MANGSA KEADAAN ?

it's a free country and living in wireless, border-less world, you are free to do anything at all in the cyber world. FAcebook, Friendster , depends what you wanna google, emails, forum room , blogging, blog hopping, anything at all.. it's a free country..

Yeah, i blog hopped to.. it's interesting to read what others piece of mind, reading about their baby's progress, recipe they share and what's not.. i also read someone from the past's blog. What? cannot ah? doesnt mean, if i still read the blog, i am falling in love all over again or still in love or can't let it go... It's just a light reading.. I know that someone from the past also come visit my blog sometimes. What can i do? I can't stop him..  And recently someone from the past mentioned about what had happen between us in his blog. Still it's his right to write anything in his blog. But what matter the most was one particular thing that he wrote.( What he wrote about is chronologically how we met last time)

I dun mean to dig out things from the pandora's box or anything but i just wish to speak my mind because i find it rather disturbing after reading about it and i find it rather disturbing when he uses my nick name. it's just my nick name for God sake, but it's disturbing when he uses it, more over, using it now when he never uses it to address me. Okay, back to the thing that i also find disturbing,

First, he said it was love at first sight.. I dunno how far this is true.. HELLO, don't tell me you forget about the stupid salah sms thingy... it wouldn't have started if you didn't start a prank on people..

Secondly, according to this someone from the past, people arround him doesnt approve us back then... People around him who? Maybe he was referring to his friends or family,  FINE , at least, hajat his friends semua pun dah tercapai kan.. We not even together. So puas lah hati orang orang itu kan...

Reminds me of one thing, kalau sesiapa pun lah, when you are in love, you would do anything to fight for your love. Take any measure, go high and low to fight the tide to get your love. Stand and protect your love bukan biarkan orang tak approve.. but when it's too late, nothing matters anymore. All that's left is just Mangsa Keadaan...Sampai bila bila pun tetap jadi mangsa keadaan, right from the start... from those  sms, the "people arround us doesn't approve us" thingy, and till the marriage proposal thingy... Tetap menjadi Mangsa keadaan..Dah nasib kan...

Well, writing about this doesn't mean anything at all.. It;s just my two cents. i dun't have that feeling i have back then in 2001 anymore. Who cares anyway? I just wish that this ruckus would stop. The more you say, it doesn't help in anything, but only add up to the broken heart you've collected.( ewah, mcm lirik lagu plak dah...) the more you explain, the more menyakitkan hati, and lepas tu tak payah lah nak minta di maafkan lagi or what so ever. Tak guna lah nak ckp apa pun in times like this coz dah tak ada gunanya. Masing masing learn from mistakes, sudah. Get a grip and move on with life will ya already?

Sorry lah, entry EMO plak...memang malas nak ckp hal ni lagi dah, but since it's VERY disturbing kan...

tapi the most important thing is that,

I am happy and positive with my life.Amin...