Tour of duty

I went to inner suburb of Vietnam today with Farhan and Shahril. Just the 3 of us ( with other tourist as well) to visit Chu Chi Tunnel. What is Chi Chi Tunnel? Well, try check it out here for more infos.. Its really interesting to see the booby traps used by the Viet congs. To see how they actually survived during the war, how they struggle with nothing at all, but they did their best, made their own bombs and also sandals that leave no tracks and the most amazing thing is the tunnel... After visiting the tunnel, we are given the choice to try the riffle at the shooting range.Me, Farhan and Shahril shared some USDs to do this. It's 1 USD per bullet and we wanna try shooting with one shot Gun and a riffle. Boy, it felt good....It's my first time at a shooting range...hehehe... After the shootings, we were brought to a small hut, and we given a meal a'la Viet Cong.. it's ubi kayu and kacang tumbuk with gula... (Yummy! kalau ada sambal ikan bilis hehehehe..ingat nanti balik shah alam, nak pi cari ubi kayu lah...). Later the chu chi tunnel tour was concluded with a 15 minutes documentary about the vietnam war with the U.S.

Made some new frends along the way, I say next to Jason from Melbourne. He's from Kuching but his family migrated when he was young and he grew up in Adelaide. what a small world. hehheehehhe He's from Melbourne Uni doing Medicine and just finished his placement in HBKL.

We also met this couple from Holland where the husband is actually half indonesian and half holland. Cool... And they have been vacationing for the past three months travelling the asian continent.

And there's Philip who's camera batery ran out and we helped to take his photo with the rifle and while shooting with my Olympus and will email him later.

The time in Vietnam is one hour behind Malaysian time.

After 2 hours journey from Chuchi Tunnel back to the city, we had lunch and then ikut Mak mak pi jalan jalan city tgk tgk kedai. I didn't shop much pun. I beli some stuff for my sister je. Rasanya barang untuk dia je yang banyak hehehehe sebab tgk apa pun teringat kat dia je...

A whole lot of photos to be uploaded later when i have time. Sekarang pun boleh ( gigih bawak card reader gi vietnam ni...) but dun feel like it. Hari lain je la...Okay, back to my KERJA kejap before i go to bed.

it's not easy...

i dunno what to say....

yeah, I am in Vietnam and all...I am happy to be with my family although my sis and bro in law is not here with us...Vietnam is fine and it's really interesting here although you get pening with the currency and all. hehehehehe

it seems like suddenly i am being hit hard on the head...


it's already 2010 and please dun let history repeated itself..




It's hard to put a fullstop to it, but i will try...



Yeah it's hard...Nobody says its gonna be easy right form the start...But they say its gonna be easy if its the other way round...




I will try... All my best I will try, but I'll leave it to ALLAH because ALLAH KNOWS BEST...


Better get some sleep now coz gonna go on a vietnam tour with Farhan and Shahril esok.

Getaway again...

Will be here for the weekends with family... 

C ya when i get back....

Main main ke, ni going with laptop and sedikit kerja segala tau, nasib baik, dunia dah menuju ke paperless...hehehehehe

Al Fatihah

We were about to leave the house to go to Aunty Ainee's hse for dinner at about 7.45 like that when Mak got the SMS.

"Laaaa......Sultan Johor Mangkat..." Says Mak and when looking for my Dad who's outside of the house. I quickly go to the TV room and set the Astro Max to record the Buletin Utama. I dunno how far its tru though coz i didn't know who it came from. (Tak dak pun dalam BUletin Utama till it was officially anounced at 11.25 pm.)

Then Mak gave me her phone for me to read

"Betui kan, i baca... cuba you baca tengok apa ** **** kata.."

So I read it. Confirm dah Mangkat....

In My mind i terbayang muka Tuanku. The face that i grew up looking in Sekolah Kebangsaan Jalan Datuk Palembang, BUkit Baru, Melaka. Sangat takut pada Almarhum Tuanku ketika itu...Tengok gambar pun seram. He was the YDP Agong at that time and the chief Minister in Melaka was Datuk Seri Rahim Thamby Chik. I can still ternampak their gambar on the walls.

I remembered asking my dad what is Agong. And as it rhymes whith Jagung, I ask my dad again, "Agong tu suka makan jagung ka Ba?" while dreaming of the steamed Jagung in Pasar Malam Bukit Baru that Mak will always buy thinking that Agong got his name from the Jagung... Belum masuk sekolah pun masa ni.. hehehehe...

Apa Pun, 

Alfatihah buat Tuanku....

Semoga Allah Mencucuri rahmat keatas roh Tuanku

Not so even

It might sound crazy to some people but, I spent about 8 hours at Rafflesia ( formerly known as Spalova). Getting my hair done before I leave Malaysia. Yes, it's compulsory to get my hair done before leaving as it will make my life easier in Adelaide. Even if u pakai tudung and nobody sees your hair, but still i get it done hehehehehe....

Come to think of it, who will help me cut my hair now that Atie is going back to Malaysia for good in a few weeks. That's why I refuse when Kak Wati wanted to layered my hair so it'll be more stylish.

 Ohhh No Kak Wati... Tak de makna nya nak kasi layered itu rambut, potong mcm mushroom je terus. hehehehehe.. so that's what i am having now, Mushroom style which is slightly shorter on one side.hehehehe... Kak Wati la ni punya kerja.... You cant really tell the difference unless u sit in front of a mirror and take a good look at it. But anyway, its okay eventhough its slightly longer  hehehehehe.....

Okay, this is not me obviously hehehehehe but the  way the hujung rambut is tak sama panjang is similar to mine hehehehe.....

Rahmat Ujian

Tajuk : Rahmat Ujian

Sumber : www.iluvislam.com

penulis : fa isra

Dalam kita menghadapi ujian, pasti ada jalan keluarnya. 

 
Sebagai langkah pertama cuba fahami dan hayatilah pesanan Nabi Muhammad SAW yang berbunyi, "sebaik-baik ibadah ialah sabar menunggu jalan keluar". Ini bermakna tidak ada satu ujian pun yang akan kekal.

Mana mungkin ada malam yang tidak ada siang, pagi tanpa digantikan dengan petang, mana mungkin banjir berpanjangan dan tidak akan terjadi kemarau berpanjangan. Jika ini kenyataan yang terjadi bermakna Allah tidak pernah tidak adil pada makhluknya. Bagi memperhatikan lagi cinta Allah pada makhluk-Nya dan membuktikan lagi kehebatan Allah Yang Maha Adil maka dibekalkan makhluk-Nya dengan pesanan melalui surah Hud :81 yang berbunyi, 

"Bukankah Subuh itu sudah tiba."

Subuh bermakna betapa pun panjangnya malam pekat pasti akan bertemu dengan waktu tamatnya. Oleh iu betapa pun berat dan panjangnya penderitaan yang ditanggung oleh hamba Allah, Dia telah menjelaskan pasti Allah menemukan saat penyembuhan untuk keluar daripada permasalahan itu. Subuh bermakna cahaya fajar bagi orang yang ditimpa kesedihan itu telah menyerlah. Maka pandai-pandailah merasai sapaan dan sentuhan suria pagi, tunggulah panasnya bebola mentari pagi sebagai tanda bahawa kemenangan telah datang dari Yang Maha Berkuasa.

Oleh itu, laluilah kehidupan dengan keyakinan,dan rasailah sentuhan Allah tidak pernah putus kepada kita hamba-Nya. Ini dipastikan dalam janji Allah bahawa Allah tidak pernah mengantuk, tidak pernah penat, berhenti mengurus langit dan bumi serta seluruh isinya. Anggaplah suatu permasalahan itu sebagai seperti seutas tali. Jika tali itu sudah sangat tegang, maka ia akan segera putus. Ertinya jika persoalan itu sudah kritis atau matang, maka tunggu kerana ia pasti akan berhenti dan ditemukan dengan jalan keluar.

Allah akan pastikan setiap kesedihan dan kegembiraan itu menemui penghujungnya. Ini ditegaskan lagi oleh Allah, 

"Dan barang siapa yang bertaqwa kepada Allah nescaya Allah akan menjadikan baginya jalan kemudahan dalam urusannya (QS Ath-Thalaq:4).

Ini janji Allah yang sangat pasti, maka bangunkan keyakinan dan panjatkan doa dan kesedihan kepada-Nya, pasti kita akan berasa bahawa kesedihan tidak berpanjangan kerana Allah tidak membenarkan keadaan itu terjadi selagi kita hambanya tidak berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sebab itu Allah menjanjikan, 

"Maka, sesungguhnya bersama dengan kesulitan itu ada kemudahan, sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan itu ada kemudahan." (QS Al: Insyirah:5-6)

Dengan syarat kita yakin sepenuhnya bahawa apa yang kita lakukan kerana Allah dan mahu mendapat reda Allah, bukan kerana manusia.

 

 

The Meetings

This week is kinda memorable. Yeah its the second  week of 2010. Apart from work stories ( wahhhh..mcm mcm kisah ye.. but this blog is NOT dedicated to my work stuff hehehehe so faham faham lah ye...), a lot of interesting stuff happens.

Interesting stuff #1

I had a lunch date with Aznie and Syida =). Both girls were my classmate back in high school. Then, all the three of us went to UiTM segamat for DIA which I didn't hehehehehe... mengelat masuk UiTM shah Alam heheehehe.. I had medical appointments and stuff that time lah...Then sekali lagi buat Degree sama sama in UiTM Shah Alam. So, after a few years tak jumpa, we met again after say... 5 - 6 years apart from keeping in touch on facebook and friendster. It was nice to meet and chat with them. Now I am all updated about my friends both from school and also from degree hehehehehe. Thank you girls for the great lunch =)

Interesting Stuff #2

me and my girls gather up after so long tak gather. These are my besties since DIA and  continue to Bacc. Too bad Surya can't join us coz she had to attend a training session in Cyberjaya. Dina with lil Iman, She with lil Ayden, Liana, Azrin and Me meet up at Secret Recipe.Yeah.. dunia dah maju now...ahli gathering pun bertambah hehehehhee... dengan si kecik hehehe... We talked about old stuff, about their babies and all other gurlies stuff. But tak lama coz Liana's hubby and She's hubby dah call nak ajak balik. Apapun, sSANGAT happy to meet you girls. Thanks and luv you girls MUCH !!!! Hopefully, the next time I balik, Liana pula ada new addition and Azrin and Surya plak akan naik pelamin. Me? hehehehe jgn la tanya..

Interesting Stuff #3

Again after sooooooooo the very long time tak jumpa about 6-7 years, I met him again kat wedding Shahrin and Emi in December baru ni. Memang totally nervous when  I saw him hehehehe. So me and Dina went to say hi to him. Sembang kejap and yeah thanks to facebook,we got in touch again. Tapi itu cerita sebulan sudah...

Kisah nya, masing masing pun sibuk and since fon numbers pun dah change, so kita exchange la balik. And would be nice to meet and catch up after all this years to see what's on each others' sleeves. Plan punya plan, Time is running short, gedebuk gedebak, Finally, jumpa la jugak walaupun its already late.Lepak kat porch rumah je ditemani Si Belle sementara Mak and Ba on the way balik dari wedding hehehehehe. It good to meet him and catch up. Gelak jugak teringat cerita lama like kisah pi amik Kad Metrik and Kisah 'Abah" hehehehehehe macam macam lagi lah..Actually, bnyk kisah yang kita share dulu.Dari lawak bangang, fail paper, intersession, powerpuff Girls sampai lah kisah sedih masing masing punya hajat tak kesampaian hehehehe...  We talked about life and his girlfriend baru.....also feels very much like old time.It's good to meet and catch up. Thank you very much  Mr Mushroom for coming sebab kalau tak, entah bila la nak jumpa kan.. kan ..kan...

2 and many more to come =)

my blog officially turns

on the 11 of January 2010. So,

What's Luv GoTTa Do?

Insyallah, will continue blogging =)

What I got from Lion City

I am typing with my brand new

 

and having a GALA time scrolling with my also brand new

  

Muahahahahahaha........ Both to accompany my iMac

( Yeah,I went to Lion city recenty and only purchased a Mouse...hahaha and a keyboard... and a pair of spectical frame...that's all) Baik kan, tak shopping pun

=p

The future's not ours to see....

it's already pass midnight.3 minutes to 1 a.m. actually.It's a quiet night.once in a while i can hear my dad's coughing from his room. It hit me straight to the heart.

Thinking of my dad, the number one cheerleader in my life.he is the one who always reminds me to be strong and always do good not only to others but also to myself . "Buat apa la dok penaya diri?" his usual words with his thick penang slang. hehehehe

i dunno why i am kinda emotional suddenly. thinking of what it wil be like without the MAN of my life. What would it be like without him...tak de sapa nak lawan gaduh..heheehe.

"eleh...pakai saja rugged...duit petrol bapak bayar" or "Eleh Pakai je rugged, assignment suruh bapak check"

or "eleh, pakai je rugged, duit mintak kat bapak" He always teases me with these words. It doesn't mean anything as its just our kind of way of bergurau. He didn't mind at all spending for us. He goes "ANYTHING FOR MY KIDS" BUt i felt sad to know that one day, i will still pakai rugged but will not able to 'minta duit' from him anymore because he will not be there anymore. This is a reality that i have to face whether i like it or not. Ya Allah.... apabila tiba harinya, kau kuatkanlah semangatku agar aku dapat menerima segalanya dengan tenang dan tabah. Just thinkingabout it makes me dizzy and starts tearing up...sebak la pulak.. the future's not ours to see.....

I am very close to my dad you see. VERY.  even before i was born, my mom predicted that i am a boy so i can teman my dad to go to surau and my sister can teman my mom. But i turn out to be a girl. hehehehe... BUt i did teman my dad everywhere. I cling on to him everywhere he goes since i was young till i masuk form one coz that time, Farhan dah selamat tiba di muka bumi ini hehehehehe. But it didn't end there. During school days, i'd make him do my lukisan of finish my lukisan or he would hrow out ideas on what to do or read my english essay before i submit to the teacher esok. even masuk Uni pun still lagi sometimes.

All my life, he is the man that understand how i work.. I guess  that's because he has the instruction manual of me hehehehehe Anak sapa? Anak M.O. ( he is famous with his initial in the organization he used to work with). I think he is one of a kinda Dad where he doesnt get angry even when i failed my papers in fact siap boleh Kawtim lagi to keep it as a secret. BUt then bukan tak kena basuh lepas tu siap la kena dgr M.O kasi lecture free hehehehehe. I think the right word is penyabar kot. coz i pun pernah lost his handphone once.. A brand new one summore.But he kept cool. ( mcm mcm kan karenah anak dia yang sorang ni hehehehehe) Tu tak masuk lagi cerita pasal anak dia yang nombor berapa ntah, call dari adelaide, crying hehehehe ( work stress and personal life stress)

Anak manja Ayah... Yes that me.. My sis too...

I luv my daddy !!!!

Ya Allah, engkau panjang kan lah umur kedua ibu dan bapaku, kurniakanlah kesihatan kepada mereka. Amin...

Haven't Met who?

HAVEN'T MET YOU YET

I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmm...

I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

Mmmm...

But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all's fair.
And in love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get,
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Ohhh!

You know it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet.
Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.

(I said love, love, love, love...)
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet.

Falling for who?

Falling for you.....hehehehhehe.....

enjoy the song y'all !

Falling For You

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

busy as a bee

 The day after i arrived from adelaide, while on my way to ampang park

Mak: U tak dak, i tak pi mana pun..Ni la baru nak pi ampang park after so long..

Me : Laaa... ya ka...awat tak pi je ajak farhan.

Mak : You tak dak..

A week ago,

Ba : Ala.. TAk berapa hari je lagi u are going back to adelaide dah... sekejap je...

Me : Erkkk......... ( tak tahan dgr nada sedih tu...)

Soon, I will be going back to adelaide and start living my 'adelaide'life again. Not ready to go yet actually. So hard to leave all these bunch here.The parents, the bro who's job is to tease and bully me twenty four seven, the mischievous cats. Arghhh.... Will be all alone there without these people... Balik adelaide, Nadia tak de, Suzie pun Tak de, Rozi lagi la tak de....Sure sunyi je with out my gurlies buddies.... Yeah, Rozi kata ada la lagi exchange students akan datang. Tapi entahlah....  lightning will not struck twice at the same place...Anyways....

For now, I am so busy running here and there. Lg dekat tarikh nak depart, lagi mcm mcm benda nak kena buat. Well at least now, i have my cats to keep me happy. Balik adelaide esk? Bayang kucing pun tak nampak. Nasib lah Husna, lepas ni no more kucing nak datang manja manja lagi, no more la kucing nak ikut u wverywhere you go, even to the toilet.... hehehehe...

I still have more places to go for my research. To meet the people and organizations involved in my research. Dalam pada tu, sempat pulak kena heret pergi holiday tergezut.tiba tiba je my dad kata dia dah beli tiket pi sini, pi sana.... Dari Bandung, Singapore ke vietnam...lepas ni, simpan passport sampai tahun depan. Dah tak yah gi mana dah, balik adelaide, sila la buat analysis ye cik husna, NO PLAY PLAY ha.. hehehehhehe....

Hilang

Apa yang hilang?

Comments yang hilang.

sejak dua menjak tiga menjak ni, i did not get any notification regarding any comments received. So i will only tau about the comment when i bukak my dashboard.

And Just now, ada satu comment. I published it, tapi tak appear di mana mana pun...

Hairan bin ajaib sungguh!!!!!

APa kes?

Labour Econs

I met Puan Ruzita Baah at Nana's Wedding tadi. She saw me and was waving at me. Turn out to be, she's Nana and Nadia's neighbour or something. So, we chat a little and she is so surprised to hear about what's up my sleeves these days...hehehhehehehe. i plak jadi segan nak cerita. She asked about my mom and stuff, and I was thinking, how on earth did she know my mom?

Who's puan RUzita? U see, Puan Ruzita used to be the course coordinator for BBA HRM.I have forgotten during the time we ( me and my mom) went to seek the Faculty of Business Management's Dean for advise before joining FBM. Dr Rokiah was the dean at that time and during our visit, she called over Puan Ruzita, and that's how she met my mom. I was devastated after I met her but tetap jugak masuk FBM buat HRM.

Somehow rather, when I looked back during those days. She was the one who set up the 'fire' in me till i got DL during my first sem doing HRM and the semesters ahead. FUhhh... at that time u can't just forget what she said and makes u feel like, "Tak pe.. aku akan buktikan... tengok la nanti !!!" hehehehehehe Tapi tu cerita zaman tok kadok hehehehe..

Lagi satu cerita zaman tok kadok, during my 4th semester doing HRM, we got Puan Ruzita for our Labour Econs. Oh Boy!!!! I was like soooo bercampur aduk punya feelings. Being a person who's not soo into Econs thingy, what she teach in class makes no sense for me. I failed the first test badly, dapat 20% je over 100. It was soooo bad. And she also expressed her concern over it. I worked hard after that for that subject. Even paid extra attention on the group work with Mai, Fairul and Kak Mimi. Kita wat assigment kat hotel Maya masa tu and Passed my second test. Masa final pulak, alhamdulillah, boleh jawab, but then I only got B- which makes me tak dapat DL that sem, tapi sem lain smua dapat, so u can imagine how the impact is like on me masa tu bila fikir balik hehehehe, .. so frustrated!... I avoided jumpa dia hehehehehe.. MALU!

Then, when I was applying for MBA in UiTM, nak kena minta Lecturer bagi testimonial, selain dari Dr Sarminah, tinggal Puan Ruzita. So, me and Zarith leave it to her for our testimonial. That was the last time I met her sampai lah ke saat kat wedding tadi.

And that's why Puan Ruzita was so surprised to know that what I am doing now is related to Labour econs! ( ater, masuk kelas dia fail first test kan... belajar pun main main masa tu heheehehehehehe)...She's also surprised that I will be joining her in 2012 hehehehehe.

It was nice meeting her again after all these years after all, dia lah yang membakar semangat utk bangkit semula hehehehehehe.

** Baru je semalam dok tgk gambar masa program PDP  batch 25 yang Puan RUzita jadi Faci masa tu dgn Puan AInee kat AMpang Pecah. It was a memorable one! hehehehe

Already Gone

 Already Gone

 

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

 I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go

And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But i know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone

 

Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, oooo, oh
Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone...

 .................................................................................................................................................................

Yes, i am already gone...I can't say much coz it seems like I am to be blame for all this or I am just guilty conscious? You can go on telling people anything you want, ALLAH knows best.

BUt this whole thing here is from my part. 

Things doesn't seems right since day one. Yeah I am still thinking of the first day it all started. The people who's involved in it. Yeah, the people around you.The people you kept going back for advises.

It seems so hard for you and you took such a long time to find the time and you simply blew it away when you got the chance. Since it's so hard for you to decide, then clearly I am not the one, so why bother? I am not an option for you to choose to fulfill your target or whatever it is that you call. I think you should try and think about others' feelings rather than thinking about you,yourself. Keeping it all to yourself or confessing to your so called best friend will not make things turn out. If you don't take the first step, then you'll not move at all.I don't want to say much coz the last thing i wanna do is to hurt others. You are old enough to think for yourself.

So i think, it's best for you to move on and for me to go so I wouldn't be in your way. 

And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Alhamdulillah, I am free from this game i am trapt in all this while. Thank you for letting me go. 

I know she and her daughter can love you better.

Yeay ! Yeay !

A part form sleeping very late last nite ( morning actually ) watching the Eclipse, woke up early on the New Year's morning. It's mak's birthday today so we had the card giving ceremony and stuff hehehe... Then Ba took us out for Breakfast. Special request nak pergi KEDAI MAKANAN RAJU in PJ.

So, lepas Makan in KEDAI MAKANAN RAJU. The telur ikan in this place is giler fresh and Sedap! Besar pulak tu... Well, awal awal tahun baru dah kena saman dgn MPPJ, AISEH! howcome?

Well, the reason for kena saman is...

after dah makan and bayar, we walked back to the car. Mak and Ba walked ahead of me and Farhan. Then Farhan make a suggestion
"kak ngah, tu kedai VCD hindustan sebelah tu.. go la and see kot ada your CD. "
Lupa plak sebelah Raju ada kedai VCD, dulu ada pernah datang cari cerita hindustan aunty darling. So i went in and ask.

YIPPEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ada!!!!!!!!!!!!! siap dgn soundtrack skali !!!!!!!!!!!!

Tetiba nampak Mak and Ba kat dalam kedai tu skali...

So dengan hati yang gembira, kita pun berjalan ke kereta kerana hajat telah tercapai.... Sampai kat kereta, nasib tak baik, Saman telah pun di keluarkan... Tapi tak pe, katanya kalau pi bayar hari isnin ni, cuma akan di kenakan RM 30 sahaja. Tak pa lah, demi ( sila lihat di bawah ....) punya pasal hehehehehehehhe

 Weeeehoooooooooooo!!! Dah dapat !

 

 Soundtrack pun ada although campur dgn Dil To Pagal Hai =)

Vintage

I was changing the bed linen in my room when my mom walked pass by my room. The bed linen looked hedious on my bed as a part of the matress is still showing. Ala, the bedlinent use to fit my old matress which is not that thick. This is the problem when u buy new matress heehehehehe.....

So Mak say she'd give me a new sheet. Yeah... a new single bedsheet alright....

I followed her to the bedlinen cabinet and she opened the drawer and handed me a single bedlinen set with pillow case. It is still in it's original packaging.

"Oh My God, Mak, don't tell me, this thing is as old as me..."

"Yeah.. it is......Take la this one for your katil, I'll look for a matching plain pillow case to go with that." Mak says..

So i took it to my room and started to belek belek the packaging. hujung sini ke hujung sana.Tgk manufacturer dia la and stuff. Then, when i was about to open it,

"Ish.... mcm sayang je nak buka..." I just dun have the heart to bukak the set.

Original Pierre Cardin Bed linen which is nearly 30 years old. Corak pun masih Retro lagi tu....Mak bought it while my dad was studying in the US of A in the end of 1980 till 1983.  She bought a lot of other stuff as well, not only the bed linen, other stuff like pinggan Correlle ( yang Pingu bagi pecah 8 bijik hari tu....). Biasalah, beli masa Christmas sale, or warehouse sale.  She told us that she used to amik upah type assignment pak Arab and babysit to gain extra money. In fact she told me, my nick name "Love" comes from a Pak Arab who always tease me "Love!!! I love you!!" hehehehehhehe...

As i dun have the heart to bukak the bedlinen set, i gave it back to my mom and said,

"Simpan la balik, Mak... sayang nak bukak... ni vintage ni...heehehehehe"

So i keep it back in the drawer with some other bedlinens yang belum bukak lagi. yang dah guna pulaka, the quality is tip top la. Just imagine, As long as I could remember, Mak had never bought any bedlinen at all since I was young. She may have bought one or two but that's for us coz she thinks we like new age punya design hehehehe, tu pun satu dua je, yang lain smua yang lama.. And Of course her anak anak also gatal tangan and go crazy over Aussino's bedlinens hehehehe, so tu smua sendiri beli hehehehe( ala, ada dua je pun. bukan banyak...).

Most of the bedlinen we are using now are the one that she bought 30 years ago which still look as though they just came out of the packaging. I dunno how long it can last but it look as though it can go for another 30 years hehehehe. My fav is the Sesame Street bedlinen with all the character on it, My sister have one too. Aqeel is using it now, not like his Aunt, still using for her self hehehehehe. The quality simplt amaze me compared to the one we buy nowadays, cepat je luntur and berbulu.

Bak kata pepatah, "Alah membeli, menang memakai...."

* All i hav to do now, is to ganti Mak's correlle yang Pingu bagi pecah 8 bijik hari tu... kena la cari jalan gi Melbourne, pi warehouse Correlle.. Tengok la nanti mcm na =)

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Partial Lunar eclipse

What were having tonight is the partial lunar eclipse. Well, u can read most of it here

image from here

I am still up at this hour to watch the whole thing but luck is not on my side coz it's kinda cloudy tonight. However, it still haven't reach it's maximum phase yet, which would be in one and a half hours time. Puteh is keeping me company as everyone else is already asleep. Farhan had some not gud moment with his tummy and kept visiting the loo and he's all dried out and tired. Supposedly, he is off o celebrate New Year at a friends place but had to cancel it.

Yep, tonite is the lunar Eclipse. Which acccording to my Grandma, is closely related to my birthmark. I dunno how far it is true but my mom did confirm that she was excited to watch a lunar eclipse back in 1980 and did watch it while carrying me. When she gave birth to me, hehehehe, i dun have to explain more dun i ? However, it's all lies between ALLAH's fate. Kun FayaKun. Even if my mom did not watch the lunar eclipse back in 1980, while she was carrying me, and turn out that i stil have the birthmark, haaa... nak kata apa ? hehehehe Biasalah, old people in the olden days and their believes.

My grandma use to say that my Muka ikut the bulan. Well, let me explain, according to her, if the bulan penuh, my muka will be so cerah and my birthmark is somehow rather invisible for a while. But if there's no moon or some other part of the moon cycle, the birthmark would be dark and visible. Technically, when I did the experiment, it is true indeed. And everytime there's a lunar eclipse, my birthmark is kinda sakit. Ada sekali back in 1993, ada lunar eclipse terasa gak la sakit, last year the during the penumbral eclipse pun sakit gak, and this year, pun sakit jugak... Wallahualam ...  Kuasa Allah with all the coincidents. I dunno how far it is true la. hehehehehe

Ah Well, I think, i am gonna go check out on the moon again before i start my solat gerhana.

HAPPY NEW YEAR people!!!!

I still haven't post my 2009 review yet =) ...wait for it ya coz i am still hesitating hehehehe