On the bus, trafgic jam

As i am typing this i am on the bus, in yraffic jam.i've been doing this for 2 days now and IT IS TOTALLY NOT MY thing !!!!

I always told myself i don wanna go thru all this to go to work even when i was in malaysia. I have gone thru this kind of thing while doing practical BBA dulu. It's very demotivating lah..sakit jiwa kejap..

I cant imagine all others going thru jam everyday to go to work..i salute them !!! I'd rather drive long way sampai ke putrajaya tak de jam..tapi jam jugak kat kilang gula..

Uitm apatah lagi...jam kat roundabout section 2..hahaha kena sebijik..esok balik kerja mana? Situ jugak...( hehhee konfiden betul..mana tau kna hantar ke sarawak ke kan...) hahaha tak pa lah itu rezeki namanya ;)

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Location:Festival Dr,Adelaide,Australia

Colloquium

In hawke building, second day of colloquium.

Kinda sleepy now, hehehe




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Location:North Terrace,Adelaide,Australia

Colloquium

In hawke building, second day of colloquium.

Kinda sleepy now, hehehe




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Location:North Terrace,Adelaide,Australia

Nanges !!!!

ohhhh... ramadhan is just around the corner.. then raya..

Tiba tiba teringat ni

Pic from : http://kakyahminipopia.blogspot.com/

Dan ini.....

Pic from : http://store.cc.cc/g1g218830

saya sangat.....

Mana ada jual kat sini melainkan ada orang hantar dari Malaysia... Thn lepas DHL tak nak terima kerepek kerepek, Pos Malaysia pun sama... Tahun ni pulak mcm na???

huhuhuhu sedihnyaaaaa....

Nanges !!!!1

the Kitties

PIngu getting Chubbier then ever.. 

What a good chubby boy he is...hehehe

Okay, Both photos below, kinda really WORRIES me !!!!..

 Hitler admiring the Fishies inside the FIsh

Now, Belle....

why? Look at that Glass Fish with little fishies inside.. Oh Dear ALLAH...I just wish that Hitler and Belle keep their paws off that thing !

OKay, how about this one..

I know, with one pounce, this Glass fish will go tergolek !!! NOOOOOO !!! i dun want to even think about it.. Of course the FISH is my mom's fav. She bought it overseas while followng Dad for his work ( Dad's a frequent flyers ) years ago before my dad retired. Our Jaws drop when she told me how she wanted this FISH to be carefully Wrapped so that she could bring home to Malaysia in one piece. She wanted to hold the fish on her own on their way back...Didn't let go of the Fish not even a minute !!! Her fren who also bought this FIsh was a bit unlucky, The Tail was broken when she unwrapped it in Malaysia.. ;((( even at home, nobody touches or  handle the FISH, not even the maid.. "Awak jangan buat apa kat ikan ni, nanti saya buat sendiri" to that extent !!! LOL... Mak .. mak... hehehehe

I know how my kitties just LOVE to break my mom's stuff so this really worries me.. Okay, long time ago,in the FISH, there was little fishies then she replace it with crystal chips and placed the glass fruits. ( corn, apple, pears, and what's not) and now, Mom's decided to put little fishies back !!!!! ARGHHHH !!!

I asked my Dad about Hitler's interest on the fishies, coz last time she used to be afraid of that little fisihes in this glass fish. My Dad says, "Ooo.. She's just looking only.. she never touch the FISH, I know, I always see her..Don't worry lah, she's just looking only..." Hitler is a Girl by the way.. she was named Hitler because of the patch he have under her nose.. kinda like hitler's moustache..
Yeah Dad, really helping...

Pingu once broke my mom's pitcher and Bowl, ( it's the one with english rose apa ke namanya.. ntah tak ingat) I have yet to replace it.. or i Did on my last trip..

Then Pingu broke 8 or 12  pieces of my mom's Correle plates in the Kitchen..

Then Hitler and Belle broke mak's See through Glass Vase with a lid, wich mak put all the precious stones. Precious stones are tiger's eyes, rose quartz, amethyst and God knows what else.. hehehe Mom and her likings...
Mom was very angry upset when they broke the glass, She nearly cried !! mak told me she took the bulu ayam and scolded Belle and Hiter..She didnt hit belle or hitler with it but just hit something else infront of thm and off they went scrambling.. and Yeah, Hitler and Belle is kinda scared of Mom.. But not Pingu..Pingu even once tried to rub mak's feet while Mak was on the phone ( trying to ambil hati huh pingu? hehehe)

Then Hitler broke Mak's hand ayat seribu Dinar written on Giacomo Plate we got in Central Market

Okay , I certainly do not want the Fish to be in the list !!!! Mana nak ganti Ikan tu oiiii !!!!!

CInderella

Today , feeling jadi cinderella, minus mak tiri, minus kakak tiri, and minus the prince..minus the Ball, minus the kasut hehehee.. ape je yang tinggal kalau gitu?

Why cinderella?

hari ni cukup lengkap semua, memasak, membasuh baju, menjemur baju, memvacum rumah, mengemop rumah, membasuh toilet, mengelap dapur ( but i only lap becoz i cook earlier , later my hsemate yang lap and wipe everything coz it's her duty hehehe)

Cravng for something sweet tetiba...i might consider baking kejap lagi kot...

Between the Pile of Laundry and the pile of Journals part 2

YEAYYYY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 



I Finally finish folding up my PILE OF LAUNDRY and they are now safely kept in the cupboard.


And it's 12.35 am in Malaysia, and 2.04 am in Adelaide...


You have to read this post in order to understand why I am so happy...but just happy because i finish folding, Not abt anything else... ;(
Dalam hati sangat terkilan...

........

My mind is gone 

I'm spinning round 

And deep inside 

My tears I'll drown 

I'm losing grip 

What's happening 

I strayed from love 

This is how I feel 

Missing them

Location:Ring Rd,Bedford Park,Australia

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Between a pile of Clothes And A Pile of Journals

I am surrounded by piles and piles of journals and Books in my Office, sikit lagi nak tenggelam dah... jangan lemas sudahh...

At home, there it was, the pile of unfolded washed laundry...Aihhh... Membasuh rajin, tapi folding up .... Strange, a couple of months ago,  I'd make sure i fold my clothes immediately after getting it off the Hanger / Dryer / Airer ( bukan machine dryer tapi besi jemur baju tu je..).. IMMEDIATELY okay... SEBAIK SAHAJA ANGKAT.. no excuse terus lipat kat our lounge area.. Kat aussie, lounge is your ruang tamu la... So i'd fold my clothes and bila dah naik bilik, simpan dalam almari..

But, since last week, I don't know why the routine has changed..I now have a pile of unfolded laundry in my room..haihhh.... I find it hard to find time to fold them up, coz after office, I'd go home to my Kitchen, prepare food, then dah penat, or if i lewat kat office balik dah almost bed time..So the pile of clothes remains as the pile of clothes...

When i look at the pile, it reminds me of 2 person, My mom and my sister.(1) My mom because i will always feel guilty when the room is untidy or there's a pile of clothes like that in a corner of the room. So i smsed her yesterday saying that there's a pile of clothes in the corner of my room but no time to fold... BIG MISTAKE coz she's at a wedding, and all of a sudden, our circle of friend and neighbour start leaving comments on folding up clothes hehehehe... Lawak giler... (2) My sister because, i only see pile of unfolded clothes at her place only.. hehehe big pile.. Who could blame her, she has 2 kids, 5 and 7, working full time, running around the house with the kids, and she also cook, balik dah lewat, no maid.. kan.. so i sms her and tell i now have a pile like hers but mine is smaller hehhehe...

it also remind me of the time when we had no maid.Growing up having maid since i was a toddler, but, we still have to do chores like basuh kasut sekolah sendiri, make the bed and stuff, as my mom always says " it NOT your maid" hehehehe. So when sometimes there's no maid, mom working, she'd dry the clothes in the morning and me and my brother will fetch it from the hanger and malam malam, lipat depan Tv dgn my mom ( I was form 5). When i was younger, baju baju besar smua kasi mak lipat, and she'd give  me all the inner parts and small things like my bro's tshirt and pants hehehe

my pile is not this high so, i better make sometime during the weekend to fold it up...

Apa daaa... kisah laundry pun nak kecoh hehehehe

Human Touch

Human Touch or Human contact is important.. I am not saying this because my research is on hospitality thingy. What happened today remind me of one of the question in my questionnaire. The question is about the using technology to replace human workforce. Most of the respondents responded by saying thar they are not willing to and that it is not suitable in the hospitality industry as human touch is important in this industry.. ( apekah?... kenapakah saya menulis mcm menulis Thesis tiba tiba dalam Blog... ewwww Noo !!!!).

So what happened today make sense..

I went to the library to get books and  download Journals..( what else kan.. although you can also go to library to watch movie free kat you tube kan.. hehehe). Although Journals can be downloaded fromk office juga, tapi ada satu journal ni sangat lah degilnya...tak leh di download, kna gi library gak.. So, after getting the books that I wanted ( i'm romancing Hofstede tonite LOL !!) , I went down to borrow the books. So I went to the counter and say hello to the lady at the counter. She smiled and say
library lady : Hi, You do know that we have self check counter over there for borrowing?
Me : Yes I do
Library lady : Do you want to use it ? or you don't know how to use it ?
Me :No, but  yes I know how to use it.. ( with a smile ) I'll try it next time around..
Library lady : Owhkkaayy.... (with muka yang mcm bengang ! hehehe)

Bukan lah saya ni pemalas kan, malas nak scan buku sendiri kat selfcheck machine tuu...

You see, here, I know how to use the self check machine, but it's no fun coz no human contact.. LOL !!! it is of course fun to meddle with the machine, Cool sebenarnya bila berurusan dgn Machine hehehe kat Uitm pun ada self check machine, kat PTAR2 which used to  be my playground for 10 years ! I once, broke the self check machine in flinders for i donno what reason, may be too much books to borrow kot, it was summer 2008, just before long Christmas break. I borrowed so many things, VCDs, Books, Journals that i have to get a bag from the Unibooks downstairs hehehe  Of course i am not to be blame coz how could blame me for the break down..it's the scanner who doesnt want to scan my books.. hehehe..

But as for me, sitting 24 hrs infront of the computer in the office,with your officemate hardly arround, so when i go to the library, the human contact is important to me... that's where i get to smile and say hi...( sangat kesian kan...hehehe) The same goes to all those on vacation, who goes to the hotel, they want to be treated like a king so if you change the service for technology, Naaahh... Not gonna happen,

Coz when you go to the hotel, you feel nice when the doormen greet you, the receptionist say hi and attend to your need... makes customer feel special..and the workers' with their productivity thingy... okay, dun get me started... just tunggu my thesis siap je okay ! LOL !

Next time around if the library lady ask me the same question, i am gonna answer her

"Human contact is the best, thank you " with a sweet smile ( blink..blink...)

Who says ?

Nanananananana...
I'm no beauty queeen !

The PRESSURE in ON !!!

I must admit, at this age especially, I am truly, deeply, touched when it comes to love life issue, Marriage and family matters. Again, I admit ! I am being honest here. I envied my close circle of frens who got married to their one and only first love or even second or third boyfriend ( it doesn't matter, anyway) ( my love life has gone down the drain and I was the one to be blamed). The beautiful kids they have... ( my statistician told me, "you say they are cute, beautiful, wait till they scream at you late at night !".. haha I dun only have beautician, hair dresser,gyneacologist, i also now have a statistician... LOL !)

Once I told myself, it's okay, my rezeki is in this field, while my friends are pregnant with their second or third child, I am 'Pregnant" with my third Degree... a PhD..(a piece of paper). But, I also have some friends, who have it all, you name it, They are gorgeous, married with kids, have good, supporting husband, hav a good career prospect in Uni, they are also doing their PhD. You see, they are all rounder. ALLAH gave them everything, Alhamdulillah cukup semuma. While my frends are investing in their saham Akirat, me ? What about me? hehehe I only have  my Mum and Dad ( that's everything) their love and support for me from a far, and my bunch of files full of certificates and qualifications hehehehe not to forget the thesis, i am not even close to a normal human being, i have loopsided face,uneven lips,one small eye and unbalanced nose ( I am thnkfull with all i have, syukur to ALLAH i am not Blinded, muted or anything else)... May be I made a mistake of reading the book years ago that told me about how a married muslimah, who is faithful to her husband, cook, and do everything, give birth to the husbands' child, keep up with solah and fasting will get to choose their doors to the jannah...Oh my God...Ya ALLAH.. how beautiful is that.... Jangan kata i tak bersyukur pulak.. I am thankful with all that i have, ALWAYS... may be for now, menumpang kasih pada anak anak saudara, menumpang kasih Ibu dan bapa, berbakti pada Ibu bapa, berbuat baik sesama adik beradik dan sesama insan is the only thing for me.May be that's the only thing ALLAH wants me to do. ALLAH knows best.and I kinda forgot how lucky i am, none of my parents put the pressure of getting married on me..

I know i am in deeep preasure, Stress right now.. Yesterday, someone from my dept in NI*s, submitted her PhD. when asked how long did she take to complete everything, ( obviously it's not me who asked hehehe), she answered, 5 years.. OMG, whatttt ??? 5 years? and here I am, busting my butt out, squeezing every drop of my brain, to complete this PhD of mine in 3 and half years ???!!! and HAVE to do it in 3 and half years !!! and english is not even my first language.. I doubt myself, i can finish.. even the people here took 5 years to complete their PhD... I am feeling the PRESSURE !!!! HELP !!!! can i have my Cats, mommy , daddy and KAKAK now... hehehehe

But then, i  pull myself together...ALLAH knows best...may be I am not chosen to feel the nikmat of other things or I just don't know what's installed for me in the future or I am just having this feeling at the wrong time...One step at a time...what we get is what ALLAH thinks is best for us.. ye lah, bila emo je start to think benda yang bukan bukan, padahal apa yang dapat dah cukup baik dah...kan...

Okay, now, Cik Skuna, please SMILE, and sila sambung menulis thesis anda...

I hope ALLAh will always guide me and give me all the strength that i need...
InsyaALLAH , Aminn...

Quote again...

 oh my, another quote that struck me...

 

Life is not about finding the right person,

but creating the right relationship.

 It's not how we care in the beginning,

but how much we care till the very end.

 

Aihhhh.....

 

 

More quote

 Got this from Twitter. twitted by Islam Speaks

Praying for those who love you, that’s sincerity. 
Praying for those who hurt you, that’s maturity.


yes, and i can only hope...
Insyallah...

Quote part two

I have been trying for so long..

it drives me crazy sometimes thinking about Qada' dan Qadar ALLAH..

But hey, the future are not our's to see..

I am accepting that things had happened, by all means, if i could change it, i would...

but now that with all the things that has happened, it will always still be there.It's engraved in the heart.

Bersyukur pada ALLAH kerana dikurniakan perasaan yang indah itu suatu ketika dulu, walaupun seketika.

I went all out, but sadly, it didn't turn out... it will all remain inside..

Yes, I am accepting things...

things that happen during the wrong timing and all others that had happen...

i hope there's rays of  hope in the end of the tunnel...

insyallah Amin...

Quote

Found a nice quote on twitter...





Yeah, it can only be accepted...

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Location:Hall Terrace,Bedford Park,Australia

kegilaan baru...

okay, Today is Monday, and it's full moon... Nisfu Syaaban was on Saturday.
The full moon will always reminds me of ware wolves.. May be coz i grew up watching ware wolves movies...hehehe Influence Mak bapak pun ye gak..

Growing up watching all other ware wolves movies and this

Who could resist ...

Hehehehe....

Come to think of it, bukan ware wolves je that I watch while growing up, Exorcist, Poltergiest and God knows some cerita hantu hahaha... Blame it on the parents okay hehehe...  jgn lupa Dynasty, Dallas, Knots landing hahaha aduhaiii.... Drama melayu jgn ckp laa... dulu dulu ada Drama minggu ini on TV1, kecik kecik balik skolah baca URTV ( okay, yang ni, blame it on the maid and the parents, dulu mamak news paper hantar paper everyday and collect the bill monthly, so kalau nak magazine minta kat mamak paper, and the maid minta URTV la,Wanita la, Jelita la.. Monthly Bill, "Bapa Bayar" hehehehe same goes with mamak roti, Kecik kecik, nampak mamak roti, uihhh happy GILER, amik je apa nak dari mamak tu ( masa tu kecik, tak faham konsep bayar monthly lagi...).. amik la Chickedees, Mr Smart, keropok bungkus hijau tapi keropoknya warna putih mcm siput besar duit 20 sen.. hehehe what a childhood huh...)

heeh , nak citer pasal Teen wolf 2011 dah melalut citer pasal lain la pulak hehehe. By the way, that dude yang jadi Scott / Wolf tu, is the cute lil fella yang jadi anak JLo dalam Maid in Manhattan ;) hehehehe

bila dia transform jadi wolf,

hehehe terasa mcm character Avatar plak hehehe...

Okay, teenwolf will start anytime soon, me wanna go make myself comfy and watch it..

Port Adelaide Trip

I went to Port Adelaide today with 44 other international students. The trip was organized by our ISSU ( International Student Service Unit). The 44 also includes Faridah and Kak Hanim hehehe.

The main goal to go to Port Adelaide is to see the Dolphins, which Port Adelaide is famous for. Yeah, I did saw dolphins but tak sempat amik gambar, laju benar dia swim.

We took the Dolphin cruise ( which was included in the fees we paid ISSU), Dolphin cruise is a 2 hrs ferry cruise along the river. you can either be outdoor or indoor to view the dolphins and the port view. We of course,  went straight to the Cafe and ordered Fish and Chips and hot drinks. While waiting we went out and about and spotted a few dolphins.. ( 3 je pun hehehe). then we enjoy the scenery while waiting for our fish and chips.

After the cruise and dolphin watching, we went to the SA migration museum, i LOVE this place... feels like u are on the ship. it's a 3 storey building with each storey's interior made into Ship deck interior. They showed us how people survived living in the ships for a few months before reaching Adelaide during their migration, Some died on the ship, some were born on the ship, and there's also the classification of rooms. Interesting to see..

After Migration museum off we went to the sunday market, it's and indoor sunday market.nothing much to see but all the 3 of us bought ourselves a Hat each to wear during summer. Yes, a big hat hehehe... Then we had coffee and donuts yang sangat sedap !!! Wa Cakap Luu punya sedap lah...  sedap sampai lupa nak take photos

Considering to change career? hehe

And then, it was time to go..when we reach Flinders, it was just in tiime to see this...

Subhanallah.....sangat cantik....  this view is not available anywhere else except in Flinders... will be missing all of this... ;(