
Y se me desgarra el almo
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Mi sonrisa
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Mi mundo trizas
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Ooh
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Oh pero me, pero me, pero me, pero me
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Oh, whoa
Pero me acuerdo de ti
Hey You !
hey you
what's your problem?
hey you,
yeah you...
why are you treating me this way
treating me like I am somekind of alien
hey you,
what makes you treat me that way?
When you treat others nicely
But when it comes to me?
There's whole lot of restrictions...
Hey you,
yeah you...
I dunno why you are treating me this way
i dunno what have i done to make you treat me this way
I wish I have the answer
Hey you,
yeah you...
don't just leave and act like nothing happened.
when you know what i have done to you.
What kind of human are you actually?
WEIRDO !!!!
P/s : kisah pukul 3 pagi... hehehe
Leg of Lamb
A friend of mine invited me for Dinner yesterday night ( names are not gonna be mentioned here for P&C purposes hehehe). I actually wanted to go visit her before but everybody was so busy with assignments and stuff. Since I am going home soon and wont be meeting her till Allah knows when, so it is a good chance of having dinner with her and her family. I drag Feeza along as Teman. I just dun like the idea of going about alone on the bus plus it was already dark when I left Uni.. hehehe....
She prepared a whole leg of Lamb together with corn, brocolli and roast potato and not forgetting her husband's home made gravy. It was delicous that I ate 3 plates hehehe... Dorang yang paksa makan. hehehe....Katanya tak da nasi, so bleh makan bnyk skit. Top up with Sara Lee's Cheese cake for desserts..Oh My God.... Not to forget her teh tarik....
It's nice to hang out, let loose like that with friends. me myself loves to cook and hang out with friends at home watching movies, play games or just hang out and chat around. I dun get to that much now.. infact i dun get to do that at all now..... there's restrictions.. aaihhh... what ever...
But the highlight of the night, I just love they way my friend and her husband talk and joke with each other. Especially when the husband asked for coffee hehehehe .... It is so sweet and I had a gud laugh too. Allah Bless Them... Insyallah, Amin...
To my friend, Thank you for inviting me for dinner. It was a really hearty and prosperous meal you prepared tonite.
Kalau ada sumur di ladang,
Boleh lah kami menumpang mandi,
Kalau ada umur yang panjang,
Semoga kita berjimpa lagi
Insyallah =)
She prepared a whole leg of Lamb together with corn, brocolli and roast potato and not forgetting her husband's home made gravy. It was delicous that I ate 3 plates hehehe... Dorang yang paksa makan. hehehe....Katanya tak da nasi, so bleh makan bnyk skit. Top up with Sara Lee's Cheese cake for desserts..Oh My God.... Not to forget her teh tarik....
It's nice to hang out, let loose like that with friends. me myself loves to cook and hang out with friends at home watching movies, play games or just hang out and chat around. I dun get to that much now.. infact i dun get to do that at all now..... there's restrictions.. aaihhh... what ever...
But the highlight of the night, I just love they way my friend and her husband talk and joke with each other. Especially when the husband asked for coffee hehehehe .... It is so sweet and I had a gud laugh too. Allah Bless Them... Insyallah, Amin...
To my friend, Thank you for inviting me for dinner. It was a really hearty and prosperous meal you prepared tonite.
Kalau ada sumur di ladang,
Boleh lah kami menumpang mandi,
Kalau ada umur yang panjang,
Semoga kita berjimpa lagi
Insyallah =)
baa...baa.. black sheep
It was one of my first nursery rhymes..
Love it to pieces back then,
But i don't really know why..
hehehe...
Everyone knows how to sing this..
Mak knows, Ba Knows, Kak long Knows..
Farhan was not born yet and i am the youngest in the family...
hehehe
One day,
Ba brought home a poster
with Baa..Baa.. black sheep's complete lyrics on it
I don't know where on earth he got it from..
It has a light green back ground, pictures of sheep,the master, the dame and the little boy who lives down the lane....
I'd take kak longs ruler and point at the wordings while singing to the rhythm..
entah betul entah tidak masa pointing tu.. point je lah hehehe....
As long as i got the song correctly..
And Ba, will always pretend to cry if i sing this song in front of him
Wanna know why?
hehehehe
husna @ 5 years old : Baa...Baa.. BlackSheep... have you any wool?
My Dad : uhukkk...uhukkk....
husna @ 5 years old : Aik, kenapa Ba nangis?
My Dad : You said I'm a black sheep...
husna @ 5 years old : huh?
My Dad : tu.. you sing "Ba..Ba.. Black sheep..." uhuk uhuk....
husna @ 5 years old : Where got...with a giggle and sing again..
And he will pretend to cry again and i will laugh and laugh until i couldn't sing anymore hehehehe....
Missing all ya jokes Ba ! =)
14 May, 2010
ba oh ba
May 13, 2010
I was at my office doing my paper. Kepala Ting tong... its about 3 pm. Suddenly got sms..it's from Ba.
"Balik mai brapa hb?"
So i replied
"** May.... pukul 3 dari Adelaide, reach KLIA at 9 pm. Awat, u kenot pick me up ka?"
Not so long after that, another sms from Ba
"Nak amik kat Adelaide x leh , kat KLIA ok"
Hahahahaha.......You made my day Dad!!!!!
Tenkiu veri nais !
I was at my office doing my paper. Kepala Ting tong... its about 3 pm. Suddenly got sms..it's from Ba.
"Balik mai brapa hb?"
So i replied
"** May.... pukul 3 dari Adelaide, reach KLIA at 9 pm. Awat, u kenot pick me up ka?"
Not so long after that, another sms from Ba
"Nak amik kat Adelaide x leh , kat KLIA ok"
Hahahahaha.......You made my day Dad!!!!!
Tenkiu veri nais !
10 May, 2010
defying gravity
Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes: and leap!
It's time to try
Defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!
I'm through accepting limits
''cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!
I'd sooner buy
Defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try
Defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
bring me down!
ohh ohhh ohhhh!
it's originally from Wicked the musical
Paranoid
Today, its the 4th time it happens...
I've had enough... I guess, I have to be more careful and arghhh.. I donno what to do...
I took loop bus to uni. I took loop bus from sturt campus. Sturt campus is like 5 minutes walk from my townhouse.Yeah, although the Uni is just walking distance, but my office is like on the top of the hill. So, naik loop bus, being greeted and greeting others in the morning (which is normal to me...), seems like a nice way to start your morning with. Mulakan hari anda dengan senyuman di pagi hari, murah rezeki...hehehe
So from Sturt campus, off we go to FMC ( FLINDERS MEDICAL CENTER), to Registry, then Law and Commerce Building ( which is my stop). Lately ni, sampai je kat registry, suddenly it occurs in my mind... "Did I switch off the stove before leaving..?" or "OMG did i wipe the table top or the stove?" yeah coz i dun wanna blow of the house for leaving the stove on and i REaLLY dun wanna upset my housemate with any wrong doings at all especially when its the inspection day after we have clean the house, i respected what she has done and i will try my best to make sure everything is in proper place and clean and all.
And so, i will get off the bus at the registry, leave my stuff at the Surau, walk home and check all the stuff. Most of the time, the stove is already switch off.. table top wiped.. but i donno lah...sampai ke tak tahap kepuasan hati, hey, i tried my best....
The thing is, it's paranoid i'm getting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and i hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it when the thoughts came as the loop bus turn into the registry road and i will start thinking "OMG.. did i switch off the stove...? what if i didn't?" Arghhh i hate it, it slipped off my mind whether i checked or not... i just couldn't remember it. that's how bad it is...
Ya Allah...Help me...
03 May, 2010
Kantoi
A phone conversation with mak this morning
Mak : Assalamualaikum, awat i called u twice tak angkat pun?
Me : Walaikumsalam, OO sori...sori... ada kat bawah dok jemoq baju tadi.
Mak : ooo... ok.... How are you? ok ka? Smua ok kat sana?
Me: Oooo.. sini Ok... smua Ok, i am fine...
Mak : ok ka? tu awat suara mcm orang demam?
Me : >>>> KANTOI<<<<<< erk...heh heh.... running nose, sore throat sikit.. but okay.. mak ok?
Mak : Ok.. i am in class now but ustaz belum sampai lagi..Did u know about the budak kena tembak?
Me : yeah... baca on news online.. and ba called me and tell about it jugak..
Mak : Dia langgang tembok rumah Wan tu la.. ( by this time mak dok seronok bercerita on what happened that morning on the way nak pergi Masjid jalan from the house nak ke main road kena block dgn polis)...so ok lah... saja i call, lama tak dengaq suara...
Me : nak call tapi fon rumah belum top up credit, fon card dah ada.. Tonite i will call u back okay..
Mak : eh... tak yah la... jgn membazir..
Me: where got...
Mak: Tak pa...so wat time you wanna call?
Me : malam malam skit ok.
Mak : Ok.. u take care ok.... i love you
Me: Ok, I love you too, assalamualaikum, bye
Mak: walaikumsalam, bye
Yeah, i haven't called home in a week duration. Most of the time, my dad called on and off but usually he will call bila dia teringat or bila dia nak pi makan kat mamak shop hahaha kalau Mak ada, kita sembang la...
Ok Ok, i will call you tonite mak!
heh...baru teringat, mothers day card terlupa nak mail ! ayooo....
Mak : Assalamualaikum, awat i called u twice tak angkat pun?
Me : Walaikumsalam, OO sori...sori... ada kat bawah dok jemoq baju tadi.
Mak : ooo... ok.... How are you? ok ka? Smua ok kat sana?
Me: Oooo.. sini Ok... smua Ok, i am fine...
Mak : ok ka? tu awat suara mcm orang demam?
Me : >>>> KANTOI<<<<<< erk...heh heh.... running nose, sore throat sikit.. but okay.. mak ok?
Mak : Ok.. i am in class now but ustaz belum sampai lagi..Did u know about the budak kena tembak?
Me : yeah... baca on news online.. and ba called me and tell about it jugak..
Mak : Dia langgang tembok rumah Wan tu la.. ( by this time mak dok seronok bercerita on what happened that morning on the way nak pergi Masjid jalan from the house nak ke main road kena block dgn polis)...so ok lah... saja i call, lama tak dengaq suara...
Me : nak call tapi fon rumah belum top up credit, fon card dah ada.. Tonite i will call u back okay..
Mak : eh... tak yah la... jgn membazir..
Me: where got...
Mak: Tak pa...so wat time you wanna call?
Me : malam malam skit ok.
Mak : Ok.. u take care ok.... i love you
Me: Ok, I love you too, assalamualaikum, bye
Mak: walaikumsalam, bye
Yeah, i haven't called home in a week duration. Most of the time, my dad called on and off but usually he will call bila dia teringat or bila dia nak pi makan kat mamak shop hahaha kalau Mak ada, kita sembang la...
Ok Ok, i will call you tonite mak!
heh...baru teringat, mothers day card terlupa nak mail ! ayooo....
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