Say A lil Prayer

Dear Norlynn,

I know u cant read this at this point of time,
I just got Dina's message on your delivery complications,
I really hope you will be ookay and that you'll have a safe delivery.
Sorry, I am not there..

Although DIna told me not to be worry but tipu lah kalau i tak Worry kan hehe
My prayers are always with you,hasli and Baby..
Semoga ALLAH permudahkan segalanya untuk u.

Insyallah Amin..

Get Hasli to MMS me gambar baby k ;)

pingu

look who's hiding ? hehehe it's Pingu. Very the Bapak Kucing look nowadays hehehe... This photo was posted by my backdoor neighbour, who's room Pingu likes to leave some "gifts", which i have no ideas why hehehe.. and she say Pingu likes to lepak with her father as well. hehehe typical Pingu.. Semua orang punya bapak pun ko nak lepak ek? hehehe

rambling tgh malam

A cousin of mine gave birth today ;) New addition to our larger than life Ariff Clan hehehe.. We had one last month, cute baby Ian. And today's new arrival is also a boy (we have loads of boys already !!!! where's the girl? hehehe). The new arrival is not named yet coz the mother Viber-ed me as soon as she's out of labour room. I was shocked ! She's not suppose to give brth till next month. Actually, I had a hunch that something happened to her today. She's not in her office as usual and she's not there to greet me as usual hehehe and for some reason, i didn't ask her where had she been like usual coz whenever her name doesnt appear on the YM list, it doesn't feel right. hehehe she could even buzz me while waiting to see the doctor for her maternity check up. Alhamdulillah, conratulations to the new mommy and daddy !

I didn't go to the office today ! hehehe i slept in and woke up fairly late, I couldn't wake up, my back, shoulder and neck is killing me. I woke up to the noise made by my housemate, she just flew in from Melbourne. Naah, i am not angry at her for the noise but i was surprise that i woke up that late... yes, THAT LAte..I woke up earlier and sms Faridah saying that i am not feeling well, sore throat, and all the pain that i am having so i wont be meeting her in the library, the reply was she's not feeling well too. hehehe...After a simple lunch, i forced myself, i repeat, FORCED myself to swallow down 2 Panadol actifast tablets and force myself to sleep again with the hope that all the pain will be gone when i woke up.. guess what, about 2 hrs of sleep, pain still there although not as pain anymore. Later in the evening, Silvi brought Olga over to give me a massage. they brought over minyak gosok from indonesia.. which is really good ! so Olga gave my back and shoulder a massage. and now, the shoulder pain is gone.. alhamdulillah. I also put on whats left of my Tokusen  Capsicum plaster. Alhamdulillah, I 'm all better now.. Esok boleh pergi ke office with reminder from my parents "PLEASE REDUCE YR BACKPACK WEIGHT !!!" hehehe....  may i remind u again, i walk to uni everyday ( if i dun take the loop bus) and my parents said, the journey is like their weekly hiking activity.. hahahaha... okay, i will reduce the books..

Alright, that's all for tonight..

Bersyukur dgn apa yang ada dan yang sedang di kecapi..
Aminn...

Guud Noight ! ( cewahhh aussie slang nih...)

comfort food

anda kecewa?

di kecewakan?

or

Anda marah? Naik Hangin?

Sakit Belakang? Sakit Bahu ?

Jangan Risau...

Makanlah

hehehe.....

Comfort food.. Yang kecewa tu, bukan saya,  yang di kecewa kan pun bukan saya juga, yang sakit belakang dan sakit bahu tu lah saya. Aduhhh.. sakitnya tak terkata.. Jumpa GP tadi kat uni, boleh dia kata dia tak sure internal ke or external... Aduhaiii...ni jadi doctor dari university mana nih? hehehe ( tak la gurau je.. ye la, mata dia bukan ada x-ray kan..) betul la procedure dia, dia tak sure, so dia prescribe ubat, suruh makan, dia kata kalau tak baik, datang balik, dia nak hantar ke HOSPITAL AWAM FLINDErs hehe buat x-ray and stuff..

Jadi apa kena mengenanya sakit belakang dgn nutella? hehehe Tadi stress dah tahap Gaban ! sakit bahu dan belakang nak buat kerja pun tak boleh, nak minta urut sikit, sapa yang nak urut kan? bubuh la minyak minyak mustajab sendiri, Jadi lah, lega sikit, tapi tak lama, sekejap je...pastu sakit balik, tu yang stress tuh.. Teringat pulak kat Nutella.. Sorry, i ate it straight from the Jar hehehehe Spoon licking good ! hahaha sila maafkan saya..

okay now i feel better...although bahu tetap sakit lah...but i can feel it la, its internal, pasal masa kat Zumba class tadi, tak sakit pun msa movement..sikit pun tak terjejas...

ok, comfort food dah dapat, mari kita sambung kerjaa !!!

merepek

i am not suppose to be blogging.. hehehe, I am suppose to be writting my Thesis !!!!
BUt i decided to take a break early, my break is suppose to start in 15 minutes, coz thats when i get to rest and watch TeenWolf on 7.

My back hurts, My shoulder and neck is screaming for  massage, my brain says it's enough and my eyes says it wanna sleep.. but my heart says, it wanna blog !! hehehehe ( don't be scared guys, I havent gone crazy yet..)

i dun have anything to write pun, but saja seronok je.. Teringin nak makan cekodok pisang, Pisang pulak mahal di pasaran. The price of banana went up high after the queensland flood earlier of the year. They said, the price will be back to normal in august. That's when the stocks came in. I hope so... Teringin nak makan cucoq udang, tapi i dun dare do deep frying stuff. it's a personal thingy.. me and deepfrying, or where minyak goes splater arround, dun go together, although i still love cooking. Sometimes i pretended I am brave and i fight the fear, and the reward is either over cooked cucoq or undercooked cucoq. jadi lah, nak lepaskan teringin hehehe...sebab itu lah, nuggets, popia, chips, wedges, fish fingers, all goes into the oven with a coat of olive oil spray hehehehe...but u can't do that with cucoq kan... Dulu ada la housemate yang suka buat cucuq, tapi dia dah balik Malaysia dah.. hehehe

Teringin nak makan kari ikan mcm mak punya, tak de serbuk kari ikan pulak.. haihhh mcm mcm la kan...ye la, hari hari makan nasi goreng, bihun goreng, spageti goreng, sandwich tuna, sandwich telur, Bosan beb !!!  Tapi makan la jugak kan, beggars are not choosers..

Puasa is approaching, so i need to stock up my fridge so that nanti tak de la terkejar kejar nak masak , Magrib will be at 5 something where office also finishes at 5. so tak de la terkejar kejar nak balik awal utk masak. I dun expect much for Puasa or Raya. I am glad and blessed with what i have.. Tak pe lah, kalau berbuka sorang soran kat office pun, ;) ada hikmahnya kan... and i am recycling my baju raya from 2007, which is my baju konvo MBA, baju raya for 2007, and baju raya for 2008 and baju pakai pi event housing, and i am re usinging it for this year's raya, it still looks good, the colour is still like what it is when i bought the material.The beading is fine and in place.. I was thingking worth paying the price for the material and paying nancy for sewing such intricate baju. (baju konvo la katakan for that time hehehe...) Nancy  turned us down by not wanting to take the risk to sew the baju hahaha.... but mak told her don't give up, she can do it and she did, and guess what, my aunt wanted the same design and asked nancy to sew for her this year for the sons wedding. Nancy sure pening kepala at that time heheehe...I can still remember nancy's word when the baju is finally ready coz both me and my mom had the same thing done "Please do not bring me this kind of material and such design again okay... I have tough time sleeping at night thinking of your baju.. i am so affraid Okay !!!" hahaha.. but she did good !

okay okay, i will allow myself to stop babling now... i will go to bed already..

night night !!

Somewhere only we know

Somewhere only we know

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete
Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

BridesMaid

I watched this yesterday...

Well, u can read about the movie on the link above, okay. Although its a comedy, it thought me a lot actually.

I kinda miss my sister. It reminds me of how and all that we went through during her wedding preparation, and the point of letting go of something that you had like since Birth hehehe My sister is my bestfriends, we shared rooms since we were kids up till before she got married. God knows how lost I am after she got married and move out of the house and stay interstate.

And then, my best friends got married one by one. Although I told myself i wouldn't miss it, but I did !. Dina's akad was 2 days before my Compensation Exam back in my BBA days. I went to the akad and I didn't for her reception the next day which was a dinner reception at Dewan Merak Kayangan FELDA. Yeah, I was Lost too after she got Married hehehe.. I think I got lost issues hehehe... Then Liana got Married, I missed it too because i was already in Adelaide by then.

Well, it's not easy to handle the "let go"... Not that i am being selfish, I perfectly understand that they are now married and that they have new responsibilities on their shoulders.It's hard to admit that hings are never going to be the same anymore... You can't simply call them for a chat without making appointments hehehe You can't simply call them instantly to share a good news or bad news, or if u feel like crying when someone broke your heart or say mean things to you. And the fact that they also have new sets of friends that are more suitable to their environment. All that's left is just YOU.. crumbling down alone.. unmarried, getting old and stuck being a student and all that's left is your parents to go out for a movie or theater shows ( is that too cruel? no? )

Well, I am happy for them, of course and lets just always be happy for them and InsyallAh, may ALLAH bless them and always shower them with happiness, Our Rezeki in life lies in ALLAH's hand.. Let's just let ALLAH do the job now, why don't we...

I miss you guys so much !!!! 

30 Day Challenge

Well, it's no longer 30 days since i started the challenge huhuhuhu.. But i'l continue

Question 12 : Your Thought or opinion on Harry Potter

Answer :

pics from here

I was introduced to Harry Potter by my cousins. The whole siblings ( the cousins I mean) are all into Harry Potter, including the father and Mother...Yes Amir, its your family I am talking about here hehehe

I then started buying Harry Potter books but up till only number 3 which is the HP and the prizoners of the Azkaban

itu pun I didn't managed to finish my number 3 book apatah lagi nak sambung yang number 4, 5, 6, and 7 which i didn't even have the chance to buy or read.

that's how my collection would look like if it's complete hehehe.. but i only have the first three which are the not that thick hehehe

I remembered watching Harry Potter the Chambers of Secrets with my then, very young cousins and their cousins, its amazing how we could squeeze Farah, Diana, Muna, Ehsan, Farhan, Me and my Sis into one car and went to watch in BUkit Raja hehehehe... everyone was so tiny back then that we could manage to squeeze into a kancil.

Well, i think Harry Potter is a cool series of books, but its a shame i still havent got the chance to read all the remaining books. There will always be something to be in the middle of me and  these stry books, ot only HP books, but the other novels as well... Sigh... i miss reading Danielle Steel's, Cecilia Ahern's ( i tried to read Cecilia Ahern's novel in 2007 after completing my MBA but cant afford to finish it coz i was tied up with my PhD proposal and till now, the book is still like the book on the shelve.)

Nasib baik ada movie so tak tertinggal heehehe...For now, i can't wait to watch the second part of part 7.

CLEAN UP

I don't want to talk about what's happening way back home...It's Daunting... Let alone with all the comments on Facebook... it makes me upset... Reading all the comments by friends made me somehow felt different. Of course The pros and their Pros... And the cons with their  YA ALLAH, mcm ni ke korang sebenarnya.. cons comments.. Sedih.. Upset... i dunno what to say...

I grew up in a different kind of environment, brought up in different kind of way ( my mom once said she's happy raising us the way her father had raised her and her siblings, although it sometimes make us go CRAZY, but i thank my mom for following my grandfather's way...Al-Fatihah to my dear grandfather whom i didn't get to meet because he pass away looong before i was born at the age of 70 somethinng, i was told..), as a kid, i was told i am "Anak Dr Mahathir".. Of course, me being a 5 yr old, adores Dr M, proudly and happily riding on Dad's proton saga feeling blessed and happy being "Anak Dr Mahathir" without knowing what it really means. I still do adores him now.. The best ever kot...;)  It was during my late teenage year that things started to turn Ugly... Okay, i dun wanna talk about it because my Malaysia was never the same again. It's Sad okay... When i was a kid, i saw people rioting, doing their street rallies, it was people from other countries, as shown on dunia Jam 10 on TV1, And today, i still see sch things on TV and sadly to see that it's my own people from my beloved country.. and with friends on facebook showing off their "air", aihhhhh..... all i can say, I love Malaysia, but My Malaysia is never the same... Things changes... sama lah mcm hati... Walaupun kita sayang, tapi bila keadaan dah tak sama, mcm mana?....entahlah...

Okay, like i said, i dun intend to talk about what's happening in our country, I could be in big trouble if i do... BIG TROUBLE i tell you. I just wanna share some of the coincidence that happened to me today hehe... Well u guys knows that the thing that's happening and they even have a theme colour for it.. That's the interesting part.

Early in the morning, Kak Hanim pick me up and off we go to Blackwood's Lion's Bargain. Kak Hanim's sofa from lions bargain are to be delivered today. So after sofa being delivered, i accompanied her to Noarlunga Shopping Centre to get some stuff and she wanted to distress at the beach. Off we go. When i got back home, I started cleaning up the house. I managed  the garbage, sweep-ed the floor, vacuumed the floor and the stairs, Mopped the floor, wiped the kitchen tops and hot plate and Hey presto, my house is squeaky clean. My housemate is not arround so its easy to clean everything or else she'd ask me " Are you stressed?" in which i am kinda is... hehehe.... one funny thing that i actually wanted to share apart from all the story above  is that, while i was washing my plates and pots in the sink, i realized that my dishwasher sponge is YELLOW in color, i smiled and continued washing, then while i was wiping the kithchen tops, i realized that the JIF washcloth ( my kain buruk is JIF hehehe) is also YELLOW... by now, i chuckled and continue wiping. And then, when i was about to start mixing my portion of multi purpose cleaner liquid  and water in a pail, grabbed my floor cleaner ( like the mop thingy but its not theusual mop), you can guess by now, what colour is the multi purpose cleaner liquid and also the Pail and also the mop thingy.... Duhhhh.... i laugh looking at the coincidental thingy.. i finished up mopping wash everything off and took a mug, poured myself some Farmer's Union and took a sip with Arnott's Lemon Crips biscuits... then i burst out into laugh... My mug is YELLOW and the Lemon Crisp cream is also YELLOW  !!!! 

So yeah, I cleaned up my house with a whole lot of Yellow colored equipments today... Such a coincidental thingy huh? That's what i wanted to share about..

LOL !!! 

Come as You are

I Don't have a Gun, 

NO I DON'T HAVE A GUN...





This was introduced by my Sister in the 90's hehehe She is a Nirvana Fan ;)

buku

Last year,  I brought a book to see my co supervisor ( ATuk). It was an old book, and all the pages are all yellowish and it kinda have the old book kinda smell ( yeah, i know coz my dad still keeps his text books the one he used while doing his Masters at our home..You know, while i am kinda using the 10th or 12th version,  his is the 1st or second edition...yeah, of the same text book... and sometimes tak sama pun, but i still use them as references) okay, so this book that i brought to see my Atuk is even older than that.

I told him, I am kinda reading that book and i told him that its kinda old but the content is good and still usable, even at this point of time. To my surprise, he told me that he is glad i find the book useful and He uses the book while doing his PhD back in the 60s ( if i am not mistaken lah..) he is now 82 years old.

And today, i went to meet him to discuss things with him, he lended me a book, which his PhD supervisor wrote and which he uses during his PhD. It's on  economics and its Pecah kepala Theory hehehe.. and it doesn't really change that much...huhuhu..

Okay, gotta go pecahkan my kepala with the theories and all...hehehe

Once bitten....

Once bitten, Twice Shy...

I dunno why,
I dun understand why,

But i believe,
If it's not meant to be,
It is not meant to be...

I also believe,
ALLAH knows Best
and ALLAH has the reason why,


I tried to be friends,
To maintain relationships,
But, NO...

Tak pe lah,
people say, its my mistake,
that i let go of something good,
and that I am the BAd one..


ALLAH knows Best
and Let ALLAH lead me all the way.
Insyallah...


Gosh... I thought I am okay, but the truth is, I am still TRAUMATIZED...
yeah, it cost me my friendships as well...
what shall i do now..

roti canai n Dhal

hehehehe....


gendang gendut,
Tali Kecapi,
Kenyang Perut,
Suka Hati.


Alhamdulillah.... I finally got to eat Dhal and Roti Canai.
Roti Canai is from Kawan Brand ( my freezer is full so i didn't make my own roti canai)
The Dhal was pretty easy, this is not Dalca, this is Dhal.. ( owh i really miss my mom's Dalca...)

Basically all u need is  a cup of kacang Dal, you can put slightly more if u want, i put a little bit extra hehehe so the gravy will thicken up.
Bring it to boil in a pot with water. To tell you the truth, i dun have any measurement, i follow my heart hehehe...less than half of the pot kira okay lah.... ( boleh ke mcm tu? less than half.. hahaha 2/4 boleh laa...). dun forget to sprinkle some salt and sugar ( i only put salt, and i am not a salt person so my food is not that nice lah coz i only put a little.. hehehe)
while its cooking on the stove, prepare your veges. Potatoes, Carrots, eggplants, and yr bawang, halia, garlic and dry spices like curry leaves, cinamon quil, star anise and mustard seeds.

Peel the potato and carrot and cut it into how u like it to be, I do mine, My mom's style. ( for potatoes, quarter them up, and for carrots, cut them into flower like hehehe..betul i tak tipu...)
eggplants, thickly slice them or ikut lah how big u want them to be.
Slice yr Onions, ginger and garlic. ( as pemalas like me, i have garlic paste and also ginger paste.. bukan pemalas sebab apa, time constraint and also fresh ginger is so DAMN expensive !!! i rather buy the paste, what to do...)

Check on yr Dal, when its soft, put some tumeric powder and put in the potatoes, then boil again,
once the potato is soft, put in yr carrots and eggplant, by this time, don't be surprise to see yr kuah looks soo cair, its okay..yr kacang dhal and potatoes will thicken it up in the process, oh ya and the eggplant too.

when the pot is boiling, and yr eggplant is soft, heat up a small pan with some oil. when it is nicely heated, chuck in the garlic, ginger and curry leaves, stir them up, and add in yr sliced onions, and the rest of the dried spice.stir fry them till u get the aroma and the sliced onions are slightly soft and caramelized ( ewahhh... too much masterchef i guess hehehe)... by now, yr pot will already be boiling and the eggplant are now soft, pour the stir fried spices in the pot and stir them again and leave it for a few minutes. Dun worry if yr potatoes are smashed, out of shape or whatever, hehehe that's the fun bit and that's for flavoring.

There u go... Your own Dhal...

;)

Photos are in my iPhone, will upload later tgether with roti Canai kuah banjir hehehe ;)

okay, photos are ready,

kuah Dhal

Roti canai Kuah Banjir...

Okay, now, i think i must go buy Teh Tarik Aik CHeong hehehe

...

Kita terpaksa melepaskan sesuatu yang sangat kita sayang kerana kita TAKUT kita tidak mampu menyempurnakan ia....Kerana ia terlalu berharga...

bitten by the bug

Hahaha, with all the hype about Nora Elena, I decided to squeeze some time to watch it, but i watch pun up to episode 20. then i jump to the last episode.


Lagu sofaz tu best lah...

I finally got the idea why lah Seth Tan tu menjadi kegilaan wanita...

FullSTop !

for the love of bihun

Only ALLAH knows my love for Bihun hehehe... Yeah, it might be kinda difficult to prepare it, Letih wo nak kacau bihun dalam kuali.. That's why i always pass the duty to Kakak back home. I taught her a few times and she can do even nicer than mine hehehe.. The fried bihun is just a basic bihun, using ikan bilis, cili, bawang putih, bawang merah as the base with bok choi or sawi and egg later. But kalau Kuewtiau, saya amik duty tu walau nak kena goreng 4 5 paket sekali pun hehehe ( usually kalau nak panggil cousins mazens datang lah...). Aih rindu pulak nak makan kuewtiau sendiri... apakan daya, the taste is not the same due to the fact that the bahan bahan here is different from Malaysia..( secret ingredient tak de kat aussie kihkihkih...)

Yesterday, i blended all the chilies. Today, i blended the onions... Kisahnya, this morning, since the weather is kinda nice, i smsed kak Hanim to go to the sunday market. We promised that if the weather is okay, we would go there. It's kak hanim's first time. She was stoked to see the cheap veggies.. Bawang satu bag tu is only $1. hehehehe... so i bought 2. satu nak blend and simpan, satu lagi utk stock hehehe.. And the whole 1 bag of onions are now blended and nicely sitting in the fridge. The blender broke down just after that.. SAPA NAK JAWAP??? hehehehe... Nasib baik ada Blender SUzie Mak Tam tinggal dulu...And nasib baik sempat blend bumbu nak buat bihun.

Seriously, i dun think the blender is rosak yet... don blame me on being in denial..hehehe mungkin overworked ke..so i leave it alone for a while, esok kita tgk, dia okay tak..

So, ada orang tu tgh happy dapat makan bihun goreng mlm ni...hehehe... esok buka puasa , ada choice nak makan bihun goreng ka bihun goreng ka hehehehe....okay la tu, stok makanan musim sejuk utk minggu ni dah settle.( apasal terasa mcm semut ( dldm cerita A bug's life) pulak..siap kumpul stock utk musim sejuk hehehe....ALhamdulillah rezeki ALLAH beri...

oh ya, one funny story, while i was peeling and cutting my onions, Sharon my hsemate came home from adelaide hills.looking at me cooking,we chat for a while before she asked me " are you stressed out?" i was like "Nooo" hehehe because she knows when i stress i will like cook, clean the house, wash my clothes, clean the fridge and all, and so happen i just finished cleaning my section yesterday, i once scrubbed the toilet early sunday morning which freak her out hehhee. "then why r you crying? poor u.." she added. I burst out into laugh.... " it's the onions !!!! making me all in tearss hehehee"
"oohhhh hahahaha " hahaha my housemate is so lawak one...

yeah, so, for the love of bihun, susah mcm na pun i tetap akan suka makan bihun... cinta itu buta they say huh?  Sambal kicap, sesenang mcm na pun, kalau tak suka tak suka la jugak... well, that's life...
But, there are times where, kita pun sukaaaaaa makan Steak, tapi kita tak mampu....yang tu mcm na plak?
anyone nak jawab?

empty

Tried to take a picture 

Of love 

Didn't think I'd miss her 

That much 

I want to fill this new frame 

But its empty 

Tried to write a letter 

In ink 

Its been getting better 

I think 

I got a piece of paper 

But its empty 

Its empty 

Maybe we're trying 

Trying too hard 

Maybe we're torn apart 

Maybe the timing 

Is beating our hearts 

We're empty 

And I've even wondered 

If we 

Should be getting under 

These sheets 

We could lie in this bed 

But its empty 

Its empty 

Maybe we're trying 

Trying too hard 

Maybe we're torn apart 

Maybe the timing 

Is beating our hearts 

We're empty 

Oh oh 

Oh oh 

Oooooh 

Oh oh 

Oh oh 

Maybe we're trying 

Trying too hard 

Maybe we're torn apart 

Maybe the timing 

Is beating our hearts 

We're empty 

We're empty 

We're empty 

Or will we end up getting hurt 

Is this love a myth 

So tell me are you in for this 

There's so much more than we can see 

More than you 

More than me 

It takes two to believe! 

Maybe it's our first mistake 

And baby that's alright 

It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight 

Maybe it's our first mistake 

And baby that's alright 

It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight 

There's a reason why they say that we should give it time 

But time is not enough 

And that's the reason why when you're young you fall in love 

And that's the reason why 

When you're young you fall in love [2x]

source : here

yeah, maybe the timing was not right then....or Maybe it's just ALLAH's test.... I dunno... I wish i knew....

Melbourne !!!

Most of my Melbourne Photos are in Bro's camera. Its gud to hav a personal cameraman sometimes Hehehehehe..... just kidding !!!

this is among my fav...


;p

Winter yang tak berapa nak winter hehehehe

Chillies

Finally !!!! today i took the effort to make my Chilli Blend. Phewww... 3 Packet terus i rebus in Suzie's stock pot. and then blend them, and then cook them again till they are not that watery anymore.. Phewww such an effort you know...

The chillies are not that smooth coz my blender here is and old National blender, specially flown form Malaysia, given to me by Kak Lin Abg Man. It used to be good, but now its deteriorating. And blender Aussie pulak, tak cukup power . Ahh well, janji i have the chillies hehehe

Made them in two batches. One batch just the chillies and water, blend them and cook them. Second batch, i added some olive oil and blen them and cook them. sesuka hati je kan...

So, i can now cook my bekalan utk masa hadapan...

membebel...

i 've been hiding  in my room for the past few days.. Nope, i'm not hiding from anyone. But at this point of time, i felt comfortable working from home where everything is reachable although my internet credit is running low hehehe.. Naah, being at home, senang nak solat sebab jarak waktu sangat dekat. And the bed is also inches away ehehhehehe ( given the time the brain doesn't want to cooperate, kasi di tido je...abih cerita). Supervisor pun tak cari hehehe sibuk marking exam papers la katakan...

My room looks like its being hit by a tornado.. journals on one side, questionnaire on one side, books and text books on the other side, laptop, mini laptop and Mac...and my mini 'dapur', aihhhhh... anyone wanna be my P.A till the end of the year? hahaha.. to be my P.A., kna masak, kemas dapur, basuh baju, beli groceries <----- Yeah right husna, pandainyeee kamu ini...

These are the moments where i feel like doing those stuff is a burden although its daily life essential kan. Well, i am here alone, unlike my other friends yang ada other half where other half yang uruskan anak sekolah, masak, jemur baju and stuff.. there's one of my friend, according to her, the guys should treat their women like a princess. wahhh.. bagus betul.. but, bukan kah kalau u masak , membasuh utk suami, you dapat pahala, PAHALA Besar.. ni dah terbalik pulak, the husband yang masak membasuh utk dia.. it's kinda easy kan.. but i guess, itulah kerjasama suami isteri kan..APA yang Penting? KERJASAMA !!! unlike me, semua... SMUA kena buat sendiri termasuk jadi buruh angkut barang berat masa groceries naik bus ( at least kat malaysia ada kereta kan..) hehehe, i am not complaining, but there will come a day in my life, later in the future that i will remember these days that i go through right now...

PLus i dun have housemate yang boleh bekerjasama take turn masak or memasak untuk u bila tgh busy and stuff. Nak suruh my hsemate msak, hehehe dia hidang Pork dia nanti mcm na? hehehehe

Yeah, back to the 'BUrden' part, I only give myself half and hour to cook. I can't spend anymore than that. Time is precious !!! Rasa mcm nak ckp dgn mak, boleh tak pinjam kakak bwk datang sini kejap hehehehe.. BUt hey, I am no princess !

I havent cook a decent nasi goreng since my chili blend habis. I still can't find the time to make my chilli blend. and when i told kakak when i sembang with her on the phone the other day, she said, " kesian.." hehehehe.. nasi goreng, bihun goreng you name it, lama dah tak makan. i'm kinda living with egg, roti and klau sempat masak nasi, dapat la makan nasi telur dan kicap yang di goreng dgn butter.. Ouhh !! So unhealthy doncha think? Nasi dgn lauk? adehhh... tak dapat laa... to me, makan nasi dgn lauk is exclusively mewah!! plus susah nak bawak gi office, habis senang pun sandwhich and wraps je,  Okay, bukan niat saya nak COMPLAIN ye !!! ini time constraint saya ye ;)

I love cooking VERY MUCH and it's a theraphy actually, but now it no longer sooth me..( tgh BAPAK busy ni..) hehehe well, lets just see weekend ni, if i can put sometime to prepare BEKALAN untuk minggu depan. I will try !!! kalau tak, puasa je ye hehehee jimat, makan pun sehari sekali je,

Oh dear, speaking of Puasa, Puasa is gonna be all alone for me this year. No kak Zatul and Kak Za. I dun have malay housemates. Jadinya, mungkin saya akan join je orang berbuka puasa dekat surau maybe hehehe.. Pak arab usually have their iftars and the food they order is waaaayy terlalu bannyak sampai berbahagi masa Terawikh.

okay, enough rambling.. back to work now..